Illumi felt warm sunlight beaming on his face. He squinted and rolled over to avoid it. His arm landed on Hisoka's chest harshly, waking him up with a startled gasp.

"Is it morning already?" Hisoka rubbed his eye and yawned.

"No, it's just really bright outside for no reason," Illumi said sarcastically, keeping his eyes closed in an attempt to block out the sun.

"If you're awake enough to be cracking jokes you're awake enough to crack some eggs. Make breakfast or something."

"But you and Chrollo banned me from cooking."

"Because you've tried to kill us." Hisoka sighed.

"If I tried to kill you in any other manner you'd get an erection."

"Who said I didn't get one?"

Illumi opened his eyes to glare at Hisoka only to be startled by how close he was to him, and instead of the stupid grin Illumi anticipated, Hisoka's eyes were closed with a calm expression. His red hair looked soft as it lay around his head, shining in the sunlight. His arms were stretched under his pillow, and the blankets didn't cover his bare chest. Illumi lingered on the muscles there for a moment. Hisoka was wider and buffer than he was, and now, even unflexed, Illumi could see just by how much. Illumi pulled his gaze away from Hisoka's chest to study his face. It was clean except for a streak of what looked like dried drool coming from his mouth and off to the side. Illumi chuckled.

"What's so funny?" Hisoka's eyes fluttered open, and he squinted against the sunlight as Illumi watched the light illuminate glorious gold streaks in his eyes.

"Illumi?" Hisoka spoke again after hearing no response. Illumi propped himself up on his pillow.

"You drooled in your sleep."

"I did not!" Hisoka rubbed his face, clearing off the trace of drool on his cheek.

"You also snore."

Hisoka sat up in bed, flustered, only for Illumi to see that his hair was completely flat on the side he'd been laying on.

"Illumi, why are you smiling?"

"You have bed head."

Hisoka looked at Illumi at disbelief as Illumi's smile slowly turned into a chuckle, then a laugh.

"Illumi, please. Illu- C'mon. Stop." Illumi did not stop.

"Why is this funny to you?" Hisoka grabbed Illumi's pillow from underneath him and hit him with it a couple of times. Illumi sat up to grab Hisoka's pillow, but Hisoka beat him to it, holding both pillows one in each hand.

"No fair."

"No, YOU'RE no fair!" Hisoka began to pummel Illumi with the pillows windmill style. Illumi held up his forearms in defense.

"What's not fair?!"

"YOUR hair is fucking FLAWLESS. I hate it!" Illumi attempted to back away from the onslaught of pillow annihilation, but his legs were caught in the sheets.

"Damn these wretched leg traps!" Illumi yelled as feathers began to flail around in the air surrounding them. He let one of his defensive arms down to try to unwrap himself, but just as he did Hisoka seized the opportunity. The pillow attack forced Illumi on his back, giving Hisoka the chance to pin Illumi against the bed. Illumi awaited a feathery doom and closed his eyes. A second or two passed, but all Illumi could feel was Hisoka's body on top of his, and the feel of his palms against his arms holding him to the mattress. He could feel Hisoka staring at him, but when he opened his eyes to stare back at him, instead of the hungry shine in his eyes that he had grown accustomed to, Hisoka gazed at Illumi with no smirk or grin or baring of teeth.

"What are you doing?" Illumi could feel his heart beating hard inside his chest. For some reason, this side of Hisoka seemed more dangerous than the 'hungry wolf' that he usually was. Illumi waited for Hisoka to say something, but there was no response.

"Hisoka?"

"Illumi, I'll have to kill you one of these days." Hisoka continued to stare at Illumi.

"And why have you decided this?" Illumi watched as Hisoka's gaze moved across his face until he was looking at Illumi's neck. Hisoka let go of one of Illumi's arms so he could use his own hand to softly trace his finger against the curve of his shoulder. Illumi breathed calmly as he did this, watching as Hisoka's stare drifted back up to Illumi's face.

