Chapter 4
End Game
End Game by Taylor Swift
I wanna be your end game / I wanna be your first string / I wanna be your A-Team / I wanna be your end game, end game
Big reputation, big reputation / Ooh you and me, we got big reputations, ah / And you heard about me, ooh / I got some big enemies / Big reputation, big reputation / Ooh you and me would be a big conversation, ah / And I heard about you, ooh / You like the bad ones too
You so dope, don't overdose / I'm so stoked, I need a toast / We do the most, I'm in the Ghost like I'm whippin' a boat / I got a reputation, girl, that don't precede me / I'm one call away whenever you need me / I'm in a G5, come to the A-side / I got a bad boy persona, that's what they like / You love it, I love it too 'cause you my type / You hold me down and I protect you with my life
I don't wanna touch you (I don't wanna be) / Just anther ex-love (You don't wanna see) / I don't wanna miss you (I don't wanna miss you) / Like the other girls do / I don't wanna hurt you (I just wanna be) / Drinkin' on a beach with (You all over me) / I know what they all say (I know what they all say) / But I ain't tryna play
I wanna be your end game / I wanna be your first string / I wanna be your A-Team / I wanna be your end game, end game
Knew her when I was young , reconnected when we were little bit older / Both sprung, I got issues and chips on both of my shoulders / Reputation precedes me, in rumors I'm knee deep / The truth is it's easier to ignore it, believe me / Even when we'd argue, we don't do it for long / And you understand the good and bad end up in the song / For all your beautiful traits, and the way you do it with ease / For all my flaws, paranoia, and insecurities / I've made mistakes and made some choices, that's hard to deny / After the storm, something was born on the 4th of July / I've passed days without fun, this end game is the one / With four words on the tip of my tongue, I'll never say it
I don't wanna touch you (I don't wanna be) / Just anther ex-love (You don't wanna see) / I don't wanna miss you (I don't wanna miss you) / Like the other girls do / I don't wanna hurt you (I just wanna be) / Drinkin' on a beach with (You all over me) / I know what they all say / But I ain't tryna play
I wanna be your end game / I wanna be your first string / I wanna be your A-Team / I wanna be your end game, end game
Big reputation, big reputation / Ooh you and me, we got big reputations, ahh / And you heard about me, ooh / I got some big enemies / Big reputation, big reputation / Ooh you and me would be a big conversation, ahh / And I heard about you, ooh / You like the bad ones too
I hit you like bang, we tried to forget it, but we just couldn't / And I bury hatchets but I keep maps of where I put 'em / Reputation precedes me, they told you I'm crazy / I swear I don't love the drama, it loves me / And I can't let you go, your hand print's on my soul / It's like your eyes are liquor, it's like your body is gold / You've been calling my bluff on all my usual tricks / So here's the truth from my red lips
I wanna be your end game / I wanna be your first string / I wanna be your A Team / I wanna be your end game, end game / I wanna be your end game / I wanna be your first string / I wanna be your A Team / I wanna be your end game, end game
Jon - May 2016
They didn't do much sleeping that night. He played with her body over and over after giving her little rests in between. And when he woke the next morning with her back pressed against him, he reached down and rubbed her cunt. As she slowly woke, she began to grind her ass into his crotch until she came yet again.
"Holy shit, Jon, I don't know if I can walk properly today," she said with a tired but satisfied smile.
"Just stay in my bed then," he said with a smile.
"You know we can't do that. I still need to figure out what to tell Arya since I never came back to our room last night."
"Hmmm, just say you stayed at the wedding really late and you just crashed in Margaery's bed."
"Good idea. Okay, I'm going to attempt to get up and walk now." He grabbed her hand as she did and pulled her back to the bed for a kiss.
"Okay, now you can go." She threw on her bridesmaid dress and went back to her room to shower while he did the same. Robb left for his honeymoon so Jon and the remaining Starks were going to be staying in Kauai a few more days to explore. He met the family for a poolside breakfast to discuss their plans for the day.
