Weather:
M: cloudy.
T: cleared up, hot.
W: sunny and hot.
Th: mostly cloudy. Hot.
F: a night shower.
S: Sun, cloud, wind.
Su: a small film of clouds but mostly sunny
Mood:
M: still in pain
T: recovering slowly
W: pretty much yesterday.
Th: same as yesterday
F: recovering slowly but surely.
S: I feel like I'm around 50% recovered.
Su: Tired.
08/13/18
Dear Diary.
Remilia visited my room again last night. After a bit of small talk she finally spilled the beans on the whole "Special Promotion" saying that I've thoroughly impressed her. Basically offered to turn me into a vampire. I don't really know if I made the right decision, but after a bit of thinking I ultimately turned the offer down. The mixed expression of surprise and almost smug look as if she knew this was going to happen she left saying that if wanted to take the option to become one that if I wanted to become a vampire all I need to do is ask her. I wonder if I've made the right choice. I mean having Vampire power is nice but they do come with some negative perks too.. the whole weakness to sun, garlic, cross, wooden stakes. And the list goes on. And well.. I don't know. I just feel like if I ever become a vampire I'd be less human. As much as I need more power.. I'd like to stay as a human as much as possible... My day revolved around me in bed and the get lost in my thoughts. I can't do this forever.. I'm going back to work tomorrow, maybe take a walk down the lake.
08/14/18
Dear Diary.
I tried to do a bit of walking but it was a lot harder than I thought. My legs feel weak and a my body feels heavy. And my right arm still feels like it doesn't exist bandaged up like a mummy... Gave Meiling a gold chuckle. The whole looming after Flan was a bit more difficult. I was actually surprised that she missed me. I took the vampire girl to the Library for some reading. I can't do much stuff physically after all. I've done some reading and there are some minor healing spells that I can use but the spells individually doesn't do enough. I guess I can use them one a day to speed up my healing process. Starting tomorrow though. And tomorrow I need to start my personal rehab get exercising again.
08/15/18
Dear Diary.
Starting my rehab session was a lot harder than I thought. The most of my body feels almost healed up but my right arm is still bruised and battered it still needs time to heal. Exercising with only my left was very difficult. Meiling helped me for the most part but I felt rather off balanced. Also something that Meiling said kind of made me feel.. off? Saying that I've healed super quickly for a human and that Youkai dealing that much damage would have killed any normal human, but me surviving that.. does that make me not human? Under normal circumstances I should have been dead.. but I managed to survive... Am I still human? I... Don't think I am anymore.. on another note. Dodging Flan's Danmaku was still difficult. The aching and off balanced body didn't help me dodge those Danmaku bullets. Flan giving passive aggressive remarks on me doing poorly. Not my day.
08/16/18
Dear Diary.
Second day of my rehab regime. I felt a little better today, well mentally anyway my right arm hasn't made much progress in healing. Rest of my body felt less pain in general but kind of numb... I've been also thinking about the whole I'm not being human... I... Still would like to believe that I am human well I wouldn't be considered one if I was like this back home, but this is a land filled with Magic there are those who consider themselves as humans with power greater than mine. So.. I must be human right? Now I have to ask myself.. just how far can I go and still call myself human...
08/17/18
Dear Diary.
My arm still isn't doing better... I actually took off the bandage and to be honest it wasn't looking too hot... A bit of a shade of blue I asked around and turns out they aren't much of a doctor. I've also learned that they actually do have a doctor that can cure every single disease. She doesn't live in the Mansion or even the village for that matter. She lives at a place called the Eientei. I have no idea where that is and the Mansion crew apparently have a very little idea on where it is. I might need to ask around. But when my body at least gets a bit better.
08/18/18
Dear Diary.
A few days of minor healing spells and my body feels a bit better, almost back to my normal self. Everything except my right arm. I've gotten some information on this doctor. The place called Eientei is actually isn't a location but a house or is it a hospital? A clinic? And this so called eientei is somewhere in a large bamboo forest. It's also apparently close to the village as well. I think when my body fully recovers I'm going to look for this Eientei and the Doctor to get my right arm fixed up. It's a bit more blue now.. I can assume that I'm getting super poor. I've been messaging it to try and get some blood flowing in there but it's going to take more than that.
08/19/18
Dear Diary.
I feel so groggy... Looking back I've noticed that I haven't been writing that much... Writing with only my left hand is. Not only difficult but time consuming as well... I'm going to make this one short well.. short till I get better. Looking after Flan like this is still difficult with my arm messed up.. I managed somehow today but what about tomorrow? I think I'm going to try and find the doctor tomorrow..