Episode 11:
The fact that Adrien was hanging so much around the new girl(Ariana) and that she grabbed literally everyone's attention just made Chloe mad. During the whole week, Ariana avoided me and stayed glued to Adrien. So, while Chloe was fuming because Sabrina thought she was cool and super pretty, i was waiting for her to apologizes. I thought my week would go on like this and i could skip you the details… But i can't. During the whole week, we had to fight the worst akuma's in history. Which is why it would be useful if Ladybug could fly and Cat noir had an extra cataclysm. Turtle shell had what you might call the time slowing bubbles(yeah a little like in pharao episode). He could use 2 but he had to use them close because if he waited to long it could compromise the time left until he changes back. For me, at first i thought i could do a tornado with my wings but i never actually did it and turns out i don't have it. I also thought i could shoot energy balls to stop people but the world only stops around me and i can hear everybody's thoughts(that's like the coolest and most embarrassing thing ever). Seriously i love my powers. I also discovered we're like pokemons and we can "boost levels" and it can change our costume! I don't really get it but i guess it's cool. Anyway, it was always super hard to get the akuma and super hard not to get trapped by Hawkmoth who discovered my identity. Marinette tried to help me and protect me but it got harder and harder. So, in the middle of the week, friday was two days away i was exhausted as hell. Turtle shell didn't visit much but i was too exhausted to notice. So, wednesday, when he visited he seemed a bit stressed. "Hey babe(he started calling me that and it's annoying)! Sorry i didn't visit much, the akumas are really hard and i'm super tired." he said. "Me too… Uh, i mean, because of school and stuff!" i said nervously. We spended time together as usual, hugs, kisses, talking… But we were both a bit off. The akumas were dragging us down and me as well even if he had no idea. So, before he left, he seemed worried so i asked what was wrong. "I'm sorry it's just… If i ever hurt you it would be the worst thing ever. Remember last time in the flower? I was panicking so hard and i thought i would lose you! I don't want to hurt you because what i'm doing. And, if i ever have to, i'll give up my powers to protect you." he said. I was so shocked. I don't even know who he really is! How could he give up his miraculous for me? I didn't know what to say so i just told him not to worry and that everything would be fine. As much as i want him to be happy and safe, i don't want to know who he really his. I don't want to know because i have the feeling that i don't have feelings for his true identity. I was Flyer and he didn't know it but, to him, it's probably like "i'm her friend from school but she doesn't know it". He's probably, like, Kim. Like, ew! Kim is a good friend but date him? No way! Never! List of guys i wouldn't date: Kim(never!), Max(what? no!), Nino(that's a serious no), Ivan(he and Mylène are soulmates), Nathaniel(okay MAYBE but he's my friend and there's 50% chances of me saying no)... The guys in my class are all friendzoned… Except maybe Adrien. I'd probably like date him in secret for a while or just wait for Marinette to get over him. Anyway, i don't want to date him. I want to keep loving him in secret before ruining everything. So, the next day, i had lunch with Nino, Alya, Marinette, Adrien and, unfortunately, Ariana. Ever since Marinette learned that Ariana wanted Adrien, Marinette started liking her a lot less. We didn't tell her about Adrien admitting his love for me but we told her Ariana was chasing Adrien. So it did Alya, me, Marinette, Ariana, Adrien, Nino. So obviously Nino and Alya were sitting next to each other. Ariana was staying away from me because she knew she had to apologies, Marinette was super mad that Ariana was next to Adrien AGAIN, Nino was awkward around me(why? like, you have no reason to be! were cool dude) and Alya was scared because Marinette didn't know about Adrien's secret "crush" on me. So, to break the silence, Adrien asked "So… Anyone as anything interesting to share?" we all fell silent. "Oh! I was paired with you! We're gonna do a publicity together." Ariana said smiling. Adrien seemed a bit awkward but when he learned it was for a magazine who would talk about their friendship, he calmed down. "So, anyone as something new in their love life? How about you Miriane? I heard you're seeing someone." Nino said grinning. I sended him a look that said "shut up, i hate you" and i sighed. "Well i am but it's not really public and he recently started calling me babe and it's really annoying." i said. Adrien's expression darkened a little and Nino laughed awkwardly while the others chuckled. The meal was awkward and, when we came back in class, Adrien seemed a bit sad. Ariana always spended the class sitting super close to Adrien. So, obviously, Marinette decided to talk to Ariana about her crush on Adrien and Ariana just told her that if she liked him, she would do something about it. So, Marinette started not liking Ariana as well. At the end of the day, Adrien came to my locker. I was really scared because i was pretty sure he wanted to talk about his "feelings" for me. Okay, so the thing is, i like Adrien, he's