Should I start and end the chapter with poetical monologues like every episode starts and ends? I´ll try it in this chapter and you tell me if you like it or not. It´s going to be written centered and cursive so you know.
Oh and welcome our new character. It is...
Regretting what I said
Thinking. Doing. Hoping.
The order of how we do things.
We think about doing something. We do it. And then we hope it was right.
"Will you marry me?" Alex asked and widened his eyes shocked about what he just said. Silence. Izzie looked at him also shocked and unsure what to answer.
Will the things work out like they should? Will I regret it the minute I said it?
Is my plan logical? Will anybody understand my acting?
"Teddy I really don´t know if this is okay. I mean it´s kinda a deception. And I don´t want you to do something because you commiserate." Henry meant.
"I do not commiserate. I want it. I want to marry you and enable you health." Teddy made clear.
"And what will doctor Webber say?"
Was it a mistake? Would it have been better to resist my craving for doing this?
How can I undo it? Or was it better to speak it out?
Lexie was tired but couldn´t fall asleep. She laid on Mark´s chest her eyes opened looking around and listening to his heartbeat. She thought about Meredith, about how she tried to keep her away from Mark since the very beginning knowing he would hurt her. She thought about her dad, telling her it would be a mistake to date an older man who maybe has completely different interests. She thought about Derek, and how Mark couldn´t keep any promise he made. She thought about Callie, sleeping with Mark and maybe wanting him back since Arizona was gone. She was thinking about Mark. The way she felt when he´s around and the way he smiled at her when he saw her coming towards him. But she also thought about the pain she felt because of him and how terrible it was to fall asleep the nights he wasn´t with her. She thought that maybe it was a mistake to sleep with him.
What will happen next? Will it make problems?
Will it get more complicated than it is right now?
Thinking. Doing. Hoping. And often...regretting.
"Doctor Grey, doctor Shepherd. Thanks for waiting." Meredith´s gynecologist greeted them and took them to her office. "We have your results, doctor Grey."
"And?" Derek asked hoping.
"Well, you´re fertile." the gyn said and Derek sighed relieved.
"But?" Meredith asked suspicious noticing the look her gyn had.
"A hostile uterus." Meredith shouted madly going down the street.
"Mer. Please stop." Derek begged running after her.
"How can this woman dare to call my uterus hostile. I have a cosy uterus. Babies would love my uterus." she explained still walking fast.
"I´m sure you´re right." Derek agreed. "Please stop running. Mer." he tried to grab her hand but failed.
"What are you doing?" Mark asked quietly, rubbing his eyes and turning from his side on his back, still naked and his waist wrapped in the blanket, watching Lexie packing her stuff.
"I´m leaving." she said quickly and put up her lingerie from last night and put it in her bag.
"Leaving? It´s...8 o´clock. Why do you want to leave yet?" Mark asked still confused and disappointed that Lexie already wore normal clothes.
"I have a shift starting in five hours and until I arrive at Mer´s and change my clothes and maybe can get some sleep again...I didn´t get much last night." she smiled thinking about the great sex they had yesterday.
"It would be easier if you would live in our apartment again." Mark claimed.
"I think we should take it slow." Lexie explained biting her lower lip.
"Last night you thought different." Mark smirked which caused Lexie to giggle.
"Yeah but I think everything happened a bit too fast with all the struggles I had..have..anyway. It was a great night with a great man and I would repeat it again if I had time. But I need to drive home and get some rest." Lexie confessed and kissed Mark softly.
"You´re sure?" he asked acting sad. Lexie leaned in and kissed him again. This time longer.
"I really need to go...before I get into a traffic jam." she whispered only inches away from his mouth. Mark grabbed her by her waist and pulled her back into bed and started kissing her passionately.
"Maybe I can pass a half hour of sleep." she chuckled and put off her shirt again.
"Good morning mister Burton. I heard that you could stay at the hospital for your treatments. Did your girlfriend say yes?" Webber entered Henry´s room.
"Well, in fact she said no..." Henry confessed.
"So you could get the money to afford it?" Webber asked smiling.
"Well, I found another woman to marr-" Henry wanted to reply when Teddy entered the room with some papers and every doctor looked at her.
"Oh..sorry..I didn´t want to interrupt you. I´ll just come later again." she meant awkwardly and turned around.
"No no, you can stay...are these the papers I should sign?" Henry asked and pointed on them in Teddy´s hand. She looked down not knowing what to answer.
"Yes..You know what I..We´ll do it later." Teddy tried to avoid doing this in front of her chief.
