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THE ORIGINAL NOVEL WAS WRITTEN IN SPANISH, I APOLOGIZE FOR THE TRANSLATION. IF YOU WANT TO READ IT IN SPANISH LOOK FOR IT UNDER THE SAME PSEUDONYM AND BY NAME "GIRO DEL DESTINO"
—Yes, I'm sure... very sure. —I told him pulling his head to join our lips together again.
And it was the truth, I've never been so sure of anything in my entire life. Christian was attacking my lips feverishly as he imprisoned me more and more against the sofa, and at one point I saw my legs getting tangled up in his waist and gluing it more to myself. Then in a nimble movement Christian got up from the sofa and took me with him. It wasn't that I was too heavy, but he carried me so easily.
—Don't let go. —he whispered in my ear as he walked with me to the room.
And I took advantage of that moment when he was holding me to go around his neck with my lips, causing him to lose his balance and put me against the wall of the hall smiling at my neck.
—I don't think we'll make it to the room that way. — he told me smiling at my neck making me shiver and laugh too.
—It's all the same to me. —I told him as he pressed his body tighter against mine and held me against the wall.
He began to kiss me passionately by putting his tongue in my mouth and making me moan and shudder. Her body was pressed against mine and as one of her hands held me with the other hand he threw my blouse off the floor. A shudder beside us made both of us look, and on the floor in pieces was a picture. We looked at each other laughing and then continued to kiss as Christian continued to walk into the room. When he got there, he put me to bed while he was lying on top of me. Then his lips left mine to slide down my cheek, my neck and slowly down, leaving a warm, moist trail all over my body until he reached the shorts. Her kisses made me lose my mind and concentrate only on the delicious heat that was spreading more and more in my belly. But when his hands went to the shorts button, I stopped him. He just stared at me with the frowning lord.
— Is something wrong? Don't you want to continue? — he asked staring at me.
I didn't know what to do at the time. Disasters always happened as soon as I got out of my shorts, although many times they were even before I got out. I decided to tell him, at least I'd be warned about what was going to happen as soon as he did.
—God, that's what I want the most. —I told him as I caressed his face that it was just a few inches from mine.
—But...
—But you have to know something first. —I told him as he sat on the bed and looked at me very seriously. I sat down just like him, so I'd look better when I told him.
—Tell me, it can't be that bad...or it is. —he said, looking worried.
Well, here goes. What can happen if you tell a guy that in theory he can't sleep with you. We'd see about that.
—Every time I'm alone with a guy in a room something happens. — I told him, squinting.
—I don't understand you. What do you mean something's wrong? —he said with a slightly confused frown.
—Well, the last time I was in this situation, the kid ended up in the ER. — I said, bowing my head.
—What? What happened to him? —said Christian with a panicked face.
—Appendicitis. —I told him by looking him in the eyea and seeing what his reaction was to what I was saying.
—It was just a coincidence, that... —but I interrupted him.
—It's not a coincidence, you can call Kate, she can confirm it if you want. —I told him as he stared at me in awe.
—Does she know about it? —he asked curiously now.
—Yeah, at first she didn't believe me like you did. —I told him as he looked at me in amazement.
—And what happened? —he asked in amazement.
—Let's say she interrupted several meetings and came to the same conclusion as me, as soon as you release the button on my shorts, something will happen.
I told him as he watched me meditate on everything I had just said. He had one hand on his face, he was thoughtful as he stared at me without taking his eyes off mine.
—The other guys...you told him, too. —he asked me bowing his head sideways.
—No, you're the first one I've told. — I told him as he squinted.
At the time I was regretting telling him. This couldn't go well, only I could think of telling a man that he couldn't sleep with me.
—Okay, let's do something. —he said, smiling maliciously at me. —I'm going to unhook your shorts, I'm going to lower them very slowly and then we'll see what happens.
—But... —he wouldn't let me talk, he put a finger on my lips and silenced me.
—If I have learned anything, it is to leave the past behind and live in the present, so don't worry about what happened long ago, it is in the past, the present is me, just think about me. —he said to me as I lay down on the bed again and kissed on the mouth avoiding further protest.
Well, whatever would happen, I was just hoping nothing would happen to him. Christian kissed me intensely as he directed his hands back at the closure of my shorts and this time he let go. Nothing, nothing had happened. I felt him laugh slightly against my lips as he separated from me and slowly slid the shorts down my legs, running them almost without touching them with his fingers. He threw the shorts away very skillfully and threw them somewhere in the room and then looked at me with satisfaction in his face.
—See, it wasn't that hard. —he said as he smiled sideways at me, resting his lips on mine again.
My hands went to his shoulders and from there down his chest and abdomen. I could feel each of his muscles tighten every time I slid my hand down, making him moan until I reached the zipper on his pants.
—You're very anxious, huh. —he said, smiling slightly away from me.
—I just want to see if we can finish what was interrupted six years ago. —he looked at me mischievously before turning around to sit on him and feel his excitement under his pants and me.
