When I woke up I could hear some sort of beeping noise, my eyes fluttered open and I saw a grey roof so I looked around I was in hospital what happened to me why am I here
"Elena thank god" I heard Stefan say and he came into my view from the seat by the window, I knew I was in hospital but couldn't remember anything at the moment "Are you okay"
"What happened?" I asked him slowly
"You don't remember anything" he said and I shook my head which hurt, I grabbed the back of my head wincing when I hit a tender area "Easy you took a heavy hit to the back of the head"
"Am I, are we okay" I put my hand on my stomach
"You're okay the baby's okay" he put his hand over mine "I was so scared that I lost you, Lexi rang telling me that you fell, that Katherine had pushed you I swear I'm going to-"
"Stefan it wasn't her fault our conversation got heated" it was coming back to me slowly but I could remember things and really felt bad for Katherine I understood why she was the way she was, she still loved Stefan in her own way
"I don't care she could have seriously hurt you"
"Stefan" I heard Damon's voice as he knocked poking his head in "Elena your awake good you had us worried" he walked in and gave Stefan a foam cup I could smell that it was coffee so they must have been here a while as Stefan only drinks coffee when he's trying to stay awake
"As long as the baby's okay that's all that matters" they both nodded as we heard another knock and Dr. Alver walked in
"Elena it's great to see you awake you gave these boys quite the scare, you're very lucky if you had hit your head just a little bit lower you could have broken your spinal cord" I saw Stefan flinch "But you'll walk away virtually unscathed but I do suggest you get plenty of rest"
"Can I go home and get rest" I asked her hoping I could get out of here
"It would be better if you were here so that we can keep you under surveillance"
"I'll get plenty of rest and I highly doubt these two will let anything happen to me" I sat up showing them that I was okay
"Okay but if you get dizzy or have any extreme headaches I suggest you come straight back in and I want one of you to wake her every couple of hours" she discharged me and they took me home but they both were already getting on my nerves Stefan was fussing over me and Damon was also making sure I had everything so that Stefan didn't have to leave my side
"Stefan please just sit down I'm okay" I pulled on his hand making him sit down beside
"You sure"
"Yes" I replied kissing his cheek "I'm one hundred per cent okay" I laid my head on his shoulder and he wrapped an arm around my shoulder tucking me closer then threw and blanket over us
"You know I've never been so scared when Lexi called me, I'd just finished practise and was on my way to steal you away when she called I drove so fast it wasn't funny then rushed in just as they were looking you over they wouldn't let me in the room until they had made sure you and the baby were okay" I looked up as I couldn't imagine how that felt for him to have to wait outside like that "Promise me you'll avoid Katherine, she could have killed you"
"I don't think that was her plan and I shouldn't have made her angry like that"
"It doesn't matter" I let it go as I was falling asleep "Go to sleep I'll have to wake you in a couple of hours" I nodded snuggling into his side wrapping my arm around his waist and the other hand over his heart
I heard Stefan trying to wake me up but I really didn't want to I was comfortable in his warm embrace
"Come on Lena you just need to answer a few questions"
"No I'm comfy" I snugged into him more
"What's your name" he asked
"Elena Marie Gilbert" I answered bored
"Do you know where you are?"