"Oh no we don´t want to disturb this if it´s important." Webber said and showed Teddy to come in again which she did.
"It´s not...so important that we can´t do it in ten minutes." Teddy claimed.
"But why waist time with discussing. I bet you´ve got a case later. And I finally want my health insurance." Henry said smiling and Teddy gasped and looked at Richard and the other doctors which looked confused. "She´s my fiancé." Henry smiled and Webber looked at Teddy unbelievable and she closed her eyes and looked down ashamed.
"Good morning." Cristina greeted her boyfriend when he came to the kitchen. "You want some cereals?"
"Um...no thanks.." Owen replied looking around having headache. "Can you give me a glass of water?"
"Sure,...everything´s okay?" Cristina asked and filled cold water into a glass.
"Yeah,...it´s just...I got a headache." he meant taking the glass and drank from it.
"Maybe you should take a day off...it´s so stressful at work...maybe you just need to relax." she said carrying but Owen shook his head.
"No it´s okay I will take a pill and it will get better soon." Owen hoped and Cristina nodded when suddenly her phone rang.
"Derek...I need to answer this." she meant and pointed on her phone. Owen nodded and so she answered the call.
"Derek...hi?...uh...okay...um...sure...I´ll be right there." she meant hanging up. "It´s about Mer...I..I need to go." she explained and Owen nodded.
"Sure...see you at work." he meant after she kissed him and left the apartment.
"Mer...Cristina is coming." Derek meant when he put his phone back into his pocket and watched Meredith sitting on the bench in the resident´s locker room.
"You told her? I...maybe I didn´t want her to know!" Meredith answered still mad.
"You didn´t want her to know? Mer you two don´t have any secret you don´t share." Derek said sarcastically. Meredith didn´t reply and just shook her head.
"A hostile uterus...I hate this woman." she shouted and Derek sat down next to her. He put his arm around her and kissed her head after she put it on his shoulder.
"She didn´t say that it´s impossible. She just said that the chances are less than from other women. But we can still try it and who knows...maybe we will succeed." he comforted her and she started smiling weakly. They sat like that, Meredith in Derek´s arms, and didn´t say anything when Cristina entered the locker room. Derek gave her a short smile and stood up to leave the room so they could talk.
"Mer...I...you know I´m not good at these things...but I..I feel really sorry for you being infertile." Cristina meant sitting down next to her best friend.
"I´m not..infertile...I have a hostile uterus.." Meredith explained confused.
"Okay so...Babies don´t like your uterus..but..the the positive thing is that you can get kids." Cristina said and Meredith looked at her unbelievable.
"You are really bad at this." she meant and Cristina couldn´t help but smile which caused Meredith to smile.
"I know...You want to talk about it?" Cristina asked but Meredith shook her head. "You want me to leave?" Meredith again shook her head. "You want just to sit here and do nothing?" Meredith looked down at her shoes and shook her head another time. "I know what you need." Cristina said standing up and having Meredith´s confused look at her. She grabbed her phone and turned on some music.
"Dance it out!" she chuckled but Meredith remained sitting. "Oh come on Mer...you need to get off the dark and twisty side of you..30 seconds dance party." Cristina meant and pointed on her friend.
"You are...I don´t know what you are." Meredith giggled and stood up to dance.
"I´m your person." Cristina smiled and Meredith arched her eyebrows.
"My person?" she asked sarcastically.
"Yes. Whenever you need something, or feel bad or need to dance it out I´m here. I´m your person. And you´re mine." Cristina stopped dancing and grabbed Meredith´s hands.
"And now what? Shall we hug?" the blond woman joked.
"For god´s sake we are not that kind of people." Cristina laughed and the girls continued dancing when suddenly Alex came into the room. Both of the girls stopped and looked at him. They haven´t really talked with him since the whole thing with Izzie.
"Hi." he said.
"Hi" both replied and watched him going to his locker.
"How´s it going?" Meredith asked him just to be friendly.
"Good, good...well, Izzie took me back so-"
"She did what?" Cristina asked loud.
"Yeah,..she forgave me...or not..but she took me back."
"Congratulations Evil Spawn. You´re the only one I know who can screw up without consequences." Cristina jiggled and Alex got mad.
"I felt the consequences...I felt terrible lying to Izzie and causing the end of another relationship. But I can´t undo it now. And it´s important that Izzie wants me back and that we´re getting married and have a futu-"
"Wait. What? Getting married?" Meredith asked confused and a bit mad and Alex calmed down a bit.
