Hey everyone! I'm so sorry about how long it took to update! It's been hectic lately. I hope you guys enjoy this chapter and it doesn't get too confusing – it's a little jumpy in places. Btw, there are some songs in this chapter, but I decided not to spoil the surprise so I'll let you know what they are at the end
Disclaimer: I don't own Mortal Instruments, it's all Casandra Clare.
Chapter 15
Unconditionally
Alec grabbed a towel off the side of the stage, the stage lights continuing to relentlessly shine down on him. He hurriedly wiped his sweaty face with it, swearing when he knocked his earpiece out of his ear. Momentarily forgetting that he had the microphone in his hand, he sent a confused look at the crowd when they laughed at his language. Alec flushed red when realisation hit him and he hurriedly put the microphone between his legs while properly drying himself off. Wolf-whistles echoed around the garden at the sight of him bending over slightly, so he made a point of swaying his hips while doing so. His heart was pounding in his chest after a fast and passionate performance of Fever, which had then been followed by Scream. Alec skulled down some water that was handed to him by an assistant. He sent the young woman a thankful smile and gave it back while retrieving his microphone from between his legs. Alec returned to the middle of the stage, continuing to dry himself while the crowd watched.
He sent a chagrined grin their way and raised the microphone to speak. "Sorry about this, I'm a sweaty pig right now. No one needs to see that sight."
"You can say that again," Izzy yelled out from the audience, loud enough for Alec to hear her.
The spectators cackled at her comment while he rolled his eyes, "thanks Iz, you're such a nice sister. Now where the hell do I put my gross towel?"
"I'll take it!" A girl yelled out, who also happened to be the same fangirl who begged him to touch her during his first song.
Alec chuckled fondly while Kaelie went to murmur something to Raphael, probably laughing at his fan's behaviour. "You aren't going to give up on the idea of us, are you?"
The fangirl radiated happiness when his eyes landed on her and he gave her all of his attention, "definitely not!"
Alec shrugged, sharing an entertained look with Jordon before asking the fan, "what's your name?"
"I'm Jade," the woman shouted back, waving up at Alec, bouncing on the spot.
"Well Jade, it's a pleasure to meet you. I'm Alexander," he winked at her, practically making her swoon in her seat. "It's nice to put a name to the face of one of my keenest admirers."
"I'll always be your number one admirer!" She screamed back happily and Alec's eyes momentarily travelled to where Magnus was sitting with a small smile on his face.
He then looked back at Jade, making sure not to show his nerves before declaring, "sorry Jade, but I don't think my boyfriend would appreciate that."
Whispers broke out among the fans before they all began to cheer loudly. Alec snuck a quick peek at Magnus, who was gaping up at him with wide eyes and an awed expression. Even Izzy seemed shocked at the announcement. Jace appeared to be experiencing a mix of astonishment and pride, Clary sitting next to him with her mouth covered by her petite hands. She eventually moved her hands away from her mouth, showing a huge grin that lit up her face. Alec went to drop the towel on the floor on the side of the stage before gasping.
"Oh shit, I smudged my eyeliner." He was staring at the black eyeliner marks on the white towel. "Okay, since we're on the topic of boyfriends, if mine was watching this, he'd be cringing in his seat. He loves make up. It's practically his religion."
"You can say that again," Raphael kidded, making everyone giggle while Alec continued, making a point of ignoring his keyboard player.
"Right now, he'd be like," Alec cleared his throat and made a terrible attempt at copying Magnus' American accent, "Alexander, what in God's name have you done to your make up? And where is the glitter? Honestly Alexander, what are you? Some sort of mannerless creature. Where is Isabelle when you need her?"
Alec made a point of flicking a short piece of his hair and doing a finger snap, causing everyone, especially Magnus, to crack up. Batari murmured to Magnus, "he knows you well."
"And don't underestimate the power of my finger snap," Alec added, still in the horrible accent that was nothing like Magnus'. He then shook his head and spun around, facing his band so that he could hide his lovesick smile. His musicians were all smirking, prepared for the next song.
Alec nodded at them before informing the audience, "back to the music, now that my fun of imitating my boyfriend's behaviour is over. The next song is one of my older ones again, and my boyfriend happens to really like it too. Isn't that cool? I think it is."
"Oh my God, Alexander, stop making the rest of us feel single." Jordon moaned into the microphone and the crowd all broke out into laughter.
"Anyway, this song is called You Give Love a Bad Name and it most certainly was never written for my boyfriend," Alec announced teasingly, hearing Kaelie, Raphael, Jordon and Mark all sigh his name into their microphones. "Oh wait! Don't start yet, I need my microphone stand! It makes me look cooler when I perform the song."
He sprinted to the corner of the stage and snatched a spare stand, the onlookers tittering at his antics while he strutted back to the centre of the stage. He placed the stand down and gave his band the signal. All their voices ran out through the garden in an acapella fashion and Alec could feel the excitement searing off the onlookers.
Shot through the heart,
And you're to blame.
The other band members fell silent, leaving Alec to sing the next line by himself. He pointed out into the audience at the same time with a wicked glint in his blue eyes.
Darling, you give love a bad name.
Kaelie's slightly distorted guitar was suddenly a lot louder while she and Mark played zealously. Jordon banged his head in the beat to the sound, his fingers moving across the neck of his blue base guitar while Raphael added a fancy melody on his keyboard over the top over the other instruments. Alec waited for his cue, beaming while he stepped back from the microphone and started doing some type of awkward shuffle dance. He watched Magnus closely for a few moments while he and Izzy boogied in their seats. Alec moved closer to the microphone, clasping it in both of his hands. His voice was rougher than usual, his desire starting to rise inside of him as he watched his enthusiastic boyfriend.
An angel's smile is what you sell,
You promise me heaven, then put me through hell.
Chains of love got a hold on me,
Alec held his hands out in front of him, as if chained while he jumped on the spot, getting more and more into the song with every passing moment. He kept a look filled with attitude on his face, returning to his usual bad boy public persona.
When passion's a prison, you can't break free.
Alec's fist pumped the air before he leaned to the side, partially crouching while he tugged on the microphone stand, tilting it to line up with his mouth.
Oh, oh, you're a loaded gun (yeah),
Oh, oh, there's nowhere to run.
Kaelie and Raphael came in with harmonies, both moving to their own microphone stands and shutting their eyes as they succumbed to the drama of the song.
No one can save me,
Alec shook his head dramatically, stray hairs falling in front of his fashionably styled 'bed-hair' that stank of a tube of hair gel and a can of hair spray. Helen had used to products while she spent an hour knotting and teasing of the dark locks. Alec waved a hand at the audience, while the all squealed out to him.
The damage is done.
"Are you ready?" Alec yelled, standing up straight whilst the band held the pause for a beat longer than usual, causing the crowd to become even louder. He noted that Magnus had been singing along to every word as he went; even Batari seemed to know the words to the song.
Shot through the heart,
And you're to blame.
You give love a bad name (bad name).