"In the embrace of my boyfriend and the father of my child in the old Salvatore boarding house" he chuckled at my smart ass comment
"Your clear" he replied kissing my forehead but I quickly raised my lips and caught his kissing his slow but passionately, I found myself climbing onto him straddling his waist I threaded my fingers into his hair tilting his head back I felt more attracted and turned on right now, his hands found my waist "Elena we shouldn't be doing this" he said stopping but I could tell he really didn't want to stop
"Stefan I'm finally feeling good for the first time in months, I know our relationship is suffering sexually"
"It isn't were fine"
"Exactly were fine I don't want to be fine I want to be close again I want you" I wrapped my arms around his neck and pressed my body to his
"Stefan have you woken oh sorry" Damon came in but quickly left seeing our position I should have been embarrassed but I wasn't I wanted Stefan so badly that it was killing me not to be close to him
"Elena I just don't know if we can" I understood then that it wasn't that he didn't want to, it was because he thought he would hurt our baby
"Stefan you won't hurt the baby their perfectly protected, please I need you" he picked he up with his hands on my butt, I squealed in surprise as he carried me upstairs to his bedroom
He sat me down on the bed and I laid back as he followed supporting his weight still and kissing me passionately slow, I laughed when he brushed my hair aside at his boyish smile
"I still don't know about this"
"I promise its fine trust me" I'm amazed he didn't read up on this as he has re-read that book twice and had even brought a different book when he had finished it
I grabbed the hem of his shirt behind his head and pulled it, he helped me pulling it the rest of the way off I ran my hands up his side it had been so long since I could do this without rushing to the toilet to vomit or stopping because I had fallen asleep
He moved his lips to my neck and travelled a hand up my shirt he brushed over my stomach and it tickled making me laugh, he grabbed my shirt and lifted it over my head I felt a little subconscious as my stomach was popping out and my breasts were bigger I crossed my arms across my chest but he grabbed my hands and moved them to lie beside my head and held them there as he kissed my lips again
"You're so beautiful Elena" I grabbed his belt and unbuckled it then pulled it from its loops
I then unbuttoned his jeans and drew the fly as he did the same with mine I laughed as it felt so good being with him like this again, I heard him kick off his shoes then left so that he could take off mine and pulled my jeans down discarding his own leaving us in our underwear
I sat up to unclip my bra taking it off for him, he stared and it made me blush as it felt like our first time again
"They are getting bigger I could get used to this" I brought my arms to cover up again but he pulled them away "Don't hide Lena" he kissed my lips in encouragement hooking his fingers in my panties pulling them down "At least we don't have to worry about condoms now" I laughed as he discarded his own boxers and climbed up my body settling between my legs supporting his own weight
"That's what got us in this mess" I replied kissing him as he brushed my hair out of my face again
"If you feel uncomfortable or any discomfort tell me straight away okay you did just get out of the hospital"
"I promise" he nodded and entered me it felt so right to have him this close again
After we both climaxed we laid together amongst the sheets waiting for our breathing to return to normal, my head was on his chest and he was brushing my hair down every so often and kissing my forehead as well
"I didn't realise how much I missed this" Stefan whispered kissing my head once more
"What" I asked rubbing circles on his chest
"This you lying on my chest after we made love"
"Neither did I" I kissed his chest and fell asleep again safely tucked into the crook of his neck and his arm wrapped securely around my waist
When my sixteenth week came I was really starting to get a bump that was obvious I was wearing baggier clothing to school but I could see some of the other kids look at it which made me nervous and try to suck in my stomach which was a feeble attempt as I couldn't
"Elena were going to be late for school" I was standing in front of the mirror in our bathroom staring at my stomach I could see Stefan's pride when he saw what I was doing he loved that I was now showing
"Stefan they're all going to start noticing" I pulled my shirt on as he came to stand in front of me placing his hands on my hips
"We can't keep hiding it it's not going to slow just don't worry about them were happy, were starting a family a little early yes but it's not up to them to judge us"
"I just don't want to be laughed at"
"Ignore them okay" I nodded and pulled on my jacket
We walked into school and I saw multiple people stop to stare I tried not to pay them any attention as we walked to my locker
"Elena oh my god you look great" Eve hugged me and I pinched my eyebrows at her
"Please I look like fat"
"No you look-" she cut off and I looked at Stefan shaking his head
"Pregnant" Lexi finished walking up to us and Stefan slapped his forehead
"Stefan she's not about to break into tears"
I hated school the next few days as we heard the rumours start again and this time they weren't going anywhere as it was so obvious I was pregnant
We had another doctor's appointment today and if we wanted we could find out the sex I didn't know if we should as I'd love to be surprised but Lex and Eve were dying for us to find out saying that they had to know so that they could buy the perfect baby gift
"Stefan do you want to find out the gender" I asked him as we drove to the hospital
"I don't know what do you want to do and don't worry about Lexi and Evelyn"
"I'd like to be surprised but then I'd also like to know so that we can plan the nursery theme"
"We can always do a gender neutral theme"
"True" I looked out the window at the passing trees and thought about maybe doing a forest theme since the boarding house is surrounded by beautiful forest why not bring the outside in to our baby
"Elena we'll find out if you want it's up to you okay I'd love to be surprised but then I also would like to know what we're having" I looked over at him and he meant that so we were back to square one
When we got to our appointment we went through all the usual stuff like my weight, blood tests and were now doing an ultrasound we hadn't done one since we confirmed my pregnancy so I was excited to see my baby again
I was laying back on the table with my shirt up and Dr. Alver was moving the wand over my stomach, I was waiting as patient as I could but I was starting to worry when we didn't hear anything I could feel Stefan rubbing circles on the back of my hand
When our baby's heartbeat filled the room we both let out a relieved breathe and looked at the screen it definitely looked more like a mini person then an alien this time
"Everything looks great your right on schedule Elena" I breathed another sigh in relieve as she confirmed everything was fine "Would you like to know the sex" I looked at Stefan and decided not to I want us to be surprised
"No we want to be surprised"
"Okay am I printing pictures" I nodded my head and she printed two copies then sent us on our way as we answered a few more questions
On our way home I couldn't stop staring at the ultrasound picture and running my finger over it from their head to their body they looked so cute and I still couldn't believe that I was conceiving this little person we made together
We pulled into the garage and Damon met us at the door he was always interested when we came back as to what was going on or if we had a problem
"So am I getting a niece or nephew" he asked moving aside
"We didn't ask" I replied sitting down and put my feet up on Stefan's legs as he sat down next to me
"How did you not ask?"