"Yes. I proposed and she said yes." he explained and the two women looked at each other.
"Well, then...congratulations..you got you´re happy ending and Lexie lost hers." Meredith meant and went towards the door followed by Cristina.
"Hey...I never meant to ruin her relationship and to hurt someone." Alex justified his acting.
"But you did." Meredith replied and left the room with Cristina leaving Alex behind.
"Damn it!" he cursed and hit against his locker with his fist.
Lexie´s phone rang while she was driving her car so she answered it and put it on loudspeaker.
"Hello?" she greeted asking.
"Good Morning. Alexandra Grey?" a man who´s voice didn´t sound familiar asked.
"Um..yes?" Lexie continued talking in questions.
"Are you the sister of Molly Grey?" the man wanted to know.
"Yes. Why? Did something happen?" Lexie worried.
"She´s at the Mercy West Hospital. She had a car crash and told us you were her only relative."
"Oh my god. I´m..I´m on the way to Seattle right now. I´m there as fast as I can." Lexie promised.
"Good. We just wanted to inform you that she´s going into labor right now."
"What?! Molly? She´s pregnant?" Lexie asked shouting.
"You didn´t know?"
"No I..didn´t...okay I´m there soon." Lexie said before hanging up. A half hour later she parked in front of the Mercy West and ran into the the hospital to the information desk.
"I´m Alexandra Grey...I´m..my sister is here she had a car crash. Molly...Molly Grey." Lexie explained to the nurse breathless.
"Um yeah she´s..." the nurse meant scrolling down the computer. "She´s in patient room 2953 in the gynecologist wing."
"Thanks." Lexie smiled and ran to the elevator. She slowed down when she reached the patient room her sister was and entered it.
"Hey." Molly meant huskily and Lexie replied it with a smile while coming closer.
"I know you´re mad. You didn´t hear of me for months and then out of sudden I call you from the hospital." Molly continued.
"Why didn´t you tell me?" Lexie wanted to know.
"Tell you what?" Molly acted silly.
"About your pregnancy. I could have helped you..with money or I don´t know." Lexie explained and sat down on her sister´s bed.
"You were studying...I didn´t want to bother you with my problems." Molly said and took Lexie´s hand. "You´re aunt of a beautiful baby girl."
"What´s her name?" Lexie smiled.
"Laura."
"That´s a cute name." Lexie admitted and both giggled. "Who´s the father?"
"Eric Thompson."
"Your crush from high school? Really?"
"Yes. We´re a couple since two years and we´re gonna get married soon. But he´s in Iraq in the army so he couldn´t be here. But you are. And now tell me. How´s it going? How´s dad? Does he still drink? And what happened in your life?"
"Dad visited group meetings. He was sober for three months...then he got a addicted again. I have a boyfriend..or don´t have..it´s complicated. Meredith´s going to get married and I live with her since dad beat me while thinking I was our mother. That´s it."
"He beat you?"
"Yeah..I don´t really want to talk about it." Lexie admitted and a sad silence filled the air.
"And your boyfriend-not-boyfriend?" Molly grinned.
"He´s nice...he´s hot..he´s the head of plastic surgery..he´s sweet and-"
"You know that´s not the thing I want to know." Molly grinned. "Did you finally have sex?" she asked excited and Lexie couldn´t help but smiled. "Oh my god really? You´re not a virgin anymore?"
"No I´m not and could you please don´t scream it through the whole hospital?" Lexie giggled and Molly closed her mouth.
"And is it good?"
"Better."
"You married a patient?" Webber shouted at Teddy when they were in his office.
"Well, technically we´re just engaged." Teddy tried to make the situation less awkward but earned a mad look from her chief. "They wanted to send him home to die. I wanted to help."
"By marrying him?!" Webber asked still not understanding her acting.
"It was the only way he could have a good health insurance." Teddy explained walking up and down the room and holding her forehead. "It´s just on paper. Not like it was with Izzie Stevens and this heart patient."
"Doctor Altman. You are a great surgeon and I respect your professional opinions and give you your freedom to do what you want – in your work. But what if the management hears this? This is a really stupid thing to do when we need to fire employees." Webber spilled the secret.
"You are firing the employees?" Teddy stopped walking and looked at Webber seriously.
"That´s not the point. The point is that this is more than just an inappropriate relationship." Richard tried to change the topic.
