Date: 06/17/18

Weather: Mixed weather of sunny, and rain

Mood: Tired, sore and mentally exhausted.

Dear diary.

I am totally beat.. trying to juggle extreme Physical exercise, extreme Mental exercise, and looking after Flandre is actually exhausting.. I've been cranking up everything to 11 to accelerate my power potential. Asking Meiling to go all out and pretty much just beat me up, studying and actually learning new magic spells (Before all this I've been more or less increasing my magic capacity and learn theories.) Which I have learned several by the way they're mostly utility spells but still super useful.

Gotta say looking after Flandre is basically a break from all that. Actually I take that back.. I've been doing less tea parties and more mock Danmaku sparring with Flan. Boy oh boy that girl does not know the meaning of holding back. There has been countless times where I almost died.. on top of that I still don't know how to shoot my own Danmaku.. at least I can dodge right? At least the sparring shakes things up a little for Flan so that makes her happy. It's all good and all, but I think Flan's moral support is a little lacking.. it's more smug insult rather than a constructive coddling. Also probably a bad idea to start with Flandre.. it's like trying to break a steel wall with just my head..

I've also found who's been messing with my head. I wrote talked to her for a second and managed to write her name down. And a brief conversation that I was having. Then I forgot everything.. glad wrote down as much as I could. Komishi Komaji? What kind of name is this? The conversation that I wrote down was a jumbled mess too.. it looked like a poorly written school notes. I've also also been taking to the Doremy Sweet in my dreams. Beats having the same dreams forever. Despite the smug look she's a nice girl. As much as I'm beaten and bruised I need to keep this streak going. Otherwise I won't be able to pull off the incident.. and you know.. survive...

P.S.: I still need a pair of goggles.. and I think I've been remembering the people's name wrong. There's a chance I wrote that Komishi girls name wrong but to my defense I was writing it down in a hurry and I lost my memories.. I think that's all I'm going to write today.. I'm beat and someone's knocking on my door.