Episode 15:
I landed on the roof besides him. In front of me was a strange guy with a blue mask. Completely dressed in blue, his suit was so cool i felt like a loser. He turned to me and gave me that look with his deep brown eyes that said "Who the heck are you and what are you doing here." He didn't say anything so i took the lead and said. "I'm Flyer. Who are you?" i asked calmly. "I'm… Scarabee i guess?" he shrugged. He looked way too calm if you ask me. Like him hanging out on a roof at night was normal. "Yeah, it's weird i know. But i guess that's was superheroes do. Especially when you have the wrong kwami!" he said. I opened my mouth ready to speak but shut it without letting a word escape. It was so weird. "Hum… So you're… A superhero?" i said, trying to speak normally. A smile climbed on his face as he bowed to me showing his slicked back hair "Why yes i am. At your service milady!" he said. I blushed slightly, confused and weirded out. Suddenly, Cat noir jumped on the roof. This was gonna be the weirdest night of my life. "You know, playing superhero is not very PURRofesionnal." he said grinning. Scarabee rolled his eyes and said "Well the rumors were true. Every cat is a jokester. Anyway, i'm Scarabee." Cat noir took a very serious face and said "Hey that's not true. It's not fault if i'm PAWsitively the cat's meow. After all, you can't be as PURRfect as me." "You'll have to excuse him, he's full of himself." Ladybug said arriving behind him. I was just shocked with everything, it was like my voice was in mute. No word was coming out and i watched the scene like a bystander. "I'm Ladybug, you must be the new hero." she said smiling. She was more comfortable then i was… "One of them!" a voice said. We raised our heads and saw a gorgeous blond girl standing on a roof not far. She took a jump and landed on the roof in front of us. Her mask and suit were also really cool and i was a bit jealous. She smiled at us and shook Ladybug's hand. "I'm Black Shadow. Pleased to meet you." she introduced herself and flipped her golden blond hair off her shoulder. Then, she took a look at Scarabee and said "Well hello there handsome, you must be the one who has my miraculous." she said with the flirtiest smile ever. He rolled his eyes and said coldly "Scarabee." And, just as i thought things couldn't get any weirder, Turtle shell had to land on the roof right in front of me. "Huh.. What's going on here?" he asked. "I have no idea, i'm so confused that if my legs could move i would run." i said. Everyone looked at me and we all burst out laughing. After that, Turtle shell introduced himself to the two new. We all decided to go to the top of the Eiffel tower to "celebrate" but i didn't feel comfortable. I never felt like i was in my place in big groups. I always felt better in smaller groups and this was getting overwhelming. I decided to get out of the group and go watch the stars on the edge of the fence. A few minutes after when i was thinking of going home, Scarabee came to join me. "Hey! I feel like we haven't actually meet. Well you are the first one i talked to but still… Anyway, i'm Scarabee! Power of illusions! What about you?" he asked. I smiled and shook his hand "Flyer, power of time freezing and thought reading." i said. We talked a bit i felt more connected to him then i expected. After a while, Turtle shell came between us. He seemed angry "Can i help you?" he asked, arms crossed. Scarabee smiled and gave me a wink "We were just getting to know each other. I feel we could be really close friends!" he said. His smile looked so evil i chuckled. I knew exactly what his intentions were. "Well maybe you should get to know me instead. I'm Turtle Shell by the way. Power of time slowing." he said. I could tell he was angry. "Scarabee, power of illusions." he said. It was difficult to hate that guy. He was like a male version of Ladybug. Strong, confident and well… Kind of cute? I know i had a "romantic adventure" with almost every guy i meet but this time, there was gonna be nothing. Also, this guy had a special miraculous just like mine which meant that he was completely immune to my weird miraculous powers. And honestly, i was happy about that. It's like with Nino, he's nice and everything(not to mention i see him like a brother) but i wouldn't even think of dating Nino. We had a "date" at the beginning of the year(author's note: go see episodes 1 and maybe 2 to understand) but that's way past this. We both had moved on… And Alya with her crazy theories that Nino likes me. She was probably just playing a prank on us. You know what would be weird? If Nino was Turtle shell! Aw man that would be so weird. I would completely freak out and lose it. But seriously, silliness aside, i considered him a good friend. After a while of Turtle shell being frustrated over Scarabee, i decided to end things and dragged Turtle shell away. "What are you doing?, i said, Why are you being so mean to him? We were having a friendly chat." Turtle shell's eyes were like daggers. He looked at me with those eyes that can want to make you feel guilty and said "Oh yeah? A