Disclaimer: I own nothing but the plot.
I got some bad news today. The bookstore is going to be closed down. They're not getting enough customers to afford to pay for rent, bills, books, and me. I'm going to be out of a job, no way to pay my own rent and bills. No way to get myself food or wash my clothes.
I wish it would end. I wish whatever higher being, that there may or may not be, decides that I've suffered enough for one lifetime and cuts me a break. I don't know how else I'm going to survive.