"This hospital is full with inappropriate relationships. Look at Shepherd and Grey, or Sloan and the other Grey. Owen and Cristina. All these are inappropriate relationships. Izzie Stevens stole a heart for her fiancé and never got fired. So why is it inappropriate to help a patient?" Teddy asked now also mad. Webber looked down and took off his glasses to rub his eyes.
"I want you to leave my office. Now." Webber said exhausted.
"You wouldn´t talk to me like that if I was Shepherd or Bailey." Teddy crossed her arms over her chest and bit on her lower lip madly.
"Doctor Altman...don´t take it too far. And now leave!" Webber warned her and after she shook her head she stormed out of his office heading to Henry´s room.
"I´m sorry. I thought Webber already knew this." Henry excused him for letting the secret out.
"It´s okay...he thinks it´s inappropriate and that I´m making a mistake but it´s not. I want to help." Teddy claimed and Henry tried to find out if she was lying.
"Well, it is inappropriate...kinda." he giggled and so did Teddy.
"Let´s sign these papers. I made an appointment at the court on Monday. We can get married in two days." Teddy explained bringing the papers to Henry.
"Wow, that´s going fast. Do you know where the honey moon will take place?" Henry joked.
"In the o.r." she laughed and gave him a pen so he could sign.
"Okay doctor Stev-...Izzie. Are you ready for your surgery?" Derek asked when he entered Izzie´s room.
"A brain surgery where I can lose my memory. Sounds fun." Izzie joked.
"You don´t have to be scared. We´re doing a test before the surgery. I inject you a medicament which works like the operation and we will see how it goes. If it goes bad we don´t do it." Derek explained and Izzie nodded. "Then I will bring you down to the ct. Meredith´s waiting for us there." he continued and wanted to call some nurses so they carry Izzie there.
"Oh wait. Can we please wait for Alex?" Izzie asked holding Derek´s arm.
"Alex? Are you two..?" Derek was confused.
"He proposed...I said yes. He´s my fiance now." Izzie explained smiling and so did Derek.
"Well, then...Congratulations." he said and hugged his patient.
"Thank you." Izzie replied happily. The nurses started to carry Izzie´s bed to the radiology where Meredith and Izzie´s oncologist waited.
"I´m not a big fan of this way to operate doctor Stevens." the oncology doctor told her and Meredith rolled her eyes behind her.
"For now, we´re just trying what could happen after the operation." Meredith said faking a smile which caused Izzie to giggle quietly. Izzie laid down into the ct machine and Meredith showed her a bunch cards.
"Okay Iz. I am going to show you-" Meredith wanted to explain but Izzie cut her off.
"A series of images that you want me to try to remember, once Derek put the anesthetic in my brain." Izzie continued for her and Derek nodded. "Okay...show me what we got." Izzie meant and Meredith showed her the first card with a dog on it.
"Is that a schnauzer or a scotty? How specific do I need to be?" Izzie asked.
"Dog´s fine." Derek meant and noted something into her chart while Meredith showed the next card with a plane on it.
"So there´s 727 or 747." Izzie meant seeing the picture.
"Plane.." Derek meant awkwardly and Meredith had to smile and showed her the last card with a villa on it.
"Oh..two-story Victorian mansion." the patient meant immediately.
"We would also except the word house." Derek explained smiling and noted something.
"Schnauzer, 747, mansion,.." Izzie repeated again and again getting more quiet with every time.
"Or.. dog, plane, house." Derek made the room smile with his corrections. He told her he would start the procedure now when suddenly Alex entered the room.
"Alex" Izzie recognized him while getting drove into the machine.
"Doctor Karev. Almost too late." Shepherd grinned when Alex came in and put on a protective shell.
"Can you hold my hand?" Izzie asked nervously.
"I can´t reach your hand...but I can hold your foot." Alex explained.
"Foot is good." Izzie meant before Alex covered off her foot and held it.
Owen came down the hallway throwing an apple up in the air and catching it again when he noticed a blond woman standing with her back to him.
"Doctor Robbins?" He asked from the distance but the woman didn´t reply so he came closer and tapped on her shoulder. "Arizona Robbins?" the woman turned around and looked him in the eyes so he could see that it´s not Arizona.
"I´m sorry...I thought you were someone different." Owen apologized.
"Oh no problem. I´m Lucy Fields. I´m the new head of peds. And head of gyn." she smiled and held out her hand which Owen shook.
"Doctor Fields I-" Teddy joined them with a chart but stopped talking when she saw Owen. "Doctor Hunt." she meant dryly and Owen replied with a nod.
