First of all I really want to thank you for your reviews and I would appreciate if you are not going to judge me if my grammar isn´t good. English is not my mother tongue and I´m really trying to do my best so please just ignore it if something is spelled wrong.
I said enough and now have some fun and tell me what you think and if you had expected that it ended like that :)
"Mark? Mark!" Derek asked his best friend when he met him at the nurse`s station.
No answer.
"Mark! Hey!" Derek said louder again. But Mark didn´t react. He was too ashamed to look in Derek´s eyes. Mark promised him not to have sex with Lexie or kiss her or even to think about it. He was too ashamed to say something because Lexie was the only thing he was thinking about for two days.
"Well, then don´t talk to me." Derek said and wrote something in his chart. "I just wanted to know if it´s true that Lexie will assist you at the operation of this guy whose heart strays through his body." Derek said while writing. Mark looked up from his chart. He totally forgot about this. He can´t be in an o.r. for hours with Lexie. That would be torture for him and her.
"So," Derek said and gave the chart to a nurse. "Have some fun." he said and turned on his heel but immediately turned back to Mark.
"But only in the o.r. and not in the bed... or in the shower...or wherever you like to do it with her. Just in the o.r.!" Derek reminded him and Mark blushed and turned his head away.
"I would never touch little Grey!" he lied, gave his chart to a nurse and went quickly down the hallway. Strange..Derek thought and also went back to his work.
Mark walked as fast as he could and tried everything to forget what happened last night. He was so busy with forgetting that he didn´t watch out and ran into Lexie who carried some charts for Cristina.
"Whoaaaah!" both screamed when they fell down. Mark shook his head and stood up. He reached out his hand to help her up on her feet again and as soon as their hands met it felt like there would be fireworks just like the kiss last night. Lexie stood up and picked up the charts from the floor.
"Doctor Sloan." Lexie said without any eye-contact.
"Doctor Grey." Mark said and picked up the last chart and gave it to her.
"I just wanted to prepare myself for the operation later this day." Lexie said with red cheeks and still not looking in his eyes.
"Yeah um...the operation...I don´t think you should help me. I think it´s a little bit too difficult for an intern, who has been working here for two days." Mark said also avoiding eye contact.
"What?!" Lexie yelled and now looked in his eyes which had a huge expression of sorrow.
"Is it because of la-" she shouted but automatically got quiet. "Is it because of last night?" she whispered. Mark hesitated. It was because of last night but he couldn´t tell her. He thought about what he could answer but obviously he thought too long.
"You can´t do this! You are an attending you have to teach me!" Lexie said angrily.
Their memories of last night came back at the second she said that.
"I respect you. As a man. As..as a surgeon. As a teacher. I respect you. So teach me!"
"What are you... Don´t do that! Stop!"
"Teach me!"
"Stop!"
"Teach me!"
"We can´t do this. You´re little Grey and...and I promised and I´m your teacher!"
"So...teach me!"
"Oh no Lexie!"
"Teach me...teach me!
"Come on. Am I really so bad?"
"No I am!"
Mark shook his head to get the memories out of it.
"Listen, I believe that you are a great surgeon because you are Merideth´s sister. But I can´t look at you today. When I see you I only see you naked and I promised Derek that this would never happen. So please just find another surgeon to..." Mark explained. "...teach you!" he quickly said and left Lexie behind him. She looked disappointed. Why is he so mean? He wasn´t the one who put of his clothes in his appartment and said `teach me!` Lexie thought and went to Cristina to bring her her charts.
"Doctor Sloan!" Cristina nodded as she walked in the room were the surgeons get sterile.
"Doctor Yang!" Mark replied and washed his hands up to his elbows. They both spent time without talking until Cristina finally asked where Lexie was.
"I´m here!" Lexie said and Mark and Cristina turned around to the intern. Marks face was first confused then mad.
"You´re late!" Christina meant.
"I know I´m sorry. I had to talk with doctor Webber first." Lexie meant and went to the sink next to Mark. Cristina didn´t understood why she had to be there but she also wasn´t interested to know. But Mark knew why. He knew that she went there to ask for the permission to operate with him. Mark was mad.
"You´re not going to touch anything. You can ask questions but you won´t operate!" he explained while drying his hands with a towel
"Asking doctor Webber for the permission to be in this operating room ha. How childish." he said and went in the o.r.
Fine. I will ask some really important questions... Lexie thought and also dried her arms and went in.
"Doctor Yang would you like to implant the silicon pads?" Mark asked during the operation. Christina nodded and asked for the pads.
"Doctor Yang?" Lexie asked and Christina answerd with a ´hm´
"If you go to a guy´s apartment and take off all of your clothes and beg him to sleep with you..." Lexie began and the whole operating team inclusive Mark looked at her.
"...and he wants it too but on the next day he forbids you something really important. What would you do?" Lexie continued without caring that everybody was staring at her.
"Doctor Grey. I think this is not the best place to discuss that." Mark said still mad at her.
"Well, I would fight to get it." Cristina replied and kept operating.
