No. NO, This can not be happening. I had a plan. This.. This was NOT part of it. I don't think I could handle a relationship more than a friend. Even if it is Seth. I mean he has always been thee for me, but leaving broke my heart last time and I can't do that again. Not to Seth, he should want better. No, he needs better than me. I'm just his best friend, that's all I'll ever be. Stop lying to yourself, Amelia...
"Allie, are you okay?" Seth said concerned
"Huh?" Damn. I must have zoned out.
" I asked if your alright?" Seth says.
"N-,Yea no I'm kind of freaking out, Seth" I say quietly
"I know the feeling, but we can make this work" he really wants this to work? Of course, he does.
"It isn't that easy, I can't just.. just be your girlfriend. That's not how life works, Seth!" I raise my voice, I know I shouldn't have but I couldn't help it.
"I never said that Amelia" Seth looks hurt, oh god I hurt him. I'm standing in seconds, pacing back and forth. While Seth remains sitting, running his hand through his hair.
"I know, Seth. It's just I don't think I can handle a relationship. Yet. " Seth looks at me.
"What you mean, 'yet' " He even did the air quotes with his fingers.
" I don't know" I breath in " I honestly don't know"
"Okay, Amelia" he looks so hurt, I wander over to the edge of the cliffs and watch the waves crash on to the beach. The rain starts coming down harder, it's impossible to tell if it's rain or tears falling down my face. I didn't even notice Seth come up behind me and wrap arms around me. He leans down to my ear and whispers,
"We'll make this work"
Honestly these boys will be the reason I go crazy. No, Let me rephrase Jake, Embry and Quil will be the reason I go crazy. Yes that sounds better. The pack had just finished up patrol and had come to Emily's for lunch. And Sam let it slip, that I had moved back to La push. I'm going kill Sam later. Seth and I had just walked back down to the beach, we were talking about silly things.
"Oh yeah, Allie. Totally a sloth sounds like a great pet" He say, laughing at me. I play punch him in the arm, hurting myself in the process. The roar of a truck starts coming up the road, and pulls into the beach.
"A sloth would be a wonderful pet, Actually you just don-" I stop mid sentence and my first thought is to run. Shit, someone let the cat out the bag. Paul, Jared, Quil, Embry and Jake all get out the truck and started walking towards Seth and I.
"Is it to late to run, Seth?" I ask hopefully
"Yep" He replies all too cheerfully
" I hate you"
"You did this to yourself"
"No, I didn't. I forgot to tell them, and I honestly thought you would tell them" I say sticking my tongue out at Seth, before he could reply they were upon us. Damn, I should have told them.
"What the hell, Amelia?!" says Jake
"You could have told us!" says Quil
"Why didn't you te-" Embry is cut of by Paul and Jared who had been the last to walk to the group of angry boys.
"Allie! Your back!" yells Jared running up to embrace me in a bear hug
"We missed you!" says Paul also giving me a hug,
"I missed you guys too" I say grinning at Jared and Paul, just as I'm about to tell yell at Jake, Quil and Embry. My phone rings, it's Sam. I quickly answer and put the phone up too my ear.
"Hello?"
"Amelia, it's Sam. I think Emily broke her leg, tell the boys to all go to the hospital."
"Oh my we'll see you the-" Sam hangs up before I can finish.
"We will see who? Where?" Seth asks me
"Emily's broke her leg, we are all" I point my finger at everyone " going the hospital." I say
No one moves, apparently everyone is in to much shock to move.
"Umm.. Like NOW!" I say in my bossiest voice, Suddenly everyone is rushing to the parking lot. I grab Seth's hand for comfort, He looks down and grins. I cant help be smile too.