friendly chat? Are you sure? Because you two seemed pretty close and a little too "friendly" for my taste." I couldn't believe him. This guy broke up with me and now he's trying to make me feel bad for hanging out with another guy? "Seriously? YOU're trying to make me feel bad? You broke up with me. And as far as i'm concerned, even if it was more than just a friendly chat, you wouldn't have anything to say about it. I'm not your girlfriend anymore. What i do does not concern you." i said. Now my eyes were daggers and Turtle shell was the victim. "Oh, okay. So because i broke up with you, you suddenly have the right to flirt with every guy you meet?" he said trying to win the argument. "Yes! If i want to i perfectly can. You have no right to control my life." i said crossing my arms on my chest. "Of course you would. Because every guy has to be at your feet now. I broke up with you to be with the one i was really supposed to be with. How should i have known that it was actually you? Maybe it was wrong of me but that doesn't mean you have to rub the mistake in my face. Not everything is about you Flyer. You're not the only one with feelings." he said. Now, he was going too far. "You know what Turtle? I'm tired of your attitude. I am not your girlfriend or even your friend, which makes me free to talk to any guy i want. Also, i am not interested in Scarabee, he's not my type, no offence right?" i said to make sure he wasn't into me. He gave me a smile and walked to leave me and Turtle shell. But, of course, i wasn't done. Not at all. "He is a friend and i have every right to talk to my friends without you interrupting. My life is hard enough, i don't need you making it harder." i was about to go on when he interrupted me. "You know what? I'm sick of this. I left you thinking that was the right decision because i was starting to have feelings for Flyer. So i thought that it wouldn't be fair to you if we kept going while i was thinking about someone else. But then, i have to learn that my girlfriend was actually Flyer! The girl i yelled at, the girl i thought about. I have been trying so hard not to blow up at myself those past days because i am an idiot! I dumped you for yourself. Even when i say it it sounds stupid. Because i would have given my life for you, and you don't even know who i am. So when i try to control myself to be a nice guy for once, you have to rub it in my face, acting like i didn't know i was already a jerk. But that's not even the worst part. I have to control myself around you IN MY NORMAL LIFE! I have to act like nothing happened between us, even when we were dating, it was super hard. I even messed up a few times. But when i get to talk to you about it, you still make me feel worst about myself. And you STILL have to turn everything to you like i wasn't affected by all of this. I loved you "Flyer" or whoever you are. Because with or without the mask, you are exactly the same. A stupid, selfish BITCH!" he was breathing extra hard when he stopped talking. He also had taken a few steps towards me while i walked backwards. I think suddenly, he just realised what he said because his eyes became bigger and he said "I… I don't… I mean… I didn't mean… " but it was too late. Tears were starting to come out and i took of running and flew out of the Eiffel tower(in a really epic way if you want my advice). I came back home and started crying on my bed, after detransforming of course. Laiil didn't really talk to me that much lately, she was always hiding somewhere but not really talking. But this time, i think she didn't want to leave me like this. "Are you okay?" she asked. "Oh yeah! So much! My ex boyfriend just called me the B word. So of course i'm happy!" i said sarcastically. "Look, i'm just trying to help you! If you want to be alone i can leave... " She said. I looked away. "I just feel like everything is falling apart. It was going to be such a good day at first but of course he had to ruin it! I don't know if i can keep being Flyer forever…" i said. "Well, you won't be Flyer forever, one day you will have to leave your miraculous and go on with your life. But for now, you need to keep going. I can't make your problems disappear like you can't live a life without problems. But i can still promise you that things will get better. You will eventually move on from in and find your own true love, just like Ladybug and Cat noir. The only thing is one day, you will have to choose between the one for you and your true love. Because eventually, Master Fu will have to give the miraculous that completes you to someone. Someone made for you. Turtle shell was placed at the same time as you because you two were a good pair, a good match. You two are not made for each other, but you were still a perfect match. I can't help you with him for now but eventually, things will work out." Laiil said. I knew she was right, that things would get better. But for now, i had to keep going. I had to stay strong and protect Paris. Because i'm not here to experiment a complicated love story, or to look good in a costume. I'm here to fight for what's right.