"We'll be spending the day down in Poipu, what are your plans, kids?" Cat asked when Sansa joined them at the table. She may have looked cute and innocent in her little outfit, but Jon couldn't help but smile as he thought of the curse words that came out her mouth as she rubbed her cunt on his mouth throughout the night.
"Arya and I were just talking about driving around, just exploring the island. We want to get to hiking, kayaking, and what not tomorrow; we're just so burnt out today from the wedding," Sansa said with a sly smirk. "Jon, do you mind driving us?"
"Of course not, that sounds fun. I'll see if Gendry wants to join us." Arya rolled her eyes.
They started with a dip in Queen's Bath. Sansa stripped down to her bikini and Jon felt pride grow within him as he saw multiple sightseers stare at her lustily.
Luckily, Arya and Gendry wandered off to explore the surrounding areas. Sansa swam over to Jon and wrapped her legs around his waist, her pussy resting right over his cock.
"Fuck, Sansa," he groaned in her ear. "You can't start off our exploring day by teasing me. It's going to feel like forever before I get you into bed." She just gave him a sexy smile that told him she knew exactly what she was doing.
They stopped at fruit stands, stores, and outdoor markets as they made their way around the island. Sansa loved the botanical garden and she kept grabbing his hand whenever they walked behind Arya and Gendry. They stopped at multiple beaches, running into the waves at each one. Sansa would gracefully brush her hands over Jon's dick as she swam by him, it was driving him crazy. Eventually they arrived at a lookout point for the breathtaking view of Waimea Canyon. They stood in awe and pointed out the long waterfalls they spotted in the distance. Arya and Gendry went exploring to see if there was another vantage point. Jon took the moment to put his arm around Sansa and rest his hand in her back pocket. She leaned against him and rested her head on his shoulder as she let out a happy little sigh. He didn't want the moment to end.
"Ew! Gross! What the hell is going on?" they heard Arya exclaim from behind them. They whipped around towards her, trying to act innocent.
"Nothing's going on, we're just admiring the view!" Jon blurted out.
"You little liar! What are you doing? He's like our brother!" she exclaimed to Sansa with shock.
"Hey, I never saw him like you guys did! He's not our brother! Please - please, Arya, don't tell our family, no one knows except Margaery. We're just not ready to tell."
"How long has this been going on, whatever this is?"
"Only a couple of months, since I was down in San Diego. I really like her, Arya," Jon said, trying to ease her.
"And I really like him," Sansa said with a small smile, looking over at Jon and grabbing his hand.
"Ugh! Fine, if you don't flaunt your gross romantic shit around me, I won't say anything," Arya reluctantly grumbled.
After the canyon, they drove down to Poipu to meet the rest of the Starks for dinner. On their way back to the resort, they drove through a gorgeous tree tunnel and Jon took Sansa's hand in his while he drove, until Arya saw it and yelled out "No!"
After a few drinks at the resort's pool bar with everyone, Sansa pretended to go to her room with Arya to sleep. Instead, she went to Jon's room. Jon left for his room soon after, opened the door, and found Sansa completely naked on top of the bed.
"Holy shit. I'm never going to get over this view, Sansa."
