I won't banter on, another chapter for the awesome fans. Hope it isn't getting boring. Again, you guys are awesome.
Chapter 5
Kylo Ren POV
The days are slowly rolling together. Rey and I train hard, she puts me to the test as she learns fast, and has so much raw talent. She is amazing. She is so gentle and kind, but when she trains she brings a force with her, courage. She never backs down, no matter what I put her through, she always wants to go longer and harder. She is just like me.
Today though, I let her wonder around, letting her rest. She has done exceptionally well, she deserves a break. I finish with my duties, putting my crew where needed. No blood shed has happened in days, giving everyone both some relief and anxiety.
I walk around, trying to sense where Rey is when I see her, in the forest, practicing her form and her skills. I smile some, and find myself walking to locate her. Tonight, I hope, she will let me in. Always her choice. Always.
I walk for what seems like hours but in reality couldn't be more than forty minutes, and there she is. She doesn't notice me crossing in the tree line, trying to stay out of sight. What I see behind some of the trees amuses me. Four boys, between ten to nineteen, watching her as she trains. Mesmerized by her form, who she is, her beauty.
"She is so pretty, and strong." The eldest says to the others. They keep watching her, not wanting to show themselves. Embarrassed.
"I wish she could train me! I would fight for her!" The youngest stares out in awe. I feel a sense of pride in what is left of my heart. She gives them hope. She gives them what I bring out of them. Her light is what it means to be a Jedi.
She stops and looks in the tree line, sensing me watching her. She smiles and puts a hand on her hip, daring me to come out. She shifts to the eyes watching over her, and shakes her head. This should me interesting.
"Come out you guys, I think three hours in the trees is enough. Come on, let me see who you are." She is wanting the boys to show themselves. Her smile still on her face. She is so gentle, even to those she doesn't know.
One by one, the boys come out and keep their heads low. They feel they are in trouble. They fear she will hurt them, they know who she is and what she is to me.
"Names? What are your names?" She asks as she walks to them, offering some fruit and a drink from her canteen.
"I'm James, I'm the eldest brother. This is Kaneen, Jason, and Benjamin." The oldest squares his shoulders. Her beauty attracts men, no matter the age or background.
She asks them if they would like to practice with her as well, but they shake their head. Afraid that their mother will find out.
"We are not supposed to leave the city, our mother is very ill and she can't do much for herself. Our grandmother takes care of her, but to make her worry when she is so ill would be unforgivable." James gives the younger ones a drink before handing it back.
"Well, if you ever change your mind, I will be here tomorrow before sunrise." She smiles back before sitting down to meditate. The boys give her one last look before walking back to the city.
"You have a way with children," I call out to her, breaking her concentration.
She looks back at me, love and admiration pours from her. You are so beautiful, so strong.
"I hope to be a mother one day, after all this mess is over with. If I haven't died first," the last part is more to herself than to me. I clench my fists but let it all roll off. She is changing me. I can feel it.
"Ben.. Do you remember that day? The day we first met?" I have no idea why she is asking this, or why it would matter but I just nod. How could I forget?
"When you first took off your helmet, I was afraid. I didn't know if you would hurt me, and as hard as you tried to get the information from me, you never pushed me to the edge. I think that's when I started to fall for you." She looks up to me, smiling.
"Do you love me, Rey?" Before I can stop myself from asking, I find myself curious. I can feel it, in our bond and in her body language. I want to hear it.
"Yes.. But I'm scared" She admitted it, but why is she scared?
"I'm scared because, just like you can't lose me, I can't lose you. When I'm with you, around you, everything is clear. My world was so dull, so predictable. Back on Jakku, my days were the same. Work for the rations I could get, eat, watch the sun set, and sleep only to be back up to do the same." Her life, it was so easy, never having to wonder or worry. It was just her.
"How lonely," I say sitting beside her.
"Until I met you." She grabs my left hand and squeezes, smiling.
