Taryn couldn't think of the last time she hung out with her closest friend, Finn Balor who of course was a WWE wrestler, performing with NXT. They both had busy schedules and didn't get to spend as much time together like they wanted too. She would normally be happy for the fact that he invited her to an early brunch as he had to get to an interview for being the number one contender for the NXT title against Adrian Neville.

However, as he was talking, she was distracted, and by distracted, she kept thinking over and over in her mind of the kiss Seth and her shared the other night. One that had them both tasting alcohol and yet...much much more.

"So, I am pretty excited with everything and...Taryn? Taryn are you alright?" He waved a hand in her face to get her attention.

"Jesus Finn, I'm fine! Can you stop doing that!" She snapped suddenly, sighing heavily.

"Oh uhh...sorry." He looked at her awkwardly.

Taryn sighed. "No, I'm sorry." She shook her head. "I didn't mean to go off on you, I just...well I don't know."

"Well what's going on?" The waiter had set their drinks down as Taryn grabbed her pineapple and strawberry smoothie, sipping it.

"Finn...I did something really really bad last night..." She groaned, tugging at her ponytail.

"What do you mean by that?" He questioned, concerned when she looked as though she was going to freak out.

"You better promise, NOT to tell anyone, especially my sisters." She whispered. "I'll tell them eventually but right now its not the time."

He held his hands up in defense. "You have my word...what's going on?"

She bit her lip, knowing that she couldn't hold it in any longer as she had to tell someone. And who better than someone she trusted ever since she was taught how to wrestle in her backyard, and was always defending her against any bully that ever messed with her.

"Well...you know how Seth had been taking care of me at his house...under contract might I add?"

Finn nodded. "I can remember the times you texting sending me SOS messages" He chuckled softly as she threw a plastic fork at him.

"Well...we both got drunk that night...Stefan was practically angry that I disturbed him by calling him and well...I don't know why I decided to get drunk but I did. And so did Seth. Next thing you know, we were both arguing and out the fucking blue, he kissed me!"

Finn was stunned. "You two...kissed...seriously?"

Taryn swallowed hard. "Yes."

"Wow...I mean..did you two..." He almost went on to say it but Taryn stopped him in his tracks.

"No! No thank god I stopped it before it got way out of hand." She groaned, adding something else. "But..."

"But what?" He furrowed his brow.

"We almost did...sleep together." She whispered shamefully.

"Have you talked to Seth about this?" He knew it was a stupid question by the look on her face but he had to know anyway.

"Hell no!" She shook her head. "He was drunk himself anyway. When you invited me to lunch, he was still asleep."

Finn could tell how stressed she was and how much this was eating away at her. However, he knew his friend more than anything and knew she was in serious denial about her feelings towards Seth. It was going to happen one way or the other and he knew it would only be a matter of time before she would succumb to her feelings; Married or not.

"Maybe its time you two talk this out...and perhaps.."

"No, I can't. Don't you see what's wrong here?" She felt like exploding, even though her and Finn both knew she was exaggerating in some way. "The fact that I cheated on my husband while he was away on his trip. the fact that I made out with a man who I really hate more than life itself!"

"Look, Taryn." he sighed, drinking his tea and digging into his pancakes. "It's not like you had sex with Seth and who knows...maybe that kiss was meant to happen one way or the other. It was bound to happen in some way."

"What are you talking about? It was my fault. If I hadn't gotten drunk that night it would have never happened in the first place." She scoffed, groaning quietly.

"So you are telling me that even if you weren't drunk, you wouldn't have kissed him?" Finn had started to wonder.

"That's not the point and you know that." She argued.

"It is the point. Either way, in some way deep down, you wanted that kiss to happen." Finn stated, being brutally honest.

"You can't say that I did. You didn't even know exactly what went down last night. I just only told you what happened and it was because we were drunk."