"You're too dangerous to keep around anymore." Hisoka released Illumi's other arm.

"You pinned me to your bed and you say that I'm the dangerous one?"

"If I don't end you, you'll probably be the death of me." Hisoka's hand rested against the side of Illumi's face. Illumi's body betrayed him as he pressed his face against Hisoka's hand, allowing him to feel the warmth from it. Hisoka sighed as he let his thumb trace over Illumi's lips. Illumi closed his eyes.

"Illumi…" Hisoka breathed out the name in a low voice. "What were you thinking about last night in the shower?"

"Hisoka…" Illumi sighed Hisoka's name before he could think about what he was saying. "I don't know what's happening..." Illumi had always known that Hisoka tried to make him uncomfortable on purpose, but when he had other intentions Illumi could always read it. This was not bloodlust. It was something pure and deadly. Illumi had seen it happen in other people, but never experienced it himself. He wrapped his free arm around Hisoka's back, feeling the curves and edges of his muscles. Illumi was feeling lust.

Hisoka kissed Illumi. Illumi closed his eyes, kissing back. Fingertips that were once touching his face were now sliding down his chest. Illumi pulled Hisoka in closer as he kissed him, his hands reaching up to grip his fingers in Hisoka's hair. Hisoka pressed his hips forward, and Illumi could feel Hisoka's dick rubbing against him over his clothes. Illumi and Hisoka broke their kiss for air. Hisoka looked down at Illumi dumbfounded.

"What are we doing?" Illumi's voice quivered as he felt Hisoka's hand slide further down his abdomen.

"Do you want me to stop?" Hisoka asked. Illumi opened his eyes and stared at Hisoka's ceiling. He could feel clarity begin to crawl back into his bloodstream. This was Hisoka with his hand against Illumi's pants. Illumi wondered what the repercussions would be if he let Hisoka continue. Was he really about to let Hisoka violate his body in this manner?

"Don't…"

Hisoka sighed and began to pull his hand away from Illumi, but Illumi grasped his wrist and forced it to stay.

"Don't stop." Illumi let go of Hisoka's wrist and placed his hand underneath Hisoka's jaw and stared at Hisoka's eyes. Hisoka smiled a tiny smirk before pressing his lips against Illumi's. Hisoka slid his hand into Illumi's pants. Illumi opened his mouth to gasp as he felt Hisoka's fingers wrap around his length. Hisoka's mouth opened to meet Illumi's. The Zoldyck assassin had never kissed anyone like this before, but he tried to meet Hisoka's movements. Hisoka pressed his thumb against Illumi's tip and swirled the dripping fluid around. Illumi moaned at the sensation.

"Do you like this?" Hisoka pulled away from Illumi to watch his face. Illumi's normally pale face was flushed red and his eyes were shut. Illumi felt his hips acting on their own, moving up into Hisoka's hand.

"I..." Illumi began to speak softly and quietly. Hisoka leaned closer to hear him.

"Is this what you thought about when you touched yourself in my shower last night?" Hisoka teased. Illumi moaned as Hisoka stroked him.

"Hisoka..." Illumi sighed the name like a prayer.

"Yes?"

"I want more." Illumi whispered into Hisoka's ear. Hisoka sighed and quivered at the sound of Illumi's voice. He kissed Illumi's neck, and then moved to kiss his collarbone. Hisoka slid his free hand up and underneath Illumi's tank top. He found Illumi's nipple and circled his thumb around the soft skin. He listened for Illumi's sighs and soft moans. He raised Illumi's top and paused to study Illumi's skin. It wasn't a blank canvas. There were scars and dark spots here and there. He knew they were scars of torture, and Hisoka wanted to mark it further.

Illumi opened his eyes in time to see Hisoka swirl his tongue around in circles against Illumi's exposed nipple. Illumi arched his back to press against Hisoka's mouth. Hisoka's teeth softly bit into Illumi's skin, earning a whimper from the man underneath him.