Alec's band added all echoes while he snatched the microphone out of the stand and began to sashay fiercely across the stage, in a way that would even impress Magnus. Clearly, Alec had seen Izzy on the catwalk many times before as he swayed his hips to the beat and kept each foot directly in front of the other after he stepped forward.
I play my part,
And you play your game.
Heads were bobbing in the crowd, so Alec called out, "I want to see you all dancing!". Raphael didn't stop singing the chorus as Alec entertained and engaged with the fans. The effort seemed to be paying off – Alec grinned proudly as people got to their feet and began to dance with each other. Some had some dance moves that were more refined than others'.
You give love a bad name (bad name).
"That's it!" He praised cheerfully, returning to singing as he saw Magnus and Ragnor shredding away on their air guitars, Batari watching the two fondly.
Izzy had her phone out, probably recording their dancing while she gracefully grinded against the air. An awkward Simon was next to her, showing her his impressive sprinkler dance move. Eventually, the whole audience, except for a select few, were on their feet. Even those who couldn't stand were dancing in their seats. Jace was twirling Clary around while Vivenne and Rodger slow danced, Vivienne's long curly dark hair framing her face. Tessa and Maia were jumping around while Will started krumping, much to Jem's mortification.
You give love a bad name,
You give love a bad name.
"You guys are doing such an amazing job, I may need to join you." Alec announced, placing his microphone on the ground while the band continued to play. He quickly leapt down and seized the microphone again, the fans all cheering. He paused and frowned when he realised that he still had to climb over the fence between him and the crowd. "I did not think this through."
Alec's cue quickly returned, so he started singing while trying to get one leg over the fence, inwardly thanking his previous personal trainee for making him do stretching and flexibility exercises. Everyone seemed amused, observing him as he pushed himself up and got one leg over the fence. His voice was a little breathier than usual while he climbed over.
Paint your smile on your lips,
Blood red nails on your fingertips.
Alec finally managed to slip over the fence, landing with a slight thud. He stumbled back, slightly winded while facing the audience. Security were immediately by his side, walking through a gate further down the fence that he didn't see beforehand. Alec he waved them off, trying to pretend that he wasn't flustered that he missed the gate. Their beady eyes stayed on his form while he headed towards some fangirls as they squealed.
A school boy's dream, you act so shy,
Alec grabbed one girl's hand and twirled her around, catching her before she fell over from dizziness. Magnus' eyes narrowed when her hands just happened to grasp his boyfriend's amazingly muscular arms that were Magnus' to grasp.
Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye.
Alec let go of her, moving to dance with a little boy, who he picked up in one arm and bounced. The child gurgled happily, clapping his hands together as the women around them cooed at the sight. The little boy started trying to speak to Alec, who seemed to be whispering back, his head bent forward so that the child's face was level with his. Raphael and Kaelie continued to sing the song while Alec appeared to be too absorbed in the adorable child.
Oh, oh, you're a loaded gun.
Oh, oh, there's nowhere to run.
"This is possibly the cutest baby I have ever seen," Alec stated into the microphone and everyone continued to fuss over the two of them.
Magnus chuckled when he heard Maia whisper, "I think my ovaries just exploded from the cuteness."
"Mine too," Clary agreed distractedly, unaware of the surprised look Jace gave her.
"That's my brother you're getting all clucky over," he whined, crossing his arms over his chest.
Clary gazed up at him and in a momentary decision which surprised their group of friends, she stood onto the tips of her toes and pressed their lips together. The kiss was sweet and over quickly as she pulled back, resting their foreheads together. "Don't worry, you'll always be my favourite."
Jace couldn't hid the huge grin from his face as he tugged her close to his side, wrapping an arm around her petite form. Izzy raised an eyebrow and leaned closer to Magnus, "well, there goes them trying to pretend they aren't a thing."
No one can save me.
Alec gave the child back to its mother before returning to the song, raising his microphone again and heading further down the aisle between the rows of chairs. He seen came to face with his group of friends, his face lighting up when his eyes met Magnus'.
The damage is done.
Alec strode straight towards Magnus, aware that all eyes were on him while he sang the chorus.
Shot through the heart,
Magnus' eyes were widening with every step Alec took towards him. He shuffled back slightly, only to be stopped by the chair hitting the back of his leg. He took in a deep breath, hesitant and confused by Alec's intentions.
And you're to blame.
You give love a bad name (bad name).
Alec came to stand face-to-face with Magnus, smirking smugly before winking at his boyfriend and moving towards his sister. Izzy was watching them closely before Alec's eyes narrowed towards Simon, "you've got guts to dance with my sister, man."
I play my part,
And you play your game.
Everyone laughed, except for Simon, who paled dramatically and ran a hand through his hair. Instead of the confident, albeit dorky man everyone was used to, Simon suddenly seemed a lot more timid. Izzy huffed and yanked him closer to her, causing Simon to stagger into her side.
You give love a bad name (bad name).
You give love... ah!.
Alec then rolled his eyes and added, "just don't let her knock you out with some of her more erratic dance moves."
More fans seemed to be entertained at the banter while Alec headed back towards the stage, growling under his breath when he climbed the fence again, refusing to admit defeat and use the gate.
Oh!
Suddenly, the music cut back to the drums as Mark kept a steady and dramatic beat. Alec clambered back onto the stage, gasping when he felt his pants tear with the movement. He reached down between his legs, his hand going straight to his black briefs.
"Dammit guys, I tore my pants. Bloody hell." He cried out, although the fan girls (and Magnus) didn't seem to upset. Alec then let out a pitiful whine, "Helen."
Helen rushed onto the stage, face red and down while she went straight to Alec's side. He showed her the rip and she rolled her eyes before running off the stage again.
"While Helen gets the necessary stuff to fix my pants, I want to hear you all sing the chorus for me. Can you do that?" Alec shouted, much to the fans' happiness. "Okay, let's go!"
The fans all started to sing at the top of the lungs while Mark drummed.
Shot through the heart,
And you're to blame.
You give love a bad name.
Jordon joined in on the bass while Raphael played a subtly piano melody. Kaelie stood still, ready to join in with a determined expression on her face. Alec flashed the observers a bright smile, "you guys are doing a great job, but I want to hear you get louder."
Helen came back onto the stage with duct tape in hand as their voices increased in volume, leaving Alec in awe. Alec eyed the tape in Helen's hand, seeing the mischievous glint in her eye.
I play my part,
And you play your game.
You give love a bad name (bad name).
"Come on Alec, spread your legs." She requested, grinning at him while he gaped at her.
"I'm not letting you duct tape my balls!" he shrieked, looking aghast as she started to yank on the tape, causing a sound that sent shivers down his spine.
"Oh my God, stop being such a baby." She giggled, looking over her shoulder. "Aline, come help me!"
"I didn't know she was in America," Alec commented as Aline came out onto the stage, making the fans scream even more.
"She ended up on a later plane than us," Helen shrugged and crouched down. "The tape will have to do until we can get you a different pair of pants."
"Fine," Alec grumbled as Aline joined them, giving him a quick hug.
"C'mon Al, get to it." Aline teased, causing him to roll his eyes.