"We don't want to know we want to be surprised Damon" Stefan replied for me and started massaging my feet I loved that he did this without me even asking for him to
"Great so I have to continue guessing" I laughed as he walked away into his office then looked back at Stefan who was smiling at me
"What" I asked when it started to feel like he was drilling a hole in my head
"Just you, you're amazing" he leaned over and caught my lips it was unexpected but definitely not unwanted as my sex drive has been through the roof lately
"Mm and how am I amazing this time" I replied
"Because you're carrying our child" he put his hands on my stomach then kissed it I laughed and felt some tears as it was so adorable "Why are you crying" he asked brushing the tears off my cheeks
"I'm not, I'm just so happy that you're here with me"
"I wouldn't want to be anywhere else Elena" he kissed me again I found myself crawling into his lap grabbing fistfuls of his hair and moving my hips against his, his hands found my waist and stopped those movements "If you do that I won't be able to control myself"
"So don't" I breathed out kissing his lips again he growled softly grabbed my butt then stood I squealed and held on tightly to his neck "Stefan you are going to drop me"
"Please you're still light as a feather" I had gained six kilos since I became pregnant so I knew I wasn't light
He walked up stairs to his bedroom and laid me down on the bed discarding his clothing and mine so quickly then was soon on top of me and I apologised to our baby having to hear all this and get knocked around a bit
We laid beside each for ages just talking not at all bothered with our clothes just yet Damon knew better than to walk into Stefan's bedroom especially lately as he has already caught us twice in the middle of sex but I didn't care much my sexual appetite was insatiable
"You know we should start thinking about names" I groaned and rolled away from him but he turned me back and put a hand on my stomach rubbing it softly "Don't you think your mommy and I should give you a name by now" he leaned down and talked to my bump which I found incredibly cute
"Stefan don't try to use our baby against me already" I laughed
"I would never" he laughed back "But don't you think we should have some idea of names before you go into labour"
"I'm not due for another five months we have plenty of time"
"You say that now but the rest of the pregnancy will fly by and we will have nothing to call our son"
"Or daughter" I replied
"Yes or daughter as I'd be happy with either one, we don't have to settle on anything we can just spit ball ideas"
"I always thought Natalia was cute" I replied and he smiled
"There you go was that so hard?"
"Oh shut it" I punched his arm
"Natalia does sound cute" he replied
We talked about some names we both liked and some of them sounded really cute and I loved most of them just didn't want to pick until the baby was born as I'd know when I see their face for the first time
I was sitting in history copying down what was on the board as Ric wrote when I felt a fluttering come from my stomach I put my hand on it and squirmed as it felt really weird kind of like butterflies in my stomach
Stefan caught me rubbing my stomach and looked over at me with worried eyes but I shook my head and mouthed I was fine but he shook his head
"I promise I'm fine I just thought I felt something" I whispered which caught Lexi and Bonnie's attention as Bonnie was in front of me and Lexi was in front of Stefan but none of them could say anything as Ric turned around rattling on about WW2 as we moved on
When the bell went I gathered my books which Stefan grabbed off me as soon as I stood as he wouldn't let me carry anything he thought was dangerous and I let him be knowing there was no point arguing with him as it was also useless
As soon as we left Ric's classroom Stefan pulled me aside and I sighed as he needs to relax otherwise he was going to drive me insane
"What happened in class?"