Finn rolled his eyes. "Taryn, I've known you for awhile and I've known Seth for awhile. You two have had your heads up your asses for so long that you can't even smell the bullshit you two are trying to pull, and the fact of the matter is that, you have deep feelings for Seth. You told me how much he's been helping you recover and that you two don't argue as much anymore."

"But we are still combustible when we are around each other. We are toxic for each other. Our relationship is like someone stepping on Legos with their bare feet."

"Hey, don't bring my legos into this one." Finn tried to be serious but wound up laughing at her excuses.

Taryn just finished the rest of her fruit salad, contemplating as to how Finn was really trying to analyze the situation. She didn't want to discuss this any further. She was already confused enough as it was and guilt was already kicking in.

"Ok look, can we just talk about something else please?" She wanted to just drop the whole topic, already regretting bringing it up in the first place. "I just don't know what to do or how to even go about the situation. For God Sakes, I cheated on my husband."

"Well in this case not really. You only shared a drunk kiss with him, to which he may not even remember." He tried to ease her mind and her worries the best way he could.

"I really hope you are right.." She sighed heavily, already aching for a drink.

She hoped that the sooner Stefan come back from his trip, which should be tonight, it would be for the better and things would go back to normal.

...

Stefan kissed his mistress lovingly until she turned her head, smoking a cigarette heavily, already annoyed he hasn't gotten rid of that stupid bitch known as his wife. She has hated that woman deep down to her core and wanted her gone.

Of course, he said with more patience that she will soon be gone. After all, soon she was going to be able to receive a large fortune soon.

"I want her gone. You said that she would be gone soon." She hissed, pouting her bottom lip.

"Come on sweetheart don't be this way towards me." He tried to talk to her. "I just need a little more time."

"I've given you enough damn time." She cursed at him. She sighed, knowing it wasn't his fault. She was just an impatient woman is all. She loved Stefan with all her heart and she had her eye on him first. All she wanted was Taryn to fall through the cracks and to never come back.

At the same time, her thoughts wondered if Stefan was really going to do this.

"The nurse hasn't called back yet. I know when she calls me back, she'll let me know that Taryn will be finished and unstable even more."

"If you kill her, that will fuck everything up, you moron." She rolled her eyes.

"I'm not going to kill her babe. I'm just going to neutralize her. We've talked about this. Once I have Taryn committed, she will have no choice but to sign everything over to me, or in this case, I will be able to have someone forge her signature as well as making sure she will never get anything back ever again. Her whole life will be OUR life."

"Wish you hadn't gone bankrupt in this case." She went over to the table to pour herself a glass of wine to sip to calm her nerves.

"Trust me. It will all pay off, you'll see." He kissed her as he finished getting dressed. "I have to head back home but I promise you, we won't have to deal with Taryn again. You are much better than her and I appreciate you."

"I know you do. Let's just hope nothing else will come in to interrupt that in the process." She felt a headache coming in.

"Believe me, it won't. She is so stupid in love with me, she will do anything and everything I ask of her. She is truly pathetic. She won't be able to live without me. She's such a lapdog."

They both busted out laughing, agreeing. His mistress smiled, knowing how much of a wicked man he was. After all, as far as she was concerned, his wife deserved every bit that was coming to her and much more.

"I would have thought that poison would have worked in her water for sure but it didn't." He pinched the bridge of his nose. "That dumb ass, Seth Rollins got in the way and stopped it all. She was suppose to have a seizure and collapse to the point where she would be in a coma."

"Yeah well it wasn't strong enough. You are going to have to continue to make sure you manipulate her into signing everything over to you and then drop that fat bitch."

"I will babe." He kissed her. "Now I have to go. I'll call you to let you know what's going on."

As soon as he left, she pulled out a yellow envelope and smiled, revealing some incriminating photos of him and her together.

She was the better woman. She was better than Taryn and she was going to make sure she would be destroyed and with anyone who gets in the way of what she wanted.

...

