Okay I think you guys will probably hate me for what´s happening in this chapter with Mark but every good story needs drama.
Anyway hope you like it though I have to admit it´s a bad chapter but here you have it.
Keep commenting, it helps me writing 3
(Sexual) Healing
Sexuality.
It´s hot. Lusty. Steamy.
It´s all the good in life.
But somehow people feel awkward talking about it.
Jackson was showering when Lexie accidentally entered the bathroom.
"Oh sorry, I...I didn´t want to.." she stuttered blushing ashamed and putting her hand in front of her eyes.
"No Problem. Want to join me?" he smirked at his ashamed little girlfriend.
"No..I..I just wanted my toothbrush." she replied still not looking at him and leaving after taking her toothbrush.
"Then I just fly solo." Jackson thought loud when she was gone and took some soap.
"Hey Meredith can I- Ahh-" Lexie opened Meredith´s door and caught her and Derek having sex.
"Lexie!" Meredith yelled at her sister.
"Sorry. Sorry. Oh my god...I´m so sorry." she meant when she closed the door quickly and pressed her lips together, wishing she could sink to the ground of the ocean.
"Caught them huh?" Alex leaned against his door watching Lexie being ashamed as hell.
"Are they still not over their post it wedding." she asked and Alex shrugged. "It´s been a week."
"And you? Your boyfriend sleeps here for one week and you two still haven´t done it." Alex scoffed and Lexie rolled her eyes.
"You don´t know that. Maybe we´re just quiet." she tried to sound sassy and came closer to him. But Alex just arched an eyebrow jokingly.
"Fine. We didn´t. But it´s better than masturbate while a baby is in the same room." Lexie replied harshly and Alex gasped.
"I...He sleeps well." he defended himself.
"Whatever you old perv." Lexie shrugged and went downstairs to brush her teeth in the kitchen, while Alex remained standing in front of his room and Jackson came out of the bathroom.
"What are you looking at, Avery?" he asked mad about Lexie´s comment and entered his room again, while Jackson stood there, wrapped in only a towel and looking confused by what´s going on.
Lexie was already sitting by the table when Alex and Jackson came down.
"Good morning." Jackson gave her a soft kiss on the cheek while she was drinking coffee.
"You made something to eat?" Alex asked walking to the fridge.
"Do I look like your personal chef?" Lexie asked sarcastically, while Jackson sat down next to her smiling.
"Whatever." he pour some cornflakes into his mouth and drank milk afterwards.
"Alex you´re disgusting, we have bowls too." Meredith came down wrapped in a silky bath robe followed by Derek who had just boxer shorts on. Lexie turned red again and looked into her mug.
"Look who finally left the bed." Alex made fun of Meredith but stopped laughing when he noticed Derek behind her. He was friends with Derek but not close enough for jokes like that.
"Meredith I´m so so sorry I-" Lexie wanted to apologize again but her sister´s hand cut her off.
"It´s okay Lex. We couldn´t continue anyway...Who´s driving with us today?" Meredith changed the topic and Derek sat down next to Jackson. He was still not happy about the fusion and that Lexie was dating him.
"We." Lexie quickly pointed on her and Jackson and Derek rolled his eyes.
"I have an appointment with Robbins for Denny. She´ll make clear if he´s strong enough to visit Izzie." Alex explained with his mouth full and Meredith looked away disgusted.
"Okay then. We´ll drive in 10 minutes." Meredith told Jackson and Lexie and was about to go and change when Derek´s voice stopped her.
"Don´t you want to shower first?" he smirked and Meredith blushed.
"Okay. Twenty minutes." she giggled and she and Derek ran upstairs, while Lexie rolled her eyes and Alex scoffed.
In my job it´s something normal.
We learned about it in med school, practiced it in our internship.
Well, the theory...
And sometimes we practiced it with other people...
you know on interpersonal basis
Cristina and Teddy left an o.r. and gave each other a high five.
"That was good. Very good. You did a great job with your suture." Teddy complimented Cristina.
"Are you kidding? You were a badass in there." she chuckled high from the surgery.
"Okay now let´s get something to eat. We need to have energy for the next operations which are..." Teddy said while walking and looking at a list of names and surgeries.
"A mitral valve replacement, aortic aneurysm and an ex-vivo suture of a leak." Cristina said before Teddy could even find the patients.
"Somebody did her homework." she smiled and so did Cristina. "I trained a good resident."
"You certainly did." Cristina smiled and they went to the cafeteria for something to eat.