"Well, then...I´m going to leave you two alone. Great that you found new friends so soon." Owen said sarcastically and still mad at Teddy. "It was nice to meet you." he turned towards Lucy and smiled.
"Nice to meet you too." Lucy answered confused and looked to Teddy after Owen left. "Was that your ex?" she asked almost whispering.
"Ex-best friend." Teddy replied watching Owen leaving. Lucy nodded and also watched him. Then she turned to Teddy.
"So what´s up?" she asked and Teddy shook the thoughts about Owen off.
"Oh well, I have a 5 months year old girl with histiocytoid cardiomyopathy. I wanted to ask you for help since we make a great team and I need a pediatrist." the cardio-surgeon smiled and showed Lucy the chart.
"Sounds fun. When´s the surgery?" Lucy wanted to know looking at the information.
"Three hours." Teddy answered and Lucy gave her the chart back.
"See you in three hours." Lucy smiled and Teddy turned around and left nodding.
"So as I can see in your chart you don´t have any damage in your body and your baby is healthy too..." Lexie meant reading every single piece of paper in her sister´s chart.
"You want to know if I´m okay with you leaving, am I right?" Molly asked smiling weakly.
"No..no..I do not want.." Lexie lied.
"It´s okay you can go. You have to save lives." Molly comforted her sister which was biting on her lip because she got detected.
"Oh ma´am you´re not allowed to see in the patients chart. Only if you are a doctor." a young man in lab coat entered the room.
"I am a doctor." Lexie replied sassy.
"Really? I never saw you here before. Are you new?" the man clearly flirted.
"I am a doctor in another hospital." Lexie tried to avoid eye contact with the light blue eyes of the pretty boy.
"Then I´m not breaking my rule." he smiled and Molly switched gaze between the flirting doctor and her sister.
"Which rule?" Lexie smiled and turned towards him.
"To not go out with co-workers." he winked and Lexie avoided to laugh.
"Are you hitting on me? In a hospital?" she asked smiling.
"My name´s Jackson Avery." he held out his hand and Lexie shook it.
"Lexie Grey..- wait...Avery as in the Harper-Avery award." Lexie asked shocked and Jackson looked down on his shoes.
"What´s the Harper-Avery award?" Molly asked confused.
"Well, that´s one of the most important awards a surgeon could get." Lexie´s eyes widened when Jackson rubbed the back of his hairless head and looked at her.
"Well, Harper Avery is my grandfather. And now you only want to go out with me because I´m related to him." Jackson said disappointed.
"Sorry. I still don´t want to go out with you. I have a boyfriend." Lexie admitted and Jackson sighed.
"You could have told me before it wouldn´t have been so embarrassing." he chuckled and so did Lexie. Suddenly her phone rang and she saw Webber´s name on the display.
"I´m..I´m sorry I gotta go..my boss..." Lexie meant and pointed on her phone.
"Where are you working?" Jackson asked while Lexie put off her bag and jacket.
"Seattle Grace Hospital." Lexie meant hugging her sister. "And you call me sometimes. I don´t want to hear from a nurse that you´re pregnant again." she warned her sister smiling.
"So then we will be co-workers soon." Jackson noticed and Lexie looked confused. "Because of the fusion. The Seattle Grace – Mercy West fusion? You have no idea what I´m talking about."
"I´m sorry I really don´t have any clue...which fusion?" Lexie asked shocked.
"I think it´s better if you ask your boss." Jackson pointed on Lexie´s phone which rang again. Lexie nodded and shook his hand before leaving.
"Nice to meet you." she meant and headed to her car.
"Nice to meet you too." Jackson called after her and smiled.
"Okay it´s finished..let´s test if she can remember." Derek said after the pictures of Izzie´s scan were finished.
"I really hope you were right, doctor Shepherd." the oncologist hoped and Derek smirked.
"I´m always right." he replied which caused the oncologist to roll her eyes and Meredith to giggle. Izzie drove out of the ct machine and Alex took her hand. She looked at him confused and then to Meredith.
"Okay Izzie..I showed you three cards a few minutes ago. Do you remember them?" she asked smiling and Izzie switched her gaze onto the ceiling. She moved her mouth but no words came out.
"It´s okay take your time." Meredith tried to comfort her but looked to Derek and Alex nervously. Izzie looked again at Meredith and tried to form words but nothing came out than noises nobody could understand.
"Iz.." Alex meant tears welling up his eyes.
"Karev..don´t." Derek warned him and came closer to his patient.
"It´s dog..the first card was dog do you remember?" Meredith asked smiling and Izzie still looked around confused.