"Whatever," Alec turned back to the audience and started to sing again.
Shot through the heart,
And you're to blame.
You give love a bad name (bad name).
Alec was giving Helen the evil eye while she got to work, spreading his legs to place the tape over the rip. The crowd was laughing at the sight.
I play my part,
And you play your game.
You give love a bad name (bad name).
Aline started dancing on the stage as Helen finished her job and got back to her feet. Alec tried to step forward, frowning at the uncomfortable feeling between his legs. He caught Magnus' eye as his boyfriend cackled.
(Whoa) You give love.
(Whoa) You give love (bad name).
Aline was spinning around, incredibly gracefully considering she was in eight inch heels and a tiny dress. Helen went to hurry off the stage, only to be stopped by Aline who started dancing with her. Alec rolled his eyes at them and called out, "stop hogging my stage, Penhallow."
(Whoa) You give love.
Aline flipped the birdy at him, although she dragged an embarrassed Helen off the stage while the band grinned at them. She waved at the group of musicians and fans one last time before joining the technicians on the wings of the stage.
(Whoa) You give love (bad name).
Alec repeated the lines, dancing as well as he could with his the duct tape starting to dig into his balls. The lights went red as the music came to the end and the fans all cheered for him. Alec smiled at them, waiting a few moments while he caught his breath.
Maryse was scrolling through the emails on her phone, her eyes narrowed while she mumbled under her breath. Strong and firm arms suddenly wrapped around her from behind while Andrew rested his head on her shoulder, "what is that look for, May May?"
"Drew, I told you not to call me that." She locked her phone and threw it onto the bed while hiding her blush.
"If you said it, I definitely didn't hear it." He teased, moving her hair aside so that he could kiss her neck. "Mhmm, I love your perfume."
"You say that every time," she rolled her blue eyes up at him.
"And I mean it every time," he reminded her seriously, releasing her and moving around to kneel in front of her. "Hey darling, you know that I love you?"
"Yes?" She raised an eyebrow and went to stand, only to be stopped. "Andrew, what in God's name are you doing?"
"Stop using the Mum voice on me for one moment, it weirds me out." He joked and she sighed dramatically before leaning back into her chair. "I was wondering…"
"Stop using the vague voice, it annoys me." She chimed cheekily, making him gap up at her.
"Did the Maryse Lightwood just make a joke? The world is coming to an end," he mocked, leaning up to kiss her gently on the lips.
"Well, you do have such an unusual effect on me." She murmured against his lips, dark hair falling over one side of her face. "You make me feel like a teenager all over again."
"Good," he replied softly, tucking the hair behind one year. "Maryse, when can we become publically official?"
Maryse paused, her eyes widening and she immediately moved back into her chair. "Drew…I…um…why are you asking me such things?"
"We've been together for a while now and yet you refuse to even look at me in public? You had an interview here last we and not once did you make my existence known." He pouted up at her, although it had no effect on her. "The only time you acknowledged me was when you wanted a glass of water."
"People aren't going to take nicely to our relationship." She started, hesitantly biting her lower lip.
"I don't care, I want the world to know. And if any of them say anything mean to you, I'll make sure they regret it." Drew swore, cupping her cheek in his palm and kissing her deeply. "I love you, May May. Nothing can change that."
"I'll think about it," Maryse frowned when his face dropped, so she hurried to add, "that's the best I can do for now."
"That's all I can ask of you," he whispered, cheering up a little more.
Alec's band headed off the stage, leaving the audience confused as he headed over towards the keyboard. He sat down on the stool and played with some of the keys before speaking into the microphone, "thank you so much for today, it's been great. We have two songs left and I've decided to leave the best to the last! They are both acoustic versions, although one is a little happier than the other. However, life is full of sad times, happy times, tough times and brilliant times. That's life. You'll have moments where you can't stop smiling and then it can be crushed. Sorry to break it to you. This song is one that I actually wrote a few years ago for a man I fell for. He was…close to me. We grew up together and became best friends, but at the end of the day…I suppose I was the only gay one. While it refers to a girl, I was thinking of him. Although, over the past week, it's had a different meaning to me."
Alec cleared his throat, his eyes watering slightly as they landed on the blonde woman in the audience with bruises still scattered over her face and a cut on her cheekbone. He smiled at her, "one of my…most adored friends recently went through so much pain when the woman who was like his sister was involved in a hit and run accident. None of us expected it. I was in London at the time when I heard, so I caught a flight over as soon as I could. Let me tell you, watching someone you love go through much pain hurts. So much. Holding them as they break down is something that I love doing to offer support…but hate because it means they're hurting. The next song is one I know relate to death more than a break up. Wishing that it was only just a dream that I was in a waiting room, praying that a friend wasn't on life support. Wishing that things would right themselves and a man wasn't about to lose the love of his life when they're story was young and fresh – nowhere near finished."
Magnus' eyeliner had smudged while Camille gaped up at Alec, her hand held tightly by a bloodshot eyed Ragnor. Alec shut his eyes and took in a deep breath, "today, I'm dedicating this song to Camille. Who is the angel who came back to Earth. I hope you and Ragnor can have your never-ending love in your mortal form – eternity in Heaven can wait for a few more years. This song is called Just A Dream."
Alec moved his hands to rest on the keyboard before playing a quiet chord while a melancholy atmosphere fell upon the crowd.
I was thinking about you,
Thinking about me.
Alec shut his eyes and let the lyrics flow out of his mouth. The audience were silent and clutching their loved ones who were the patients in the hospital. Magnus sat in his chair, eyes downcast while pieces of hair escaped his man bun. He couldn't find it in him to care, though.
Thinking about us,
What we gonna be.
Open my eyes...
Alec opened his blue eyes, the camera focused on his face as it was shown on the large screen at the back of the stage. The lights were a pale blue with a spotlight shining down on him. Alec's voice cracked slightly after he paused for a moment.
It was only just a dream.
Magnus swallowed thickly at the emotion in his boyfriend's voice, before he felt a small hand grab his. Looking down, he saw Izzy's hand linked with own, her other hand wrapped around Simon's. His eyes travelled up her arm before their eyes latched onto each other. She gave him a look of understanding and squeezed his hand comfortingly. Memories that haunted Magnus flashed back. The sight of Camille in the hospital bed, unconscious with bruises littering her skin. The phone call from his mother. The moment it hit him that he might lose his best friend. The way he and Ragnor held each other in the bathroom, sobbing their hearts out. Alec started playing the piano chords louder and faster, even more emotion in his voice.
Travel back down that road,
Will you come back?
Magnus felt his throat tighten as he rushed to remove any stray tears when another memory hit him. He remembered being eight years old and running inside his house in the late afternoon, mud down the front of his blue overalls after he had spent the afternoon playing in the backyard. His Dad was due home any minute, something that excited the boy. He loved to tell his Dad all about the fun he got up to in his day – the two would cuddle on the couch with hot chocolates and extra marshmallows (in Summer, they had lemonade instead). Felix Bane Junior would listen to his son talk for hours with a loving look in his eye, even if he was exhausted from a long day at work.