"How´s Owen? Have you talked to him?" Teddy asked when she put an apple on her tray and Cristina´s mood changed.
"We face timed yesterday. It´s hard because of the time zones you know...but he´s doing well...he told me to greet you from Megan and Nathan." Cristina replied and Teddy gave her a comforting smile.
"You two will work it out. And he´s safe over there, I promise." she clapped on her resident´s shoulder.
However.
You quickly learn in life how to use your sexuality.
How to get advantage for it.
Often, especially as woman, you get one even if you don´t want to.
But when we are honest,
who doesn´t want to have hot, steamy, absolutely perfect..
okay I wander from the subject.
But you know what I mean.
"Dear interns and residents. As you may have heard I have a gender reassignment on my plan. As you also may know this is very risky. I´m only gonna let the best interns and residents help me and especially learn something. Who wants to participate?" Mark stood on the stairs and the residents and interns listened to him closely. When he asked the question all hands went up in the air.
"Doctor Sloan? Are you gonna use the new method for the reconstruction of the penis?" Reid made her way through to the first row.
"Who are you?" Mark asked feeling charmed by her.
"Reid Adams." she answered smiling flirty.
"Yeah doctor Adams, I´m gonna use the new method. You know something about it?" he winked at her.
"I may have read some articles about it." she smiled back and April who was standing at the spot they were before rolled her eyes.
"Oh god.." Lexie murmured annoyed by her ex boyfriend and this new resident.
"That´s good. Well, anyways I´m gonna watch you today and ask for opinions of my collegues. Whoever passes it will scrub in. Thank you." Mark finally said and the doctors went to different directions, so he could see Lexie and Jackson in the last row and immediately went to her. "Lex. Hey. I wanted to tell you that of course if you want to you can scrub in. I know how good you are." he smirked not paying attention to Jackson.
"Well, that´s a nice offer, but I think I don´t want this surgery. And the others do so-" Lexie replied but Jackson cut her off.
"What?" he asked shocked.
"Lexie that´s a once in a lifetime opportunity." Mark still ignored Jackson and looked her deep in the eyes. She replied the gaze and swallowed down the same feeling that she had when she kissed Jackson for the first time. That something´s missing.
"It would do good in your resume." Jackson tore both out of their thoughts.
"Who are you?" Mark asked a bit annoyed.
"Jackson Avery." he held his hand out but Mark didn´t shook it which caused Lexie to roll her eyes.
"You´re pretty. Good face for plastics. Have you thought about a fellowship in plastic surgery."Mark noticed and nodded slightly.
"Honestly, I don´t like being reduced to my look." Jackson felt awkward by Sloan´s statement.
"Haha...that´s cute." Mark scoffed and then looked back at Lexie. "Anyway I hope you think about it. I know we make a good team."
"Why would you say no to this?" Jackson asked when Mark was gone.
"Because he´s my ex." Lexie replied still watching Mark leaving.
"Oh Lexie sorry I..I didn´t know I.." Jackson apologized.
"Nevermind...let´s just forget about it." Lexie shook her head and pretended to not care.
Bailey stood in front of the o.r. board to check the surgeries she got today when she noticed something that she didn´t like.
"Excuse me?" she grabbed a nurse by her arm. "Who´s doctor Warren?" she asked but the nurse shrugged. "Does anybody know who Warren B. is?" she asked loud so the staff around her could hear her.
"That must be me." a tall African-American man stepped forward and smirked at the small attending. "And you can call me Ben instead of B." he joked and Miranda arched her eyebrows the typical way she always does.
"And who are you um...doctor Warren?" she asked avoiding to call him by his first name.
"I am obviously your anesthesiologist." he smirked amazed by the small doctor.
"I..I think...there has to be another one." she turned around to the o.r. board. "No...no..no..there has to be one free.."
"I´m afraid not." Ben suddenly stood directly behind her and whispered to her ear which made her scream for a second.
"You...uh...doctor Warren I...I.." Bailey stuttered angrily and turned her palms into fists.
"Doctor Bailey?" he smirked at her and she couldn´t find any words to answer. "I´ll see you later doctor Bailey." he went away after he winked and left her standing there speechless. Miranda cleared her throat and looked around a bit embarrassed of her being speechless in front of a man. That´s not how Bailey was and also she had that feeling in her body which she didn´t feel in a long long time.
The residents stood at the nurse´s desk talking about Sloan´s procedure and somehow they came to a more interesting topic – losing their virginity.