really nice, sweet and charming… But i wouldn't date him. It's like with Cat noir, i really like him and i do have feelings but i just couldn't be this guy's girlfriend. I don't and i won't be his girlfriend. So, as i suspected, he told me that he thought that he has "feelings" for me. He isn't sure if it really is love but if it is, he'd like to try it. At the moment he stopped talking, i wanted to say that i wanted it to! But, i stopped myself. I quickly shook myself out of it and told him i couldn't. He was a good friend to me and i just couldn't. He was a little like my brother(probably not as much as other people but i guess it's okay) and i couldn't do this to Marinette. So he said he understood and he walked away. When i got home that night, i started texting Nino. We got closer and i considered him a little like my "brother", maybe even more then Adrien. We texted for a while when he said he had to go to bed. After that, i didn't really know what to do. Turtle shell was not here and i doubted that he would visit. He visited yesterday and he doesn't visit as much as he used to. Before, it was pure passion and love but now, i doubt that we will survive like the master said we would. I could feel Turtle shell and me drifting apart and it just made everything worst around me. The next day, it was finally friday. I couldn't wait for the weekend because i was exhausted. When i sat at my desk like usual, Kim asked again "Did we have homework?" like he always doubted. I either chuckled or rolled my eyes and answer. He would either panic or be relieved. It was alway funny to see how he never knew if there was homework. When i sat down, i overheard Adrien talking to Ariana. "You said you would apologies! Why didn't you do it earlier?" he said mad. "I don't know. I just don't think she'll forgive me." she said. "Well, she oftenly goes to the library on friday, you should see her there and apologies. It's your last chance Ari." he said seriously. I did go to the library after school on friday but sometimes i would just forget and not go. I didn't care if she was going because she would probably just not go and say i was not there. So, the day passed by and i spended lunch time hanging out with Marinette while Alya had some studying to do in the library. "Are you sure she's gonna apologies? It doesn't sound like her at all." Marinette said shocked. "I know, i'll go to the library anyway. I bet she wont even show up. How much do you want to bet she won't even go and just tell Adrien i wasn't there." i said shrugging. "You know what would be so funny? If you went to see Adrien on monday and told him about something you found in a book at the library friday in front of Ariana! She would be so pissed." Marinette said. We both laughed together and kept talking. I always had fun with Marinette. After school, i went to the library and, strangely, i was really nervous. I started to search in the library, i picked up a book and looked at it nervously. What was i doing here? I don't even like her, i don't want to see her. So i decided i wouldn't stay any longer so i turned around and saw Ariana standing in front of me. I let out a small scream and dropped my book. "You… dropped this." she said picking it up and giving it back to me. I felt a shiver in my back and took it thanking her briefly. I walked around her to get out of the square formed by the book shelf but she grabbed my arm and said "Wait!" i stopped and turned around with her hand trapping my arm. She looked into my eyes again without letting go as i blushed. I had no idea why i was like this. No one had the power to make me like this. No one ever made me blush just by holding my arm so i wouldn't go. So why was i like this. "I wanted to apologize for saying that about you. You were right. I don't know you and, before assuming, i should learn to know you. So… Want to be friends?" she said smiling at me, holding and hand out. I smiled shyly and i shook her hand. "Sure." I said with a tiny blush. "So i'll see you on monday?" she asked letting my hand go. Weirdly, the moment she let go i wanted to hold her hand again. I shook that thought out of my head and agreed. She got out of the library and it took me a few seconds to catch my breath. I then ran out of the library and shouted "Wait!" and she then turned around. She was in the middle of the school ground. I saw her dark blue eyes and her cute smile. I really wanted to come down and run to her… But i just said "We should have lunch monday. Meet you at the school door? We could go to the park…" i was really nervous waiting for her answer. "Sure i'd love to. See you on monday." she said smiling. She then started walking again to the school door as i babbled a "See you monday…" The way she looked at me made my legs shake so i had to go sit down in the library. I was almost alone and i don't think anyone else was here. Laiil chose that moment to come out of my jacket. "Well, well, well. I didn't know you could blush that hard." she said grinning. "What are you talking about! I'm barely red." i said frustrated. "Are you sure about that? And you're blushing over a girl. Realised that?" she added. Then, my eyes were bigger than footballs and my face became even more red then it already was. I was blushing because of Ariana. I was blushing because of this girl that i hated a few hours ago. What is up with me?