"What on fucks earth were you thinking?!"

This was exactly why Seth didn't want to share his personal problems with Dean and Roman. Or in this case, Dean Ambrose, given how he was overacting at the most. Roman was just silent, for now.

Seth didn't know why but he decided to tell the both of them of his kiss with Taryn. A drunken kiss but a kiss none the less.

They were all at the Crossfit gym, working out and it was about mid afternoon for them to get the workout in before they had to go for their interviews for WWE as well as doing meet and greets.

"I don't know what I was thinking in the first place." He sat down, drinking his coffee, scratching the back of his neck. "At the same time I did though; I know there was something in the kiss last night. The only thing was, Taryn ran off before we even got further into what we were doing."

"How much further exactly?" Dean raised an eyebrow, actually interested in this topic of discussion.

"Dean, don't be an idiot." Seth shook his head, annoyed at himself and with everything all together. "Nothing happened and I doubt anything else is going to happen at all. She'll be leaving next week and I have no way of making her stay. That piece of shit husband of hers is going to come back and I don't trust him at all. Not a damn thing about him. Hell, I'm no saint but I'm better than him."

"Maybe she doesn't remember herself." Roman suggested, but he knew that was a lie. "After all, what you just told us, you two were pretty shit faced."

"Think if she did, she would tell me?" Seth asked, wondering himself if she even remembered at all.

"Doubt it. Taryn is about as willful as you are. But it will only be a matter of time anyway. You two have been fighting this for awhile now and one of you are not winning this battle."

"If this is even a battle or a war, I'm getting exhausted." Seth felt all the energy drain out of him from battling with Taryn and sometimes, he wondered when it was ever gonna stop.

Would it still continue, even after that kiss?

Seth decided to just forget about it for now, but he knew sooner or later, he would face Taryn and they wouldn't be able to avoid that.

...

It was Ariel, Kristen, Taryn, and Sasha Banks that were walking down the street, drinking smoothies as they were catching up with each other. Sasha Banks and Ariel were in line to compete for the WWE Womens Tag Team Titles, even though Ariel was still sad that her sister only had two more months until she was cleared to compete again.

"I'm hoping it will be sooner." Ariel sighed heavily, sipping her strawberry banana smoothie.

"It will. According to the doctors and from what Stephanie is saying, I'll be back within a month, but I won't tell you what day of course." Taryn winked at them. "I have been working out and training again."

"With no one other than Seth right?" Sasha winked, giggling as Taryn shuddered with disgust as well as Kristen.

"Oh please, can we all agree he is a douche among douche." Taryn snarled.

"Oh cut the act, sis." Ariel playfully punched her arm. "I have never seen you more relaxed than before."

"Look, Seth may have toned down his antics but he's still a walking talking jackass.." Taryn grudgingly sipped more of her smoothie.

"Well soon you will make a speedy recovery, sweetheart and I know you will be back to your old self and back home forreal." Kristen hugged her baby sister as Taryn smiled.

"We still want to know exactly what's got you happy over the past couple of weeks." Taryn smiled at Kristen.

"Oh just a lot of things will be falling into place, but I will mostly say that my fashion line is kicking off and you two will hear all about it very soon." Kristen said confidently.

As they walked and discussed some more about what has been going on, they stopped in front of Hustlers'."

"Oooh sex shop. I HAVE to get something for when I'm on the road." Sasha smiled as Ariel happily joined as well as Kristen. Taryn on the other hand, awkwardly stood back.

"You ladies go ahead. I'll stand outside for a bit." She shrugged.

"Oh come on, girl, just for a second. We always stop by here and you never go in." Ariel pouted.

"Please..." Kristen pouted as well, both of them tag teaming her.

Taryn giggled, lightly, knowing she wasn't going to win this argument. "Ok, fine."

She walked in reluctantly behind them as the place was decorated with different kinds of toys, outfits, roleplaying outfits and lingerie. To say that Taryn felt even more weird was an understatement.