"15. School nurse. Banged her in her car." Alex meant and took a bottle of water out of the vending machine.
"Wow. Impressive." Jackson arched his eyebrows full of respect.
"When I was 16 she taught me how to drive the same car." he continued and the group giggled besides April.
"Sophomore in high school, Paul Lachsman,...had absolutely no idea of what he was doing." Meredith told her story and Cristina nodded as if she knew the feeling.
"Junior prom. Sarah Richardson and Annie Karraway...together." Jackson admitted and Alex wheezed. "I knew exactly what I was doing." he smirked and Cristina looked away disgusted.
"I was 19." she meant.
"19?" Alex asked unbelievable.
"Yeah. I was very focused on my studies it was my tutor. He was a full head shorter than I but...man he was smart." she smiled at the memories. Lexie and April both tried to focus on something else than this talk when suddenly Reid, who was listening to the conversation asked Lexie.
"Well, um...I had my first time with um...with my teacher." she stuttered and Meredith and Cristina looked down at their hands kind of embarrassed while Alex scoffed and Jackson looked at her surprised..
"Really? Wouldn´t have thought you were that kind of girl." Reid meant and it kinda sounded like a compliment.
"Yeah um..he..taught me..a lot..um.." Lexie stuttered and Meredith pressed her lips together to not laugh at her embarrassed sister, which Alex couldn´t really hide and chuckled. April wasn´t comfortable with the topic and tried to leave but Jackson´s voice held her back.
"Hey April." he meant and she turned around.
"I´m not talking about this." she replied before he even could ask her. "It was a private memory." she tried to continue her walk but now Alex held her back.
"What happened? The guy died?" he asked and got a mad look from Meredith but the others giggled.
"Or was it just for like three seconds so you don´t know if you can count it?" Cristina asked shrugging and the rest laughed again.
"What no!" April defended her decision not to talk about it, but noticed it wouldn´t make sense to do it so she lied about it. "Uh...it um...it was on the beach, at sunset it was beautiful." she explained.
"Sunset really?" Alex asked sarcastically and April nodded.
"Wait weren´t people there?" Jackson asked confused and Cristina continued the hate with a disgusted face.
"Beach? Sand in all the places you don´t want to get sand in?" she meant arching her eyebrows, and the rest nodding sunk in their thoughts. April´s lip started shaking and she quickly looked around feeling detected at her lie.
"Hah. You´re still a virgin." Alex screamed a bit too loud.
"No I´m not." April defended herself.
"Oh my god you are." Cristina screamed excited and pointed on her while the rest giggled. "Oh my god do it." she hit Alex on his upper arm. "Come on..do it. Defile her." she continued hitting him excited while he put off his lab coat just for fun.
"No I´m not...it..it was on the beach..I." April stuttered nervously.
"Hey. Leave her alone." Lexie stopped them to behave like children. "April the beach sunset sounds very nice I wish I had it as pretty as you." she gave her a comforting smile but April looked down at the floor before going away ashamed.
"His lungs sound good, vitals are stable...I don´t see any reason why he couldn´t meet his mom." Arizona explained to Alex smiling while putting her stethoscope around her neck.
"Are you sure?" he worried and put his child back into the stoller.
"I am 100 % sure. Go let Izzie have a look at her beautiful boy." she encouraged him. After a long exhaling from his side he nodded and took the stroller to go visiting his fiancé.
"Izzie...hey..how are you.." he asked when he entered her room.
"I´m fi- wait! Is that Denny?" she interrupted her own sentence when she recognized the buggy.
"Yes he is. Robbins cleared everything. He´s strong enough to visit you." Alex told her and Izzie started crying.
"Bring him to me..bring him to me." she begged sobbing and Alex put their son on her arms softly and smiling over her happiness.
"Hey my dear son...hi.." Izzie whispered underneath her breath. "He looks perfect. He got your nose." she smiled with tears in her eyes.
"But your eyes." Alex noticed sitting down next to her and putting his arm on her shoulder.
"I love you Alex."
"I love you too Iz."
Derek was looking at some scans for the craniotomy he set up for the afternoon when Meredith entered the room quietly and closed the door.
"Finally doctor Kepner...have you got- Meredith." he noticed when he turned around that it wasn´t his resident but his post-it wife.
"The test results?" Meredith asked flirty coming closer. "I do...I think I have something that needs to be cleared...And I think you, doctor Shepherd, are the best person to do this."
