(Sorry about how long it has been since I uploaded last, I have no excuse. I'm trying to get better, but it may take some time… sorry, but I hope you enjoy anyway. ~Fortune)
Why am I still doing this? You're gone! I think I'm going crazy…
I never did show your letter to your friends, it would hurt them too bad… Tails misses you greatly; he hasn't been the same since. I haven't been the same since. Knuckles hasn't left Angel Island since you left either. It's been quiet… really quiet. Too quiet.
The Doctor was last seen about a week after you died, then he just… disappeared. Deep down, I think he missed the challenge... missed your mocking tone and cocky stance… missed your company, in some strange way… Perhaps he did? Who knows…?
It's been a month since my last letter… why do I even bother? Is there any point? I bet you'd think I'm crazy, right?
I'm pathetic.
I miss you more than I miss Maria… it sickens me to think that, but I do. I really do miss you.
I visited your grave yesterday… I cried. Genuinely cried for the first time in years. I hope no one saw me...
I think Rouge is on to me though… she has noticed that I'm not acting like myself. She suspects something; she's been following me a lot, asking me questions that I don'twant to answer. I just can't let her know what it is that's eating me up inside. Does that make me senseless…?
Whatever, I don't care what she thinks. I'll just stay silent. Dark and brooding like always, hey?
-Shadow