Disclaimers
This short story is a prequel to my Infinite Prequel. It shows what Ayden Jaubert went through before going to the army, and basically explains why she's afraid of falling in love or loving anyone for that matter in any way.
In the beginning of this short story, when Ayden is in her session with her psychiatrist, the answers I made her give, I helped myself with what Taylor Swift says in the beginning of her 'I knew you were trouble' music video. I just changed a few things, made a few answers a bit longer, but, yeah, the beginning is basically similar, if not, practically the same, to what happened to Taylor in her music video, though for Ayden it was at a very young age.
For the flashbacks scenes, I helped myself with the movie 'A walk to remember', and a few parts of an episode of 'Once upon a time' (though I forgot the name of the episode... I think it was in the 4th season, though. With the Ice Queen...) Anyway, for the songs Ayden sang, the first one was from Teen Beach 2, by Ross Lynch: On my own. I just changed the lyrics a bit, as well as for the last song in the chapter 'Letting go', where she sang at the funeral; I sort of remixed two of Miley Cyrus' songs from Hannah Montana Forever (the last season) and changed a few words here and there. Then, in the part where she's in her room and sings with her past-self from a flashback, she sings a revamped version of 2017's The Greatest Showman: A Million Dreams [2018 Edit— my original publication was June 9, 2016]. The last song she sang was from the movie 'Lemonade Mouth' by the band 'Lemonade Mouth' sung by Naomi Scott. The rest was all me; I hoped you liked it, no matter how depressing it was!
Avy JC