Episode 5:
The next morning since it was only friday, the teacher asked us to dress as someone we admire or inspires us. Rose came dressed as Cinderella, Nathaniel as Leonardo Da Vinci, Alya and Chloé both came as Ladybug, Marinette came dressed as one of her favorite designers.. It was pretty messed up. Especially with the fact that Chloé and Alya were at war to know who was the biggest Ladybug fan. When Adrien came in, pretty much everyone was shocked. He was dressed as Ladybug as well. Chloé was pretty happy because they were dressed the same way but i was just shocked. I came dressed as Cat noir to show him that i did love him and that he inspired our love to me but the teacher asked us to come up front to see why we chose this person or character. At that moment i was stuck. For Rose it was because Cinderella showed her to stay kind and that dreams come true. Nathaniel because Leonardo Da Vinci is his favorite painter. Alya because Ladybug was so brave and she was her idol(Chloé had exactly the same reasons). When it was my turn, i tried to say that Cat noir was a great sidekick and that he was always here to show his support to Ladybug. It was so awkward, i only admire Cat noir because he's loyal and he loves me. During the weekend, because i had nothing to do. I decided to go visit the eiffel tower again. When i was at the top, i closed my eyes and let the wind go through my hair and my skirt. When i opened my eyes and turned around, what a surprise did i have to find Turtle shell behind me. Of course i screamed a little from surprise but then we laughed. "Woah! Did i scare you?" he said giggling. "Yeah a little… Let's say i didn't expect to see you here." i said smiling. "Sorry for that. I just thought i'd come and say hello. I hang out here sometimes and since i saw you i decided to come see you as Turtle shell." he said smiling back. "And.. Why didn't you come see me as… Not Turtle shell?" i asked. "If i did you wouldn't have talked to me. You never do anyway…" he said sadly. "So… Why did you come see me anyway?" i asked. I was pretty curious of why he was here. "I guess i wanted to see you. Also i've been feeling pretty off lately." he said looking sad. "Why's that?" i said. "Well i've been trying with Flyer but she doesn't seem to like me. She's always looking at Cat noir and finding my flirting lame… I think i'm gonna give up." he said. "Have you tried actually telling her about your feelings? Maybe she doesn't take your flirting seriously? Maybe telling her will solve everything!" i said hopeful. He smiled and said: "Yeah, maybe you're right. She probably just doesn't take me seriously. She does roll her eyes a lot. But… There's also this other girl. I really like her but i think she likes someone else. I kissed her once but another guy stopped me and now i think they're together." he said a bit shy and embarrassed with a small grin. "Uh… I don't know. Maybe you should talk to her too. Maybe they're not together and she does like you." i said. This was a complicated situation and my advices were not infinite. "Yeah… But the guy told me to stay away from her. Also when i'm not Turtle shell she hates me. I think i hurt her and the guy was here for her when i hurt her." he said. "Wait, how can someone intimidate you if you're a superhero." i asked. "Another superhero i guess." he said. Suddenly, i froze. That meant Cat noir had been seeing someone else. He was… Cheating on me? "Uh, are you okay? You have that horrified look on your face." he said. "Ca-Cat noir is cheating on me?" i said. His eyes went big like footballs and he started laughing. "What's so funny? I just discovered he's seeing someone else and you laugh at me?" i said angrily with tears in my eyes. "Oh i thought you understood." he said smiling. I was really confused when he said: "I was talking about you. Cat noir chased me away and i was kinda scared to come back after that" he said laughing. "Oh. Well you could've come back after. He told me he loved me and didn't come back for 3 weeks after that." i said. "And you forgave him? Really?" he said shocked. "Well yeah i like him you know." i said. He looked surprised and then he shook his head and said: "You let him play you like that? When a guy does that it's often because he doesn't like you that much and he's not sure if he does like you you know that?" I looked down sadly and sighed. Cat noir never really asked me to be his girlfriend(so he's probably not Adrien) and he did say that he "needed to think about this". I didn't know what to say. Cat noir did seems to like me but i remembered how much he flirts with Ladybug in battle. "Come to my balcony tonight okay? Don't worry about Cat noir. I've got this under control." i said. That night i went on my balcony and Turtle shell finally arrived. I was so happy to see him. We talked a bit and he told me how much he thought about me and how he liked me. The truth was i was a bit lost. Cat noir was really handsome, funny and cute but i wasn't sure if i wanted a relationship with him. I felt like i didn't really know him. I told Turtle shell about that and i felt like i could tell him everything. With him, everything was so natural and i felt like i knew him perfectly. Of course, when Cat noir arrived he jumped on him from anger but i was able to calm him down and told him he was my friend. Cat noir didn't want to stay and i didn't insist because he looked mad and upset. I stayed with Turtle shell for a long time. We talked so much i was starting to lose my voice. When he left he kissed my cheek and i felt happy. The next day, Cat noir came to see me in the afternoon. Our big house was in a quiet road so it wasn't too dangerous but i still made him come inside. "Hey Cat noir! What's up?" i said. "What were you doing with Turtle shell yesterday?" he said. He looked serious and a bit mad so i decided to say: "Oh i just saw him at the Eiffel tower. He came to say hello and i asked him if he wanted to come see me on my balcony that night so he came. That's all." "And you let him? What the hell?" Cat noir said. "Cat noir who i see is none of your business we're not even a couple." i said angrily. Turtle shell's words were starting to come back to me and i felt mad and upset. He looked a bit surprised. "Oh. Right. I never asked you…" he said a bit embarrassed. I was about to continue when someone knocked on my balcony door. I went to open the door and saw Turtle shell. "Oh, i see Cat noir had the same idea." he said a bit disappointed. "Oh hey Turtle shell! Cat noir just came early. We were talking but you can wait for me on the balcony." i said nervously. So he closed the door and i turned back to face Cat noir. "Cat noir, you left for 3 weeks without a word after saying you love me. You even got 2 "Princesse Ladybug" on Halloween. How am i supposed to believe you really DO love me." i said. Tears were starting to roll down and i was lost. So lost. Cat noir didn't know what to say. He looked away embarrassed. He sighed and say: "You're right. I did nothing that does prove it. Also i guess i… Kind of flirt with Ladybug during battle." he said trying to laugh a bit. I couldn't believe he was acting like this. I just told him how i felt and that i was hurt but he just gave me more reasons to be mad. I couldn't hear anymore so i turned around and said: "Just go" I didn't really saw his face but i think he was shocked because he said: "Princess… You… You can't…" He came closer and hugged me from behind. Then, he whispered to my ear: "I'm not going anywhere." It was just like that night when he came back from being gone for three weeks. I was so hurt that i had my hand in front of my eyes and tears rolled down my cheeks. He turned me around and took my face to look at me. "Princess…" he said looking sad. I could see that he was hurt to. He loved me and i knew that. I did love him but right now i couldn't allow myself to love him back. He kissed me and we kissed a few minutes while tears still came out. A few minutes after he told me that he had to go and he was sorry. After that Turtle shell came in, i forgot her was here. "Are you okay?" he asked. "Do i look okay to you? Because if that's what someone who's okay looks like then tell me right now." i said a bit angry. "Right, stupid question." he said embarrassed. He came closer to me and held me tight in his arms until i cried less. He raised my head and took off the tear on my cheeks. I was feeling so much better thanks to him. I did a small, sad and forced smile at him. He smiled back at me and hugged me again. He told me that he had stayed a bit too long for me and that he had to go now. He kissed my cheek and ran into the sunset.