"Stefan how could you be that stupid are you trying to ruin your life, what about college your football scholarship you just messed up everything you worked for" Damon yelled
"Damon not now" Stefan growled I know he hated it when Damon tried to act like their father
"Yes now you just ruined your life because you couldn't keep your dick to yourself if you think I'm going to let you ruin your life, what would dad say if he was here" I flinched as I saw anger flash past Stefan's eyes
"You don't get to bring dad into this Damon and you're not my father"
"Well someone has to tell you what an idiot you are for ruining your life for a pretty face" I jumped back and felt the tears in my eyes threatning to spill over "Elena I didn't mean"
"Damon just go it's what your good at" Stefan spat at him and approached me but I backed away from him as well
"Don't" I said but he wasn't listening "NO" I yelled and he stopped
"Elena I swear I didn't cheat on you I love you and I love this baby please don't leave me"
"I want to go home" I replied looking at Lexi she was the only one I wanted to be around right now
"Of course" she answered grabbing Stefan's keys out of his pocket he was to frozen to get them back like he usually would have as no one drives his car without permission "Stefan she needs time" I heard her say as we walked outside I got into the passenger seat and clipped my seat belt in feeling the tears fall as I looked at him just staring after us from the door as we drove away
I couldn't believe this is happening an hour ago I was so happy that I had let him know about the baby but now everything has fallen apart
"Elena I know it seems like he did it but I know Stefan he would never cheat on you he'd tell you if he had a problem with you he's not that type of guy and deep down you know that so please think about that before you take you and this baby away from him" Lex reasoned with me as she pulled up outside my house "Call me if you need anything or call Stefan" I nodded and got out of the car walking stiffly up my porch steps watching her drive away
I walked inside and jumped when I saw my parents waiting inside for me they looked pissed which was strange as I've never pissed them off this bad
"Sit down Elena we need to talk" my father said pointing to the lounge I thought maybe it was because I was out late but they knew I would go to the party with Stefan and they loved him so I know it wasn't that, but then my dad reached into his pocket and pulled out three white sticks and I knew straight away what they were
"Dad"
"This had better be a joke Elena your mother found these while cleaning up the bathroom"
"I can explain"
"You better young lady because this isn't funny"
"It's not supposed to be funny, dad I'm pregnant" I told them and my dad got even angrier
"How could you be this stupid Elena have we not taught you how to respect yourself we thought you knew better we expect this behaviour from your brother not you do you want to throw away your future because that is what you have done"
"Dad we didn't plan it, it just happened" I tried to reason
"These things don't just happen Elena you could have prevented this by not doing it or wearing a condom for god's sake"
"Dad please I know that but it's done and there's nothing we can do"
"Oh yes there is your mother is taking you to the clinic tomorrow and you are going to fix your mistakes" NO way in hell
"Dad NO" I cried out
"Yes I am not having you ruin your life because you and Stefan could not keep your hands to yourselves, I also never want you to see that boy again do you understand me"
"No I will not, I love him dad and this isn't your decision to make" I replied standing up
"To hell it isn't your my daughter living under my roof so you are doing this tomorrow or you can pack your bags and get out"
"Fine" I stormed up stairs and packed a bag I had no idea where I would go I couldn't go to Stefan's, Lexi couldn't take me as she lives in a small apartment with her mom and she was probably staying with Stefan tonight, Bonnie and Caroline didn't know I had nowhere but I couldn't do this tomorrow I'd rather die first
I grabbed the packed bag and walked downstairs leaving without another word to my parents my mom tried to get me to stay but I couldn't stay there not now my dad was trying to kill my baby, Stefan's baby I know he had a right to know what my dad wanted to do I just couldn't bring myself to call him but Lex said I should call her if I needed anything maybe she could lend me money to stay at the motel
I dialled Lexi but only got her voicemail and looked at the clock it was twelve at night I tried a couple more times but still no answer which only left me one choice I dialled the number and waited until the voice I used to love hearing answered
"Hello" he sounded like he was battling sleep
"Stefan" I said feeling the tears well up in my eyes
"Elena are you okay"
"Stefan I need your help" I replied trying to keep the tears at bay
"Is it the baby is something wrong?" he replied sounding worried and it broke my heart as he really does care about this baby
"I need money" I tried hoping he just give the money and not ask questions
"Elena what's going on your not running are you" I cried and sat down on a picnic table at the park near my house "Lena please talk to me your scaring me"
"It's my dad he wants me to get an abortion" I heard him suck in a breathe
"Where are you I'll come and get you" he heard him rummaging around probably looking for his keys
"No I just need to borrow money I'll pay you back as soon as I can" I didn't want to see him yet I wasn't ready to forgive him
"Elena I'm not letting you roam around the streets pregnant even if we are over I still love you and that's my baby you're carrying so tell me where you are" he sounded slightly angry which made me give in
"The park near my house" I replied feeling the tears spill over my lids, he knew which one I was talking about as we used to come here when we first started dating
"Okay stay there I'll be there as quick as I can don't talk to anyone" I nodded even though he couldn't see me and heard a car door close on his end of the line "Everything's going to be okay Elena I promise" I hung up and waited