As soon as the front door opened around five o'clock every week day, Felix would find a little boy leaping up at him, beaming while screaming happily, "Daddy!". Despite his Dad's strong smell of oil and sweat, Magnus would embrace him while Batari would watch her two boys from a distance. Eventually, after Felix had finished peppering Magnus with kisses and tickles, he'd turn to Batari with the most love struck expression on his face. He always held Magnus in his arms for the first fifteen minutes – the little boy while grab onto him tightly and refuse to let go. But as soon as he properly focused on Batari, Magnus would feel his father sigh adoringly from the sight of his wife.
Felix would blindly stumble towards Batari, gazing at her in awe, "how is my beautiful wife today?"
Magnus remembered the way Batari's eyes would soften even more as she'd reply, "she's alright, about to start making dinner. Go have a shower, you smell of car oil."
Felix always rolled his eyes before tugging her in her an earthshattering kiss that left Magnus gagging from revulsion and crying out, "ew, Daddy stop kissing Mummy. That's gross!"
Felix would chuckle against Batari's lips before mouthing, "later," and carrying his son into the kitchen to get their drinks.
No one knows,
I realize, it was only just a dream.
Despite the happiness that Felix had given Magnus for the first eight years of his life, the happiness was stolen far too soon. Magnus remembered how he needed to talk to Batari before his Dad came home because of all the mud on his overalls. He knew that mud wouldn't bother Felix, but the very fashion conscious Batari would dislike it. He remembered checking the time and frowning when he saw that it was five-twenty – Daddy was late. He frowned at the clock before shrugging, deciding that the time on it was wrong. He made his way up the staircase and headed down the hallway towards his parents' room.
The walls were white with photos covering them – mainly ones of him with his parents gazing down at him with happy and proud expressions. Felix always looked proud of Magnus and Batari loved reminding her son of that fact. Magnus was their pride and joy. Magnus remembered stopping outside of the room when he heard the sound of muffled cries. He pouted before opening the creaking wooden door that was an ugly blueish-grey colour and finding his mother sobbing on her knees in the middle of his parents' bedroom. Her midnight black hair had fallen around her face as cries tore from her throat. The sight of his mother so broken was one that Magnus was unused to.
I was at the top,
I was like in a basement.
Magnus remembered calling out to Batari in a frightened voice, his dark hair falling in front of his emerald eyes that reflected his fear. Magnus took a step forward, the wooden floorboards creaking under his bare foot. "Mummy? Mummy, what's wrong? Where's Daddy? He's late. He's never late."
Batari's eyes slowly moved up to him and he saw the anguish in hers, "oh my baby boy. My sweet baby boy. Mummy loves you."
Magnus lurched to her side and let her pull him into her arms as she clutched him tightly, "Mummy, where's Daddy? I want Daddy."
Number 1 spot,
Now you find you're replacement.
"Maggie, baby, shh, I've got you." Batari struggled to hold onto her withering child. "Maggie please, listen to me. Daddy isn't coming home, sweetheart. I'm sorry."
"I want Daddy," Magnus wailed, big fat tears dribbling down his red cheeks as Batari attempted to soothe him by running her fingers through his hair.
"I know you do, sweetie. I do too." She whispered quietly, kissing his damp cheeks. "Oh my poor baby boy."
I swear now that I can't take it,
Knowing somebody's got my baby.
The funeral had been hard for Batari and Magnus. Magnus recollected sitting in the front pew of his local church, dressed in his black suit with his hair gelled back. Beside him, Batari was in a formal black dress that reached past her knees. An elegant pearl necklace sat around her collarbone as she stared numbly ahead of her, Magnus tucked protectively into her side. A black fascinator covered her face, not letting her little boy see the tears that slowly trickled down her face.
Now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring.
Magnus remembered his mother and grandmother taking his hands and leading him towards his father's coffin. He watched as his grandmother, Jozefien, placed a lily onto her son-in-law's casket, wiping away tears before patting Batari on the arm. She noted that Batari was trying to keep a hold of herself, so Jozefien then knelt down in front of Magnus.
"Come on, my darling Prins," her voice was thick from her Dutch accent as she took Magnus hand and stood up straight before leading him to his father's coffin. She took an orchid from the priest and gave it to Magnus. "Give it to Daddy."
Magnus held the flower tightly and clambered up the steps leading to his father's coffin. He grimaced at the black coffin that already had white roses placed upon it. He was aware of the congregation's eyes on him as he shook his head. "Daddy no, don't go. Please Daddy. I'll miss you."
Cause I can still feel it in the air,
See your pretty face.
As soon as Magnus burst into tears, Jozefien had wrapped her arms around his and kissed his forehead. He collapsed into her arms, although she was too old to lift him up. He saw a shadow standing over his grandmother and peered over her shoulder to catch sight of the man – his best friend's father. After Felix's death, Roger had worked hard to be Magnus' father figure. Cammie and Magnus had been best friends since they started school, so Magnus was very used to the man's soft look whenever things weren't right with his life. He remembered the first time he received the look after he found Batari was crying in the bathroom, clutching her stomach while Felix kissed her and held her. That night, Magnus had slept over at Camille's, but he never discovered what had upset his mother and father.
Run my finger through your hair.
Roger had scooped Magnus' up into his arms and patted him comfortingly on the back while the little boy wailed for his father.
"Shhh Magnus, it'll be okay." Roger whispered, just like how he comforted Camille when she had fallen over and scraped her knee.
"I want my Daddy," Magnus whimpered, pulling back to stare miserably up at Roger.
"I know you do, and you'll see him again one day. I promise." He swore, tugging the boy closer to him again.
My lover, my life.
My baby, my wife.
You left me, I'm tied.
Cause I know that it just ain't right.
Magnus was pulled out of his memories when Batari snuggled into his side and he saw the sadness in her eyes, immediately aware that she was reliving the sad moments too. Magnus wrapped his arm around her and mumbled, "I love you, Mum."
"I love you too, Maggie." She replied as they held onto each other.
I was thinking about you,
Thinking about me.
Alec's voice became rougher and Magnus realised that his boyfriend was staring directly at him. Alec's eyes were full of sympathy and understanding, although Magnus could see the pain. The musician's fingers were running across the keyboard of the piano in a practiced motion, with a slightly fanatical edge to it.
Thinking about us,
What we gonna be.
Magnus was certain that there wasn't a dry eye in the garden as the song seemed to hit the whole audience hard. Batari sat up straighter, her hand going to a golden locket hanging around her neck. Magnus recognised it quickly as the one she wore on her wedding day – it had been a gift from Felix.
Open my eyes...
It was only just a dream.
Alec sat up on the piano stool, averting his eyes after seeing the look of raw agony on Magnus' face. He hadn't expected his boyfriend to react to emotionally to the song, although it made sense he nearly lost Camille. Alec's eyes then travelled to Jace, who was watching his performance with a deep look on his face, Clary tucked into his side. Reminiscences rushed to Alec's mind and he recalled the quiet blonde boy who was hiding behind Maryse's legs.