"Doctor Grey. Do you really think this is the appropriate place." he replied smirking grabbing her by her waist.
"For an examination? I certainly do." she pulled him closer and sat down on the desk spreading her legs playing with his hair.
"What are your symptoms?" he asked her underneath his breath kissing her neck.
"Um..well, firstly there´s this strange feeling in my abdomen." Meredith started and stroke through his hair while he changed the side of her neck.
"Mhm.." he replied paying full attention on his kisses.
"Then I feel like my breasts hurt a bit." she continued feeling his hands walking up to them.
"Do they." he asked flirty and started playing with her breasts.
"I`m also hungry...very hungry." she meant and Derek came even closer putting off his lab coat.
"You´re hungry huh?" he asked enjoying how flirty Meredith was recently.
"Oh and I´m late." she quickly added.
"No I think you still have ten minutes left." Derek meant almost begging but Meredith pushed him away softly and looked him in the eyes smiling.
"No you don´t get it...I´m...late." she repeated and Derek looked at her confused.
"What do you mean by being late if you´re not-" he wanted to asked but stopped and looked her unbelievable while she nodded smiling. "No...no...You´re pregnant?"
"According to the test I took this morning yes...yes I am." she smiled happily and Derek hugged her excited lifting her up, her legs wrapped around his waist.
"That´s..that´s great...Oh my god that´s awesome. Meredith you know what that means? We´re becoming parents!" Derek looked at her still in the hug and Meredith smiled happily.
"I know." she replied and Derek kissed her passionately.
"Doctor Shepherd I got the- uh wow...okay...I´m sorry." April interrupted them suddenly when she entered the scan room and held the results in front of her face.
"Doctor Kepner...uh..um.." Derek let Meredith down and they straightened their clothes.
"Um...I need to go.." Meredith stuttered.
"Hey wait...we have to celebrate this. Want to have a craniotomy?" Derek asked pointing on the scans behind him.
"But um...I thought I was-" April stuttered quietly and confused.
"Of course." Meredith replied ignoring, or simply not hearing, April.
"Fine. Scrub in after lunch." Derek smiled at her before she left closing the door.
"Does that mean I´m not scrubbing in?" April asked sadly and quietly.
"Oh sorry Kepner, I just need one resident. You can go." he meant taking the lab results and faking a smile which was the sign for her to leave.
"Doctor Sloan. Hey." Reid came up to Mark who was walking down the hallway eating an apple. "Enjoying the apple?" she asked smilingly and Mark looked at her confused but then tried to be funny.
"Well, you know an apple a day keeps the doctor away." he joked and Reid giggled slightly. "What do you need doctor um..."
"Adams...Reid Adams." she told him and he nodded.
"Right...Adams...How can I help you?" Mark smirked at her.
"Well, I heard you are a really good teacher...and wanted to ask if you could-" Reid started but Mark cut her off.
"Teach you something?" he asked awkwardly thinking about Lexie.
"Only medicine of course. So I can use it for...for the run for the surgery tonight. Maybe if you can show me something about the female anatomy I don´t know yet?" she asked flirty walking slower than before.
"Doctor Adams." Mark smirked recognizing what this was about.
"Doctor Sloan." she replied and they stopped in front of a door to the on-call room. Mark looked around if there was any staff around before opening the door.
"After you doctor Adams." he meant and Reid smiled stepping in.
"Thank you doctor Sloan." she answered and after he looked around another time he went in locking the door.
Jackson and Lexie were having lunch when Alex and Cristina joined them, which caused Lexie to roll her eyes.
"What you don´t like me?" he asked her and she turned around from Jackson to look at him straightly.
"Oh how much I appreciate your appearance." she lied faking a smile which caused Alex to roll his eyes. "Where did you leave your child?"
"He´s with Izzie. I told her I´d get some lunch and be back then." Alex meant taking a bite of his sandwich.
"Where´s Meredith? Like seriously. She´s M.I.A." Cristina noticed stealing a chip from Alex.
"Maybe she´s again in some on-call room with Derek." Lexie giggled and so did Jackson.
"Funny..." Cristina rolled her eyes on the couple and changed the topic. "How about we all go to Joe´s tonight? You and the red headed saint can also come." she meant looking at Jackson.
"Her name is April, and I´m sure she would like to come too, thank you very much." Jackson defended his best friend while Lexie held his hand under the table and drank from her juice box.
"You forgot one thing...I am a father of a baby now." Alex meant with his mouth full and Lexie watched him disgusted.