"Come here, I've been teasing you long enough today," she said sexily. He obeyed, walked to the bed where she knelt on it, and kissed her. He tried to reach for her breasts but it was now her turn to smack his hands away. "Don't worry about me right now, love," she said softly, using his words against him. She slid his shirt off, slowly kissed and licked her way around his chest, sometimes grazing her teeth across his skin. She sat down on the edge of the bed with him standing between her spread legs, he wanted so badly to touch every inch of her. She undid his pants and slid them down. His hard cock was pressing against the thin fabric of his boxer briefs. She very lightly rubbed her hand against it, making him throb. Then she grabbed the waistband and slowly dragged them down, his hard cock falling out of them. She gave a kittenish little sigh at the sight of it and it made him groan. She took it in hand and lightly stroked him. She teased the tip of her tongue up his shaft and he let out a grunt. She swirled it around the tip and slowly took him into her mouth, making Jon close his eyes and throw his head back with a moan. She got into a rhythm with her mouth and hand as she sucked and stroked. He looked down at her and she lifted her eyes towards him as she sucked, he almost lost it right there. He wound his fingers in her hair at the back of her head and she tried to take more of his cock in his mouth. It took everything he had to not cum yet. She slid her mouth off and continued to stroke him, alternating between slower and faster as she brought her mouth down and gently licked his balls. Jon felt his legs growing weak as his orgasm built up within him. She slid his cock back in her mouth and every time he looked down, he couldn't believe he was lucky enough that Sansa had her pretty little mouth wrapped around him. She again took it as deep as she could and he knew he wouldn't be able to stop.
"Sansa, holy shit - I'm gonna cum," he struggled to say. He expected her to take her mouth off of his dick but she stayed and was eagerly bobbing up and down to make him cum. He unloaded into her mouth and she hungrily swallowed every drop. She slid her mouth off when he was done, looked up at him with sexy eyes and smiled.
"Was that okay?" she asked, in a fake innocent tone.
"That was - perfect," he said as he collapsed onto the bed. She laid next to him and draped her leg on top of him until he heard her soft breaths as she slept.
Sansa
Sansa woke the next morning to his mouth on her breast. She could get used to waking up in these ways. Soon enough, he laid on his back and positioned her wet pussy above his head and he ate her out as she rode his face until she came.
After showers, they met Arya and Gendry at the Jeep. Today was an adventurous day of hiking to waterfalls and kayaking through tree-covered streams and rivers. Sansa liked not having to hide her feelings for Jon, despite Arya's audible grumbles, especially as they cheesily kissed under a waterfall.
"So are you guys officially together or whatever?" Arya asked as they kayaked next to each other while Jon and Gendry raced each other ahead of them.
"No. I'm not sure if I'm ready for that," Sansa said softly. "I don't know why. He treats me so well and he's so gentle."
"Gross. All I know is that you need to go at your own pace. You've been through a lot - a lot more than you've told me, I think. And that's okay, Sansa. Jon would understand I'm sure."
"Thanks, Arya," she said with a smile. "Awww, look at us getting all close," she teased and playfully jabbed the end of her paddle at Arya's shoulder.
"I'll fucking tip you," Arya warned, trying to hide a smile.
After kayaking, Gendry took Arya snorkeling and Jon surprised Sansa with a sunset horseback ride. She admired how handsome and manly he looked on his horse.
Even as Sansa was the happiest she had been in a long while, little thoughts kept creeping up in her head as the night wore on. Will he expect sex now? We've done everything else, he probably expects us to have sex soon. Am I ready for that? No, I'm definitely not, not after Ramsey. But Jon would never pressure me into it. He is so loving and gentle and he actually cares about me and I really like him; why can't I give him all of me? As much as she tried, the little thoughts kept invading her mind enough that Jon seemed to notice as they left dinner.
"Everything okay, Sans?" he asked, placing his hand in her back pocket again. Even though she loved it when he did that, the slight sexual contact made her ever so slightly nervous.
"Yeah, I'm just exhausted from today," she lied. When they got back to his hotel room and into bed, she faked a few yawns and Jon pulled her close into his arms and fell asleep. What's wrong with me? she thought as she laid snuggled up against him. You love this, you like him, you definitely want him. So why are you so scared?
Jon
Waking up the next morning, Jon felt a little sad as he looked down at Sansa as she slept. This would be their last full day in Hawaii, meaning it would be his last full day with her before he went back to Seattle and she went back to San Diego.
"Hey you," Sansa said sleepily as she slowly opened her eyes. "Were you watching me sleep, you creep?" she said with a teasing smile.
