A/N: Where is my mind by The Pixies

Sorry for the wait and thanks for the reviews.

P.S: All the stuff happening with Ira when he's young is pre-Satsuki taking over his school. Again, he's still shy and stuff and Tsumugu sort of helps him with that and later he becomes the badass submissive masochist we all know and love

Usual apologies

Disclaimer: see first chapter

"Hey Satsuki!" a high-pitched voice squealed just before a pair of arms wrapped around her neck from behind. It took a considerable amount of effort to hold her self-defense instincts back and not immediately attack and an even more considerable amount of effort to stop herself from showing it. But she remembered the voice and she remembered the feeling of the arms wrapped around her. So instead she just gave a soft smile.

"How come you're not out dancing with everyone else?"

Satsuki glanced up at the girl that held her. Mako Mankanshoku was looking down at her with a frown and Satsuki almost felt bad for slipping away. She looked up at the dancefloor. The celebratory festival was still going despite the late hour. Students and parents alike were still milling about, talking, dancing and eating. Jakuzure's shameless flirting with a second year student caught her eye, just before the image of Sanagayema trying and failing to hide his blush when Ryuko let her head rest on his shoulder with a wide yawn stole her attention.

Satsuki couldn't help but snort before she shook her head, "I just needed a moment."

"Huh, a moment for what? Whatcha doin'?" the younger girl asked as she looked over Satsuki's shoulder to the tablet in her hands and let out a gasp, "Wait is that me?!"

"Yes." Satsuki answered evenly as she lifted the device up higher for the girl to see while her other hand held the pencil. "I suddenly got an idea for a new goku uniform so I decided to sketch it."

"Goku uniform, but, the life fibers are all gone. How are you going to make new goku uniforms?"

"The life fibers may be gone but, we can't just sit around waiting for them to return and attack. We can't afford to take Ragyo's warning lightly. We need to make new uniforms. Ones that enhance human abilities through human force of will, proving that humanity can evolve without the help of those despicable parasites."

"Oh, I get it. But," Mako frowned, "Why draw a uniform for me?"

"Well," Satsuki paused, "Iori informed me of your enhanced abilities when you wore your goku uniform. Your body seems to be capable of doing a lot with very little external assistance. That and your fighting abilities made you an ideal candidate to be the first to receive a uniform during the final battle. It just makes sense to use you as the first subject."

"Oh, well it sure is pretty. A lot different from my last one." The girl said letting her head rest against Satsuki's before shaking it as she got up and walked around to grab Satsuki's hand. "Still you can't work tonight, we have to celebrate."

"Mako-"

"You can work later."

Satsuki relented, setting the device down and allowed herself to get dragged back into the crowd all while Mako gave her a bright smile and suddenly it was her turn to pretend like she wasn't blushing.

She looked around to her comrades… no her friends and couldn't help but smile to herself only to pause when she realized that she didn't see Gamagori. Come to think of it, she didn't see that nudist beach agent, Kinagase either. Satsuki held back a frown.

"Have you seen Gamagori?"

"Oh, he's talking to that mohawk guy right over-" Mako cut herself off with a frown when she paused to look back at the bar, "Where'd they go? I coulda sworn they were talking over there a minute ago."

The younger girl then continued walking Satsuki's eyebrows furrowed.

She knew this would happen. The moment they found out about the gorilla agent's presence at Honouji academy she knew it would only be a matter of time. Gamagori hid it well, kept his attention focused on the war and saving the human race, but she knew he'd give in eventually. Gamagori had needs, needs that one man and only one man has ever been able to truly fulfill. The first time they spoke of such things Satsuki had only been slightly surprised, but it made a lot about his strict personality suddenly make sense.

All the same, she worried on some level of the amount of control Kinagase held over Gamagori. At one point she worried that it might jeopardize the mission. But Gamagori surprised her by staying utterly loyal. The war has ended for now, and they're at peace with the rebels. But that didn't mean she wasn't worried. She worried about what would happen next. How Gamagori would react to suddenly being reunited with Tsumugu Kinagase after so long. She knew that he would stay loyal to her, no matter what. But she still worried about the strain it might cause. Gamagori may be stronger than the average man, but he's only human.