"Do you remember my name?" Meredith asked when Izzie looked at her again.
"No Mer..only the cards." Derek meant and controlled Izzie´s eyes with a flashlight.
"Izzie...do you know who Alex is?" Meredith ignored Derek.
"Mer!" Derek shouted which caused Izzie to get even more nervous. She looked around and switched her gaze between all the doctors in the scan room still unable to speak.
"You´re always right huh?" the oncologist asked which caused Derek to roll his eyes madly.
We can´t control how things work out. We can´t influence them.
We need to decide. Do I want to do this or not?
"Doctor Webber? Hey I´m sorry to be so late...I had to visit my sister she is in hospital." Lexie excused herself entering Webber´s office.
"It´s okay. I just wanted to make sure that you didn´t forget about coming here. We need our best interns as long as we can have them..now that we are losing...anyway. I´m glad you´re here." Richard nodded and Lexie arched her eyebrows.
"Yeah..I wanted to ask about the fusion. I didn´t hear of it and a resident at the Mercy West told me about it." Lexie explained and Webber showed her to sit down and so she did.
"Our financial situation is the worst we had. There were two options. Closing the hospital and everybody losing his job or a fusion with the Mercy West. I decided for the fusion. But you have to know that I tried everything to avoid this but...the management either closing the hospital or the fusion." Richard explained and Lexie nodded.
"But is there enough room for the personal of two hospitals?" Lexie worried and Webber looked down on his hands.
"We are solving this problem right now." Webber tried to avoid telling her the truth.
"What do you mean? How?" Lexie asked but her chief didn´t answer and still didn´t look her in the eyes. "You´re firing the personal, aren´t you?" Webber now looked up which proved Lexie´s thought. "Oh my god." she said shocked.
"Please, do not tell anybody for now. I´m going to announce it soon." Webber promised and Lexie leaned back in her chair.
People will never understand why we´re doing something.
They will always judge us.
Although we know that we are able to do something, they won´t believe us.
They believe they´re right.
They believe we´re doing it because we want to prove something.
"This was just a test. It doesn´t mean that after the operation she doesn´t remember anything." Derek tried to convince Alex when he and his fiancé were again in her patient room.
"No Shepherd. You´re not going to operate on Izzie´s brain after this test." Alex told him mad.
"Alex. Come on." Izzie took his hand and tried to calm him down.
"No Iz. You couldn´t remember anything. You couldn´t speak. You didn´t know who I was and these were the worst minutes I had. I don´t want to have this forever." Alex explained to her with tears in his eyes. Derek looked down on the floor.
"Look, maybe you think a night about it but if we don´t operate soon the tumor can spread again or she dies because of a stroke or other complications it could cause." Derek let them know.
"Thank you Derek. We really appreciate this and we will tell you our decision tomorrow." Izzie talked for her and Alex.
"Of course. Good night you two" Derek meant and went towards the door. "But Izzie...no one can take over your job to decide about your health." he said before leaving the couple behind.
I know it. You know it. We often make mistakes.
We often do things we know are bad, but at that moment, the moment we do it, it looks right.
I always think about my mother´s words. "The carousel never stops running."
As kid I never understood what she meant but now I do.
Callie sat on her couch at home watching American bake off and crying trying to call Mark when suddenly someone knocked at her door.
"Mark? Are you back?" she asked standing up and going towards the door wiping away the tears. "I need to talk to you. Thank god you´re.." she opened the door but it wasn´t Mark who stood in front of her. "Arizona?"
Once happened, once said you can´t undo it.
And it will cause more and more things to happen and it won´t stop.
"Hey..." Arizona smiled with tears in her eyes.
"What are you doing here?" Callie asked dryly.
"Imagine that I´m at Hopkins. A great hospital with a great pediatrics unit and personal I still know and love from my previous time. And I have great cases, complicated cases and I can help tiny human. Everybody´s happy and everything´s fine but something´s missing. Someone´s missing. And as wonderful it was as unhappy was I. And now I´m back at Seattle Grace. And I immediately went here to see you. I want you back Calliope. I love you." Arizona cried smiling. Callie didn´t reply. She looked at the blond woman unbelievable and sighed.
So we´re thinking about the problems it could cause.
We´re doing it after being sure that it´s good.
And then we´re hoping. Hoping that it was right to do it.
"You want me back?" she asked and Arizona nodded. "Since ten minutes I know that I´m pregnant with Mark Sloan´s baby. You still want me back?" Callie asked and Arizona gasped.
And often...we´re regretting.