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Previously on Roza?

If he did love me he would have read those letters and came back to me. He could have even stopped my beautiful Jordan's death. I don't blame him for not being there but if he claims that he never stopped loving me I say that is bullshit. He would have been here.

Today has been an emotional day so I decided I deserve a break and left my office. I would visit Lissa today but I will see her tomorrow anyways along side the day care.. so with that being said I went to get dinner and hopefully go to bed without any interruptions

RPOV

Another day. Another day to fight. I really got to get my shit together. How can one man affect me so much? Duh. He's Dimitri Belikov. The man I love. The father of my child. No matter how much he hurted me I still love him. But regardless of my feelings I can't let it affect Lissa. She is my charge and I will do everything that is necessary to protect her.

I got ready like usual and headed for Lissa's chambers.

I didn't bother knocking to her suite. I just grabbed the spare key on my key chain and let myself in.

"Lissa are you awake," I asked loudly down the hall.

"Yes I am. Give me a minute let me grab my phone and then we can go," she said inside her room.

When she emerged from her room she quickly ran up to me and gave me a hug.

"How are you feeling sweetie? I'm sorry I didn't see you yesterday. I just thought you needed your space," she said.

"It's fine. I'm honestly fine. Really. Dimitri sudden appearance shocked me and it just made me miss Jordan and him so much more."

Lissa didn't say anything but she gave me one last hug. She knew I don't want any pity.

"So what is today's schedule," Lissa asked.

"Well after the Day Care it's the usual month evaluation with the 'SGA' and then I have to go back to the office to assign Dimitri a role," I replied.

"I forgot its 'SGA' today."

"Me too."

Without another word we walk towards the Day Care.

Lissa likes to come with me to the Day care where I volunteer and play with the kids. I guess you can say that this is my way of coping.

Because we are inside the wards and there is always a lot of patrols, the Guardians when they are not protecting or patrolling they are free to do what they please. We have been through a lot of attack but we only lost 4 guardians out of the 3 attacks that we have received for this past year and that's not common. But hey it's all thanks to the SGA.

Once I reached the Day Care house I can see little figures playing on the playground. They look so happy and care free. I can't help but give a small smile. They range from 4 to 6 years old. Once they are 7 they go to academies to learn magic or combat.

A little boy, Brandon, saw me and screamed my name. All the other children stopped what they were doing and ran towards me. I quickly ran to my left where there was a small patch of green grass. Once I reached the grass I turned around and braced myself. With 15 kids you are bound to fall and its safer they fell on the grass then on the gravel.

"Guardian Rose you came to visit us. We miss you," said a little girl name Stephanie.

All the children chorus in agreement. I sat up and looked at all the pouting children I've grown to love.

"I miss you all too. I'm sorry I couldn't visit you earlier but you know as Head Guardian I get too busy to come see you every week."

They all pouted. I haven't seen them for the past two weeks because of the most recent attack and all the other shit I have to do as the Head Guardian. I looked around and didn't see Lissa in sight but knowing her, she went into the Day Care office to help file some paper work.

"Hey I'm here now aren't I? Let's play tag. 1… 2… 3…"

All the children ran away from me and they started to go on the monkey bars and the slides to avoid being it. I chased them around until Miss. Deena rang the bell.

"Alright I got to go now children. I –"

All the kids started to whine and hugged my legs as if they are trying to keep me here. I picked up one girl up and placed her on my hips and using my other hand I hugged the children awkwardly.

"I know. I know. Be strong okay? I promise I will be back next week. Okay?"

They nodded solemnly.

"Bye children," I said.

"Bye," they replied in union.

All the children went inside and as if on cue Lissa emerge from the other door.

"Ready to go," I asked.

Lissa nodded.

DPOV

I don't have the meeting with Roza until 3 so I decided to just walk around the Court to see what change since the last time I came here. Everything is the same. I passed by the horse stable, the throne, the Moroi/Guardian building, the guest building, the entertainment, the recreation, the food court (restaurant), the feeders, and the theater. The two place I have yet to see is the Day Care and if I walk farther I would be at the Garden fountain. I wanted to save that for last. I'm currently passing the entertainment going straight towards the Day Care.

I've always wanted children and a wife but the one woman I set my eyes for is Roza and she hates me. I know. But I want to try to win her forgiveness. I know she hates me for leaving her after we made love but I felt guilty that I will ruin her future. Hopefully I can try to win her back this way.

As soon as I saw the Day Care my breath hitch and my throat became tight. There I saw my beautiful Roza. She was standing and watching the children along with Lissa. But that didn't last long because a little boy screamed her name and everybody ran towards her and tumble her down. She started to smile. I haven't seen that smile in years. It made my heart ache. As she started to chase the children I kept seeing glimpse of her face and boy is she beautiful. She's so relax and carefree with the children. When the children became to physical towards one another she would break it up and gave them a lecture and they would listen. It's as if Rose is a mother teaching her children right from wrong. I'm in such awe with her beauty and power that I didn't realize I was getting closer to the fence. When the bell rang I saw all the children hugging Roza and some actually look as if they were going to cry. When the children started to head inside the classroom that was my cue to leave and go to the Garden Fountain.

