The soft but loud knocking on her new wooden door; opened her eyes.

Lexi had decided to lie down on her bedroom, get rid of her worries through the soaking tears in her pillow. Was it worth it? Being a Shadowhunter, or could she just be what she really was inside, a true Siren? She would have to say goodbye to the gang, though they probably wouldn't miss her, only Izzy, only due to her parabatai bond. She had also considered cutting the bond between her and Izzy, getting rid of the Parabatai rune above her right breast. The rune was going to be placed on her left side, but until she found the one and married, she would place the marriage rune on her right side.

Everything was getting too much, and right now she only blamed a few people.

Clary; everything was fine before she came, Valentine stayed hidden, so did the cup, no drama, no one dying or having to sit trial.

Alec; because of him, her Siren side was revealed, he broke her heart, it broke her, and now they would never be the same because he was ashamed of her, and definitely was ashamed of her now.

Jace; he had to bump into the red head, he had to fall in love with her only to find out they are brother and sister, though Lexi didn't believe it. It was all about Clary.

Izzy; she stabbed her in the back, if she really cared like a parabatai did, then she would of contacted Lexi, telling her about the wedding, convince her to stop him, she probably would have.

Maryse; she of course hated Lexi, because her mother was a former mundane, then she found out they were sleeping together when Lexi left, Alec had told her, admitted everything, and then when Lexi saved Maryse, she got arrested.

And Hodge; the so called father never actually wanted her... and she was out for revenge...

Slowly getting off her bed, she walked to the door and she already knew who was behind it.

"Leave me alone Alec" she spoke quietly.

"How did you know it was me?" he asked through the wood

"A new talent I picked up" Siren Sensing, Sirens could sense anything, literally anything. But it had to be at a certain distance. She knew Alec was behind the door for one. There were always limits to powers; they were always strongest at a better distance. If she was playing hide and seek with the gang, she knew where everyone would be without even finding them, she just had to close her eyes and concentrate it was a clever ability that would come handy at any time.

Opening the door she looked at him sighing "What do you want Alec?" she asked raising her brown eyebrow.

"There is something you need to see" he said bluntly.

"Why should I care?"

"Because it is to do with your father"

"Alec...as I am concerned, he is dead to me" she informed him, feeling angry at the thought of him being her father. Turning her back to him she sat on her bed and lay down, rubbing the temples of her head.

"So...what's going on with you and Hodge?" he asked, his voice coming clearer and louder as he sat down on the bed beside her.

Opening her eyes, staring at the small crystal chandelier, she let out a sigh "He always told me this romantic story about how he and my mother met, on the beach, but he left out the other details, the Siren and Shadowhunter details. When he found out my mother was pregnant, he freaked out, what would happen if the Clave found out about a Shadowhunter knocking up a Siren, and twins come along"

"Twins?" Alec asked

"Yeah. I've already said that. Clara isn't a Shadowhunter, the angel blood only choose one of us for some reason, they thought I was the Shadowhunter and Clara was the siren, but not really" she sighed rubbing her face "Finding out my father never wanted us, it kinda blows you away...how someone can lie for that long about how they felt" Yes, that was a dig at Alec, if he got the hint.

"I have never lied about how I felt about you, honestly, I just...I don't know. I don't actually have an excuse anymore" he admitted "I always thought that my parents would be ashamed that I dated you, but I just thought I was never enough for you. I thought people would pressure us to marry at a young age, they would tell us from right to wrong...look I am not making excuses anymore. I was just scared..."

"Scared?" she asked furrowing her brows together "Scared of what exactly?"

"It was my first relationship, I was scared I was going to ruin what we had if we told someone, I was scared of everything, it sounds silly" he chuckled to himself.

Sitting up she looked at him "I know Sirens are basically sex goddesses, but you were my first for everything, my first relationship...Alec I was always worried. When two people date for the first time, their mind is filled with worry, what happens if I did something wrong, what happens if this happens, you go with the flow, or you take charge" she explained "every relationship is different, it is just up to the two to live their lives, enjoy their time together. I was scared as well"

"You were?" he asked looking at her.