"Stefan I told you I was fine you can't worry every time I feel something"
"But I do worry" he replied, I sighed giving in because I know he won't let up and I was hungry
"It felt like I had butterflies in my stomach it was nothing maybe the baby was moving around"
"Wait you mean you felt the baby move" his face lit up with happiness
"Stefan shh"
"Elena the ship has sailed of people not knowing you're showing and they all know, no matter how much you try to wear baggy clothes" he put his free hand to my stomach and I know he was trying to feel for himself but I know the baby had stopped moving around his face fell slightly
"Don't worry you'll feel the baby soon okay" I kissed his lips and we walked into the cafeteria after dropping off our books in our lockers, he got me to sit down at our table before going to get our lunches as I couldn't stand up for too long
"What happened in class" Lexi asked after a couple minutes silence
"I think I felt the baby move" I whispered and looked over to find Stefan as he had been gone for a while and I saw him talking to Mr Tanner he was arguing with him which I knew meant bad news "What do you think that's about" I asked Lex pointing to Stefan
"Probably because the team is playing out of town this weekend"
"This weekend" I asked just to clarify
"Yeah but you always come with us so I don't know why Stefan's mad" my face fell I knew why I had my doctor's appointment on Saturday Stefan wouldn't be back in time for it not unless he drove all night which he couldn't do as the team rode in a bus together and he'd be tired after the game so I wouldn't want him driving all night
"I have a doctor's appointment early on Saturday"
"Oh yeah that'd be it" she replied as we watched Stefan walk back here and put our tray down
"Stefan go to the game" I said as soon as he sat down, he sighed and prepared himself to argue
"I can't Elena we have the appointment"
"I will be fine on my own it's only this once, I will call you before and after letting you know how it went"
"You can't drive so there is no way for you to get there"
"I have Damon to drive me, I'll be fine you have to go you still have a chance to get your scholarship remember that" he smiled and kissed my head
"Why can't I ever say no to you even when it goes against all my better judgements?" he wrapped his arm around my shoulders and
"Because you love me and know I'm right" I replied
Friday afternoon I walked with Stefan to the bus he really didn't want to go but I had told him he had to, I saw Damon leaning on his Camaro waiting for me since he needed to drive me home as Lexi was taking Stefan's Porsche and I couldn't drive anyway or I could but Stefan wouldn't let me
"Call me before and after the appointment" Stefan said for the third time
"Stefan I promise I will call you before and after"
"Stef you're not going off to war here I promise nothing will happen to her while you're gone" Damon interrupted walking up to us
"Salvatore on the bus now" Mr Tanner called him waving Stefan over
"Be safe" Stefan hugged me as tight as he dared and kissed my forehead "I love you"
"We love you too" he smiled patted my stomach once then got on the bus
"I really hope you have a boy because Stefan will drive you's nuts with worry if you have a girl" I laughed and we walked to his car as we watched the bus pull out
"I'll watch out for him Elena" Lex called driving past us
"I know you will" I yelled back
Stefan had already called twice since he left making sure that I ate and that I was resting he even spoke to Damon and I laughed as Damon translated to me after he had hung up
"Okay Stefan says I have to cook something healthy"
"Damon you can't cook any more than I could" he laughed and grabbed his keys
"What Stefan doesn't know?-"
"Won't hurt him especially now" I finished and we drove to McDonalds and splurged a little even getting ice cream because I really felt hungry
When we got back home I was feeling tired so I told Damon I was going to bed then went upstairs changing into one of Stefan's shirts as I missed him and it smelt like him, I laid down in Stefan's queen sized bed that was very lonely without him
I looked at the clock and realised I had been lying here for an hour trying to go to sleep but just couldn't seem to fall and found myself wondering what Stefan was doing now maybe I should call him the game should be over now
I called Lex instead just in case the game wasn't over but her phone went straight to voicemail I tried Stefan and his phone also went to voicemail I got up and went downstairs to grab a glass of milk it usually calmed me down so that I could sleep when I was a kid
I walked into the kitchen and grabbed the milk out of the fridge then turned around jumping ten foot when I saw Damon standing behind me
"Damon" I pulled the shirt further down as I was only wearing underwear underneath
"I heard you come down here sorry I scared you" I nodded and poured myself a glass of milk sipping slowly at it "Are you okay why are you still up" I felt like a child when they treated me like this but I know he was only following Stefan's orders