"Alexander, this is Jonathan Herondale." Maryse said softly, as if she would cause the boy to flee if her voice was too loud. "He'll be living with us for a while and I expect you to take good care of him."
Alec peered around his mother's legs and gazed at the boy, somewhat confused. "Hi, I'm Alexander."
Jonathan made no reply, causing Alec frown and step back to give his mother a frustrated look. Maryse merely shook her head before calling for one of the workers to take Jonathan to his room.
So I travel back down that road,
Will you come back?
"Jonathan is a bit of a mouthful, don't you think?" Alec started weakly, tugging at his hands in front of him while Jonathan stared at him from the doorway with untrusting eyes.
Eventually, after what felt like minutes of silence, Jonathan spoke up quietly. "Says you, Alexander."
Alec rolled his blue eyes lazily, "I don't like being called a nickname like Alex, it's such a stupid name. Alex."
"I don't like being called John, it's also so stupid." Jonathan replied cautiously, still completely uncomfortable with his shoulders tense.
"You know, you can sit down," Alec motioned to the bed, causing Jonathan to hesitate, "I won't bite. Promise. Izzy bites though, so stay away from her. Although, I suggest you always stay away from her because she's so annoying. Do you have any sisters?"
Jonathan shook his head and slowly made his way over to the bed before sitting on the edge. "No, I'm only child."
"You're so lucky, siblings are so irritating. Especially sisters. Max is okay though," Alec leaned close and whispered, "if Izzy offers you any pancakes she made, don't accept it. Last time I had one of hers, I had food poisoning for three days."
"Okay," Jonathan nodded and fell quiet.
"Back to names," Alec cleared his throat in an attempt to remove the awkwardness. "Help me come up with the best nickname for you. What's a good idea to start with?"
"Er, my full name is Jonathan Christopher Herondale…I don't know if that helps." Jace murmured, moving further onto the bed and crossing his legs, much like how Alec was sitting.
"Hmm…J.C.H." Alec clucked his tongue before his eyes widened. "I've got it. J.C."
"J.C?" Jace raised an eyebrow critically. "Sounds stupid, just like John."
"You're stupid," Alec retorted fiercely, crossing his arms over his chest.
"Well, aren't you a smart alec." Jace countered, huffing under his breath until he gasped. "Alec!"
"Yes? I mean…" Alec's eyes widened, "oh my God, I can be Alec and you can be J.C."
"I'm not J.C. It sounds like a girl's name." Jonathan complained, "it's sounds like you're saying Jacie."
Alec then clapped his hands and beamed at the golden eyed boy, "then how about Jace?"
Jace paused, before testing the name on his tongue. "Jace. Jace Herondale. I like it."
"Well, Jace Herondale it is." Alec grinned and the two fell silent in a moment of comradeship.
No one knows,
I realize, it was only just a dream.
Alec remembered how he would attend Jace's plays with Izzy before the Lightwood children became too absorbed in their work. One particular moment he hated was watching Jace with a grimace on his face as Jace stated his lines, the actress staring up at him with adoration. Jace had gotten the huge lead of Romeo a new production of Romeo and Juliet. The teenager playing Juliet appeared to be completely enamoured by the young Herondale, who had just turned fifteen.
Jace's voice echoed throughout the theatre as he and the actress began to perform the wedding scene, "Amen, amen. But come what sorrow can, it cannot countervail the exchange of joy that one short minute gives me in her sight. Do thou but close our hands with holy words, then love-devouring death do what he dare; it is enough I may but call her mine."
Alec hated seeing Jace with his onstage love interests. He hated seeing Jace give the women a look of admiration and the way he would hold them before planting a kiss on their lips. And as the two men got older and Jace's interest in acting increased, Alec found himself seeing his adopted brother kiss more girls than he could count. And after every girl, a part of him for some unknown reason, would ache.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you're wishing you could give them everything.
He couldn't take it. Jace was in his bedroom with his first girlfriend, some model called Lily. Alec paced around his room, running his hands through his chaotic dark hair and shutting his eyes tightly. He didn't hear the knock on his door or the way it opened slowly with a squeal.
"Alec?" Izzy called out cautiously and he whirled around to face her.
"Iz," Alec sighed, crossing his arms defensively over his chest. "What's up?"
"I could ask you that," she replied cryptically, making him groan.
"You know, I wouldn't mind being left alone right now." He started angrily, spinning around and going back to pacing.
"I think you mean that you wouldn't mind being left alone with Jace right now, without that bimbo." She corrected sassily, causing Alec to pause and gap at the wall.
"I don't know what you're talking about," Alec murmured, his heart pounding in his chest.
"Then let me remind you," Izzy strolled closer to him. "You're in love with Jace."
"You're making up lies. It's all in your head," Alec snapped, his eyes narrowing as he refused to face her.
"No, it's all in your heart so get it into you're thick head." Izzy remarked venomously. "Alec, when will you accept who you really are?"
"You seem to think you know who I am," Alec snarled, finally facing her with a dark glint in his eye.
"Yes, because I can see that you're hiding your feelings for Jace. You've loved him since the first moment you saw him. I've seen the looks you've sent him. The happy ones when he laughs. The proud ones when he announces he has the main lead in the latest movies. The angry ones when he has another girl on his arm at the red carpet. And the destroyed one when you hear him talk about girls. I see these things." Izzy raised her voice and strode up to him, grabbing his arms and holding him in place. "Stop denying the truth."
Alec broke, yelling at her with teary eyes, "stop denying that every time I see him, my breath is taken away? Stop denying that I hate it with a passion when someone else touches him and I can't stand watching a girl kiss him? Stop denying that with every ounce of my being, I want him – I want him to be mine? Do you know what I can't stop denying though? That he is straight."
"Then move on and find yourself someone else." Izzy insisted impatiently, shaking Alec.
"How can I when all I want is Jace?" Alec screamed before falling to his knees, sobbing hysterically. And he will never want me."
Izzy softened and crouched in front of him, "oh Alec…"
"Just go." He pleaded brokenly, embracing himself and rocking on the floor. "Just go."
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
"Alec?" Jace blinked wearily at his wide-eyed brother. "What's wrong? It's two in the morning."
"Oh," Alec forced his eyes away from the glorious sight of shirtless Jace. "I'm sorry…I lost track of time. I'll leave you to it-"
"No," Jace reached out quickly and grabbed Alec's hand, stopping him from leaving. "Stay."
Alec stared at their joined hands and swallowed thickly, taking in a deep breath. He followed Jace into the bedroom, the air feeling stuffy as the door shut behind him. Alec licked his lips, looking completely out of place in the blue room. Jace led him to the bed, where they sat down. The two boys stared at each other openly.
"What can I do for you?" Jace whispered, breaking the silence.
"I…I…" Alec ran a hand through his hair and bit his lower lip. "I just…needed to…be with you."
"Nightmare?" Jace queried sympathetically, seeing Alec's distraught look.
"Yeah, something like that." Alec murmured awkwardly, so Jace leaned forward and clasped their hands together again.