"Alec...if you haven't noticed I am hot headed, especially now, and I have bad trust issues. I was scared I would argue with you every moment I got, but I didn't, I controlled it, and with the trust issues, I was worried I get too close to someone to break my heart"

"I broke your trust..."

"So did Izzy. But I am slowly getting over it, look, Alec, I want to forget about it all, move on. I don't know what I am going to do with my life now things are getting complicated. I found out about myself, you stopped your wedding, all this drama about the Mortal Cup, Valentine and Clary. I keep going over in my head if I should just leave, it's like a video tape, you play it, but then you rewind to figure out if it's really what you want, finding the right answer and that's when you stop rewinding and press play"

"Don't leave" he spoke suddenly

"Why? I am part of the drama, if I just leave...less one thing to worry about"

"If you leave, Izzy will be losing her sister, her parabatai" he explained

"Is Izzy the only person?"

"No. I will miss you because you know how I feel about you"

"I don't Alec. During our time together, we never said I love you, or let's become official, I got so confused"

"I...er...I" Lexi looked at Alec waiting for those 3 small tiny words, but nothing. Lexi nodded to herself, running her hands through her hair, throwing it back.

"You should-"Alec grabbed her face in his hands and pulled her in for a soft kiss, the sparks ignited between them again, just like the old times.

"Alec how long does it take- oh"

Both the lovers pulled away from the kiss, only to look at Maryse standing in her black tight dress.

"You had a job" she spoke out

"I know...I'm sorry, just needed to have a word"

"Looked more like just words Alec, come on both of you, Lexi you need to see something"

Both of them got off the bed before following the raven haired tight lipped woman.

"How is Lydia?"Clary asked as they all stood around Izzy, her eyes peeled to the screen

"She is okay, Magnus is doing his best" Jace spoke, staring at the screen.

"What's wrong with Lydia?" Lexi asked, not that she really cared.

"She was attacked by someone, and the Mortal Cup is gone" Alec explained

"Oh, okay, who did it then?"

"That is what I am trying to find out through cameras" Izzy informed staring at the screen "Bingo" she said, pausing the video before playing it.

Lydia was in her room, changed out of her dress, walking to a wall. She pulled out her stele, writing a rune on the wall, before pulling the Mortal Cup out. But someone was behind her. Lexi recognised the male in the suit; he had light brown hair to blonde. Whacking Lydia on the floor, she tried to fight back, but he got the best of her, grabbing the cup and leaving the room.

"Is it me, or did he look like Hodge?" Lexi asked.

"Don't be crazy, Hodge is like family, he wouldn't disown us" Izzy explained

"Hodge is my family, and either I am blind, he looked like Hodge, and I know my father" she said "There must be another video clip, keep searching"

"I am" Izzy stated her eyes continued to stare at the screen, until she pulled a video up minutes later, the camera that covers an area which Jocelyn's comatose body floated above. Hodge stood beside the woman, holding the cup. Izzy turned the volume up, hearing another voice.

"Valentine" Clary whispered. Lexi continued to watch the footage, the circle on Hodge's neck disappeared before he left.

"Son of a bitch! How the hell did he manage to talk to Valentine?" Lexi asked

"I don't know. Anything of Valentine would have sounded the alarm, surely, unless they snuck in, or were dead and we...-"

"What?" Lexi asked raising her eyebrow. Izzy typed away before another video came up. These type of zombies attacking Hodge and Alec, before Hodge pulled something off of the finger off one of them.

"Clever son of a bitch" She sighed looking down, before anger took over her body. "He is going to deliver the cup to Valentine...not before I get to him first" A fist formed in her hands before she left the group and headed to the front door to the institute.

"Lexi!" Alec shouted after her. Turning around she sighed.

"We don't have time to talk Alec" she informed him

"You can't go up against Hodge on your own!"

"And why can't I Alec?" she asked

"Well...you have no weapons" he answered sarcastically.