"Couldn't sleep I guess this little one senses Stefan's absence their moving around a lot tonight" he smiled and nodded "Have you heard from Stefan tonight the game should have finished by now but I can't get a hold of him or Lexi"
"No not since before the game started when he told me I had to make you a healthy dinner" he laughed as he didn't do that
"I should probably try and sleep my appointments at nine" I grabbed the milk and took it back upstairs
I was lying on my side with Stefan's pillow beside me I was hugging it to my side with my hand on my stomach the baby wouldn't stop moving tonight
When I finally managed to fall asleep I was rudely awoken by my phone ringing but when I opened my eyes it was daylight so I must have been asleep for a good six hours which wasn't much, I answered it without even picking it up and clicked the loud speaker button
"Hello" I answered lazily
"Morning beautiful" I heard Stefan's voice so I picked up the phone putting it to my ear
"Finally" I replied but was smiling
"What is something wrong with the baby?" I laughed at his reaction
"No, no everything's fine I just tried to reach you last night but your phone and Lexi's were off"
"Yeah they went flat and we couldn't charge them until we got back to the motel" I pinched my eyebrows as if he wasn't at the motel then where were they "The game went over time Madison Heights won" he added so I was relieved that was it
"Aw poor baby" I replied laughing which made him laugh
"How is our little one" I laughed again and rubbed my belly
"Kept me up most of the night I think they missed you"
"I miss you guys too"
"STEFAN SHUT UP ITS SEVEN THIRTY IN THE MORNING" I heard Lexi yell out and for something to be thrown at him but he just laughed telling her to get up
"It's seven thirty already" I asked glancing at the clock on Stefan's side of the bed it was actually eight I jumped up which was a bad move as I swayed and felt dizzy
"Elena you okay"
"Yeah sorry I just got up to fast" I heard him sigh
"You know you shouldn't do that"
"Yeah, I know" I went into the bathroom and put the phone down on the bench while I brushed my teeth and washed my face
"I want you to promise me that you'll be careful"
"Stefan I'm always careful this baby means the world to me as its part of you"
"Elena are you up, we better get going if we want to make it on time" I heard Damon knock on the door
"Be down in a minute Damon" I called back and listened to him go back downstairs "Hey I got to go I'll call you back after the appointment"
"Can't wait and remember to breathe" I laughed
"I will, love you"
"Love you too tell Damon to make you breakfast before you guys go"
"I will now let me go so I can check on our baby" he sighed and I know he was upset that he was missing this appointment
"I really hate that I have to miss your appointment"
"I'll still have plenty more okay"
"I know" we hung up and I got dressed but couldn't get my jeans up so I tried another pair but they were really snug I think when Lexi comes back we need to do and emergency shopping trip for bigger sizes
I walked downstairs and saw Damon had cooked bacon but he was looking really flustered and it smelt like it was burning so I ran over and helped him by turning it all off before he burned down the house
"Damon what are you doing"
"Stefan texted saying I had to cook you breakfast" I shook my head and threw out the charred bacon
"Well I don't think he meant for you to burn down the house and kill me" I laughed grabbing some pop tarts out of the cardboard and put them in the toaster
"That's not healthy" I glared at him and he held up his hands "Not my words Stefan wants you to eat healthy"
"Well Stefan isn't carrying a baby who makes me crave pop tarts"
With our argument or discussion depends how you put it was over I enjoyed my pop tarts then we left as we were going to be late
When we got to the maternity ward I was trying not to laugh as Damon seemed nervous to be here his eyes were looking around wildly as we walked up to the reception desk and I groaned it was the nurse from our first appointment the one that flirts with Stefan
"Hello I'm here for my appointment with Dr. Alver" she looked up and immediately smiled at Damon and I rolled my eyes
"Yes take a seat she will be with you shortly" she stared at Damon and him smiling at her didn't help as I grabbed his arm and dragged him to the waiting area
"Seriously" I shot at him when we took a seat
"What she was cute" I rolled my eyes at him again
"Elena Gilbert" I got up and we went into the room where we did all the usual stuff I was used to this by now and just got through it then we did an ultrasound so we could get some pictures and to check the anatomy of my baby
I rolled up my shirt and she put the gel on my stomach Dr. Alver usually did the ultrasound but she must be busy this morning
