Chapter 7

Why Lloyd?

Lloyd was left alone in his room. He wanted to be alone for a while. He has conflicted feelings about Kai. He laid in his bed, staring up at the celling. It was at least around three o'clock in the morning. Zane, Cole, Jay and Nya went home. Kai was sent back to his room, leaving Lloyd. He stroked his cheek and wined slightly.

He sighed and stood up. He looked out of the window, staring down at the still image of Ninjago. He sighed even deeper and sat down on the cold floor. He let a tear stream down his face. Looking down on Ninjago reminded him of his father.

'Why? Why did you have to leave? I miss you so much.' Lloyd thought to himself. He began to cry. He leaned against the glass, huddling up. His thoughts trailed off to memories of him and his father. The time where Lloyd saved him from the overlord. When they were in Horoshi's labyrinth. And finally, the time where they spent all of their time walking from the monastery to a beautiful stream, where they would often fish or meditate.

Lloyd's cries eventually got louder, but he didn't care. He wanted to see his dad again.

Two hours passed and Lloyd stood up. He craved for some kind of other pain than this. He went into the bathroom and looked into the cabinet. He saw tooth paste, tooth brush and...razor blades. Lloyd hesitated for a minute, but grabbed the bag and set it next to the faucet. He really didn't want to do this, but he needed a different kind of pain that the one he was feeling right now.

He ripped open the packet and picked the one nearest to the top. Depression started to cloud his mind as he pressed the razor against his wrist. A form of darkness began to cloud his mind as well. Blood started to seep from his wrist. He then dragged the blade across his wrist without thinking twice. He continues until the razor was covered with blood.

Lloyd suddenly snapped back to reality. He stared at his bleeding wrist and screamed. He fell to his knees and held his held in his hands. He began to cry loudly.

"What have I done!?" Lloyd screamed. "I didn't want to do this again! Why?!"

Suddenly, his bedroom door slammed open. He didn't bother to check who it was. Then, the person dashed into the bathroom.

"Lloyd!" The figure shouted. Lloyd instantly recognised that voice belonged to Kai.

"K..Kai?" Lloyd looked up, his eyes now bloodshot red. Kai knelt next to him and pulled him in for a hug with his only functioning arm. Lloyd dived into his arms, causing Kai to fall onto his back. Kai was surprised, but continued to hug Lloyd tightly. Lloyd was sobbing into Kai's chest.

After about an hour, Lloyd let Kai sit up again. He looked down to the floor.

"Lloyd, what happened?" Kai asked in a gentle tone. Lloyd was afraid to show him, but he didn't want him to be concerned. Hesitantly, he showed Kai his wrist which made Kai gasp. Lloyd let tears flow out of his eyes. Kai held Lloyd's cheek with his non broken wrist. He stared into Lloyd's eyes. Lloyd began to blush heavily, Kai doing the same. Lloyd had an urge to kiss him, but he was worried that Kai would reject.

Taking that risk, he kissed Kai's soft lips. Kai was surprised at first, but kissed back without hesitation. Kai gently pushed Lloyd the floor. They released and Kai instantly kissed Lloyd again, this time, full of fire. Kai nibbled Lloyd's lower lip slightly, asking for entrance. Lloyd allowed and let Kai slip his tongue into Lloyd's mouth, causing the younger teen to moan. They both released gasping for air.

Kai stood up and offered Lloyd a hand. Lloyd accepted and helped him up. Lloyd felt dizzy and fell onto Kai's chest.

"S..Sorry..." Lloyd said weakly.

"It's fine. Do you feel light headed?" Kai asked. Lloyd just simply nodded, too weak to speak. Kai assisted Lloyd to his bed and went to find a doctor or nurse. Once he did, he told them about Lloyd and they got a blood bag, IV and a oxygen mask. They returned to Lloyd's room. The nurse set up the equipment whilst Kai was trying to keep Lloyd conscious.

"Lloyd? Can you hear me?" Kai asked. Lloyd opened his eyes slightly and nodded to him. "You're going to be fine." Lloyd's eyes began to dull slowly as his consciousness was fading. Kai held his hand and shook him. Lloyd looked at him again. The nurse bandaged his wrist and finished up.

"He'll be fine for now. He just needs to rest. I will remove the razors from his room." The nurse explained.

"Okay. Thank you." Kai responded. He looked at Lloyd and noticed that he was asleep.

Kai slowly stood up and walked to the door. He looked back at Lloyd and smiled. He shut Lloyd's door quietly and headed back to his room.

He opened his own door and walked to his bed. He laid down and slowly let darkness consume him.

But what Kai didn't know, is that Morro would strike again.
And that would be very soon...

I AM SO SORRY FOR KEEPING YOU WAITING! I finally finished chapter 7! YAY! Also, thank you so much for all of the lovely reviews! It really means a lot to me. And hope you enjoyed that Greenflame moment. And thank you Kairocksrainbow (sorry if it wasn't spelt right!) For all of those cookies! I did get a bit of a tummy ache! Have some in return! (:::) (:::) (:::) (:::) (:::) (:::) (:::) Anyways I will be uploading different stories and shorts aswell so stick around for some more ... stuff. XD

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