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Previously on Roza?
DPOV
I bowed in respect and retreat the other way. But I couldn't help but wonder why did Roza cried and why did she looked so sad. Where did she go? My head was getting more and more confuse. That night as I lay in bed I hoped to see Roza tomorrow and prayed she would forgive me.
RPOV
Beep…beep… beep…. Shut up I thought to myself. I quickly turn the clock off and turned my body so I was facing the ceiling. I don't want to work. I don't want to see him. Why is he here? For the past 5 years has he even thought of me? Has he even read the letters I sent to him all those years ago?
I lay in bed a moment longer, staring at the white ceiling before getting up and preparing for today's work. When I went into my bathroom I saw a girl with puffy eyes and a face that looks torn and worn out. I quickly brushed my teeth, put my hair in a ponytail then grabbed my workout bag, my keys, and a granola bar before leaving my suite.
It's 6:00 am vampire time when I left my room. It's time for my morning daily workout. No one is usually up this early and that's how I like it.
At the gym I pulled out my speakers from my gym bag, put my silver stake around my ankle with the strap, blast the music, and started the workout. I started with lines, treadmill, weights, and a bit of yoga. When I was finally done with the easy stuff I rolled out a dummy in the middle of the gym and then I started to go nuts. Punching and kicking the dummy as if my life depended on it. Gym is place where i can let out all my anger, sadness, and frustration.
I was so concentrated on the dummy I didn't hear anybody walk in until they were right behind me.
"Roza?"
I knew that voice from anywhere. I stood up from my stance and slowly turned around to see the man I was dreading to see since he arrived.
"Guardian Belikov. I didn't hear you come in. How long were you standing there," I asked.
He looked hurt for a second but he quickly mask his face showing no emotions.
"I apologize for interfering. I was only here for a few minutes. I was about to work out and saw you," he said.
DPOV
I lied. I couldn't help it. When Roza started to fight with the dummy I was there. I was admiring her and how much more mature and grown up she has become. But when I looked at her, in her eyes, she looks as if she's just a soulless person. I see hurt and tired. I wondered why she was like this. Could it be something from yesterday when she was crying or was it because of me?
Is she still hating me since I slammed the door in her face?
RPOV
I gave him a small quick nod. Then silence engulfed us. He kept staring at me with… adore?... admiration? That's impossible. He hated me. He didn't come back after i sent those letters nor did he hear me out when I was at his doorstep. Could this not get anymore awkward? Even though I don't want to see him I don't have a choice.
Speaking of which, I really need to go to the office to see how long he and Tasha is going to stay here. Surely they would have informed us when they will be here. Like all the other times they would announce when they will be here on vacation. Whenever they came here for vacation and to visit Christian I would always be at different Academies or on a business trip so I don't have to see him.
"So are you going to stand there and stare at me or do you want to spar," I asked. I really want to beat the shit out of him.
He quickly snapped out of it, walked to grab the mat from the wall, and lay it flat in the center of the gym.
We both took one end of the mat and got into our stance. We circled around each other waiting for the other to make the first move. When I couldn't stand it any longer I took the first swing. He quickly blocked it and tried to swing at me. I blocked. I grabbed his hand and twist it to his back now his back back is at my face. He tried to kick me from behind but I blocked him again. I kicked his head and he fell. I went on top of him and tried to "stake" him but he was fast. He blocked me and flipped me over so I was at the bottom. Then it was his try to "stake" me but I blocked him too. Both of our hands are holding one another and we keep rolling trying to be the top. I ended up at the top and using our locked hands with all the strength I have and smashed his chest. That took all the air out of his lungs, loosening his grip on me, and it gave me the perfect opportunity to "stake" him.
When we were done we were panting like there was no tomorrow. I was on top of him still. Even though he doesn't care about me or his son I can't deny we still have chemistry. I snapped out of it and quickly got up, packed up my stuff and left.
After my shower I went to my office and started to file all the paperwork.
When I looked at Dimitri's paper I expect him to be on vacation with Tasha but it didn't. Instead it indicated he wanted to resign and work here at the Court. I was reading his paper in horror. No way will I let this happen. No way will I let him stay here.
A knock on my door snapped me out of my anger. I didn't need to look up to know who it is. I felt him.
Speaking of the devil.
"Roza we need to talk."
Oh boy. Could this day not get any worse?
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