"Al, it's okay. Completely normal in fact." Jace replied softly and Alec had the feeling that what he said had a double meaning. "Do you want to tell me what your nightmare was about?"
"Uh, no, it's okay." Alec rushed to say, only to Jace to silence him with a look.
"Alec, you're my brother, you know you can tell me anything, right?" Jace inquired supportively and Alec suddenly remembered that Jace was the same brother that he had been gawking at. More in particular, gawking at his shirtless body.
"I know that," he responded, averting his eyes and suddenly becoming very interested with the wall behind Jace's head.
"Then talk to me," Jace pushed, moving his hands to cup Alec's cheek so that he would finally look at him again. "I'm here to listen."
"It's stupid," Alec protested weakly, trying to ignore the fact that Jace's hand was on his face.
"The only thing stupid about us are the nicknames John and Alex," Jace teased and the two teenagers chuckled at the memory. "Alec, are you okay?"
Alec was caught up in the moment. He didn't register the concern in Jace's eyes or the confusion when he started moving closer. Jace let out a little gasp when their lips touched and Alec found himself absorbed in the kiss. His fingers moved up to run through Jace's golden hair. To Alec, this was the perfect first kiss. Sixteen years old and he was sharing his first kiss with his adopted brother. Alec went to deepen the kiss when Jace gently pushed him away.
"I'm sorry, dude…but…I'm not gay." Jace murmured considerately and Alec shrieked from embarrassment, his face bright red and eyes watery.
"I'm so sorry, shit I shouldn't have done that." He cried out, leaping off the bed and running out of the room.
"No, Alec. Wait." Jace called out, but it was too late.
And now they're gone and you're wishing you could give them everything...
"I fucked up so freaking badly," Alec ranted as Izzy tried to calm him down.
"Alec, it's okay. It was just a kiss. Jace won't care, he loves you." Izzy hurried to say, reaching out to comfort him, only for Alec to jump away from her.
"It wasn't just a kiss to me, Iz." He whimpered, tears dribbling down his cheeks. "It was my first kiss with my first love and I got rejected."
"Alec, you'll find someone one day who will love you with all of their heart," Izzy insisted firmly, her eyes watering at the sight of her broken brother.
"Whatever," Alec sniffed, turning his back to her.
I was thinking about you,
Magnus continued to watch Alec sing with his heart on his sleeve. Everyone could practically feel Alec's pain and to Magnus' surprise, he saw Jace with teary eyes. He had never expected the actor to have such a response. Izzy was observing her adopted brother with a wise and knowing expression. Jace got to his feet and made his way out of the row, apologising quietly before sprinting down the corridor between the chairs. Izzy got to her feet, "excuse me."
She followed after Jace as Magnus moved closer to Batari, "I wonder what that was about."
Batari's eyes were trained on Alec, who was staring where his siblings had left, still singing. There was a different sort of pain in his voice. One that told Magnus that maybe there was more to this song than he knew.
"I'd say that every family holds their secrets," she replied, understanding written over her face. "Some bigger than others."
Thinking about me.
Alec wanted to run after Jace and make sure that everything was okay. Jace definitely hadn't responded to the song like that before, which confused him. Why did he run off like that? Izzy immediately seemed to recognise the issue and chase after Jace, yet Clary and Simon were left behind. The two best friends seemed completely confused and were looking over their shoulders to where the Lightwood siblings had disappeared.
Thinking about us.
What we gonna be?
"Jace," Izzy's voice was sharp and clipped as she strode after her adopted brother. "Stop it, where are you going?"
"All these years and I never realised." He groaned, running his hand through his hair. "I'm such an idiot."
"What are you talking about?" Izzy questioned, seeing his panic and despair. "Jace, what is wrong? Talk to me."
"That song…it wasn't written for the random guy he had a Summer fling with." Jace shut his eyes tightly and sighed. "It was written for me."
"And?" Izzy paused, raising an eyebrow.
"I wish I could make him happy and give him what he wants…make it more than just a dream." Jace exhaled loudly, keeping his eyes shut.
"You're not gay." Izzy stated bluntly, pointing out the obvious.
"I know I'm not, but sometimes, I wish I was so that he wasn't hurting. So that he didn't feel so unloved for all those years." Jace pointed in Alec's direction, opening his eyes which were full of fire.
"I'm glad you're not gay," Izzy informed him quietly, "because otherwise, our brother would never had experienced the love Magnus has for him. Let me tell you, they will have the love story of the century when the press find out. Poor fashion student and huge rockstar who fell in love the first moment they met in a café after the rockstar was escaping paparazzi. Alec has found his one true love and you've found yours."
"I guess you're right," Jace whispered thoughtfully, biting his lower lip.
"I'm always right," Izzy confirmed, smirking up at him. "Now, come along big brother, we need to get back to that performance before Alec becomes too worried."
"You're right," Jace sent her a tense smile. "Again."
Open my eyes.
It was only just a dream.
Izzy and Jace made their way back to their seats, Izzy patting Magnus on the shoulder as she sat down next to him, gracefully crossing her legs. Magnus tilted his head and leaned close to her, "is everything okay?"
Izzy gave him a grateful smile and squeezed his hand, "it is now. Thanks to you."
"Me?" Magnus' eyes widened and he gave her a helpless look. "What did I do?"
"You'll find out," she answered lightly, turning her attention back to Alec.
So I travel back down that road.
When you come back?
No one knows.
Ragnor linked his fingers with Camille while she rested her head on his shoulder. He automatically kissed her forehead gently and whispered words of love. Neither of them noticed her adopted parents' eyes on her or the way Ragnor eventually caught Roger's eye. Roger gave him a subtle nod of approval and Ragnor immediately felt his world brighten. He draped his arm around her and sat back to enjoy the music.
I realize, it was only just a dream.
Alec's piano playing started to soften and slow down as he returned to playing the chords every few beats. His eyes went to Jace for a moment before returning to Magnus.
Nooooo, oh.
It was only just a dream.
Annamarie gazed at the text on the screen of her phone, a deep furrow between her brows. It's been a while since I've last heard from you. Let me know when you're free – A.
"Anna?" She jerked around, her heart pounding until she realised that it was only Robert. He seemed to be surprised by her erratic behaviour. "Are you okay?"
"Yes, yes, I'm fine." She replied feebly, pocketing her mobile and smiling up at him. "Just got caught up in my thoughts."
"If you say so," Robert paused, still observing her closely. "Are you hungry? I can order takeaway or something for lunch."
"No, no. I'm fine." She repeated numbly, making him give her a concerned look.
"Anna, what's wrong? I can tell something is off." He stepped closer to her and she jumped away, her face pale. "What is it? You've looked like you've seen a ghost."
"Something like that," she mumbled, her phone feeling heavy in her pocket. "I'm going to go take a shower."
"It's three in the afternoon," Robert argued, only to be shushed when she shook her head. "Annamarie, what is it? Anna?"
Anna left the room, shutting herself in the bathroom and leaning again the door. She took her phone out of her pocket again and replied hastily. Breakfast tomorrow at 9? Meet me at Java Jones.