"Hisoka…" Illumi lifted his hips up and pressed himself against Hisoka, and Hisoka pressed against Illumi. The both of them found themselves grinding against the other under the sheets. Illumi wrapped his hands around the back of Hisoka's neck. He looked at Hisoka's face, which had now turned red. His red hair dangled around his face as he looked down at Illumi.

"Illumi, let me taste you." Illumi nodded, then watched as Hisoka crawled backwards towards Illumi's waist. He kissed the muscles down Illumi's abdomen. Every once in a while, he would circle his tongue on his skin before biting, causing Illumi to whimper. He grabbed Illumi's hips and lifted them up to slide his pants off, freeing Illumi's dick.

Illumi gasped as Hisoka ran his tongue from the bottom of his shaft to the tip. Hisoka swirled his tongue around the head, making Illumi moan. The sensation was incredible. Hisoka lowered his mouth to engulf Illumi further. Illumi grabbed hold of Hisoka's hair as Hisoka sucked on Illumi. Illumi never would have guessed how warm it felt to have Hisoka's mouth around him.

"Oh… fuck." Illumi's voice hardly sounded like his own as Hisoka pushed Illumi further down his throat. Illumi listened to the slurping noise Hisoka made as he slid back up. Illumi could feel his senses running wild. Hisoka again began to take Illumi into his mouth.

Illumi wanted to be careful but couldn't help thrusting forward into Hisoka's face and pushing down on the back of his head. Hisoka made a low humming noise that sounded like a muffled moan, and the vibrations from his throat drove Illumi wild. Hisoka would gurgle every so often, and just knowing that Hisoka was choking on his cock was a powerful concept that sent Illumi's mind soaring.

Illumi ran his fingers down the side of Hisoka's face as he worked. Illumi lifted his head so that he could see Hisoka looking up at him. Hisoka pressed Illumi's cock against his cheek and let it slide out with a popping sound. Illumi whimpered and watched the string of fluids connecting his head to Hisoka's puffed lips.

"You like that don't you?" The playfulness in Hisoka's voice sent waves through Illumi.

Illumi sighed and lay back as Hisoka pushed Illumi's legs apart. He could feel his hands push against him so that he was completely exposed.

"Illumi, you're so beautiful here." Illumi didn't have much time to react as he felt Hisoka's hot tongue begin to press against his ass.

"Hisoka? Hisoka!" Illumi stammered as the new sensation overtook him.

"Shh." Hisoka shushed him before swirling his tongue around the outside of Illumi and then pressing it into his entrance. Illumi's first instinct was to close his legs around Hisoka's head in a death hold, but sensing this, Hisoka pushed Illumi's legs up and apart, further allowing him access to push his long tongue into Illumi.

"Fuck, Hisoka…" Illumi could feel his pre-cum dripping onto his abdomen. He reached to stroke himself while Hisoka lapped his tongue against Illumi. Hisoka let go of one of Illumi's legs and brought his hand up to Illumi, pressing a finger against Illumi's opening. Illumi moaned loudly as he felt Hisoka's finger slide into him. He could feel every joint of Hisoka's finger as Hisoka pumped his finger back and forth, making Illumi squirm. Hisoka curved his finger inside Illumi and smiled when Illumi yelped as he touched his prostate.

"Do you like this?" Hisoka purred.

"Ah!" Illumi could only moan as Hisoka played with him. His mouth hung open as the magician with the sinister smile pumped his hand back and forth inside him.

"I'll take that as a yes." Hisoka pushed against a delicious spot inside Illumi that made him mewl like a kitten.

"Another…" Illumi moaned as Hisoka inserted another finger into him. The feeling was strange, but Hisoka reached to stroke Illumi's dick, making him feel good while he adjusted to the new width inside him. Hisoka observed Illumi's face and burned the image of his body into his mind.

"Illumi…"

"Yes?" Illumi gasped.

"I want to be inside you." Hisoka pushed himself up so that he could be near Illumi's face again. Illumi rested his hand on Hisoka's shoulder.

"Yes. Please." Illumi begged.