"See, I´m not childish!" Lexie whispered to Mark who had to smile under his surgical mask. Stop smiling! He thought You´re mad at her.
"Another question doctor Yang." Lexie said.
"Why don´t you ask doctor Sloan? He is the attending." Christina replied annoyed.
"Well, it´s not a medical question. So if you have something ….for example a poundcake which wasn´t tasted before. I mean no one ever ate your poundcake." Lexie explained
"Little Grey!" Mark warned and looked at her with angry eyes.
"And you offer it to someone who really loves poundcakes. And at first he is really interested in your poundcake but when you tell him that nobody ever tasted it he doesn´t want your poundcake anymore what would you do?" Lexie asked ignoring Mark´s gaze. Christina hesitated and looked between Mark, whose gaze was still on Lexie and Lexie who stared at her.
"Is poundcake a code for something dirty?" Cristina asked helpless.
"No!" Mark and Lexie answered at the same time. Christina still looked between them but now Mark also switched his gaze between the girls.
"Well, I´m not really good in baking so I know that it would taste terrible but um..." Christina wanted to answer but Lexie cut her off.
"And if you were a good baker. Well, you think so because you never baked before but you´re thinking you would be a good baker."
"Then I would tell the person that he will never know if it´s good if he doesn´t try it. Maybe it would be the best poundcake he ever ate." Cristina said "Can we please do our work now?"
"You can implant the silicone pads I will be back in a minute." Mark said and put away his instruments.
"Little Grey? May I can speak you for a second?" Mark asked her but it sounded more like an order so Lexie went with him outside the o.r.
"What the hell is wrong with you?" Mark whispered to avoid anyone hearing them.
"I´m not the one who was too shy to have sex!" Lexie whisperd back.
"I...too shy... I..was not too shy to have sex with you!" Mark defended himself.
Memories of last night came back:
"Are you sure little Grey?" Mark asked
"Mark you should know something." Lexie admitted. "I´m still a virgin!"
"What?" Mark was shocked. He went back to the other side of the bed.
"Why didn´t you tell me that?" he asked.
"I...Where is the problem? I want it! So you can do everything you want because I know nothing!" Lexie meant still ready to have sex with him.
"I-I can´t you are little Grey and your little Grey is untouched and it can´t be me who touches her the first time!" Mark said while putting his hand on his forehead.
"Oh my god. I promised Derek not to do this with you. I told him that I wouldn´t even think about this. God and now you´re lying next to me naked and begging me to defile you. And there´s nothing in this world I would prefer to do right now but I can´t." Mark admitted.
Lexie looked at him with her huge Bambi eyes and leaned over to kiss him. He replied the kiss and his hands stroke through her hair and went down her back to her ass. She laid her hand on his chest and it also went down to his big Sloan.
As soon as she reached him Mark cut her off and broke up the kiss.
"I think you should go!" He said quietly, stepped out of the bed and opened the door of his bedroom.
"But I-" Lexie wanted to say but Mark cut her off again.
"Now!" He said a little bit louder. Lexie looked at him. For a second she was sad and her eyes were filled with tears but then they turned mad. She took of her bra and panties put them on again and picked up her clothes in the living room. As soon as she was dressed again and stood in the hallway of Mark´s flat she said, "Last chance!" and looked at him with flirty eyes, but even a blind one could have seen that she was close to cry her soul out.
"Go home and get some sleep Grey. You will need it tomorrow!" Mark said and closed the door.
He leaned against it and covered his ashamed face with his hands.
Lexie leaned against the other side of the door and let herself sinking down on the floor. Tears started to find their way over her cheeks.
Mark and Lexie stared at each other for a few minutes. Lexie´s eyes were filled with tears again and she bit on her lip to ignore the lump in her throat.
"Lex I...I never wanted to hurt you. But you have to understand that it-" Mark said and wanted to lay a hand on her shoulder. But she stopped him and turned her head away that he couldn´t see her tears rolling down her face.
"You know how that feels?" Lexie asked loud.
"You know how that feels when you go to the apartment of the man you got a crush and got enough courage to take off all of your clothes. And then he kisses you and you want to have sex with him so badly and then when you´re close to have it he sends you home? You know how that feels? It feels terrible!" Lexie yelled. She turned around and threw away her surgical outfit and gloves.
"Lexie!" Mark called after her but she didn´t respond to it.
Lexie went straight to the intern´s locker room where she cried her heart and soul out. Some interns went by and whisperd something about her but she didn´t care.
Suddenly her pager went on. Meredith called her to the emergency room. Lexie wiped away her tears and splashed some cold water into her face to cool her swollen eyes. Then she ran to the e.r. and asked a nurse where Meredith Grey was and the nurse pointed on trauma room 1.
Lexie stepped in and was shocked when she saw doctor Miranda Bailey reanimate a man.
"Lexie! Lexie!" Meredith yelled. "I know it is hard for you but I haven´t seen him for many years now. He was found in front of the entrance to the e.r. without a wallet or any papers." Meredith explained.
"Lexie? Is this our dad?!"