RPOV

"Alright we're here," I said as I went through the doors of our private secluded gym. This gym is barely used because of how private it is. This gym needs a pass code to allow entry. Our fellow Guardians that isn't in SGA train and workout in the main recreation center. It's a good thing because this is a private team and we got to stay away from the rest of the crowd. We need to focus and not get distracted by others.

About 11 months ago Lissa and I decided to form a small Guardian group called the SGA, Secret Guardian Attack. Lissa and I thought that we get a group of 10-15 top guardians to do missions. Either going hunting or patrolling the Court when it is Hunt Day. No one knows this group except the people that are in the gym right now and Christian. We train harder than any other Guardians so we can go hunting around the city and eliminate as many Strigoi as possible. Once we kill all of them the Guardian put them in a pile out in a forest and then we give directions to the Alchemist to finish them off.

Today is our usual monthly evaluating. I want my Guardians to be top notch and make no mistake. SGA still protects and guard the Court but we do additional stuff as well. SGA is proven stronger than our other fellow Guardians. Nothing is special with us. It's just we put more time and effort to our training. We spar and try to find new ways to kill the strigoi. In surprise attacks at the Court my team never lost. We did lose a few Guardians that isn't in the SGA but not any of us. With SGA it's proven that there had been less attacks and even lesser Guardians getting killed. For the first 5 months of the SGA we practice and train every day and every minute we get. After our first hunting 6 months ago we started to hunt every other week. My team is good. We leave no trace behind.

Lissa and I plan in the future to make this a big thing for everybody. In the future we plan to create 3 SGA teams to go hunting all around the world. To help protect and save humans and Moroi. Why did we start this team? Well let's just say I getting was tired of getting picked off one by one.

My second in command, Alex, stood next to me and we started to spar with everybody. I started to take notes corrected their stance and if I feel there are lacking a strength I would yell at them to work out that weakness.

By the time the evaluation was finished my right arm is already forming a bruise and my left leg is throbbing from the blow I got from my team. During training and evaluating I always end up with a bruise or something broken but that's the cost of having a fantastic team. Tomorrow is our usual hunting day. We hunt every Friday. I know one day the SGA will be a success to the world. SGA killed so many strigoi that we are running out of rooms for our tattoos behind our neck and shoulder. Speaking of which I wonder if Dimitri saw it when we were sparring? Enough Rose, don't care about him. He's an asshole. He left you remember that. I said to myself.

I shook my head and left the gym.

Lissa left after the evaluation. She took our progress report back to her chambers and I was left alone or so I thought.

"Hey Rose," a man said behind me.

"Hey," I said as I turn around to face him.

"Hungry?"

I checked the time and saw I still have an hour left before seeing Dimirti so I nodded my head.

Alex and I walk side by side to head inside the cafeteria/restaurant.

DPOV

"Okay Guardian Belikov your role is patrolling every Tuesdays and Saturdays from sunset until lunch. Monday and Wednesday, when needed, you would be an escort to any of the Moroi that wish to leave the premises. Your room is now transferred to the permanit residence in the Court. Your room is now 215. Because it is Thursday please take the rest of the week off to settle down. You start next Tuesday. Any questions," Roza asked me as she hand over my schedule and key to my new room.

I thought about it for a minute and asked, "why don't I have more pratrolling?"

"Because it is not needed at the moment. Some of the Guardians will be transferring to different academies in the next few weeks. So please be patient. Academies these days have lost a lot of their teachers and Guardians," she replied.

"Then why am I not transferred to one of those academies," I asked. I don't want to push my luck but I just had to ask. A part of me want to believe that she allowed me to work at the Court was because she missed me but the more clever side was because I requested to work here.

"I try to accommodate all of the Guardians request. The reason why I didn't transfer you is one," she put up a finger, "you requested to work here and two," she put up a second finger, "once those that have volunteered to transfer leave we will need a few strong Guardians to take their place and schedule," she said.

I nodded.

"But if you wish to be transferred that can easily be arranged," Roza said with a smile. She knew I wanted to work here she just wants to agitate me.

"No, I prefer to work here thank you," I replied with my mask on. I don't like how she treats me now. I understand that I left had hurt her but I did it for good intention. I love her and I want to see her succeed. I know I slammed the door in her face and burned her letter but I wanted to forget about her. I wanted her to think I don't care. I guess I succeed but now I just want her back.

"Okay then. If there isn't anything else you would like to ask I request that you leave my office please."

I quickly got up and headed towards the door.

I looked at her one more time before I exited her office.

URGENT!

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