"Ooh." Hisoka looked into Illumi's eyes for any sign of hesitation but found only desire. "I've never heard you act so polite."

"I want you do it. I want you to be here…" Illumi slid his hand down to his entrance and slid his own finger inside alongside Hisoka's two that were already there. Hisoka bit his lip as he watched Illumi finger himself.

"Have you ever fingered yourself?" Hisoka asked. Illumi nodded a quick "no," and Hisoka smiled.

Hisoka sat up and slowly took his fingers away. Illumi kept his finger in and stroked his shaft while Hisoka backed away and retrieved a bottle from his nightstand. He poured a slippery liquid into his palm and rubbed it onto his cock. Illumi admired Hisoka's muscular physique as he did this. He was handsome, sure, but Illumi's eyes widened when he saw Hisoka's dick.

"Has... Has it always been that big?" Illumi questioned nervously.

Hisoka chuckled proudly. "You've only ever seen me when I'm kind of hard. You still sure you want to go?"

Illumi swallowed. "I want it all…" Illumi could feel the empty space above him begin to grow cold without Hisoka there to warm it. Hisoka smiled.

"Come here." Hisoka grabbed Illumi's ankle and pulled him closer to the edge of the bed. Hisoka lifted Illumi's hips up and pulled Illumi's finger out of himself.

"This is just for me now, Illumi." Hisoka said with a grin. He rubbed his tip against Illumi's entrance. "This is aaall mine." Hisoka's low voice sounded like a growl, and his aura changed into something primal.

"I want this," Illumi whispered. Illumi stroked his dick as Hisoka pressed his head into Illumi's hole. Illumi moaned loudly, and Hisoka quickly covered his mouth with his free hand, shushing Illumi.

"Chrollo might still be asleep." Illumi nodded and calmed down.

"I'm going to push a little farther now." Illumi took a breath and nodded. Hisoka leaned his hips forward into Illumi. The pressure was strange, almost painful.

"Breathe, Illumi." Hisoka caressed his hands on Illumi's abdomen.

Illumi gasped, not realizing he had been holding his breath. The walls inside him seemed to relax, and Hisoka fully sheathed himself inside Illumi's ass. Illumi moaned softly. He couldn't think about anything else but Hisoka and what they were doing. His mind was clouded by the sensations of it all.

"Illumi, are you okay?" Hisoka leaned close to Illumi's face. Illumi didn't want to open his mouth for fear of moaning too loudly, so he kissed Hisoka instead. Hisoka kissed him back, then gripped onto Illumi's hips.

"Hisoka," Illumi whispered. "Fuck me."

Hisoka thrust against Illumi with a groan.

Illumi stroked himself with one hand and brought the other to his mouth. He bit on the back of his hand, trying to control his noise before wrapping his legs around Hisoka and pulling him forward so that he thrusted against him again.

"Fuck," Hisoka swore as Illumi swiveled his hips against him.

"Hisoka…" Illumi moaned the name against the back of his hand.

Hisoka looked down at Illumi to see him panting hot breaths. His expression was something to behold. His half-lidded eyes glossing over at Hisoka through long eyelashes pulled Hisoka in hypnotically, like a spell. Illumi turned his head to the side, trying to escape Hisoka's knowing stare, but Hisoka wouldn't have it.

"Look at me," Hisoka's raspy voice commanded Illumi.

Illumi closed his eyes as Hisoka fucked deeper into him, not obeying Hisoka's request. Hisoka reached his hand to Illumi's throat and forced his face forward.

"Illumi, let me see your face." Hisoka angled himself lower to thrust into Illumi again, and Illumi's eyes opened and he whined.

Hisoka smiled at the whining assassin beneath him. His eyes still had the beautiful glimmer of desire in them.

He loved how Illumi couldn't help but push himself into every beat of Hisoka's rhythm. Illumi was thoroughly undone. Completely devoid of any reservations, Illumi was enjoying himself.