"Well, I have powers, plus I am my own weapon. I am his daughter, if he actually ever cared about me, it will weaken him, this is my way of getting revenge" she told him "you find Valentine, I am getting my father" Turning her back to Alec, she opened the doors using her telekinesis

"You don't even know where he is!"

"I can sense him!" she shouted before heading near the docks.

Night had fallen and the white sparkly stars shone in the sky with half a moon. She managed to sense Hodge near the docks and under a bridge. The word had been put out, they wanted Hodge captured alive, but no one said anything about beating the shit out of him. The smell of dog was strong; she hoped they wouldn't catch her by mistake.

Turning her head around a corner, she saw Hodge hiding behind a pilar, looking out for the dogs. Slowly walking up behind him she smirked.

"Hi daddy" she spoke. Hodge jumped turning around.

"Lexi, Sweetie, what are you doing here?" he asked looking nervous.

"Oh fancied a swim, needed to calm my mind, just found out not only did my father never want me, he has been working with Valentine behind our backs, so I came to beat his ass" she smirked, her eyes turning silver like the moon.

"Lexi...honey...control yourself, don't turn into the monster you are feared of" he spoke stepping backwards.

"I was never the monster Hodge, it was always you, and I am going to make sure you understand that" She said, flicking her arm up, sending him backwards into another pillar. He groaned with pain, a smirk appearing on her face.

"Ooh, that felt good, rule one, never break a Sirens heart, family or love" she said walking up to himself, before he stood up, she kicked her leg to his head, kicking him in the jaw. "Rule two, never piss a Siren off" she smirked before stepping backwards as he pulled out his Chakrams. Lexi raised her eyebrow before scoffing. "You would actually kill your own daughter?" she asked looking at him broken.

"I had to give Valentine the cup to free me, plus if my daughter is going to try and kill me, I am going to protect myself" He explained.

"Rule three...never break a Siren's trust, because they will break your body" she said before launching at him, dodging his thrusts of his arms with his blades. Bending back to avoid a swing, she kicked her legs up, kicking him in the face, before his body was dragged to the floor by Jace. "His turn" she smiled

"You are a traitor! You were family to us Hodge!" Jace shouted

"I had to do it! I was tired of being a memory of the circle! Having to feel the pain every time his name was mentioned!"

"So you talk to someone! Not betray us!" he shouted before they both fought. Lexi watched the men fight together. This was entertaining, but she sensed a new presence. Alec ran over and knocked Jace to the ground.

"You were ruining our fun" She said.

"Stop it! Both of you! Don't step down to his level, we need him alive, and I know you two are going to try and kill him!"

"We were showing him was betrayal feels like" she explained "Plus, he is my father, I am allowed to fight him" She looked at her father, wanting to kill him, but going against orders would put her in the bad books again. As Jace got up after Alec got off him, Hodge was on his knees, Jace grabbed Hodge's blades, slicing off his hands. Lexi cringed at the sight.

"That must of hurt!" she grinned watching her father cry in pain. "Let me help" she said walking over to him and grabbing his stump that bled out. Burning the skin to stop it from bleeding, she smirked at his screaming of pain.

"Try fighting now" Jace spoke rubbing his face.

"That's enough!" Alec shouted, before Lexi stopped.

"Did you want him to bleed out?" she asked raising her eyebrow.

Soon enough, Luke arrived after he tracked Hodge down. Jace, Alec and Lexi stood around Hodge, keeping an eye on him.

"Lexi...I'm sorry" Hodge spoke out.

Getting on her knees, she looked at her father "You are dead to me, you were never the father I wished you were, you deserve everything you get, I would be ripping your throat out right now, but I am not being the monster like my father" she spoke standing up before walking over to the edge of the concrete floor, dangling her legs over the edge, watching the water below. She had the urge, but she had a job to do. Turning around she frowned before standing up, and running over to the group.

"Shit!" she shouted out, Luke and Alec turning around. Jace and Hodge were gone. "What now?" she asked

"We have to wake Jocelyn now" Luke and Alec agreed. Alec's phone buzzed before he checked it.