She felt like she didn't even belong in stores like this. Her husband would look at her with disgust.

As the girls were looking around, Taryn found herself wandering into the toy section, looking at the different types of dildos of all shapes and sizes. There was one that happened to capture her eye; Which of course, was the purple rabbit vibrator.

She found herself picking it up, actually admiring it.

Taryn has never masturbated before and was not into kinky stuff. Whenever she would bring the idea up with her husband that they should try something new, she could only close her eyes as he called her every cruel, mean and nasty name he could think of...

"So you are saying you want to act like a fucking whore now?" He spat at her one night when she suggested they watch porn together.

"No, No I promise I don't want to be a whore. I-I just thought maybe we could try something.." Her eyes were filled with tears as the lingerie she had surprised him with, he found it and tore it up and he was angry, disgusted and pissed. "I know its new, sweetheart, but all I'm asking is that we give it a try and it could make our sex life even better."

"No, there is nothing wrong with our sex life. The problem is you! You have gained so much weight, you look like a damn cow. In fact, I don't even want to look at you for the next two nights..

"What are you saying.." Her eyes widened with fear as Stefan poured himself a a glass of his Scotch.

"Go to the basement. Sleep there for the week." He scowled.

"Please, Stefan no. I'm sorry I won't bring up porn again, I know how you-"

"I wasn't asking." He hissed at her, his facial expression cold.

And in that point, he dragged Taryn across the room as she cried, begging him not to drag her down to the basement. The moment she tried to snatch herself from him, he slammed her up against the wall and choked her until she passed out.

"I do this because I love you. Now you will stay there until I have accepted your apology."

Taryn's eyes were half lidded, coughing as he dragged her down the steps, forcing her down on the hard cold floor as he slammed the basement door, locking it in place. He ignored his own wife's cries and apologies, begging for another chance.

It was all Taryn could do to keep the tears at bay. She wanted to keep trying and to have her husband appreciate her and love her as much as she loved him. Everyone would call her stupid and a welcome mat but people didn't understand how much her husband saved her life that day. He promised he would protect her ever since he found out about the abortion. It would destroy everyone's lives and she couldn't live with that. She had to follow his rules or suffer the consequences. She knew it was for her own good, even despite the emotional and mental abuse she was suffering, increasingly.

"Can I help you with anything?" A retail associate smiled at her, as Taryn looked at her name which was "Ashley"

"Umm..no..no I was just looking around, I'm sorry." Taryn let go of the dildo, stammering as she quickly walked away and heading back out of the store.

She decided to text Ariel, letting her know she had a migraine and to tell the girls she was sorry as she headed back to the loft of Seth Rollins, hoping that he wasn't home.

...

It was the next day with Taryn trying to avoid Seth as much as she could. She would stay locked up in her room and would only come out when he was in his room. Seth would continue to go on about his day, as well as his training. Taryn even found herself watching his matches on Monday Night Raw and would smile to herself at how he was so skilled and crafty with his wrestling technique.

She didn't sleep much at all last night. She kept thinking over and over about that kiss. The kiss the two of them shared. She even found herself moaning at the thought of it and stopped herself, sitting up on the bed.

She noticed down in between her pajama shorts, her panties were starting to get wet.

She couldn't believe that thinking about the kiss, thinking of Seth Rollins himself was turning her on.

"No No No..." She shook her head as she hurried to the bathroom to wash herself. She even splashed some water on her face, seeing as how she was having trouble sleeping.

"I shouldn't even be thinking about being horny. I need to focus on my recovery, my marriage and my hatred towards Seth." She kept telling herself that over and over again, as if it was going to be that simple.

As she left the bathroom, trying to hurry back to her room, she bumped into Seth's broad chest.

He was taller than her of course, to which he loved to make fun of her height and still did to this very day.

"Hey..." She looked up, trying to maintain composure.

