I know it has been a hell of a long time, and I'm sorry. You know how life is. Writing 20-page research papers and learning new languages and on top of all that working your butt off so you can pay the bills… This chapter is rated a BIG M!
Very mature! Read at your own discretion!
It was the ocean that woke me up. The constant push and pull of the tide. Or maybe it was his deep breathing or his steady heartbeat. Either way, I was up.
I slowly opened my eyes and glanced up at the man beside me. He was beautiful, he was kind, he was gentle, yet he was strong and powerful; and he was mine. I reached up and pushed aside a strand of hair covering his face. His eyelashes fluttered but didn't open. I sighed and carefully got out of the bed. I slipped on one of his big T-shirts and made my way onto the beach. The water was blue, reflecting the afternoon's sun. I started walking towards the ocean and stopped when I was ankle deep. So many thoughts were whirling in my head and I couldn't separate them into clear coherent sentences. I knew I was in love with Dimitri, but the rest was history. I didn't know if I could ever forgive myself for going after Dimitri's friends, or almost sucking the life out of an innocent person. I didn't know if I could ever forgive myself for the cruel thoughts I had.
I took a shuddering breath and walked deeper into the water. I stopped when I was waist deep. Maybe I could forgive myself. But how long would it take? How long would Dimitri be able to keep forgiving me?
"Roza," a warm breath sounded at my neck. I jumped in surprise and turned around to face the man I love.
"Hello," I said shyly.
He raised one eyebrow, "Since when do you blush like that?" he asked.
I laughed and reached up to kiss him. The kiss was soft and passionate. It was a little shy and a little cautious, But eventually, I got over my shyness and wrapped both my arms around Dimitri's neck, bringing him closer.
"You know," I gasped as I leaned back to look into his eyes, "I've always wanted to try having sex in the ocean."
He smirked, "Maybe one day Roza, but breakfast is on the table."
I instantly jumped out of my mood, "Is there bacon again?"
He rolled his eyes, "Yes there is bacon." That's all it took for me to run for the beach.
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After we finished breakfast, we went back out on the beach again. Currently, he was reading one of his western novels, and I was sunbathing next to him. After a while, I got bored. You all know Rose Hathaway's attention span…
"Comrade, I need more sunscreen on my back." He looked up from his book and glared at the bottle in my outreached hand. He sighed and put his book away.
I turn around for him and undo the back of my swimsuit. I hear his intake of breath, and I get an idea. When he was done applying sunscreen to my back he went to pick up his book again. Before he could, however, I turned to face him and let my top fall to the sand.
"I need help with my front too," I said slyly.
He freezes in his tracks and stares at me. His eyes darken with desire and lust before he snatches the bottle out of my hand again and chucks it into the sand somewhere.
"Comrade!" that's expensive stuff-"
Before I can continue, however, I'm in his arms and he's carrying me out to sea.
"You may just get your wish after all Roza. A little sooner than you thought." He growls and doesn't stop until he's waist deep.
"What are you doing!" I giggle before he sets me down.
"I'm giving you what you wanted this morning," he says smirking.
"And what did I want this morning?" I ask confused.
He doesn't answer, instead, he leans down and takes one of my hardened nipples into his mouth.
"Dimitri," I moan and tangle my hands into his hair.
He uses his hand and kneads my other breast, causing me to moan again. Finally, he attaches his mouth to mine for a long passionate kiss. Our tongues danced with each other in a fight for dominance, which he won almost instantly. Before the kiss could get too heated, however, he moved his mouth to the sweet spot behind my ear.
"I would spend more time on this, but I really need you," He breathed out.
"Comrade, I'm all yours," I moaned in response.
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After our little dance in the ocean, we headed to the bedroom. We were going to go at it like wild animals, but he just had to hit me with one of his zen lessons.
"Roza, I think we should talk about this," he says in between kisses.
"Talk later, fuck now," I responded breathlessly.
He kissed me for a few more seconds until he takes a step back, both of us gasping for breath.
"Roza, I love you," He starts.
"But?" I ask.
"But I think we need to figure this out." He says.
I throw my hands in the air in frustration, "can't we talk about this later? Like not in the middle of a huge make-out session, and definitely not while I'm soaking wet, and I don't mean from the ocean comrade. Besides, there will be precious time in the car that we will have to fill, so please would you just shut up and kiss me!"
He looks a little stunned by my outburst his eyes widening and becoming darker by the second, " let's see how wet you really are then Roza."
I moan as he takes my bottom lip with his mouth. Suddenly he lifts me up and puts me down on the bed. He bends his head to look at me and bites his lip which makes me squirm with the sudden heat between my legs. God this man could get me so hot and bothered.
"Please Dimitri, I need you," I moan as he continues to look at me with his lustful gaze.
"You really want me? Are you sure Roza? I might not be able to take it slow like last night." He murmurs into my neck, sending chills running down my spine.
"I'm ready," I say breathlessly.
That's all the encouragement he needs. He positions himself in between my legs and quickly thrusts into me. I couldn't help but cry out from the pleasure overtaking my body. He thrusts again, harder and faster each time until both of us are building up a sweat.
"Dimitri!" I moan as he hoists one of my legs over his hip giving him access to my sweet spot. It's all too much, and not enough. I want so badly to come but at the same time, I want to stay like this forever. Suddenly, his movements begin to speed up and he starts cursing in Russian. I feel the hot sensation in my core start to build up and before I can warn him, I shout out, closing my eyes while my body is in full ecstasy.
We slowly come down from our high together, breathing heavy and sweat sticking to our bodies.
"Dimitri," I whimper, as he slowly pulls out of me. He lands heavily next to me on the bed and catches his breath.
"I think now is the time to use the shower comrade," I say seductively, "we're all messy."
He gulps and quickly gets off from the bed, pulling me in the direction of the bathroom. I whimper at the sudden pain in my abdomen from the sharp movement and he stops instantly, worry in his eyes.
"I'm okay comrade, just a little sore," I respond and continue my way to the bathroom.
"I don't think so, Roza. How about we take a bath instead."
Dimitri fills the tub mixing lavender scented soap into the water. Once the bath was full and filled with bubbles he motioned for me to get in. once I stepped into the hot water he slid in behind me and started messaging by back with a cloth.
"god that feels good comrade," I say, moaning a little.
"Anything for you Roza," he says, whispering into my neck. He then proceeded to move his hands down my back and forward towards my breasts. He messaged them before moving down to my abdomen, moving his hands in slow circles.
"I'm sorry that your sore Roza," He says.
"I'm not," I say and turn to face him, "The pain is only temporary Dimitri and its only proof of how much you love me."
He kisses me and then my neck causing me to moan.
"you're going to turn me into a sex addict."
"As long as I am the one making love to you, I don't care." He replies.
After that, we proceeded to the bedroom where he made love to me slowly and carefully. He paid extra attention to my breasts and neck and made sure I was satisfied. When we finished, he pulled me to his chest.
Life couldn't get any better than this I thought. But I was wrong… very wrong… Dimitri showed me just how wrong when he woke me up in the middle of the night with his face in between my legs.
A/N
SO SORRY it has been forever. Like… 8 months or something. I was going to delete this story but found some motivation to continue. Also… I have no clue why the paragraphs are all funky. That is not my fault.
R&R, please!
LOVE
Estrella