Mankanshoku suddenly stopped in the middle of the crowd to take Satsuki's other hand. The song changed to one with a slower beat and Satsuki froze when Mako suddenly moved forward and wrapped her arms around Satsuki's waist and let her head rest on her shoulder. Satsuki just stared at Mako for a moment before letting out a soft snort as she wrapped her arms around the younger girl as well, swaying a little from side to side. The older girl decided to forget about her worries for the moment. They could wait till morning. And if Gamagori was right about the rebel, if he was right about Kinagase being a good man then hopefully she won't have anything to worry about.

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For a brief period of time, he remembers how his life revolved around just one man. It revolved around one room and around just one thought. The thought of pleasing him and making him proud just this one room and this one man. It all seemed so right back then and maybe it was. This one man was what he needed back then in order for him to find himself, to come to terms with who he really is.

Ira gasped. His hands were tied together as he knelt on his hands and knees, rocking back and forth on the bed as Tsumugu continued to thrust inside of him.

He could feel the zipper of the older man's jeans scraping against his backside, though it was only one of the millions of sensations running through him right at that moment. A long drawn out moan, Ira ignored the arousal that shot through him at the sound when Tsumugu curled a hand into his blonde locks from behind and suddenly pulled his head back hard, forcing his back to arch painfully but not missing a beat as he fucked the younger man rough and slow. Ira gasped, wishing for something to gag his mouth since he just knew that he'd end up begging before long and begging usually just egged the older man on.

A low chuckle rang against his ears as Tsumugu licked all along his jaw before he nipped at the shell of his ear.

"Shhh, don't give in just yet." Tsumugu groaned as he brought up a hand to glide along Ira's stomach all the way up, where he fondled his chest and teased his nipples.

"Ma-aster…" Ira moaned and Tsumugu nipped at his ear again as he continued to feel along the younger man's chest and his hand tightened in his hair, "Just hold on a little longer."

Tsumugu decided to go easy on him, since it's been such a long time for both of them.

Ira was a little disappointed but at the same time immensely relieved. Going slow might not be what his body was screaming for right at that moment, but silently he was glad to not have to go through a full blown scene so many years after the last one. Especially not while they were in that house.

A house that held so many memories.

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Ira's eyes went wide and his blush went one shade deeper, quickly turning around and facing the other way.

"Tsumugu-san! I am so sorry! I had no right to-"

"Calm down, its not a big deal. We're both guys right? What's up?"

Dinner was ready, Kinue asked him to go to her brothers room to call him to the table. Ira walked in since the door was open anyway, only to freeze at the sight of Tsumugu standing completely naked in the middle of his room as he dried his hair.

"I uhm," Ira cleared his throat. "Dinner is ready. Kinue asked me to call you."

"Right, I'll be down in a minute."

Ira nodded his head and made to immediately leave the room only for a hand to come down on his shoulder. "Hey, hang on I wanna show you something."

"Perhaps you can show me later." Once you're dressed he added mentally.

"You're here right now. C'mere."

The hand fell away and Ira inwardly cursed. Forcing himself to turn around while making sure he kept his gaze at eye level at all times.

Why on earth is he still naked?!

"Kinue told me you've got a thing for history, I figured you might want this." He walked over to his bedside table to grab the book set there still drying his hair with his other hand. "I got it from a regular customer. I don't have much use for it so."

"Thank you Tsumugu-san, that is very kind of you."

Ira said unable to look at the book without looking down even as he took it, so he just shoved it under his arm instead. Tsumugu frowned.

"You O.K? You seem tense."

"I'm fine. I should go."

Tsumugu shrugged, "Okay."

Ira then left the room as quickly as possible, cheeks burning as he tried to get the image of Kinue's naked big brother out of his head, but to no avail.