"Hey.." he responded in a nonchalant attitude.

"You heading to teach the class today..at the Black and Brave Academy..." She tried to break the tension, praying he wouldn't bring up the kiss they shared.

"Yeah...you wanna come along..." he grabbed a shirt from the closet, slipping it on.

Taryn tried not to peek at the fact that he had a thin layer of hair on his chest as she felt herself feeling flustered. She could remember how rough his hands were and how strong he was. She always knew he was strong but this was different playing field.

She watched as he slipped on his "Metallica" Shirt, his muscles flexing.

"Taryn, you alright?" he looked at her, concerned.

"Yeah, Yeah I'm fine." She nodded quickly. "And umm..have you seen the towels I wanted to take a shower and head out. I have training to get to and well.."

"Yeah...here.." he went down the hall as he gave her the towel, both of their fingers touching each other as she took it.

"I wouldn't want you all wet, naked and shivering right..." He said jokingly, knowing he meant something else.

"Yeah..well I would be fine. After all, I would be wearing a robe."

"True, it just wouldn't be enough to keep you warm, you know what I mean?" He said in a sly manner.

Taryn could have sworn he was trying to undress her with his eyes and she couldn't help but wonder what was under his skinny jeans.

It was then Stefan's voice was in her head, calling her a whore, slut, and that she was a pathetic excuse of a wife and that she shouldn't be thinking sexual thoughts like this.

She grabbed the towel and whispered "sorry" as she closed the door, praying the water would turn ice cold as she stepped into the shower.

At the same time, Seth could see his dick was rock hard completely and it took everything in him not to go after Taryn, kiss her full pouty lips and slam his cock right into her pussy, fucking her within an inch of her life.

Who the hell was he kidding? As smart as he was, he was also a complete fucking idiot.

He couldn't even confess it to Roman and Dean and they were his brothers.

If he had to be completely honest with himself; He's been lusting and wanting Taryn ever since they were in school, especially when they were introduced to each other, living next door.

She was early developed in the physical manner and as much as she tried to hide her physical features wearing baggy clothes and sweatpants and tshirts, she couldn't hide the fact that her breasts were very large and how much he wanted to have her naked completely.

Even though she would wear sexy outfits to the ring, they were conservative and mostly covered up except her stomach but even sometimes she wouldn't show that. It seemed she was insecure about everything of her body.

He knew the only way to stop having the lust feelings for her was to come up with anything to pick on her, which evolved into bullying and dating Zahra. He cared about Zahra and thought she was pretty, but not sexy like Taryn.

Of course, even though it was harmless teasing, it seemed as though Taryn was turned on yet disgusted by her actions as she locked herself in the bathroom. He knew it had to be more than the fact she was married. He could see in her eyes how much she wanted him too, damn the fact she was married.

He knew he couldn't sit and think about this any longer as he had to run to the academy to start preparing his class for the lesson and plan for today.

...

Taryn had left the gym, feeling much better and exhausted but it was a pretty good workout overall. She stopped and looked to see it was the same store again that her and her sisters went into the other day. Since Ariel was getting ready for her championship match and Kristen was preparing for her fashion show as well as Stefan wouldn't be home until tomorrow night, she was practically by herself as she walked in.

Her brain kept telling her to turn back but her movement just wouldn't let her as she walked around the store.

She noticed the same vibrator again as she went over to it, admiring the length and girth and the fact that when she turned it on, she lightly touched the penile tip.

"Glad to see you back again." The woman Ashley smiled warmly at her. "I hope I wasn't being rude the other day."

"Oh no, you have been great. If anything, I was being rude. I apologize." Taryn smiled shyly at her.

"If you need any help, just don't hesitate to ask." She smiled, pointing to the different sex items. "We have lots of different toys for your pleasure or with your partner."

As Ashley was about to walk away, Taryn stopped her suddenly.

"Actually...I did have a question..about the features of this vibrator..." She swallowed hard, nervously.

