Chapter 4

Ciara was overwhelmed with the feelings of desire she had for Ben. She desperately wanted to rid Ben of his clothing so that she could feel his skin against her own. Ciara looked into Ben's eyes and began unbuttoning his shirt. Frustrated with her lack of progress she yanked at the remainder of his still buttoned shirt sending the offending buttons flying around the room. She then ran her nails down Ben's exquisitely toned chest. She flicked at his flat nipples with her thumb and then laved at each with her tongue.

Ben groaned with pleasure again bucking his hips against Ciara's. He still couldn't believe that Ciara had come to him. That she wanted to fight for a future with him. Before he could go any further though he had to make sure that this is what she truly wanted. "Ciara, I have to know for sure that this is what you really want. That you want me, that you want us. I need you to be sure that you want this because once I start making love to you, I don't think I'll be able to stop."

Ciara paused the exploration she had begun and looped her arms around Ben's neck playing with the short hairs at the base of his neck and looked him in the eyes, "Ben, I want this, I'm sure. I don't think I could bare it if you stop what you are doing to me right now," Ciara whispered and then began caressing Ben's back feeling his firm muscles flex and pull as he touched her.

That was all the confirmation Ben needed. He ran the pads of his fingers along her sides and then with his fingertips gently began to tug her shirt upward. Ben pressed his lips to her collarbone and began to nibble. He broke his lips away for a moment only long enough to pull Ciara's shirt over her head. He then cupped her breasts in his hands and kissed the top of each one.

Ciara loved the feeling of Ben's mouth and hands moving over her body. She pulled Ben's head toward her so she could have his lips against her own once more. She breathed him in loving his scent, all man, no substitutions. Her fingers trailed down his abs tracing the lines of his six-pack, running her fingers along the deep 'V' that disappeared under his jeans and then flicking the button open on his jeans.

Ben shivered under her touch and then caught her hands by the wrists grinning, "Not until I'm finished with you," he whispered and then kissed her cheek. Ben unbuttoned Ciara's jeans and then pushed them past her hips and down her slender legs. While Ben worked on removing her jeans Ciara had kicked off her shoes and socks. Ben went down on his knees assisting Ciara with stepping out of her jeans. He caressed her calf and then ran the pads of his fingers along the top of one of her thighs, his lips following the same trail. Ben then saw her red bikini panties and nearly lost his control. They were already soaked with her desire. He buried his nose against her sex and then kissed her through the satin material. "Is this all for me," he whispered and then kissed just above her naval.

Ciara sighed, "It's all for you…only for you Ben. I'm all yours Ben…I'm only yours." Ben rose to his full height and feathered his lips against her own. She again reached for the waistband of his jeans. This time Ben didn't stop her. She cupped his erection through the material causing Ben to growl before she slowly pulled down the zipper and shoved his jeans down to the floor. Ciara smirked, "I always wondered if it was boxers or briefs…"

Ben cocked his sexy grin at her, "Well, you have your answer now."

"Boxer briefs, mystery solved," Ciara giggled.

Ben pulled Ciara against him crushing her almost naked body against his own. "You are so beautiful, Ciara. I can't believe you're mine." Ben swept Ciara off her feet and carried her over to the bed. Ciara scooted to the center and Ben crawled his way toward her, kissing his way up her leg journeying along her abdomen and then stopping at her breasts to pay them proper homage. He pinched each of her nipples through her bra and then gently bit the right one.

Ciara bowed off the bed from the pleasure that Ben was giving her. But she wanted more, she reached for the clasp at the front of her bra and flicked it open. Ben quickly pushed the obstruction out of his way. He licked at the other nipple he had ignored and then blew his breath over it. Ciara's nipple pebbled from his attentions and she sighed breathily from the desire she was feeling. Ben continued kissing and nibbling his way down Ciara's body only stopping once he had reached her panties. He hooked each of his thumbs in the skimpy strings at her hips and slowly pulled the last piece of clothing from her body. Ciara blushed as Ben began to take in the entire picture before him. Ben shook his head, "You are the most exquisite creature I have ever seen in my life. How did I get to be such a lucky bastard?" Ben questioned and then ran his tongue along the lips of her womanhood tasting her.

Ciara screamed with the feelings of want she had inside of her. "Ben I can't wait any longer. I need to feel your entire body against mine. I need to feel you inside of me." Ben grinned slowly backing off of the bed he went to the dresser and grabbed his wallet to retrieve the condom he had kept there just in case. He walked back over to Ciara and handed the foil packet to her. "Ciara, show me you are sure, that you really want this. I'm warning you this is your last chance to walk away."

"Ben, I'm not going anywhere. I'm exactly where I want to be." Ciara pulled Ben's boxer briefs down his powerful thighs and watched as his erection sprang free from the restraining garment. He was long and thick with desire and Ciara couldn't wait to have all of him inside her. The thought of him alone made her womb quiver and drop. She ran the tip of her index finger along his length and felt Ben's cock jump at the attention she was giving him. She grabbed his sizable length and then ran her tongue along the slit tasting the bead of moisture that had collected there. Ben grit his teeth and growled trying to maintain his control. Ciara ripped open the foil packet and quickly rolled on the protection.

Dressed for success, Ben pushed Ciara back on the bed and Ciara shoved her way to the middle once again. Ben crawled his way toward her never breaking eye contact with her. He hovered over her entrance with his cock. Ciara grabbed his erection and ran the tip of him along her opening. This was all the encouragement Ben needed as he thrust inside Ciara with one forceful stroke.

Ciara's eyes flew open and rolled to the back of her head at the feeling of complete fullness Ben had given her and she groaned her pleasure of having him finally inside of her. Ciara hooked her leg around Ben's waist digging her heel into the small of his back, to bring him even closer. "Don't hold back Ben, I want all of you, please!"

Ben pumped his hips against Ciara's while palming her left breast and kissing her deeply. He then laced his fingers with Ciara's above her head and stared into her eyes. "Ciara, I love you. I love you so much."

"I love you too, Ben. Oh my God…what are you doing to me?"

Ben chuckled, "If you don't know, then I must be more out of practice than I thought." Ben reached down between their joined bodies and inserted first one finger and then two. He found her clit and pinched it between his thumb and index finger. She was close he could feel it. She was already starting to tremor around him, which was good, because he didn't know how much longer he would be able to hold off his own orgasm.

Ciara groaned yet again from the absolute pleasure Ben was giving her. "Oh…Ben I'm so close," Ciara cried. Ben pinched her clit once more and this time it was her undoing. Ciara bowed her hips off the bed one more time and rode out the release her body had been clamoring for. Ben thrust once, twice and then gave into his own pleasure, his release being so powerful that it had burst through the condom.

They both realized what had happened at the same moment. Ben immediately attempted to pull away from her, however, Ciara wrapped her other leg around Ben's hip in an attempt to pull him back. "Ben stay with me in this moment. I want to feel you inside of me for a bit longer." Ben whispered, "Aren't you worried about what just happened?"

Ciara just sighed and wrapped her legs even tighter around Ben's waist. "Ben, I regret nothing that has happened tonight. If what just happened between us has resulted in us making a baby, I am okay with that, in fact I am more than okay with that, I will be thrilled because we made it with love. Something that will be the best parts of both of us. I love you Ben."

Ben couldn't believe what Ciara had just told him. His heart leaped at the happiness he felt because he knew that if Ciara was welcoming to the fact that she could soon be carrying his child; he knew that she did truly love him.

Ciara began to feel him come to life again and harden inside of her. Ben smiled at her again with that sexy grin and said, "I love you" and kissed her once more.