There were a few moments before she received a reply. See you there.
Kaelie came back onto the stage, an acoustic guitar in her hand with Jordan by her side. He also was holding an acoustic guitar, instead of his usual bass. The two guitarists sat on stools that the assistants placed on the stage while Alec headed towards them. He caught Will's eye and the other man seemed to be experiencing a mixture of nerves and excitement. At least, that's what Alec guessed from the slightly green tone to his skin but also from the wide smile on his face. Alec retrieved his microphone stand against as the stage lights changed to a soft pink.
"This next song is one that I never officially released, however, it's perfect for today. I hope you all enjoy it. It's called Unconditionally." He announced as Kaelie and Jordan began to strum on their guitars.
Oh no, did I get too close?
Oh, did I almost see what's really on the inside?
Alec's voice was soft and gentle to represent the love and security in the song. Magnus felt his insides warm up from his boyfriend's words.
All your insecurities,
All the dirty laundry.
Kaelie played a fancy riff over the top of Jordan's chords, suiting the atmosphere of the song faultlessly. Izzy sent Magnus a smile when he was caught with a reverential expression.
Never made me blink one time.
Will took Jem's hand in his own and kissed the back of it, gazing lovingly into his boyfriend's eyes. Jem nudged him affectionately with his elbow before moving closer to his side. Will leaned forward, pecking his cheek and nuzzling his neck.
"I love you, James." He uttered with adoration showing through his tone.
Jem returned the kiss with his own, "I love you too, William."
Will caught Tessa's eye over the top of Jem's head as she sent him a thumbs up in support before Alec's powerful vocals took their attention again.
Unconditional, unconditionally.
I will love you unconditionally.
Alec eyed Magnus, trying to convey the meaning of his words through his voice. Magnus' emerald eyes were filled with happiness and tenderness while goose bumps rose on his skin from his boyfriend's singing. Alec's voice echoed around the garden.
There is no fear now,
Let go and just be free.
Without realising it, Izzy and Simon gravitated towards each other, Simon's eyes focused on her face. She looked up at him, her grey eyes catching his brown orbs. A smile came to her red lips and her cheeks flushed pink before she averted her eyes. Simon looked away quickly, a love struck expression on his face. He took in a deep breath and turned to her. "Do you remember the first time we properly talked?"
"At the party?" Izzy squinted her eyes, trying to remember.
"Yep, you were wasted and we were talking after you cut your hand. Do you remember how I told you that it's okay to resent being in the public eye? I still think that." Simon lowered his voice, his cheeks red. "And if you ever feel too crowded or anything, you can always chill with me. Like a villain."
Izzy didn't speak for a few moments before admitting softly, "I'd like that."
I will love you unconditionally.
"I don't like the way he touches her," Luke grumbled, seeing Jace's arm that was wrapped innocently around Clary.
"Luke," Jocelyn hissed, whacking him on the arm and shaking her head. "Not so loud – they'll hear you. And she's a big girl now. She can make her own choices."
"Doesn't mean they're the right choices," he protested fiercely, growling under his breath. "That little punk better keep his hand above her belt or else he'll regret it."
"So he can touch her tits?" Maia suggested helpfully, smirking up at the man who groaned loudly.
"Not helping, Maia." He stated as she and Jocelyn smirked at each other.
The redhead then snuggled closer to Luke's side, "c'mon you grouch. Cheer up."
"Yes mistress," he mocked, although he gave her a quick wink.
Come just as you are to me,
Don't need apologies.
Know that you are worthy.
Jem was startled when his phone started vibrating in his pocket, making he frown. He quickly took it out and checked who was calling. His grimace deepened at the contact I.D.
"Who is it?" Will asked, trying to peer over his shoulder to see.
"Cecy," Jem supplied quietly, sounding rather serious.
Will made a point of giving his boyfriend an incredulous look, "why is my sister calling you and not me?"
"I'm not sure," Jem bit his lower lip and stood up. "I need to take this."
I'll take your bad days with your good.
Walk through the storm I would,
I do it all because I love you, I love you.
Jem hurried out of the row and started heading down the middle of the corridor, answering his phone as he went. "Hi Cec, how are you?"
Will and Tessa nodded at each other, their plan working as he took his phone out and sent a text to Gabriel. Jem's walking towards the back of the aisle, I'll let you know when to tell her to hang up.
Unconditional, unconditionally.
I will love you unconditionally.
Will caught Magnus' eye as the glittery man gave him a suspicious look, "what are you planning, Herondale?"
"Nothing of your concern." Will replied evasively, causing Magnus to keep an eye on him.
There is no fear now,
Let go and just be free.
I will love you unconditionally.
"Hi Jem, sorry to interrupt whatever you were up to." Cecily apologised quickly.
"It's nothing, Cec. What can I do for you?" Jem had to yell slightly to hear over the music, so he rushed his pace to get down the aisle faster.
"Boy trouble," Cecily sighed into the phone, making Jem wince.
"What did Gabriel do this time?" He queried nicely, his tone becoming kind and empathetic.
So open up your heart and just let it begin,
Open up your heart and just let it begin.
Will frowned when he saw how far away Jem was getting, so he quickly texted Gabriel, he's getting too far away. Make her do something to get him to stop moving.
"I'll get my camera out," Tessa mumbled to herself, trying to hide her exhilaration and anticipation from the rest of their friends.
Open up your heart and just let it begin,
Open up your heart.
Jem continued to chat idly to Cecily about the cons of dating such proud men that never admit to putting their work shirts into the wrong load of washing, resulting in them being two sizes too small.
"It's not that the shirt looks bad," Cecily confessed after a quick rant, "I mean, it looks great on him even tighter…but still, the idiotic man blames me."
"That's Gabriel for you. A Pangborn through and through." Jem declared cheerfully, checking the time on his watch.
"Er yeah, Pangborn." Cecily replied awkwardly before she suddenly burst out with, "Jem, can you ask my brother something for me? Please?"
Jem paused from surprise, completely bewildered. "Now? He's sort of busy…"
"Yes please. Now." She pleaded weakly and Jem sighed softly. "Please Jem."
"How can I deny a request from such a dear heart?" He teased, spinning around and heading back towards the row, his eyes downcast as he went.
"Thank you so much," he could tell that the raven haired girl was grinning through the tone of her voice.
Acceptance is the key to be,
To be truly free.
Alec's voice had become quiet and airy while the guitars played quietly. Jem kept the phone to his ear, "what do you want me to ask him?"
"Well, he wants me to tell you to look up…now." Cecily replied cheekily and Jem stood still, slowly peering up at the stage.
Will you do the same for me?
The screen that had Alec's face recording on it changed. It was replaced with photos of Jem and Will, right from when they started dating to recently. Jem gaped at pictures, almost letting his phone slip out of his fingers while he recovered from the shock. There were photographs of him and Will on holiday in Hawaii, shirtless and beaming. Will kissing his cheek in the snowy Winter wonderland when they visited Will's family in Wales. Snow was stuck to Jem's eyelashes and scattered throughout Will's hair, their cheeks red from the cold. Will cuddling him on Magnus' sofa, the two of them asleep. The two men at a dress up party; Jem dressed as a pimp with Will in a maid's costume (that had been an interesting experience).