"Can I request lots of pictures" I asked because I know Stefan would want to see
"You got it lots of pictures" she agreed smiling and put the wand over my ever growing belly
"So can you tell me the sex" Damon spoke up and I yelled out no "She can tell me but not you" he added
"I can't without my patient's approval"
"Sorry this is my boyfriend's brother he wants to know but we don't" I apologised to the nurse who was looking at the screen with pinched eyebrows which had me worrying that something was wrong, I looked at the screen but couldn't see any noticeable problems
"Everything okay" I asked
"Dr. Alver will go over all the results" she answered which wasn't much of one and didn't help
"So is that not a yes" I was worrying now
"Do you see something wrong" Damon asked and I was thankful he was here
"I'm just taking pictures I'm not qualified to read the results" she wasn't answering us
"Yeah, but I mean you've read a lot of these things so does everything look normal" I asked more authortive why couldn't she just tell me that my baby was okay
"I'm really not able to say" I grew angry I don't care if you weren't allowed just do it
"Well if everything was fine you'd say it was fine, so obviously everything's not fine"
"I'm sorry only Dr. Alver can read the results"
"Well how about you go get Dr. Alver" Damon spoke up and I was thankful when she put down the wand thing and walked out to hopefully get Dr. Alver
"Damon" I grabbed his hand as I needed the support but like I would if he was my brother not romantically and looked at the screen trying to find the problem but I couldn't tell and I rubbed the top of my stomach breathing slowly hoping to calm myself down why did this have to happen when Stefan wasn't here
"I'm sure everything's fine this baby is part Salvatore were always healthy" I smiled weakly as it was a good try
Dr. Alver came back in and looked at Damon as she hadn't ever seen him before so I quickly introduced them
"This is Damon Stefan's brother"
"Nice to meet you" she shook his hand then checked for herself "This bright spot on the baby's heart is called an echogenic focus and there is another one on the bowel" I sat up with Damon's help "I know that sounds scary but let me be clear by itself this has no effect on the baby's health or the heart" I breathed slowly as my worry didn't go anywhere
"So what's the problem with it" Damon asked for me as there was no way I could speak right now and I was thankful that he was here as if I came alone I wouldn't be able to cope
"At the moment there is no problem but an echogenic focus can be a marker for possible chromosomal abnormalities in the foetus but like I said could be nothing, a normal variant"
"And you can't tell which one it is" Damon asked again obviously sensing that I wasn't going to talk as I couldn't
"Not from a ultrasound no" she replied looking at me
"Elena" I heard Damon's voice calling me back I was staring at the screen with the spot staring me in the face what happens if my baby has problems how will that affect us
"Sorry, how do we find out then" I asked I had to find out if my baby had any problems so that I could prepare
"We can do an amniocentesis, it's a relatively common procedure where we remove and test foetal cells after the procedure we will put you on bed rest for forty eight hours and after the risk has passed you're back to your life"
"What's the risk" I asked trying to calm down my breathing
"Miscarriage" she replied "Statistically it occurs in about one in three hundred of these procedures" I nodded slowly looking back at the screen showing my baby with that stupid spot they were all looking at me waiting for an answer
"Sorry I think I'm just a little bit in shock"
"I know it's a lot of information you should take some time, discuss it with Stefan and let me know what you want to do tomorrow okay" I nodded slowly again
"Okay, thankyou doctor" Damon shook her hand again
"Of course now I do get booked though, so if your leaning to have the procedure call right away" I nodded again then she turned to walk out but I was hoping she'd turn around and say that everything will be okay "I'll talk to you soon" was all she said then closed the door and I finally let the tears fall and my head fell to Damon's chest as he hugged me letting me cry into his shirt
"It's okay" he reassured me
"Damon this isn't how today was supposed to go"
"I know but this baby is going to be fine okay they are part you and Stefan so it will be strong, healthy and stubborn" I laughed through the tears
We left the doctor's appointment and I was silent the whole way home just staring out the window with my head resting against the cool glass window, I really wish Stefan was here or that my mother wasn't so against this pregnancy so I could talk to her as I really needed her right now
When we got back to the boarding house I got out and shut the door walking to the house I looked up and saw Stefan standing there with a smile on his face which just made me feel worse