"Sure. Ask away." She said eagerly.

Taryn asked a few questions about the vibrations setting and that it was her first time using a vibrator. Ashley helped her out, suggesting she try a vibrator for beginners but she also said the rabbit vibrator was amazing, that it would get any woman off as long as it is touched at the right spot, especially the G spot. Ashley helped her with more details to any toy she had asked about and Taryn couldn't help but listen on.

"You need a moment to decide." She asked once more.

"Actually..I've made up my mind." She bought the small vibrator and a rabbit vibrator as Ashley put it in a discreet bag. "Thank you so much."

"Anytime. Come back soon."

Taryn nodded as she made her way out the store and headed back to the place.

...

Taryn had waited until the room was quiet as she pulled out the bag from under her bed. She made sure Seth was in his room as well. She turned on the movie she had picked out from the store as well, turning the volume down low.

Luckily, she bought batteries with the vibrator too.

"Just one time...just one time is all and then I won't ever do this again..." She told herself as she nervously opened the package of the pink dildo, which was smaller but still did its job as it was suppose too.

She pressed play on the movie. There was a man and then there was a woman, as the scene took place with both of them in the office. From the dialogue and from what she was paying attention too, it seemed the woman was going to have to stay late and work hard to get a promotion. Of course, she revealed her top, trying to seduce her boss into working for that promotion.

It started with the two of them kissing, as he would rip open her top, push her up against the wall. A few minutes later into the scene, he started sucking on her nipples and he pushed them together, licking them as she would undo his zipper, pulling his cock out.

Taryn tried to work the button on the vibrator as it came to life. She then started rubbing herself with it, her nerves tingling as she shivered, hissing softly at the touch with how sensitive her pussy was.

She was trying to get herself in the mood but she just couldn't do it.

She tried to close her eyes, but then the worst came to her

The cruel words that Stefan said to her every time she was trying to be sexy, how he made fun of her, how she was being disgusting, and to add icing onto the cake;

The rape was what caused it; The rape of those men, and her father.

She was trying so hard to block it from her mind and to focus on the mood.

God help her, she was trying as much as she could.

...

Seth woke up, having a splitting headache as he threw the covers off of him, slipping on his sweatpants and heading into the medicine cabinet to get some Tylenol and head back to sleep.

He thought he heard some funny whimpering noises and thought Taryn was having another nightmare. He swallowed two pills and had water as he crept up slowly, quietly opening the door to her bedroom, not making a sound as to startle her.

It was then he couldn't believe it. He was stunned by what was in front of him.

Taryn was trying to get off, with porn playing on her TV. It was a guy banging the hell out of this woman from behind. Of course, it surprised him more as he remembered the other day as well as a couple times of how much Taryn didn't like porn, how disgusting it was.

Now to see her like this, trying to get off. His evil side wanted to call her a hypocrite and to make fun of her.

However, it was more of the other side that wanted to watch her, to find this side of her so turned on.

As he watched closely though, he could see how frustrated she was, close to tears and sounded like she was crying.

"Fuck I can't do this." She threw the vibrator and turned the TV off, sniffling. "I can't do anything right anyway, just like he says."

She sounded frustrated, ashamed with herself and her actions.

"Stefan would hate me right now." She mumbled. "No man wants to see a woman act like a dog in heat."

Seth was confused, and horrified by how she viewed herself masturbating was a horrible thing to do.

Even in those 10 minutes, she was trying to cum. She was trying to reach that orgasm but she became upset and gave up. He wasn't even a therapist but he knew somewhere inside, she had to be having repressed memories or even a repressed desire.

He left before she even noticed something was up and headed back to his room.

He laid in his bed, thinking about what he witnessed.

It was then he closed his eyes, as his mind wondered to imagining himself inside of Taryn, making her moan and scream into heaven.

This time he didn't even try to fight his dreams.

He wished they would come to a reality.