"Oh please. The nurses can put a baby bed to Izzie´s room. It would be good for both of them." Cristina explained and Alex nodded.
"If that´s possible I´m in...Oh wait...Sloan´s surgery is tonight." Alex remembered.
"You think you have a shot?" Cristina scoffed and caused Lexie giggling.
"Fine...We´ll meet tonight." Alex agreed mad about her comments and stood about with his tray going to Izzie´s room.
"Anyways...I´m gonna go find Meredith." Lexie also stood up and left Jackson and Cristina alone talking a bit.
She walked down the hallway to an on-call room where she heard moans and noises coming out.
"Oh god..Mer..." she thought out loud and knocked on the door. "Come on open me I know you´re in." she knocked at the door and it got silent on the other side. "Hello? It´s not like I couldn´t hear you." she knocked again when suddenly her sister walked by. "Meredith?"
"Lexie what is it? I need to pee." Meredith crossed her legs but Lexie couldn´t answer. "I gotta go."
"But if you´re here then who´s-" Lexie asked loudly but Meredith already ran towards the toilets and suddenly someone opened the door.
"Lexie?" Mark asked shocked when he saw her standing in front of the door. Lexie wasn´t less shocked and when she could move her eyes from him to the person in the bed which was Reid she stepped back.
"I...I..I need to go." she stuttered feeling a lump in her throat.
"Lex I..I can explain this I´m just..." Mark also stuttered feeling bad for this situation.
"He´s just teaching me something." Reid shouted from the inside and Mark closed his eyes and Lexie scoffed.
"Well, then...I don´t want to interrupt you teaching your residents doctor Sloan." she meant and went away.
"Lexie please..." he meanttrying to grab her hand but couldn´t catch her and so he went inside again and closed the door. Lexie entered the restroom and shut the door close, leaning against it when she noticed Meredith washing her hands by the sink.
"Hey...everything´s alright?" she asked her sister who laughed wit tears in her eyes.
"Mark he´s...he´s moving on...he let go.." Lexie explained and Meredith arched her eyebrows confused.
"But isn´t that what you wanted? Isn´t that why you´re dating Jackson?" Meredith wanted to know and Lexie looked at the ceiling so her tears would stay in her eyes not roll down her cheeks.
"Yes...no it´s...it´s great yes...It´s what I wanted...and I...I have Jackson...who...who´s great but he.." Lexie broke down and sat on her knees and cradled her head in her hands.
"Lexie I know, Greys are complicated but...aren´t you happy he finally let go? Aren´t you happy with Jackson?" Meredith asked remaining on her position and Lexie looked up, her face wet from the tears.
"I am...I really like Jackson...he makes me happy and he doesn´t hurt me...but it´s just...Mark´s moving on." she dug her head in her hands again.
"Okay Lex, I need to go to an operation, but...remember my words...Jackson is a good guy...I would keep him and don´t waste any more thought on Mark." she meant and helped Lexie up.
"Okay." her sister nodded pressing her lips together and Meredith left the restroom.
To be sexually attracted to someone isn´t something you can decide.
It happens.
Sometimes it´s because of their body, eyes and sexy voice.
But sometimes it´s because of the character, the way they talk and not the look.
"You want to tell me what the problem is doctor Bailey?" Ben asked while she was operating and he sat on his chair checking the patient´s vitals.
"I don´t know what you´re talking about." she replied working in the torso.
"You know the whole "Isn´t there another anesthesiologist here?" thing." he explained opening a journal.
"I guess I´m just not happy about Mercy West doctors which are stealing our doctor´s jobs and sit in the o.r. reading furniture journals." she meant putting some surgical towels into the body while Ben looked about acting mad.
"Well, It´s not my fault that the fusion happened and I didn´t took a job of any doctor on purpose." he explained and Bailey tried to ignore him and concentrate on the operation but something on him distracted her.
"And by the way this is a medical journal not a furniture. Because I don´t sit here wasting time. I always try to learn something. And right now I see that if you continue digging into this guys liver you´re gonna perforate the portal vein." Ben continued and Bailey looked at him.
"I´m not gonna perfo-" she wanted to say but suddenly a huge amount of blood splashed out of the body cave.
"Pressure´s dropping!" Ben jumped up from his chair injecting something while Bailey screamed, "Suction."
"Not perforating, huh?" Ben asked and Bailey gave him a mad look.
Being preferred because of your sexuality, isn´t very nice.
I mean of course you can sleep with your boss and get better things.