"Ben, if I stay, is there a way to stop this war? I don't want to rule it, I want to change it. I don't want to see pain anymore, or hate. I want to be able to see my friends, have a family, be free. I want my life to be with you." She moves to where she is sitting in my line of sight, making me see only her as the sun sets. Her skin glowing, her eyes bright, her soul is calling. Let her in.
"I.. I don't know. All I have ever known is what I was told and shown by Snoke," I gulp and shift in the grass. "Yet, I want to believe I can change. If it means having you here, I want to believe we can change this." I look at the grass around us, her light is making everything grow. She is giving everything around her hope. Hope to love. Hope to live. Hope in me.
Before I can stop myself I pull her in my lap and kiss her. Her fingers tangling in my hair, her tongue subduing mine. Gaining control over me. Showing she can handle what I can give.
I grip her hips and throw her legs around me, taking as much as I can from her. Letting her have the control. Always her choice.
"Take me home Ben." Home. She wants to stay. She wants to stay with me. Take that you damn pilot.
"Anything for you," I pick her up, cradling her in my arms. My Rey.
Rey POV
Why is it he makes me melt and forget what I am trying to do. Trying to stay strong. I love him, and I can't leave him. He needs me. I can see Ben, and the harder I try, the more he shows.
He lays me gently on our bed, kissing me hard but gentle. He nibbles on my bottom lip, hands exploring my stomach and back. He is asking for permission.
I lean up and start to pull on my shirt, letting him know it is okay. That I want this. He stops kissing me and lets me remove my shirt, letting my naked torso fill his eyes with lust and hunger. He wants this just as bad.
"Ben.. Please.. I need this. You need this.." I let him gaze over me. This terrible need starts to fill in me, between my thighs and in my very soul. Light and dark, we are one.
He slowly pulls my pants down and throws them across the room. I smile as he starts to kiss my legs, letting the soft pecks send little shivers across my body. I push my fingers through his hair, raking the curls as he makes his way up to my breasts. He takes one nipple in his mouth, sucking and teasing it. Pulling until I can't help but breath out a moan. I shut my eyes and let him do what he wishes. Surrendering my body to him.
"You are so beautiful. So very strong." He breathes into me and kisses my other breast, taking in the nipple between his teeth and bites softly. I wiggle underneath him, trying to contain myself. Feeling me move he pinches the nipple he just let go of while sucking on the one already in his mouth. I want to scream.
"Ben, please." I want him. I need him. Gently he kisses up my chest to my neck. His teeth grazing as he starts to pant hard. His erection is plain as day, toying me with it. Showing how he wants me too.
"Always so eager. Eager to learn, eager to love, eager for more," his words caressing my ear as he nibbles on my ear lobe. I want to combust.
Before I can say anything, his hand makes his way down toying with my body.
"You are so wet, so ready," his fingers graze my sex, hitting spots I didn't even know I had. He inserts two fingers, shattering my defenses. To hell with what is right or wrong, to hell with sides. In this moment, it is only us. Only us.
He starts to quicken his paces, moving his fingers in and out as I grab his hair harder. Pulling and begging for him to bring me to a release.
"Oh Rey, I have wanted this for so long." He kissed me again, letting his thumb hit that spot he had found. Rubbing until my legs start to shake. Is this what sex is like? How does anyone get anything done in life?
Pulling me from my thoughts, I feel my body convulse around his fingers, my body shooting a wave of bliss across the room, causing a glass to shatter.
"Well, if I can do that with these," he pulls his fingers to his nose and takes a lick, "imagine what I can do with this.." He pushes his erection into me again.
"Ben, now, please.." I feel the want, the need. Wants it just as much as I do.
Before he can protest I flip him on the bed straddling him, letting him drink me up as I undo his belt, pulling it and his pants to the ground. Freeing his erection as I stare in wonder and fear. Is it gonna fit?
He smiles at me and picks me up and lays me back down. He kisses my neck, licking and biting, slowly easing himself up and in me. My eyes fly open as he enters me, filling me, making us one. We are no longer two separate people, but one together with the force. His red and black mixing with my blue and white, thrusting us into oblivion. He kisses me harder, taking in my screams and moans, over powering my thoughts.
