The silence surrounded the two seemed suffocating so Midoriya finally opened his mouth go speak.
"Y-You can come i-inside if you w-want…"
He said stepping out of the doorway to let Bakugou in.
He watched as his childhood friend walked angrily through the door and took his shoes off in the entryway, walking over and plopping down on the sofa.
Midoriya closed the door and fidgeted with his long sleeves.
"U-Um Kacchan…about…b-before…"
"Just…God dammit Deku why are you cutting again."
Midoriya froze and looked at Bakugou, the larger boy was leaned over, his arms resting on his knees as he held the bridge of his nose with his thumb and pointer finger in anger.
"I-I…"
"If you say your not I will rip that god damn sweater off myself to check."
Midoriya gripped the long sleeves tighter, he didn't know what he was supposed to say. Bakugou wasn't giving him anywhere to hide or give out excuses, so he knew he'd just have to come out and say it.
But he knew Bakugou would beat him up afterwards.
"T-The scars…"
Midoriya mumbled, causing Bakugou to look directly at him with confusion.
"Huh?"
"S-Some of them have b-been opening up recently b-because of all t-the hero training…"
Midoriya kept his eyes down, he felt like he was going to start crying anytime soon, the tears already beginning to form in the corner of his eyes.
"You really think I'm gonna believe that bullshit." Bakugou growled standing up, steam pulsing off his hands.
"I'm not cutting again I p-promise Kacchan! I'm o-on the Antidepressant medicine r-remember?!" Midoriya yelled, putting a hand on his chest and gripping the large sweater tightly. Bakugou growled loudly and stood up, walking over and punching the wall hardly directly next Midoriya's head, making him raise up his arms in defense as he closed his eyes tightly, attempting to ignore the ringing in his ears from the explosion Bakugou created.
The sound of sizzling soon faded after a few minutes and they stood there for a few minutes, the only sound filling the empty house was Bakugou's heavy angry breaths. Midoriya just stood frozen in fear, small tears falling down his face as he still had his arms up and his entire body trembled.
"God dammit Deku why can't you just tell the truth for once?!" Bakugou yelled, making the ringing in Midoriya's ears just worse.
"K-Kacchan… p-please…"
"Don't Kacchan me Deku just tell the damn truth!"
Midoriya's mind went dark, he wanted to tell Bakugou but it wouldn't help…he would just call his mom and they'd have to return home and Midoriya would have to return to his therapist, stronger meds as well.
"I-Im not lying Kacchan…you have to b-believe me…p-please…"
Bakugou glared at him, Midoriya lowered his arms slightly to look his friend directly in the eyes, attempting to make him believe him.
Midoriya was trembling as they just stared at each other, he hated making direct eye contact with Bakugou, his eyes were always full of rage never kindness.
One of the many reasons Midoriya knew he couldn't talk to him.
Bakugou clenched his hands into fists and glared at the ground, he slammed his fist on the wall one more time and walked to the door.
Midoriya lowered his arms and watched as Bakugou shoved his shoes on.
"If…if you're ever getting depressed again…just…don't hurt yourself over shit like this just…just talk to someone…please."
Bakugou said quietly before walking out quickly, Midoriya stared after him in surprise.
The. Literally. Hell.
It wasn't like Bakugou to be so…nice. It left Midoriya just standing there with wide eyes and his mouth open slightly.
"I must've lost too much blood and I'm hallucinating." Midoriya said laughing a little and placing a hand on his head.
He walked over to the entryway and closed the door.
Maybe I should've told him…
Several things ran through his head about what the outcome could've been if he had just told Bakugou about everything.
He closed his eyes and sat down on the couch, his hand still holding his head.
He laughed slightly again tears fell down his face.
"I'm such a damn idiot…" He mumbled as he smiled in pain.
His arm and shoulder ached because of having to move them so suddenly in defense but he didn't really care at the moment.
He raised up his hand and looked at it. " said I could stay home for the rest of the day…is that really okay?"
Mumbling again, he laid down on his back, his shoulder still aching and his head now pounding because of the explosion that Bakugou had caused earlier.
He began to feel his eyelids become heavy and his strength leaving him as his mind went blank.
A/N:...
I'm so so so so so sorry for the short chapter again! I know I had promised a longer one but I've hit kinda a slump... See I write the entire story before I post it and usually go back through, edit and revise it once or twice. But this next part is just kinda...e H.
I don't really like how I had written it even after like 4 times of rewriting it, but don't worry I hopefully will have it up by either tomorrow or later today(if I like how it's written...)so I'll try my best to make it happen!
Once again I'm so super sorry for the short chapter! This time I promise promis that it'll be long!
Welp anyway, thank you all so much for reading and I'll see ya in the next chapter!(•ω•)