Chapter 2

Wolfram POV

~~~Shin Makoku - hospital ward~~~

I´m sitting on a chair at Yuuris side. He is still unconscious.

I still can´t believe that this is happening...

I felt the presence of Yuuris power two hours ago. He wasn´t supposed to come back from Earth this early. And something felt different about his power. I couldn´t really pinpoint what exactly changed, but... I knew something was up. I left the meeting that I was in, immediately and made my way to the pond. I just knew, that he would be there. I don´t know why.

As soon as I saw him I freezed. His clothes were destroyed, more holes than actual clothes. His cheeks were blue. His eyes swollen. Blood in the left corner of his mouth. Blood running down from somewhere above his right ear. His hair was sullied with blood too. His whole body was covered in bruises.

And he was shivering.

"Yuuri?", I asked.

He turned his head to my direction immediately. It looked like he tried to open his eyes but couldn´t do it. No wonder. His eyes were swollen so much. They will be black and blue soon. A tear left his eyes. And other tears followed. He didn´t stop to cry. And he didn´t stop to tremble. He tried to avoid my touches. He tried to escape Wellers touch so much, that he threw himself away from him. I think I heard his rip break, when he hit the stone.

And then he summoned his magic and build a sort of bubble around him. I feared so much, that he couldn´t breathe. I was so freaking scared.

This is my worst nightmare. What happened to him? Why wasn´t I at his side? I wanted to protect him.

Always.

Shit. I failed.

Yuuri shifts a little next to me. He moans with a deep voice. He shifts again, gets more and more fidgety. Still sleeping.

"No", he whispers.

"No... no... stop. Please stop! No", he says.

His voice indicates begging. He pleads.

"It hurts. Stop! Stop!".

My heart aches so much. My love, what have you gone through?

"Stop! Please".

Yuuri starts to tremble.

"Wolf!", he screams.

I wake from the horror that made me unable to move.

Automatically I reach out to him, pat his head.

He flinches. His hands go up to push my hand away.

Yuuri whimpers.

"Wake up, Yuuri", I say with a firm voice.

He shivers.

"Yuuri!", I say with a louder voice.

He needs to wake up.

His begging doesn´t stop.

"No... please... no".

"Yuuri!", I scream.

Shit I panic. I´m close to losing control. I just want to wake him up from his nightmares...

"Yuuri!".

He opens his eyes. His gaze searches the room immediately. He sits up in an instant, ignoring the pain that he must be feeling. His eyes are wide open. It looks like he is searching for potential threats.

Yuuri is still trembling.

As soon as he sees me he flinches and puts his arms in front of his face, trying to defend himself.

"Yuuri". My voice is so soft, almost inaudible. I can´t help it. He shivers, tries to move away from me with force. His head hits the wall.

He flinches at the pain.

"Yuuri, it´s me. You´re safe here", I try to get through to him.

I need to calm him down.

The tremor in his hands don´t stop. On his right arm are three large parallel wounds. It looks like someone scratched him really bad. His left elbow is blue. Gisela already gave him all here healing magic. She said, she had to heal the inner ruptures of his organs first. She couldn´t heal his outer wounds besides his swollen eyes, because her energy ran out.

No one can imagine who much I want to be able to heal right now. I hate myself for being this bad at it. I´m so sorry, Yuuri...

I´m so sorry...

Yuuri is still trying to hide from me.

My heart hurts so much. This feeling is ripping me apart.

She... Gisela... she... it´s hard to even think it. She said, that he was... hurt inside. That... some... males... ra.. raped him.

It´s all my fault.

I was meant to protect him.

I can´t help the whimper, that leaves my mouth.

I failed you. I´m so sorry. I´m so so sorry, Yuuri.

"Wolf?", he asks.

He is peeking through his arms.

I nod.

Yuuri lets his arms sink slowly.

His eyes are still wide open.

He doesn´t even blink. Yuuri scans the room with his eyes once more.

After making sure that there is no threat, he loses a little bit of tension.

His gaze searches for me again.

He just looks into my eyes. We don´t say anything. I can´t say anything. My throat feels like it´s corded up. I feel my lower lip tremble. Yuuris whole body is trembling.

"Wolf", he whispers, before tears stream down his face.

He breaks down. He is shivering even more, still keeping his gaze fixated on me.

"I´m so sorry. Wolf! I´m so sorry!".

Why does he apologize? I feel like my heart is ripped out of my chest.

"I didn´t want that! I swear Wolf! I didn´t want it", he says. His words are almost not understandable, because he is speaking so fast.

I feel like I choke on the sorrow in my throat. I need to be strong for him even if I feel like breaking down.

He reaches out to me, grabs my wrist with force. It hurts a little.

"Wolf! You have to believe me, please! I really didn´t want that!", he begs.

I feel like I have to throw up.

I put my other hand on his hand on my wrist.

"I believe you, Yuuri. It´s... it´s not your fault. I know", I say.

I feel fake. Because right now I feel like my world is breaking apart and I try to tell him that everything is okay. Nothing is okay. He just met one of the worst experiences that a person can meet in his life. And it´s my fault for not protecting him.

Yuuri hiccups. Snot and tears are running down his face. His gaze is so desperate. He searches my eyes for lies.

I caress his hand with my thumb.

"Wolf... I... I didn´t... I... They... I...", he stutters.

"I know, Yuuri", I whisper.

He is watching me. It seems like he is asking me, if I´m telling the truth.

I feel like throwing up. My heart hurts even if he is the one with the wounds. This pure boy is suffering so much and it´s my fault. This boy, that I love more than life itself. I was supposed to protect him.

Yuuri is still grabbing my wrist with force. His knuckles are white. He puts too much strength into it. His fingernails press into my skin.

Suddenly he looks down at himself. Pure disgust shows on his face. He lets go of me, stands up from the bed and falls down as soon as he tries to stand on his own feet. His left leg is broken. He can´t go.

"Where do you want to go?", I ask.

"Bath", he says.

He is trembling so much.

I stand up and get to him, grab his arms to help him stand up. He pushes me from himself as soon as I touch him. He whimpers.

"So... sorry", he whispers.

"I will carry you", I say.

My voice shivers.

He puts his arms around my neck and lets me carry him. He starts to choke. I hurry up and carry him.

"Stop!", he begs.

I put him down.

He throws up right there.

I still have my arms around him. He doesn´t stop choking and puking. I caress his back slightly.

"It´s okay. Let it out. It´s okay. It´s okay", I whisper.

I don´t know if I try to calm him or myself.

He stops after throwing up bile.

"I need to clean myself", he whispers.

I nod in understanding and carry him again. He is too weak to push me away this time.

I carry him to the bathroom.

A soldier sees us.

"Tell someone to clean that up", I command before entering the bathroom.

Yuuri should not see it again.

Nothing of this should have happened. Not to him. Not to him. This is my worst nightmare.

I´m so sorry, Yuuri.

It´s all my fault.

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