"Another day in paradise..." Sakura muttered to herself sarcastically shaking a packet of sugar into her dark coffee.
It had been approximately a week since the incident with Sasuke, at Ichiraku, and she made it her absolute missions to hide away from Sasuke for the rest of her life (Which wasn't hard to do since he had nothing to do with her). That sinking feeling was in her stomach again, that feeling of pure sadness that it almost made her nauseous. Her head ached with negative thoughts that never seemed to shut up, her heart sulked and felt like it would stop beating, even her eyes burned with tears trying so very hard to fall. Is this what it's like to be depressed? I mean to be really depressed? Hopefully this is just a phase...
Work was no better today, those same snippy nurses were at it again talking and laughing about her forehead in the cafe of the hospital.
"Dr. Haruno's forehead is so huge! I was assigned to do surgery with her this morning and when she put her hair in her bouffant it was the size of the moon!" Kiko laughed.
"Oh I know! If only she could put a little bit of the forehead to her breast she would finally look proportional!" Shina explained.
"Oh my god you are right! She has no breast what so ever, I bet she does not even have to wear a bra, I mean what is there to fill ?" Phon also joined in with a nasally laugh.
Sakura tried to block out their words but could not help but to continuing listening to their harsh comments...harsh yes but very true right? Sakura knew her forehead was huge it was a constant insecurity of hers since childhood, and yes she also knew her breast were as flat as pancakes but even so it was worse to hear the truth from others because then it had to of been true. Sakura slowly walked out of the lunch room, without the snotty nurses realizing she had even been standing there listening.
In her office on the third floor Sakura cried in her hands. Tissue after tissue could not seem to stop the flow of her tears and the snot of her nose from running wild. She glanced her teary eyes at the photo on her desk of team 7 but mainly drew her vision to Sasuke. What did Sasuke think of her? Well yes that was a dumb question he thought she was annoying as hell, irritating, blah blah blah but what about her looks ? Did he think she was beautiful? When he saw her did he feel pleasure down there? Did his eyes ever wonder slightly down to where her breast were ? Or down to her butt when she walked away from him? No NO! Of course not I mean what is there to look at ? Sakura didn't have exotic curves to look upon. Surely someone more of Hinata's or even Ino's bust was more of a worthy peak. In fact she can't recall anyone ever being caught gazing upon her, except for Rock-Lee of course but that pervert also does with every female. That's when Sakura's thoughts drifted towards Sai. Although annoying as it can be Sai was an extremely honest, blunt man. I mean for example he calls Ino "Beautiful" because she was a honestly a gem of all the single men, he call Choji "Fat" because well he was over weight, he refers to Sasuke as "The traitor" cause that was in fact what he became at one point and Sakura? Well she was refereed to as "Ugly" because that must have been what she surely was...
As her desk clock strikes 1130pm Sakura gathered her belongings and decided to head back home, ending this awful day. Exiting the building the late September wind blew up against her making goose bumps spread, she held her light jacket close to her and was ready to head out. It was late and quite dark with only the small light coming from the lamp post, no one was in sight. So you can imagine the jump Sakura did when a man , seeming to appear out of no where, began walking towards her.
"Um h-hello?" Sakura asked, somewhat frighten by this strangers dark chakra mixed with incredible strength. Wait... she knew this chakra. Before she could remember this chakra flow Sasuke's face became more clear the closer he got to her then stopping in front of her.
"Sasuke-kun? What are you doing heading to the hospital so late? Are you injured?" Sakura questioned with worry.
"Tsunade said your shift ended at eleven." Sasuke said, ignoring her questions.
"My shift? Ah yes I was busy with files." Why did Tsunade tell him her shift? And just why was he here?
Sasuke then looked Sakura up and down then turned around. "Come along then." he began walking in the directions towards her apartment. Although Sakura hesitated she than began to follow Sasuke.
Throughout their walk to Sakura's apartment Sasuke did not speak a word to her. She'd occasionally look over at him but his eyes were fixed on the brick side walk ahead. Sakura fiddled with her fingers in her pockets trying to comprehended why Sasuke was waiting for her to get off her shift and why he was walking her home tonight ? Did he ask Tsuande about her schedule? Thinking of all these unsolved questions in her head Sakura then realized she was almost to her apartment door. Sakura and Sasuke stopped in the front entrance while she fiddled for her keys stuffed safe in her pocket. Disappointed when she noticed that Sasuke began to walk away now knowing she was at her home, only for Sakura to call out last minute.
"Sasuke-kun wait!"
Sasuke momentarily stopped in his tracks only glancing his eyes slightly over his shoulder.
"Um- thank you for walking me home!May I ask why ?" She questioned. He stared at her for another few seconds before turning his vision back ahead of him and began walking away once again before replying.
"Good night Sakura." and disappeared down the road.
Sakura stood there staring for several more minutes before the wind brought her attention back to the cold out door night. She headed inside with her heart thumping like a school girls after getting a flower from her crush.
That night Sakura dreamed of Sasuke once more. In her dream she lay on a bed, not hers perhaps his evident of his masculine smell on every thread, and he lay upon her. His hot licks between her breast and he lightly bit around her areolas. His tongue was wet and his hands were around her wrist keeping her in place despite her squirming. Even her lower half was caged with his hovered over hers, making sure she remained still. She moaned as his tongue started from the valley between her breast up to her jaw line in a swift movement. Daring to open her eyes that's when Sakura looked down at her body and realized this was not hers. This body was curvy, was smooth, like a models body. With the realization Sasuke than all of a sudden stopped is mouth and looked up at her and had the most disgusted look on his face as her body changed to what hers truly looked liked. He then stood and with a scowl on his thin lips he muttered "How could I possibly get any ounce of pleasure from this? This weak, unappetizing body, how could it ever possibly carry my sons and daughters, pathetic, weak, UN-womanly."
Sakura than woke from this nightmare with real tears sliding down her maxillary to her mandible. These dreams were too vivid for her, they seemed too real. Her mind ran threw all of the horrid things Sasuke said to her in her dream. Maybe this is a sign? A sign or even an answer to that question you wished to know? The question if Sasuke found you beautiful...yes she thinks she knows her answer now.