Weather:
M: Sunny, hot, spots of clouds here and there.
T: heckin' hot, and surprisingly dry.
W: a little cooler but not much different from yesterday
Th:
F:
S:
Su: Raining.
Mood:
M: Happy!
T: A bit paranoid..
W: Less paranoid.
Th:
F:
S:
Su: ...
08/06/18
Dear Diary.
A massive break through on my Magic prowess! Now keep your pants on my Dear Diary, I've gotten. Enough magic prowess to finally use the Ethereal Shift spell. Well sort of. I still need a catalyst that'll ease me into the spell proficiently. I've actually did some digging in my bag and found my dad's old IMCO lighter that I fixed up and fueled up and decided to work with that. Every time I flip open the lighter I can use it to enter the Ethereal plane. Now so far I've only barely managed to open the gate itself and I can stay in the Ethereal plane for about a minute before I get violently ejected out, but I think with enough practice I can last a lot longer! Now getting to looming after Flan she's been behaving surprisingly well for a girl who was locked up and for the most part still is locked up in a basement for over 500 years. There were times where she got surprisingly.. clingy? Of course that was after she kicked my butt in the Danmaku Sparring. Today was a fun day and I feel tomorrow is going to be just as fun! Oh I need to get Flan her doll... Where can I get one.. I also need to find that witch girl...
08/07/18
Dear Diary.
I've had a weird dream last night. But before that a quick context. Unlike most people who's lucid dreams are logic and physics breaking, mine are... More grounded and makes me more of an average Joe... Kind of sucks and this has been a reoccurring thing even after I entered Gensokyo. Not even Doremy doesn't have an answer and that's understandable, but this.. was like a lucid nightmare of a vision. I remember getting nearly killed by a Youkai.. and then waking up.. I felt truly powerless.. no magic, no physical strength.. nothing. It felt like fighting a bear with no weapons or clothes for that matter... At first I didn't think much of it but when I asked my coworkers they told me to keep my eyes out. And at the end of the day, nothing bad happened to me. I followed my morning and day routine, I looked after Flan in the Library which was rather relaxing.. almost forgot about my dream, and after that I hit up the Village. I entered the magic forest which was said to be dangerous to both Humans and Youkai, but I didn't find any danger at all.. To be honest I didn't find anything. I couldn't find the three known people that lived there or their house... A strange day.. it was all surprisingly quiet, and almost eventless? Maybe I'm over thinking things, the previous "Vision" never happened so maybe I'm getting too worked up.. I'll sleep on it and see how I feel tomorrow..
08/08/18
Dear Diary.
I didn't have the same dream from last night and everything felt normal. In fact, today was another normal day with the same old routine. I apologized to Flan for not getting her a new doll, and Took her out to the Garden to help Meiling with the garden tending. The only other thing that I did was actually take an areal survey of the magic forest after work. I managed to find all three distinct building and took a mental note of each place. I'm going to visit them tomorrow. Get some dolls, talk to some witch and buy some things. All tomorrow.
08/12/18
Dear Diary.
My right arm is broken almost beyond repair. Even with Magic. I was in a god damn Coma for four fucking days I woke up in my room and my body was bandaged up. And I couldn't feel my right arm for a bit and now I feel nothing but pain. Meiling and Sakuya visited my room explaining what happened. I didn't even go to work on Thursday. I was actually sparring with Meiling during the morning work out. And then, a single Youkai attacked. Meiling explained that I wanted to take that monster out on my own. What was I thinking. She said it grabbed my arm and simply broke it, then it flailed me around like a god damn rag doll. I guess she never heard me scream that loud because she explained that part with enough detail a blood curdling scream she says... I'm surprised how my arm didn't rip out of its socket. I.. don't remember any of this. It apparently took both Meiling and Sakuya to take the Youkai down. What was I thinking. Oh wait I know why. I probably wanted to prove myself like some idiot trying to earn his place in the Mansion. I paid that with my body. I can't even move a muscle without it hurting. I'm writing this with my left hand which is some how damaged the least. Writing this long took me over three hours between the breaks from the pain and me being not left handed. Some of the Maid fairies were tending my broken body through out the day. The dream, vision, I... I feel awful.. why am I here... I don't want to write anymore.. Tired.. so tired.. why live. Someone at the door..