Unconditional, unconditionally.
Alec held the note for at least fifteen seconds, leaving people in awe although Jem was too caught up in the moment. He continued to watch the images of himself and Will until said boyfriend was standing in front of him. Jem gawped at him while he took his hand and led him down the aisle. Jem shot his group of friends a perplexed look and all of his friends, minus Tessa, returned it with their own. Tessa sat in her chair, smirking with her camera held high and recording.
I will love you unconditionally.
"William, what are you doing?" Jem queried, looking down to his phone to see that Cecily hung up. "What's happening?"
"You'll see," Will replied as security men moved to their sides and opened the latch in the fence between the stage and crowd. "Through here."
Jem blushed at the number of people watching, "everyone is staring."
"I think that's the point of being in front of a crowd, James." Will said humourously.
And there is no fear now.
Let go and just be free.
"Follow me," a security guard requested, leading them to the left wing of the stage, the music almost unbearably loud for Jem.
"What is going on?" He yelled, his eyes widening when Will's lips smashed into his. "Mpmf-"
Will pulled back and murmured against Jem's lips, "stop questioning everything and just go with it."
He released his boyfriend when he caught Alec's eye over Jem's shoulder, ensuring that he placed a kiss on Jem's cheek in an attempt to calm the other man.
'Cause I will love you unconditionally (oh yeah).
Jem faced the stage so that he could continue to watch the slideshow. It felt like the stream of photos would never end – ones of him and Will kissing on a jetty with the Sun setting behind them. Will holding his hand as they walked down one of the streets in Rome. Jem smiling sheepishly in his scrubs on his very first day of practical work experience at the hospital, Will beaming proudly at the camera with his arm wrapped around his man.
I will love you (unconditionally).
I will love you.
The guitars and Alec started to slow down as the song neared its end. Alec subtly gave Will a flick of his hand as Will started to drag Jem onto the stage, causing his boyfriend to look close to fainting.
"William, why on Earth are we on this stage?" Jem hissed, becoming panicked as Will led him to the front of the stage, a few metres away from Alec.
"Calm down, James." Will murmured, running his hands soothingly up and down Jem's arms. "Just listen to me, okay?"
I will love you unconditionally.
Alec finished the song, immediately removing the microphone from the stand and striding over to Will and handing it to him. He shot Will a small smile, "good luck."
Will took the microphone as the audience watched in anticipation, all silent with grins on their faces. He caught sight of their astonished friends, who were finally seeming to understand what was happening. He then focused on Jem, taking in a deep breath and raising the microphone. "Jem, you have been my rock for years now. You've been by my side through the good and the bad times and you have never doubted me once. While we've had our fights, at the end of the day, we come out even better. Because together, we are stronger as one. I want to spend the rest of my life cherishing and loving you. You've shown me how it truly feels to love someone completely, with all of my heart and soul. I adore you. Everything about you. From the first moment we met, there was a spark and I'm glad I kissed you Christmas Eve five years ago, even if we were drunk. It's the best decision of my life. Now, I want to make another decision. I want you to be my forever and always, so why not make forever official?"
The audience gasped and cooed while Jem's hands went to cover his mouth as he mumbled, "what are you doing, William?"
Will kept eye contact with Jem as he reached into the pocket in his leather jacket and pulled out a black ring box. Jem ogled at the sight of Will opening the box, revealing a silver ring with black and silver diamond running along the band. It was elegant and somewhat simple in its design, reminding Will of Jem.
Will licked his lips and he took Jem's left hand and got down onto one knee. Raising the microphone, he asked, "James Carstairs, will you make me the happiest man alive by marrying me?"
Jem stood still for a moment, shutting his eyes tightly. Will waited, slightly nervous until Jem nodded happily, opening his eyes to reveal that he was crying. "Yes William, one thousand times yes."
Tears trickled down his cheeks as Will grinned up at him and took the ring out of the box. The crowd screamed and cheered, getting to their feet and applauding the ecstatic couple. Will slid the ring onto Jem's ring finger and kissed it before standing up. Jem threw his arms around Will and kissed him passionately.
"We're getting married," Jem whispered when they pulled back for air, giving Will a watery smile.
For the first time ever, William Herondale had tears in his eyes whilst in public. He tenderly cupped Jem's cheek in his calloused hands and replied, "we most definitely are. I love you, James. Forever and always."
"Forever and always," Jem echoed before yanking his fiancé closer for another mind-blowing kiss.
WILL FINALLY PROPOSED. AWW YEAH! Haha the songs in this chapter were Just a Dream (Sam Tsui's cover) and Katy Perry's Unconditionally. Thank you so much to everyone who reviewed!
AnnieBea – I hope that AAAAAAA is AAAA for amazing ;) Thanks for reviewing my story!
Pri-Chan 1410 – What did you think of Will's proposal? Was it spectacular enough? Haha I promise that there will be more flirting between Izzy and Simon now! I love how tongue-twisted she makes Simon get xD Thank you for loving my fic, you beautiful human, you!
Wohlerbear – There will be more Malec now, after all, Will has proposed and Cammie's about to leave hospital…and Magnus has a certain ball to attend where a certain Lightwood might surprise him ;) I didn't make him as nervous when proposing because it's Will, he would not show that much anxiety in front of an audience! I'm glad you loved the Clace kiss, I wanted it to be dramatic since the two of them always seem to be over-the-top. Thank you so much for reviewing again!
FigsVsNewton – Haha I'm glad you thought it was funny, I try :P I might've let my biased self show my love for the song through the characters…oh well ;)
StormageddonDarkLadyOfAll – Aww thanks for reviewing And I must admit, I don't listen to a lot of 'The Darkness', however, out of their songs that I do know, that is my favourite. It was too good to not put into my fic.
Floosted – well, Alec mentioned he has a boyfriend and also mimicked Magnus…does that count towards him telling everyone about him and Magnus? ;) Haha I hope that this chapter lived up to your expectations and thank you so much for loving every chapter. Hearing that warms my heart up :')
Lukas Le Stelle – WHAT DID YOU THINK OF THE PROPOSAL? Hehe I hope you liked it :') I don't know where they will get married, although I've planned the song that they'll walk down the aisle to if that counts? And the one that people will dance to at the reception so I guess that works as a bit of wedding planning ;) I still don't know whether they'd get married in a church or not though :O I can say though, if Alec and Magnus ever get married, it won't be as fabulous as their wedding…I'm totally not hinting at something that might happen in a later chapter here ;)
Tay – I considered the Bruno Mars song too but in the end, my love for Katy Perry sort of was the deciding factor. Although the Bruno Mars song was a close second. Sooo, what did you think of the proposal? :D I can't wait to hear what your thoughts were! Hopefully good ones ;)
Wendy – Aww that's so sweet of you :") Thank you! I love hearing that readers are still enjoying what I'm writing. It definitely makes me feel good. :') :') :') :')