i just told stefan i was pregnant and I wasn't sure he heard me as he didn't say anything but then he started laughing I grew mad this wasn't funny
"That's funny Elena seriously"
"I am serious Stefan" I watched his face drain of colour when he knew I wasn't joking I felt tears start rolling down my cheeks this is it he's going to tell me to get out
"When" I heard him ask and at first I didn't understand what he was asking "When how long have you known" he asked again finding his voice
"This morning it's why I have been so cold I didn't know how to tell you" I replied as I felt him wipe a few tears away from my cheeks
"Okay so the test could be wrong" I know he was hoping it was wrong but I knew they weren't as I have all the symptoms nausea, missed period and three out of three positive tests
"There not I took three and they all came back positive" I looked down I was waiting for him to tell me to get out or push me off his lap but he didn't instead lifted my head to look him in the eyes and I lost myself as I saw tears swimming in his green eyes but knew they'd never fall as Stefan rarely cries not since his dad died he won't show weakness
"Have you been having morning sickness" I nodded unable to form anymore words "Missed your period" I nodded again "How many days?"
"A week and a half" I replied and he cursed
"Ok we'll figure something out maybe see a doctor tomorrow and find out our options" I looked back up at him in shock "I didn't mean abortion I would never do that this is both our fault" he was interrupted by his phone ringing I felt it vibrating underneath me he lifted me up slightly digging into his pockets and answered it "Hello" "I'll be there soon Lex, I'm dealing with something you know where all the liquor is, fine I'll be there in ten" he hung up groaned in frustration "Do you still want to party or would you like to go home" he looked back at me and I looked down I knew he'd want nothing to do with me
"I'll go home if that's what you want" he lifted my head as soon as the words left my lips
"No that's not what I meant I just mean are you okay to party I know you can't drink"
"Stefan its okay I can do this by myself if you want nothing to do-"
"No, no Elena I love you and I'm not going to leave you alone in this" he moved me to my seat and clipped the seat belt in then started the engine "I'm sorry I'm just freaking out okay" he said grabbing my hand and pulled out of the empty parking lot
"I've been freaking out all day"
"Why didn't you tell me sooner" he asked as we headed towards his place
"I was scared of how you'd react" I replied looking out the window this car ride was making me nauseous
"You okay" he asked sensing something was wrong
"Just a little nauseous" I breathed out
"Do you need me to stop" I shook my head but he pulled over anyway getting out of the car and came around to my side opening the door squatting beside me "I never thought I'd be doing this so young" he smiled but I didn't find this funny
"This isn't a joke Stefan" I snapped at him
"I know that I'm just trying to ease the tension I'm sorry"
"Let's just go please I'm fine" he nodded closed my door and got back in driving
We finally made it to his house which still amazed me on how big it was it was only him and his brother since there dad died two years ago from cancer so Damon became Stefan's primary care giver although he pretty much cares for himself as Damon is never home and I avoid him when he is as he likes to be inappropriate
"Wait here I'll be right back" Stefan said when he entered the kitchen I saw Lex had already laid out snacks and I found myself picking at them as I was hungry I hadn't eaten much today
"Hey I was wondering when you'd get here" Lex said coming up behind me and smiled when she saw I had a mouth full of food "Hungry"
"Little bit" I smiled
"So did you tell him he sounded vexed on the phone" I nodded just as Stefan came back in
"There you are I was looking for you did you find the alcohol"
"Nope so I raided Damon's stash"
"He's going to kill us you know" Stefan smiled at her "Are you sure this is going to be enough food"
"I only put those out for Elena since most of the others kids aren't going to be thinking about food" I shot her a look I didn't tell him that I told Lex
"Yeah because I'm always hungry at parties" I tried covering it but I know Stefan knew me to well
"Wait Lex you know" I shook my head why did he have to read me so well
"Oh I thought she told you that she told me"
"You told Lex and not me"