That hard strong body that could almost rival his own, perhaps even hold him down so easily. Even more so if Ira let him, he just let Tsumugu do anything he wanted to do. The teen sighed in frustration. Cursing the evil onset of puberty to the high heavens. Honestly, before he met Tsumugu he never felt like… this.

About two months had passed since Tsumugu almost ran him over with his car and a lot has changed since then. He managed to settle into school, settle into his new home and become good friends with Kinue and her brother Tsumugu.

Kinue was sweet, she was caring and she was confident. Ira admired her a lot, he liked spending time with her. So he didn't mind so much that he hadn't really made any friends at school. Ira developed a routine. He went for a brisk run in the mornings with his father before he headed out to school and his father went to work. Then he'd go to school, after school he'd go home and do homework before going over next door to spend some time with the Kinagase's. his mother didn't mind much, not even when he went straight to the house after school and did his homework there instead. Ira seemed happier than he was when they still lived in Southern Kantou, he seemed to have a nice girl and an… acceptable boy for friends. His father wasn't as keen on the siblings.

He never explained why, just said that there was something he didn't like about the Kinagase boy. It made Ira feel quite awkward since he didn't want to disobey his father but he didn't want to have to stay away from his new friends either. So he'd usually only go over to the neighbors when he knew his father wasn't home to notice. He'd always look forward to Fridays. His father would work late and sleep in on Saturdays, Ira could spend the night with the neighbors and just come back the next day. His mother didn't mind too much, as long as Ira was happy and his father didn't notice his absence on Friday nights.

Ira didn't start to feel things for Tsumugu until about a month after the move. It almost seemed like the same scenario every single time. He'd be at the Kinagase's, Kinue would ask him to call her brother or ask her brother something and Ira would agree only to find the nineteen year old in some state of undress. He'd usually just be shirtless, working on his car in the garage or working out in his room. Today is the first time that he's actually seen the other teen completely naked. Tsumugu didn't mind, most times it seemed as though Tsumugu didn't notice that there was anything odd about it. Truthfully it wasn't a big deal, or rather it shouldn't have been a big deal especially since their both guys. After all Tsumugu didn't have anything Ira didn't have. It shouldn't have mattered but somehow it did. Its not like he's never seen another man naked before but somehow Tsumugu just looked different everything about him just seemed more intense.

Ira sighed.

It's a crush. He knows it's a crush. He knows himself well enough to know that the reason things felt so intense around Tsumugu was because he had feelings for the other teen. Ira just didn't want to acknowledge it. He had a good thing going. The Kinagases were so warm and welcoming to him. He didn't want to ruin it and make it awkward by having Kinue's big brother find out that he had feelings for him. Besides it was just a crush anyway, just a silly little infatuation that would probably fade away soon enough. Again, the Kinagases were nice to him, he might just be confusing admiration with lust.

It doesn't matter, it'll all pass soon enough.

He hopes.

He made it down the stairs and into the living room where Kinue was setting the table. Their parents were away for the weekend. It was just the three of them. Mr. and Mrs. Kinagase didn't mind him much, they both worked so they were just happy as long as their kids were happy.

Ira turned at the next corner, Kinue smiled at him when he appeared.

"Tsumugu-san said he'll be down soon."

The raven haired girl shook her head just as she set down the last plate, "I really wish you'd stop calling him that. It's totally going to his head."

Ira just smiled, "It can't be that bad."

"Yeah you'd say that cause you don't have to live with the arrogant gorilla." She shook her head, "Anyway, you should sit down while I bring out dinner-"

"Oh I'll help you."

"Ira you don't have to keep doing that."

"But I want to." Ira said and the girl gave him a smile as she waved him into the kitchen, "Alright, c'mon. I tried to keep it simple tonight but I still made a lot of stuff."

Ira followed her into the kitchen. He listened to her tell stories about her friends at school and that one teacher that insisted on making everything infinitely difficult. The new exercises they started doing for gymnastics club and how she hoped her parents would let her get a motorcycle for her birthday. Ira felt relief wash over him as he listened to her talk. It was always so easy with Kinue, he always felt so calm and relaxed. She truly is a lovely girl. Why can't it be like this with Tsumugu?