But it won´t help you in your future life.
"So guys. I made a decision who´s gonna assist me tonight." Mark stood on the stairs again and every resident and intern stood there listening excited if they´re gonna be picked. Jackson, Lexie, April and Reid stood next to each other.
"You all should know I asked other doctors about their opinions and picked two of you that are in my opinion the perfect pick." Mark continued searching through the crowd for Lexie. He was still embarrassed for their awkward moment earlier this day.
"My first choice was Lexie Grey." Mark meant when he finally spotted her and when she noticed his and everybody´s look on her, she looked down. "But since she has other plans tonight I have another doctors to help me. Doctor Adams, you are one of them." he winked at her and with her whispering thank you Lexie rolled her eyes.
"Oh god." she murmured annoyed.
"You have a problem with me?" Reid asked sarcastically and Lexie scoffed.
"Oh you don´t know what you´re walking into." she replied not less sarcastically.
"Shh...I want to here who the other doctor is." April shut them up.
"The other doctor would then be...doctor Avery." Mark continued and Jackson sighed. "Prepare yourself and-" he wanted to say while the crowd slowly went away, but Jackson stopped him.
"I can´t." he said.
"What?" April and Lexie said at once, and Mark also looked kind of shocked.
"I don´t have time tonight." Jackson explained and Lexie looked at him surprised.
"What are you doing?!" she whispered harshly. "That´s a once in a lifetime chance."
"Not if it is uncomfortable for you." he whispered back smiling. "I´m sorry doctor Sloan today´s not an option for me."
"Well then...Charles Percy...I heard good things about you...you´re in." Mark meant and Charles laughed happily.
"Now..let´s go to Joe´s." Jackson smiled at Lexie, who smiled back.
"Yeah I could really use a drink now." April meant exhausted walking by them and left them giggling.
People think they are better when they have more of it in their life.
But you should never try to force being sexually attracted to someone.
It´s something that happens.
Sometimes fast and noticeable...
The three of them and Alex and Cristina sat down by a table at Joe´s.
"Is Meredith still at the hospital?" Lexie asked Cristina but April answered.
"Yep. She stole my surgery. Where´s the beer?" she asked still mad about it.
"I´m gonna get a round." Alex meant walking over to the bar.
"So Sloan wanted you and you rejected? What the hell went into you?" Cristina asked shocked and Jackson looked at his hands and then to Lexie.
"Well, I guess I just didn´t want to." he smiled at her and Lexie replied it.
"Wha- I mean I understand Lexie didn´t want to but-" Cristina wanted to reply but Lexie interrupted her.
"Can you shut up? Please?" Lexie asked annoyed of Cristina. While she looked kind of shocked and April rolled her eyes Alex gave everyone a beer and sat down.
"Okay, come on Kepner just admit it. You´re still a virgin." Alex giggled sipping from his beer.
"I am not-" April wanted to assure them but Cristina interrupted her.
"Is it because you haven´t found THE one yet?" she laughed looking to Alex who started laughing more and infected Jackson and Lexie to giggle as well.
"I think it is because she´s christian." Jackson told them and April rolled her eyes annoyed by the group.
"Stop it!" she screamed and every laugh stopped. "Fine, I´m a virgin. But I don´t talk about it. We all have things we don´t talk about or at least should be ashamed for." she admitted.
"I don´t even know one-" Jackson wanted to reply but April cut him off madly.
"Really? You and your little girlfriend here are a couple for two weeks and you haven´t even kissed in public much less you haven´t had sex in the whole time." she explained and everybody looked at Jackson, and Lexie who sat on the opposite side of him.
"You told her?" she whispered to him harshly.
"She´s my best friend!" he replied whispering not less harsh.
"And Meredith..." she continued and the group looked up surprised. "Oh my god does she really think that sneaking away wouldn´t catch someone´s eye? Especially when she comes back with her hair like a mess and her blouse buttoned wrong?" Lexie nodded blushing and Alex looked at April respectfull. "And Alex and you Cristina...wow...you´re just...so mean. I don´t know if it´s a protection shield but...maybe you should try being nice someday. So yeah I´m a virgin, I don´t talk about it...and I don´t want you to talk about it either. Can we please get drunk now and let it all be?" she asked drinking her whole beer at once. The group stopped laughing and Jackson stood up taking April´s empty bottle.
"I´m gonna get another round." he meant giving her a comfortable smile and she replied it still mad about the group making fun of her.
Sometimes slow and without any sign.