Hey, guys, I haven't written recently as I thought no one is very interested however I am going to carry on writing and hope you guys are going to like it. I won't be able to update for a while because of my GCSE, however, once they are done, I am going to update continuously and give you guys an amazing story that you will enjoy. Loveee youuuu bissesss xxxx

Clary's POV:

"Oh my god, is that Jace!" said Simon, finally looking away from his camera trying to fix his hair.

"Told you, your not the only one who needed my help this year," said Izzy, flicking her raven hair over her shoulder.

"Izzy, that's being a traitor, you were only meant to help me not your brother, Izzy that's not fair!"

Rolling my eyes, I started to walk forwards, towards Jace wanting to hug him. I missed him so much over the holiday, I went to my grandmas in Ireland, where there was no wi-fi, so I couldn't talk to anyone.

"Wait, Clary, where are you going," said Izzy grabbing my shoulder, making me face her.

"To see Jace why?" I replied with confusion laced in my voice.

"Clary I don't think you should."

"Why he's one of my best friends," I said feeling a bit hurt that she doesn't want me to see Jace, I mean she is his sister and my best friend.

"He's changed Clary, he's not the old Jace he uses to be, the one that hanged out with us."

"Whatever," I said walking towards Jace.

Unable to contain my excitement, I ran over and went to hug Jace, but he didn't hug me back like usual.

"Umm, what are you doing," said a bitchy nasal voice behind me which belonged to the school slut Kaelie Whitewillow.

"I'm hugging my friend," I said looking up to Jace because I stood at 5' nothing while he was a good 6'3. When I looked up I saw he wasn't looking at me, but rather everyone around.

"Can you let go of me?" someone snapped. I looked up and saw Jace looking at me. There was something in his eyes, I couldn't tell, it looked like anger. The pain of rejection started to seep through when he softly pushed me away.

"Come on Jacey, let's get away from the kid, so do you still wanna meet up after school..." said Kaelie but her voice started to drag of as tears started to prick my eye.

"Hey, Cinna bun, why are you crying," shouted Johnathan getting out of his car, running up to me and shoving my head into his chest.

"Oh Clary, I told you, are you okay, he's a shit face," said Izzy, treaking over to us along with Simon.

"What, whos a shithead, tell me I'm gonna kill him for making my lil sis cry," growled Johnatan.

Placing my hand over his, I shook my head unable to say no.

Jace's POV:

Dear Diary,

She looked so beautiful, summer did wonders for her. Her boobs have grown, I know I'm a pervert, I was looking there, her hair has gone darker and longer, rather it being ginger, it looked more fierce, more ruby, more beautiful.

I know I've changed so much but I need to.

I hate my self, she came over with the biggest smile and hugged me but I pushed her away. I need her to stay away from me, I mean it will be hard as Johnathan invited me over. But Johnathan doesn't know either, only Sebastian, that dickhead. I hate him, but I need him. Over, the summer, I had gotten closer to Johnathan, he's not like the others, you can tell that he's a good brother, he's too nice to be one of them. But he still caused pain.

I'm sorry Clary, I have to do this, and the thing which makes this even harder is that I still like you, and I can't even talk to anyone about it, Alec already has enough problems with his dad and sexuality. I need to do what I need to do, it's all going to plan and I can't let you ruin it Red. I can't tell you because you would never understand, your too sweet.

GoldenGod out.