Why does it always feel so intense?

They were just about to bring out the las few dishes. Ira almost stopped right in his tracks when he walked out into the living room and found Tsumugu sitting at the table shirtless. Ira desperately hoped that he was wearing pants.

"Looks good." Tsumugu said as Ira set the last dish on the table. The raven looked up at him with a smirk, "I could get used to this kind of treatment."

Ira felt himself flush.

Kinue rolled her eyes as she moved the dishes around a bit, "Don't get used to it. Ira-chan's our guest. It's not fair of him to help out while you just sit there doing nothing like a spoiled young master."

"He doesn't seem to mind." Tsumugu said looking over the food on the table while Gamagori took his seat at the side, "You don't mind serving your master, right Ira-chan?"

Ira's flush went one shade darker as he looked away, neither sibling seemed to notice, much to his relief.

"Knock it off." Kinue huffed as she sat down as well, "Just for that, you're going to start making your own dinner whenever mom is out from now on."

"Yeah yeah."

"And why aren't you wearing a shirt at the dinner table? You know what mom said-"

"Mom isn't here."

"Yeah and mom doesn't know about your nudist habits and I'd prefer it if you didn't have scar Ira for life." Kinue huffed, "I'm surprised you haven't started prancing around him naked yet."

Ira felt his cheeks flush since he kinda already did a few minutes ago. The blonde cleared his throat.

"Nudist habits?"

Kinue looked over to her brother, "Are you going to tell him? Or are you going to put on a shirt?"

Tsumugu rolled his eyes and got up to leave the room, "Fine, I'll go put on a shirt you brat."

Kinue shook her head only to pause at the look on Ira's face and she let out a soft sigh, "It's a long story but basically, Tsumugu is a pervert."

Ira blinked, "What-"

"Oh yeah, leather whips, chains and everything. He especially likes cornering young innocent boys, forcing them to get naked and submit to him. Him and his weirdo friends. They run around town naked with everything just hanging out! You should be careful Ira, you're just his type-OW!" Kinue suddenly yelped when a hand connected with the back of her head and she looked up to find her brother glaring at her as he made his way back to his seat.

"Exactly who's the pervert here?"

Kinue stuck her tongue out at him, "You are of course."

"Brat."

"Gorilla."

Ira couldn't help but chuckle as Tsumugu sat down only to immediately clam up at the older teens next words.

"Besides, I bet Ira-chan would love to get tied up with whips and chains."

Ira fell silent, he could feel himself flush a horrible dark red. Kinue then immediately stood up and reached over the table to swat her brother repeatedly on the head.

"Ow! Ow, O.K!"

"I told you to knock that off!"

"Oh, so it's only O.K when you tease him then? OW!"

"I'm not a perve like you." The girl huffed as she sank back down into her seat. Ira used this time with the siblings arguing to compose himself and fight off the blush and the graphic imagery going through his head.

Dinner went uneventfully after that, with the siblings bickering back and forth while Ira laughed at their antics. Thankfully the whole nudist thing didn't come up again. It was fun and for a little while he could pretend like everything was normal but of course that couldn't last long.

It was time to go to bed.

Music played loudly from the living room, as it always did before they went to bed. Kinue liked to do a few stretches before bed, she'd always turn on the stereo when she did.

Usually when Ira slept over at the Kinagases, he'd sleep on a futon in the spare bedroom since it was the only unoccupied room in the house. Unfortunately the room had become otherwise occupied since Mrs Kinagase, the matriarch of the house, had picked up a new hobby and the new hobby required its own room. This meant that Ira would have to sleep in Tsumugu's room instead. That wouldn't be so bad if it weren't for his painfully obvious crush on the older teen, and his sudden realisation that the teen might possibly sleep naked.