"They have found the book, it belongs to Camilla"

"Book? What book? Why do I miss things?" she asked

"There is a spell to wake Jocelyn up, it's in a book, we found a book mark, belongs to a book, Camilla the Vampire owns it, so off to see the vampire we go" he explained

"Vampires and Sirens don't get on well together" she admitted

"Why not?" Luke asked.

"Sometimes when Sirens killed men, they blamed it on vamps basically we are back stabbers" she admitted "of course, and I am different- enough explaining. Let's go" she sighed.

Finally they arrived at Magnus' apartment, where Camilla had stayed, before interrupting them as they kissed. Clary of course made a deal with Camilla to let her go free if they wanted the book, which was their next destination at Camilla's house. And already Lexi had Camilla for a reason, her eyes locked on her's.

Entering the large library, Lexi looked around. "I feel like Belle in Beauty and the Beast" she grinned looking around.

"Clary and Simon should look in this library, I have many more in these house" Camilla spoke her desirable voice.

"I am not going to bother asking how many libraries you have" she sighed

"I'm loving this Siren! So sarcastic, are you sure you're not vampire instead?" Camilla asked.

"A cold blooded dead person? As far as I am concerned, love, I have a heart unlike you" she grinned leaving the current libary and finding another room with Alec, looking around. "This is going to take forever" she sighed.

"Can't you sense for it?" Alec asked

"I have no idea what the book looks like" she explained "if I did, I might have been able to, but I was busy beating my father up.

Fifteen minutes had gone and they were already getting bored, until something dropped onto the floor. Turning their heads, a candle was on the floor; squinting her eyes, she noticed something off "Alec...I think-"Suddenly, she was grabbed some behind, a blade to her neck.

"If either of you fight back, I will slice her throat" The man spoke

"I don't think that would be a wise choice" Alec spoke aiming his bow and arrow at the man.

"Damn right it wouldn't" She smirked, rising her body temperature, sizzling the man's skin before he let go. Flicking her head, he flew into the wall. Alec grabbed her hand and ran in the direction of Clary and Simon.

"Valentine knows we are here" he spoke looking around

"I know, Jace just called"

"Another traitor" Lexi mumbled at Clary. "Please tell me you have found this damn book!" she said sensing people arriving. Clary was silent looking at a cooking book.

"I got it!" she grinned. Turning their heads, the book glowed and showed its true colours.

"Okay, now it's time to go" She said quickly heading to the door before Valentine stepped out. Simon growled before launching at Valentine, only to be thrown to the floor.

"There is my daughter, why don't you come with me, and that book, we can wake your mother together" he grinned.

"You are not my father, my father is dead to me" the red head spoke "and there is no way you are going near my mother"

"You should know by now, I will always get what I want" he grinned

"Stay away from them!" Jace came out of nowhere holding his blade. Valentine turned around and grinned.

"Ah, siblings in the same room, perfect, come on, be with your father" he said "put the blade down Jace, or your friends get it" he warned. Magnus and Izzy came into the room with blades to their throats. Jace looked at them before putting his blade down. "Good boy, now, why don't you come with me, we can be a family again, I know you Jace, you are exactly like your father" he smirked "do you really want to be around your friends knowing deep down you are really like me" he grinned.

Jace looked at the group before looking at Clary, knowing Valentine was right, he was like his father.

"Jace, no, you are nothing like him!" Clary called out

"I think he is right Clary" he admitted. "I will go with you, as long as they go free, you leave them alone"

"Agreed, let's go" he smiled, a portal appearing in the room before turning to Lexi. "How does it feel knowing your father was working with me all along? Maybe you are like him as well, I saw the way you beat him up, you could have killed him"

"I am not a monster" she spoke getting angry. Valentine chuckled before grabbing Jace's arm heading into the portal.

"NO!" Clary shouted out running towards the portal, before Alec grabbed her. Camilla walked in looking at the rest of the gang.

"What did I miss?" she asked.

Lexi rolled her eyes, before groaning.

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