"It's your fault you're beautiful," Jon answered.
"So corny!" Sansa said and he gave her a light kiss on her smiling lips.
"I was just thinking about how amazing it's been waking up next to you. Not having to jump out of bed and run off to not get caught."
"It has been pretty nice. I'm gonna miss it," Sansa said sadly.
"Let's just enjoy our last day in paradise, yeah?" Jon said with half a smile.
"Deal." He drew her into a heavy kiss until Sansa got a call from Arya.
"We're going on the helicopter tour!" Arya excitedly announced after Sansa and Jon came down and met her and Gendry at the Jeep.
After calming some of Sansa's nerves about the helicopter ride, they took off and saw amazing views of the island with Sansa tightly holding Jon's hand. He'd softly kiss the top of her head or kiss her hand as they took in the view and it'd make her smile and relax a little. She finally eased when the Jurassic Park movie theme came on in their headsets as the famous Jurassic Park waterfall came into view, the four of them loudly humming to the music.
As Jon gazed at Sansa looking excitedly out of the windows at the magnificent views, he knew he loved her.
Sansa
After the helicopter tour, they had a beach day with the rest of the family. Sansa just wanted to be alone with Jon again. Even though she wasn't ready for sex, her little worries from the previous night were gone. She knew Jon would never hurt her, he always wanted to protect her. His gentle ways with her last night and this day eased her mind.
That night, Jon brought her back to Secret Beach, where he set up a picnic blanket and dinner for them.
"Is it okay?" Jon asked, unsure.
"It's perfect, Jon," Sansa said softly with a smile, her eyes glimmering at him.
"You're the definition of perfect, Sansa," Jon said as he took in the sight of her in a red dress that bared her shoulders and the tops of her breasts. He took her hand, gave her a little spin and her dress twirled around her. She giggled as he pulled her into her arms and kissed her.
After they ate, Sansa sat in front of him and leaned back onto his chest, he held her as they watched the stars and the waves gently crash into the shore.
"I don't want to miss you," Jon suddenly said softly into her ear.
"What do you mean?" Sansa asked, not sure how to take it.
"I'm going to miss you, miss this," he said, gesturing to her in his arms. "I don't want to have to miss it. I want to be with you, Sans. Completely with you, not keeping it secret. I don't want to just be another guy in your life that you don't want to see."
"Oh, Jon," Sansa interrupted him, turning to face him. "You won't ever be like that, you're the best man I've ever known." She placed a little kiss on the tip of his nose
"Be with me, Sansa," Jon said softly.
"With everything you've heard about me, everything I've told you? You want to take all of that on? I just don't want to hurt you."
"I want all of you, Sansa. I don't care what reputation you have, I know you, and I know that you're it for me."
"Jon, I just have so many flaws and insecurities. You're so good to me and I'm so scared that I'm going to hurt you."
"You don't see what I see, love," Jon said, gently pushing hair hair behind her ear. "I see an amazing, strong woman who has had to deal with a lot of bad shit but she came out on top. Someone with beautiful flaws. I see someone who I want to be with so bad, that I risk getting beaten up by her brother," he said with a smile.
Sansa could feel some of her fears melting away as she looked into his dark gray eyes. One still nagged at her though. She was still scared she would end up hurting this amazing man who truly cared for her.
"And, like I said, I don't want to miss you. I even want to move to San Diego so I don't have to miss you."
"You? Jon Snow? Move away from the mountains and cold air?" she said with a teasing smile.
"See, that's how much I want to be with you," he said, placing a kiss on her smiling lips.
"Let's do it."
She had never seen Jon with such a big goofy smile on his face before and she loved it. He laid her on her back on the blanket, his face hovering over hers as he kissed her forehead, her brow, the tip of her nose, and then her lips.
"My boyfriend," she quietly practiced the words as Jon finished the kiss. He smiled and kissed her deeply.