So I'm posting this author's note because I'm struggling with this story. I'm struggling to find enjoyment writing it and I have been for months now. Who is Clare? What makes her unique? How is she special or different from other characters? Where is the OC that once brought me so much happiness? Sadly, I can no longer answer these questions. Every time I think of her I just see nothing. A blank space where all my joy and ambitions for WTWTCH, and SO used to be. Honestly, I don't even know if I can continue it. It's draining me emotionally and I see no point in her existence anymore. Everything that she used to be is pointless. All I have are other ideas for an entirely new story for her but I lack the ambition to write it. So I guess depending on how the response to this AN is… dictates whether I'll even continue at all. I'm gonna put a poll up as well, so you guys let me know what you want me to do. I'll put some plot bunnies I have in maybe, or just keep it a yes or no poll in regards to whether SO continues at all.
Thanks for reading.