This he realised just after making up his futon which was up against the wall opposite to Tsumugu's bed and he watched as the other teen started to get undressed.

Why does fate hate him so much?

First went Tsumugu's shirt.

"So, how's school?" Tsumugu asked as the light blue material slipped away to reveal smooth tan skin and Ira thanked every deity in existence that the man was facing away from him, though the hard ridges of muscle on his back still made quite the sight.

He swallowed hard as he pulled the covers over himself, "It's fine."

"Kinue said you've been struggling with chemistry."

"I uhm a little I suppose."

"You know I didn't do so bad when I was still in school, I could help you if you like."

"I don't know." Ira almost swallowed his tongue when the man unzipped his jeans and slid those off as well.

"I don't mind, I've got the time. We can start tomorrow if you want."

"That would be very helpful. But Kinue already said she would help me."

Tsumugu paused, "She is good at it, pretty good at biology too. I guess it makes sense that she's planning to be a scientist huh?"

Ira hummed, suddenly becoming very interested in the ceiling as he rolled over onto his back doing all he could to avoid looking at the raven. He kept his mind on the music.

"What do you plan on doing after school?"

"Me?"

"Yeah."

Ira frowned, "I haven't really thought about it yet."

He's still just a first year after all, there's still some time before he graduates but they say its never to early to start working towards a career. But still Ira didn't really have any plans.

"I know you like history, how about teaching?"

Ira huffed out a breath. Teaching, that didn't sound so bad. He liked the idea of helping people but-

His main interest in history was war history, courageous stories about people laying their lives on the line, heroes from a time long passed. He liked the idea of helping people, of working towards something that's bigger than himself, fighting for a good cause.

He used to think about joining the military but his mother practically forbade him. She already had to deal with his father endangering his life in the military. She didn't want to deal with that when it came to her own son as well.

He shrugged, "Perhaps."

"Hmm, can I ask you something else?"

"Sure."

"You like me, don't you?"

Ira's eyes went wide and his head snapped over to look at the raven. Tsumugu wasn't wearing a shirt but he was still in his boxer briefs, thank God. The older teen sat on his bed with his elbows braced on his knees and his head cocked to the side as he looked at the blonde on the futon on the floor.

"I – Of course, you're a very dear friend. Why would-"

"That's not what I meant and I think you know that." Tsumugu raked a hand through his hair, "You start blushing when you look at me. Kinue noticed, yesterday she started yapping in my ear telling me to stop doing whatever I'm doing to make you uncomfortable. But I can't I can't really think of anything I'm doing wrong."

Yeah cause walking around half to completely naked is totally normal.

"Do I make you uncomfortable Ira?"

"I-… no of course not. I'm not uncomfortable at all, there's no reason for it." He tried hard not to sputter out his response and thought he did pretty good. Ira kept still, didn't jump back the way he desperately wanted to. Though he couldn't stop the flush he felt rising to his cheeks, wasn't blushing a natural reaction to being asked an embarrassing question like that anyway?

Tsumugu arched a brow and gave a snort. He got up off the bed and walked over, this time Ira couldn't stop himself from sitting up on the futon. Tsumugu sank down beside him.

"What are-"

"You're a terrible liar." Tsumugu said leaning in towards the blonde, "It's kind of cute."

And then he closed the distance between them, sealing their lips in a kiss. Ira froze, staring back at the older teen in shock, blood rushed to his ears and Ira fought to try and get his fraying thoughts together. He finally snapped out of it when Tsumugu pushed him back against the futon, taking a hold of both his arms to pin them to the bed as he tilted his head to open the blonde's mouth and deepen the kiss. Ira couldn't stop the squeak of surprise that left his throat or the soft moan that followed quickly after, almost drowned out by the music that still played loudly in the air.

A/N: Please review

The BDSM stuff only starts next chapter. I'm thinking this story will probably be a bit longer. I'll be honest, part of the reason why it took me so long to update was cause I was trying to restrict this to just three more chapters and I was having a hard time. So yeah, this might be a bit longer now. Sorry for all that