He moves one hand down and starts to form little circles on my sex again, smiling as he takes my body. Sending shocks of passion and want deeper and deeper. I can feel him about to lose himself, about to lose myself into each other. The thrusts, harder and harder, making me succumb to his body. Telling me what he can't say. Yes I am yours. Always.
Before I know it, we explode with passion, sending a ripple across the room, shattering lights and ourselves. Still kissing, he takes in my screams of pleasure, panting between kisses.
He leans up, cradling my face with one hand as he holds himself up with the other. I place my hand gently over his scar, letting my thumb feel the cave.
"Rey, will you stay with me? Please? I can give you anything, everything. I can be what you want, protect you, love you." He is begging, still inside me I feel his erection dying down. He is tired.
I let him pull out of me and smile as he rolls over, smiling. Always yours.
"I think I can manage that," I smile as I kiss his chest. I let my eyes close as I can feel us both drifting to sleep.
"Mommy! I want to help!" I hear little Luke pleading to me. He pouts and I see his lower lip tremble."Okay, but be easy your sister is really kicking today." I smile as I pick him up into my lap as I work on my latest project."Well look at this," my sweet Ben gives me a soft kiss as he holds my stomach. The smile over takes me as I help our son move wires to fix his lightsaber."How is she," Ben asks, holding me tighter."Strong. Like her father. She likes to kick my lungs. I believe it will be any day now." I say to him, pulling him in for a kiss.Luke jumps off my lap and hugs his father, then runs to get some more tools. He looks so much like my old master, like his father's uncle. A single tear falls as Ben kisses it away. With the war over, we can be in peace, but the jealousy of one makes it hard to smile for long.I look out, and away in the garden I see Poe. He is filled with pain and vengeance. He has come to do what he said he would if he found us. The threat of resentment paints the air.I shoot up, guarding Ben as the shot is fired. I won't let anyone harm my family. I pull my hand to deflect the shot, but I feel a pull. Luke is running to me, in the line of shot."NO!" I scream pushing Luke away from the blast only to be hit myself."Rey!" Ben screams, holding me. The baby, our little girl, is safe, but the pain rips threw me.
"No!" I scream as I shoot up in bed. I put my head in my hands. Was it a vision? Or was it only a dream? Ben still sleeps peacefully beside me. I curl up closer to him, not wanting to be let go.
"If it was a vision, can I change it?" I say to myself while wiping the tears away. Oh Poe, please tell me it wasn't really you. Before I fall back asleep Ben's arms pull me up and into him, holding me tight. This is where I am meant to be.
Poe POV
I saw her again, in my dreams. She is smiling at me, laughing, she looks so alive. I could feel something, I can feel me starting to lose her though. What is that monster doing to you.
Unable to sleep anymore I pull my boots on and make my way to the General and ask where we are in finding Rey.
"We found where she is, she is currently being held here," Finn says pointing to a city that looks familiar.
"We have in good faith some information on where she is, and how the crew is holding her but," I can sense a problem with the way the General won't meet my eyes. "She is wanting to stay. She wants to be there with him. I can feel it." The gasps and whispers start to erupt as everyone is calling her a traitor, a liar, saying she has been consumed by the dark side.
"No. We can save her. It is him, somehow. He is conflicting her. She would never leave us. We are her only family." I say out to everyone. Forming a plan in my head. You said to trust you, but I can't Rey. You are in danger.
"I agree Poe, we have to rescue her. Save her from herself and Kylo Ren." Rose chimes in. She is starting to look better.
"We need a plan," and everyone starts to form a rescue mission. Figuring on how and when would be the best way to go in without being detected.
"Finn and Poe will go in, do what you must but don't draw to much attention. Remember, the quieter we can do this the better." The plan comes together as the tactics are discussed, but all I can do is think of her. I'm coming Rey, I'm coming.
"We will go before dawn tomorrow, it will be night there. The dark will also give us coverage and more stealth than in the day." Finn says, breaking my concentration.
"Yeah, sounds good." I nod and make my way back to Rey's quarters and retrieve her staff. You will be home soon.