THIS STORY IS FORMALLY KNOWN AS The Distorted Emissary of Death
HEY GUYS GUESS WHAT I'M ALIVEEEEE. THAT'S RIGHT I'M STILL UP AND KICKING TO MAKE MORE DEGENERATE SHIT. THIS STORY AIN'T DEAD YET, IT'S COMING BACKKKKKKKKKKK.
First let me thank 2 people who if it weren't for them I would've probably still been lazing around. Huge thanks to Nate Eaton (who btw is an author and is updating a great story rn so definitely check him out) and Xerzo LotCN (I really enjoy our conversations, and read his bio, idk why but that has to be the most thought out bio i've ever read...). These guys are definitely a huge reason why I'm still out and making content so thank you!
Anyway let me first formally apologize to you guys in the most sincere way possible. Despite the Great feedback and stuff like that with the first 2 chapters I was unable to post the next one in idk how long it's been, It's currently February 21 12:14 AM writing this so do the math in your head or something. It's been a long ass time since a chapter has gone up and I'm most sincerely apologetic for such a giant wait. Of course I have reasons for this which I'll explain later. But anyway I'm busting my ass off to get this chapter ready for consumption so please bear with me a little longer as I continue to work on this.
So let me be transparent with you guys for a moment, no bullshit. The main reasons why the chapter is coming so late is because of family issues, of course school, moving houses, rewriting, and me being a lazy bum ass. Family issues I'm not going to explain for obvious reasons. School is the biggest piece of shit and if anyone took AP BIO in high school then you'll know how shitty of a class that is, especially with a few other AP's and SAT and ACT's trying to insert the long dong in my rectum. Seriously this crap saps up all my time that while I am getting the normal 2 hours of sleep, it's not because I was being a dumbass and decided to work on the story for 3-4 hours but rather because there is so much goddamn shit to do. It's honestly the biggest pain in the ass to do 10-20 pages of notes everyday and take some bs quiz every damn day just for one class. Moving houses of course is self explanatory and most of you guys know how it feels and everything that needs to be done. I've rewritten this chapter quite a few times because damn is it so fucking difficult to get it sound right, like even now i'm not entirely pleased but I don't want to postpone it any longer. It's honestly such a struggle to get everything to sound correct, and the amount of details you need to shove after every other sentence to create a slower pacing is like popping a testicle. Sure I could just leave it at like 7k words but c'mon I like details and it needs to be packed full with it, WE NEED CLEAR MENTAL IMAGES! I would rather hear "the boy was gasping for air, as sweat carefully treaded down his face, dripping off at the corners. His hands going white around the handle to his weapon, desperation seeping through his body language. His shoulders rising and falling with every deep breath taken, his lungs begging for the sweet relief of oxygen. But he couldn't let up now…" then hear something like "the boy was tired". Some people might actually prefer the second version just because it doesn't have a crap ton of words but I'd rather take the first.
I swear this is probably the most tedious part, fuck dialogue the details are just a full on pain in the dick. Some people might think, "well just put less details then", see I would do that, but I like wordy ass chapters, I like when shit is detailed to the grain, that's the kind of story I like reading, so why would I write something that I didn't like? And of course last but not least me being a lazy dickhead. Yeah not much to say there, I'm lazy and procrastinated so much, I would tell myself "alright let's do this, we're gonna write at least 4k words today!" and 5 mins later be watching some anime or drawing.
The problem with writing is that I can't motivate myself to write until I'm like 30 mins in and ideas are flowing through my brain. Once that happens then i'll be writing nonstop for god knows how long. But to get myself to that point takes me to force myself into that position and it's so damn hard to do that. But this all just boils down to me being a lazy asshat. Also of course videogames are also taking up a ton of my time because well they're fun. And now that Apex Legends released, which btw is so much fucking fun especially when you have friends that you can play it with, I'll be addicted for Jesus knows how long. But now that all that other crap is out of the way I can set aside time to just sit at my keyboard and write. Also have you guys ever tried the game Brawlhalla? It's a platform fighter like smash but it's way more combo based, seriously a fun game try it out, it's free on all gaming platforms. Anyway that's that.
Oh and a huge notice, the more I read the title to my story the more of a mouthful it is, so I'll be changing it if you didn't already get the implied meaning at the top. I'm thinking about changing it to Corrupted Light, also the bio will change to be less shitty and more cool or something like that. You know we gotta keep those edgy names because we're cool or whatevaaaa.
The name change will not go into effect until about 24ish hours from now, so people that do read this story will know that i'll be changing it, maybe if i'm not dumb I'll change it around 10:00 pm EST.
A new story is also in development so keep your eyes peeled for when I start dropping hints about it.
I think that's all I have to say, to be honest I'm probably forgetting something but we can just leave it at that and if i remember it I'll just include it at the end of the next chapter.
If you're reading this and you were here from before the long break I would like to thank you for sticking around long enough or just popping in to see what I have to offer. Truly means a ton to stay for my shitty story. As you know there's no way in hell that I could just up and leave my story with barely anything to hold onto.
Once again I'm sorry for the tremendous wait, but I'll be back soon! And don't forget the name will now be Corrupted Light, and new bio!
- Chibi