"Lexi shook it out of me she also thought I was breaking up with you and was ready to kick my ass"
"Was not" Lex replied petulantly "Stefan relax she needed to tell someone before she told you the poor girl was freaking out"
"I'm sorry Stefan" I cried for no reason
"Hey whoa why are you crying" Stefan hugged me and it only made me cry harder
"And so it begins" we heard Lex mutter
"What begins" Stefan asked her and suddenly I was laughing "What the hell one minute your crying and now laughing"
"It's the hormones Stefan so good luck" Lex replied and punched his arm then ran off
"Wait are you telling me that the-" he looked around then pointed to my stomach "Is messing with your emotions" I nodded and started laughing again
"Stefan its normal I think" he shook his head and kissed me picking me up by my waist but I could tell he was a bit hesitant
"So I'm going to be dealing with this for a whole nine months"
"I think it stops eventually but shh people are starting to arrive I don't want it plastered across school that I got" I pointed to my stomach discretely as people were starting to arrive
"I agree at least until you start showing"
Almost the entire school was here in just an hour, I had lost Stefan in the crowd a couple of minutes ago I was using him tonight to deflect people handing me drinks which had happened three times already I just quickly put them down and walked away trying to find him the music was so loud it was starting to give me a headache
"Stefan" I called out but it was way too loud I couldn't even hear myself over the music so I decided to go upstairs to find some quiet, I walked into the first bathroom to see a couple making out so I quickly closed the door and walked up the other flight of stairs that leads to Stefan's room
I opened the door and found Stefan he was on his bed with Katherine leaning over him their lips locked I gasped and Stefan pushed Katherine off himself
"Elena it's not wha-" I didn't let him finish I closed the door and ran downstairs hearing him running after me "Lena, ELENA, Elena wait" he grabbed my hand just as I reached the bottom of the stairs "Please she followed me up there I was looking for you when we got separated"
"How could you" I yelled out not believing his story for a second
"Lena please"
"No I get it, I tell you and you find the first thing available"
"Elena it wasn't like that she kissed me and pushed me down on the bed just as you walked in you have to believe me you're all I want"
"It's not just about us Stefan" I cried turning and ran outside and down his driveway but crashed head first into someone and I would have fell back if they didn't catch me
"Elena" I heard someone's voice above me so I looked up to who it was I crashed into
"Damon"
"What's wrong are you okay did someone hurt you" he asked
"Yes, no I have to go" I tried to move around him but he held onto my arm
"Where's my brother"
"Doesn't matter I have to go"
"I'll take you home but first I have to break up this party I told him no parties this week but Stefan never listens" he held onto me and walked back to the house as soon as he walked through slamming the door shut the music stopped this wasn't the first party Damon had broken up "Parties over get out, the cops are on their way" everyone scrambled out I caught sight of Stefan he was searching the crowd and I knew it was for me
"Damon" I heard him say when he caught sight of him and then saw me behind Damon "Elena I've been looking everywhere for you" I didn't answer him instead hid further behind Damon
"I found her running down the driveway" Damon answered for me
"You shouldn't be running Elena what were you thinking" Stefan scolded me like a child and I looked up at Damon, everyone was gone it was only him, Stefan, Lex and me left
"Stefan what happened" Damon asked him shielding me sensing I didn't want to talk to Stefan
"It was a misunderstanding"
"A misunderstanding, a misunderstanding" I yelled out angry "How is you making out with Katherine in your room a misunderstanding"
"I told you Elena she attacked me you know I'd never"
"Of course you would there's no baggage with her, you don't have to deal with her like you do me"
"Elena of course you're not baggage you know Katherine and you know she would try anything to break you two up don't let her get what she wants" Lexi tried to reason with me
"No Lex he knew exactly what he was doing, he didn't want to accept that he got me pregnant so he went after the first available thing out there"
"YOU WHAT" we heard Damon yell I had completely forgot about him being here