Sorry guys! I lost inspiration for this story and I hope this chapter will make up for it. Almost a 1000 words.
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Previously on Roza:
I looked down at the floor again. Trying to find the words to respond but nothing came out. I slightly nodded and with a small glance at Roza, I left.
How can I do this to Roza? All this time. All those mails and phone calls. She tried to tell me. How could I just abandon her. Abandon him. Oh my Roza. You have every right to hate me.
My beautiful Roza. Maybe it is best if I leave. I went outside to closest forest possible and screamed up into the sky. I started punching the tree out of anger.Stupid me. I'm worthless. I abandon her.
I kept on punching until I felt numb. Then I fell down to my knees. I cried into my hands.Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.
RPOV
The past 3 days I feel nothing but total bliss and happiness. I haven't felt this happy in such a long time. I have my son by my side again. Now I get to be with him forever.
The Passing is everything I can imagine. My dream home right next to the forest and a swing hanging from a tree, near the pond.
I was sitting on the porch with a cup of coffee in my hand watching the sunrise behind the mountain. It's absolutely breath taking. I miss the sun. The warmth. I feel at peace. That is, until the door swung open and a person sat next to me.
I leaned against Mason and closed my eyes. He was my best friend. I don't know why I didn't fall in love with him. He has done nothing but took care of me and treated me like I was a treasure he has to watch over. But I know in my heart I can never feel the same way as he does for me.
"Rose."
I opened my eyes and lifted my head to look at him.
"Do you love Jordan," Mason asked. What kind of question is that?
"Of course I do," I replied scrunching my eyebrows in confusion.
"Then can I show you something?"
"What about Jordan," I asked, looking back at the house.
"He won't wake up until another hour."
"Okay."
Mason got up and reached out his hand to help me up.
After I set my coffee down on the porch I followed behind him to the pond.
"So what do you want to show me," I asked.
"Look there," Mason replied, pointing.
I looked to where he was pointing. And in the pond, like a movie or a picture, I see an unconscious girl lying on the hospital bed. Brown curly hair, long eyelash, and some… wait…
"Is that me," I asked.
"Yes. That's you right now."
"Am I alive?"
"Yes, barely. Go on. Go in the pond and it will lead you to the present time."
I slowly stepped into the pond and it like somehow taken me to the hospital where my body is laying.
Well that was… scary.
I looked down at my hands. I'm here standing and my body is lying on the bed. Weird.
I looked around the plain, boring ass white room. The TV is in front of my bed, window to the right of me and the door is to the left of my unconscious body? This is really freaky. There is 2 of me.
I heard the door open slowly and my breath instantly became shaky.
DPOV
I opened the door to Roza's room with flowers in my hand. Looking around the room no one is here. Slowly, I walked around her bed and placed the flowers on her bedside table. I sat on the chair next to her.
I sighed. Grabbing Roza lifeless hand I brought it up to my lips.
RPOV
"Oh Roza," he said with a shaky voice.
"I… know… you hate me and quite frankly I hate myself too."
I took a deep breath in. No matter how much Dimitri hurt me, seeing him breaking down is making my heartache.
"I wish I didn't burn or ignore your mails and calls…" He gulped loudly. "You were just trying to tell me… that I had a son."
I gasped. He knows.
He looked at my lifeless face and put my hand on his cheek silently crying.
"I know I don't deserve it but Roza I promise I will leave you alone if you just wake up. I just want to see your vibrant eyes one last time," he closed his eyes crying.
"I promise I'll leave if that means I get to see you one last time. Please Roza. Wake up."
I took a step back crying and shaking. Staring at Dimitri and my lifeless body I can't handle this. I shook my head and looked up at the ceiling.
"MASON," I scream, "I can't do this. Please get me out of here."
Before I knew it I was back at the pond with Mason but this time we weren't alone. Jordan was there. I cried into my hands.
"Please… Please… don't take me back there," I said. Mason wrapped his arms around me and let me silently weep.
"Why…Why did you wanted to show me that," I quietly asked.
"Because Rose you have to make a choice. A choice that will affect, not only your life but Jordan's and Dimitri's as well."
After I stopped crying I looked up at Mason and stared at him.
"What choice," I asked.
"To stay here or to go back," he said. "Back to life."
I hope it didn't sound too rushed.
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