I saw a red car approaching twenty minutes later and thinking it was Stefan I stood up but it wasn't I was starting to get scared of being out here this late in the dark, I sat back down but jumped when I felt someone grab my shoulder and screamed
"Hey, hey it's me" I heard Stefan and turned around hugging him "Are you okay, the baby"
"Stefan" I cried I was actually glad to see him even though he did break my heart earlier today
"Shh you're okay Elena I'll never let anything happen to you or our baby" he led me to his Porsche where I saw Lex sitting in the back
"Elena are you okay, I cannot believe your parents kicked you out" she said jumping out of the car hugging me she stank of bourbon and it made me slightly sick
"I'm fine" I replied but could feel myself trembling I just wanted this nightmare over I wish I could just wake up tomorrow and it was all a dream, I felt Stefan drape his jacket over my shoulders and sit me in the car once Lex had gotten back in
He closed the door and drove back to his once there I got out slowly as the trip made me nauseous cars in general made me nauseous lately then he led me to the kitchen where he got me a glass of water
"She okay" Damon came into the kitchen making me jump as I didn't expect him to be here still
"I think she's in shock but other than that she's okay I hope" Stefan replied rubbing my shoulders
"Maybe we should take her to the doctors" I shook my head that was the last place I wanted to be right now especially when my father suggested to terminate the pregnancy
"No I'll keep an eye on her for now" Stefan said leading me upstairs, but I didn't want to go to his bedroom I'd only be able to picture him on the bed with Katherine
"No not your room"
"I know" he lead me to a guest bedroom instead and sat me down on the bed than left only to come back a couple of minutes later with one of his shirts and a pair of his boxers "Here fresh out of the wash" I took them and smiled but it quickly faulted
"Thankyou" I replied unsure of anything else to say to him
"I'll leave you to get some rest I'll be upstairs in my room if you need me just text"
"NO" I yelled and grabbed his hand I didn't want to be alone right now "Please don't leave me alone"
"Hey shh" he hugged me tucking my head under his chin "It's okay nobody is going to touch our baby I promise"
"Don't leave me" I repeated
"Okay I won't leave you" I nodded knowing he'd stay so I went to the bathroom and changed then came back seeing him laying a top of the covers in his boxers and a singlet he sat up when he saw me coming but laid back down when I climbed in the bed and settled myself on his chest listening to his heartbeat I know I shouldn't be doing this but I needed to be close to someone right now "Elena" he began and I knew he wanted to talk but I just couldn't not tonight
"Shh please not tonight" I wrapped my arm around his waist
"Okay" he kissed my forehead and I flinched "Goodnight" I nodded and fell asleep safely in the arms of the only person I ever loved and still will love no matter what
I found myself having a dream that my parents came here and dragged me kicking and screaming to their car with Stefan trying to get to me but he couldn't no matter how much he ran then I was in a doctor's office and they took our baby from me I jumped startled and screamed out
"Elena" I heard Stefan say from beside me
"Stefan" I crashed back into his chest and cried my life is so messed up I'm scared of my parents which is something no kid should ever be scared of
"Shh I'm here, I'm here"
"M…my…parents…they took….our…baby"
"They're not going to touch you or this baby over my dead body okay you have to calm down"
"I…can't…Stefan"
"Shh yes you can breathe in" I sucked in a breathe "Breathe out" I puffed the air back out and repeated until I calmed down
"Stefan I'm so scared, what are we going to do, what are we thinking were kids ourselves"
"Hey, hey look at me" I met his eyes and saw he had tears in them again which broke my heart as I'm doing this to him "We are going to try everything we can to be good parents, I'll get a job and see if Damon will let me tap into my inheritance" I shook my head
"I can't let you pay for everything" I replied but he shook his head
"Listen to me Lena I love you and I want to help you and our baby until you can get back on your feet you let me take care of you's"
"Stefan what about school were finishing our senior year"
"I don't care about school"
"You can have a football scholarship, you can go to college I can't let you throw your future away for me I can't"
"The baby's my future" he replied placing his hand on my stomach and I placed my hand over his crying I hated that my emotions are so haywire and out of my control
"What about your father it was his dream that you go to college on a football scholarship"
"I don't care all I care about is you and our baby" I threaded my fingers in his hair and brought our lips together
"I love you so much Stefan" he kissed me back cupping both my cheeks then pulled me down towards the mattress, I hooked my leg over his waist and kissed him as our lives depended on it
"I love you too, god I love you"
"Wait" I came to my senses he had still kissed Katherine and I don't know if I could forgive him for it, I detangled my legs from his sitting up
"What, what is it" he sat up next to me and brushed my hair out of my face
"Katherine" I breathed out
"Elena I swear I didn't kiss her she kissed me just as you walked in I didn't even hear her come in until she turned me around and pushed me to the bed I only fell out of shock I'd never do that to you I have never loved anyone like I love you so please believe me" he was completely crying now and it wasn't very often Stefan cried for no reason especially if he was lying so I found myself believing him
"I believe you and can I rip her head off" I replied making him laugh
"Not in your condition but I'll pass on that request to Lexi" I laughed and he kissed my head softly "Now go to sleep you need rest" I nodded against his chest and pushed my hair out of my face and I fell asleep safely tucked in his arms