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Bella Swan/cockblocker to herself and others

It's hard to pull away from him but I have to.

The urge to ride this man like a bronco is strong, but just like Edward, I also have plans.

We've got a good thing going so far, and I'm not going to ruin it because I can't keep my libido in check.

I really like him.

He's smart and funny. Kind and generous.

When it comes to kissing Edward he is very generous.

We break apart with a gasp, and he rests his head on my shoulder.

"The things you do to me."

"I could say the same." I try to catch my breath, but I think it's gone.

My lungs burn.

But it's a good burn.

Not like the one in my calf.

"Shit, I think I busted my stitches."

I climb off of Edward's lap ... because somehow I ended up there and pull the edge of the gauze away.

"You okay?" he asks.

I know he's squeamish so I cover everything back up and assure him that I am fine.

Right now I am so fine.