New CHAPTER! Yay! Okay I'm very sorry for keeping you waiting and biting your fingers! This will be mostly in D Pov. So yay! Thanks for all who reviewed. I'm trying to answer a lot of the reviews and stuff so if you have questions or have any IDEAS ABOUT HOW THE STORY WILL GO! I will gladly listen and get back to you as soon as possible.

Also! I'm starting this AP writing class and I'm going to be really! Really! Really! Busy. But hopefully when I do update it will get better and better because of the class!

Okay enough about my life let's talk about Dimitri's!...

Oh poor poor Dimitri I'm going to torture you... *evil grin*

My computer is still down and I did do this off my phone again so sry!

DPOV

"She fucking can't be strigoi!" I yell at Lissa. I made her flinch but I didn't have time to care.

My knees were weak and my lungs were about to burst. Everything felt numb. I remember my knees hitting the floor and thinking I had finally lost Roza. My Roza. I was so sure she was going to wait for me.

"Dude chill out-"

"CHILL OUT! She's fucking gone and you fucking haven't even told anyone!" I yell cutting Christian off.

Lissa goes into another fit of hysterics and I feel a twinge of pain in my chest. Roza would have killed me if she had seen me yell like that. Especially to her best friend.

I put my head in my hands and try to breath. Everything was so wrong. And it all started will Tasha. If I hadn't been so stupid as to flirt with her and try and make Rose jealous this wouldn't have happened.

I grabbed a fist full of my hair and pulled trying to get my thoughts in order.

"Lissa do you know what road Rose was on?" I ask trying to keep calm.

She shook her head. "No. But there's only one way to get to the cabin." She said.

I nodded and asked her to write down directions.

After saying I would be back in a bit, I basically ran down the hall like a little kid running from the boogie monster so ya... I got some weird looks. On the way people called out to me but I only had one thought in mind.

I race to the queens quarters.

When I knock on the door it opens almost immediately. The queen looks at me in surprise and then a blush tints her cheeks.

"I'm sorry I wasn't expecting you," she said.

"That's fine," I try to say slowly.

"What is it?"

"I need a team of Guardians. Rose is in trouble she got attacked by Strigoi." I say almost cutting her off.

She looks taken aback and then nods stiffly. "I will try to get a team in the next hour."

"It can't wait that long!" I yell, "she's already Strigoi!"

Her face pales and she shakes her head, "then I most absolutely cannot give you guardians."

I flinch, "what?"

"Since Rose is already Strigoi, there is nothing we can do. What are you planning to do once you find her? She won't be the same Rose guardian Belikov."

She closes the door when I don't answer her. In truth, I was panicking. I look down at my hands, what was I going to do once I found Roza? Was I going to kill her?

I shake my head, no, that is not something I can do. I race back to Lissa's.

When I open the door Lissa is on the floor reading with Christian. Did they really think now was the time for their homework?

Christian looks up and our eyes meet. I can tell he's excited, but what on earth could he have found reading an old book.

"The queen says she won't give me any guardians to go after Rose, but since we can't bring her back and I can't kill her, really there's no point." I say and take a seat on the floor next to him.

He grins and slaps me on the back, "well you won't believe what we found."

I raise my eyebrows, and he just grins.

"We found a way to bring her back." Christian says.

My body felt like ice before, but now it felt like black ice, was Christian seriously joking with me right now. he must have seen my face because he hurried to explain.

"Lissa is a spirit user right? Well we found this really old guy back in… well that doesn't really matter, the point is he was also a spirit user and brought someone back."

"That's not possible." I choke out.

He grins and shakes his head, "he did it. All he did was put his spirit magic into a stake and bing bada boom the Strigoi turned back to a dhampir."

I stand up, "Lissa could you actually do that? Put your magic into a stake?"

She smiles, "well I do put magic into little pieces of silver, like a ring or earring for Rose sometimes, so I don't see the problem."

My eyebrows furrowed, "why would you need to do that for Rose?" I ask.

She looks uncomfortable and figets in her seat, "Rose can tell you that herself when we bring her back."

I don't like her answer, but by looking into her eyes I see that I won't be able to make her change her mind on the matter. So instead I just nod.

"Lissa, don't get mad at me when I say this," I said slowly, "but how do we know Rose is actually a Strigoi? You've never really been able to just go into her head before have you?"

She frowns and looks at Christian, "we don't exactly know what happened, but we think that when she got turned, she died. In that transition from dhampir to Strigoi, we think the bond reversed, even for just a split second."

I didn't let my hopes rise as I asked her the next question, knowing what it was already, "can you go into Rose's head now? or was it just the one time?"

She shakes her head, "when she turned the bond snapped," she said pressing a fist to her gut, "I felt it."

I nod my head and reach into my coat and pulled out my stake. "I want you to try," I said and handed it over.

Unknown POV (another Strigoi)

She was fidgeting and moaning. We had successfully turned her, but something was wrong. We tried to get her to hunt, but she looked at the humans with disgust instead of blood lust.

"What's wrong?" I ask, in the softest voice I could muster.

"Dimitri," she whispered, her voice cracking. "I didn't get to say goodbye, I didn't even want to say goodbye."

I was taken aback, but quickly recovered before she saw me. "You were in love?"

She turns to me and looks me up and down, "haven't you been?"

Yes, yes I had. But if I had told anyone that they would have killed me. She could see the expression on my face however, no matter how dark this cave was.

"Do you miss him?" she asks.

"Every day," I growl.

She looked away from me and frowned, "I wasn't supposed to fall in love with him."

"Isn't that always the case?" I ask laughing without humor. She looked sad with my answer but stood up anyways.

"Can a Strigoi kill itself?" she asked wonderingly. I thought for a moment,

"What happens to a Moroi if he or she doesn't get blood?"

"They go crazy," she said smirking.

"You can't starve yourself Rose, you'll hunt soon."

"I don't think I can."

I sighed in frustration, then before I could stop myself I made a promise that I wouldn't be able to keep.

"I'll find a way for you and Dimitri to be together."

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