Illumi let go of the hand he was biting and grabbed hold of the sheets underneath him. Hisoka bit his lip, holding in moans of his own while Illumi squirmed. It was Hisoka, only Hisoka who had ever made Illumi move that way. It stroked his ego to know it; that he was Illumi's first.

Illumi could feel the rush of sensations bringing him closer to climax.

"Hisoka, I'm gonna…" Illumi bit his lip before he could finish his sentence. Hisoka picked up his pace as he felt himself close to the edge of pleasure. Hisoka looked down to see where they were connected. He loved watching the motion of their hips slam against each other, and the sight of Illumi being stretched so much was euphoric.

"Not yet." Hisoka commanded.

Illumi moaned as Hisoka's thrusts turned less rhythmic to more carnal. Illumi tried to hold back moans and yelps, but before he knew it even his breaths became whines. With each sound Illumi made, Hisoka felt himself drifting closer to madness. With a shudder, Hisoka let his body take him over the edge. Illumi felt Hisoka's thrusts become slower as he felt something hot fill his insides. Illumi stroked his dick to bring himself to ecstasy. He closed his eyes as he listened to Hisoka's final groan. His body curled forward and he tilted his head back as he moaned out the magician's name.

"Oh, Hisoka…" Illumi felt the rush of his fluid pour out onto his abdomen. Hisoka pulled himself out of Illumi and lay down next to him to watch his orgasm. Illumi sighed after the last drop flowed over. He turned to look at Hisoka, who looked back at him with a grin.

"I never thought I'd get to see you moan like that." Hisoka wrapped an arm around Illumi and rested his head on Illumi's chest.

Illumi calmed his breathing. His thoughts were clearer now than they had ever been, and a new calm washed over him.

"Is this what you're always after? " Hisoka could hear the annoyed tone in Illumi's voice when he spoke.

"What do you mean?"

"You just wanted to have sex with me, right? So will you leave me alone from now on?" Illumi listened for a response, but Hisoka fell quiet.

"Illumi, I…"

"You what?"

Hisoka sighed, not wanting to admit how long he'd wanted to see Illumi undone like he was.

"I'll be leaving soon."

"How soon?"

"Tomorrow, maybe. Chrollo and I need to chase a lead I found on someone who can help him get his Nen back." Illumi gently pushed away Hisoka's arm as he began to sit up.

"Good thing you got that out of your system before you left then." Illumi got out from underneath Hisoka and off the bed.

"Illumi, I didn't just want to have sex with you, I-" Hisoka started.

"So then what was it? Did you just want to humiliate me, then? Make my pleasure some kind of triumph for you?" Hisoka placed his head in his hands as he sat on the edge of the bed, watching Illumi gather his pants off the floor and put them on. Illumi felt a slight pain in his step, but the hurt he felt in his stomach and in his heart choked him like no other noose.

Illumi could recognize some of the feelings he was experiencing. He could even name them: anger, disappointment, frustration, embarrassment… but there were other feelings he couldn't put his finger on. He reached for the door handle but grasped air as it opened from the outside and swung away from him. Chrollo stood at the threshold wearing an apron borrowed from Hisoka's pantry. It was frilly and pink and had the words 'Blow the cook' embroidered onto it. Chrollo seemed surprised to see Illumi there, half naked and his hair a mess.

"Um, so like, I made pancakes," Chrollo said awkwardly, not knowing what to ask or say.

Illumi said nothing as he walked past and into Chrollo's room.

Chrollo heard the door to his closet slam.

"So, pancakes?" Chrollo looked at Hisoka, who was very much naked. Chrollo couldn't help but notice the smell of sex still lingering in the air. He decided not to say anything about it.

Hisoka sighed and stood up from the bed. Hisoka walked towards the door and closed it without a word.

Chrollo sighed and walked back to the kitchen, ready to eat pancakes by himself. "Those two are going to end up killing each other," Chrollo mumbled to himself.

…...

Chapter 4, Fin

…...

Note: This chapter has been updated from its original form.