At this moment he was at my mercy beneath me, and for a moment I watched his naked torso as he slid his tongue across my lips and bit my lower lip. I leaned towards him and after giving him a slight kiss on the lips I began to descend down his chest and torso leaving kisses and sliding my tongue slowly. Christian tensed and groaned more and more as I went down his body and into his pants and stopped. After looking into his eyes for a moment I slid my fingers over his pants as he tightened further underneath me and a groan escaped him.
—That's not the way to play, I can show you how to play with it. —he said smiling as I bit my lip again, holding a smile.
I slipped my fingers until the jeans closed and unzipped it and then slowly unzipped it. And then he quickly turned me around and made me stay under him again.
—Enough with the games for now. —he said, quickly getting rid of his jeans and kissing me again.
His hands ran across my body without stopping as my legs wrapped around his waist to draw him closer. We had fewer and fewer clothes. I felt much better now, we were both agitated and excited. Our hands searched for each other's bodies just as our lips were searching for our thirsty lips.
—You didn't say enough games were enough. — I told him after we separated slightly in search of breath.
—I just love kissing you so much and going through your body with my lips as if no one else had ever done it before. —he said as his lips went up to my neck and began to kiss him slowly.
—Well, so far you're ahead of the game. —I told him smiling with my rapid breathing.
—What do you mean. —he said slowly down my neck and into my breasts.
Her lips on my skin made me shudder. I felt more and more heat, and a strange feeling growing inside me, and yes, I was nervous. Until now, no one had ever managed to take off so many clothes without something happening.
—Well, you're the first one who's come this far. — I told him as he stopped.
Christian looked up at that moment and stared at me with the confusion marked on his face.
—When you told me that as soon as you got your shorts off, something would happen, you were talking literally. —he said to me with an eyebrow raised.
—Yes. —I said with shortness of breath.
—Has no one ever completely stripped you naked, — he said as he could see a slight smile on his lips, or so it seemed to me at least.
—No, no one had ever gotten where you have. — I told him honestly.
—Then... — he said again, drawing his lips closer to mine. —I'm the first one to see you writhing in pleasure. He said with a smug smile.
—Yes, you're the first. — I told him while I could feel my cheeks dye red.
—So you've never slept with anyone? —he asked laughing against my lips.
Shit, I had to answer him that. Well, from the look in his eyes at the time, I figured he was waiting for my answer. So I had to give it to him.
—No, never. — I told him, staring him in the eyes.
And I don't know if they were my ideas, but for a moment I thought I saw the surprise on his face. It's just that it was so hard to believe that I was still a virgin, well, I still didn't believe it. And the truth was, if it were up to me, it wouldn't have been for a long time. But as I had already learned, that did not seem to be up to me.
—That changes things a lot. —he said, he kissed me lightly on the lips and separated himself from me.
—What? You're gonna tell me now that you don't sleep with virgins. —I've got to shut the fuck up.
—It's not that, now that I know, I want us to take things slow. —he said getting out of bed smiling.
What did he say? He thought this was funny to me, because it wasn't.
—You know, this isn't very funny. —I told him as he sat next to me laughing.
—I don't know why, I think it's so funny, really. —he said laughing and laughing.
— Great, the first time I'm about to sleep with someone and it turns out he doesn't want, you must be the only man on earth who doesn't want sex. — I told him angry, getting out of bed.
Christian quickly grabbed my hand and rolled me around and stared him in the eyes with anger in my eyes and tears coming out. But I wasn't going to cry, not for him.
—Excuse me Ana, I didn't mean to hurt you, I just figured you wanted something special. —he said this time without laughing.
—When you've been trying to have sex for so long, things just change. Yes, before I wanted it, before I wanted my first time to be special, romantic and unforgettable and with someone I was in love with. But with everything that's happened to me on each of those occasions, I just stopped wanting those things, I just wanted it to happen and that's it. — I told him as he looked at me, squinting his eyes at me and slipping one hand down my cheek, I wiped away a tear I hadn't seen coming out.
He pulled me to his chest and I began to cry more as he comforted me. I don't know how long we were just hugging like this, until my tears stopped falling and I found myself sitting on the edge of the bed with Christian by my side.
—I promise you something. —he said, separating me from his chest to look me in the eyes. —I'm going to do everything I can to make you want the same thing you did years ago. You deserve that and much more. —he said as he kissed me gently. —I'm going to make your first time unforgettable for you, that you remember it for the rest of your life. — he said staring me in the eyes and I could see the sincerity in them.
Christian was serious about it. No one had ever cared about me before while he only wanted what was best for me. This one looked more like the Christian I remembered.
—Thank you. —I told him as he smiled sensually at me.
—Now how about we take a bath. —he said to me while I looked at him with an eyebrow. —You can take a bath in this one, it's got a tub so you can relax, I'll do it in the other one. —he said with a smile.
—All right. — I told him as I got out of bed and picked up my shorts off the floor.
—Don't worry, as soon as you're done, I'll wait for you in the kitchen for dinner. —he said as he left his room.
Along the way I picked up the shirt that was lying in the middle of the hallway and then went into my room. I took what I needed to take a bath and went to Christian's bathroom, crossing him on the way. The bathroom in his room was huge and as he said he had a tub. I filled the tub with hot water and smelling salts and when it was completely full I got into the warm water. This was really relaxing, actually. I was submerged in the water and the foam and the truth is that I could have stayed there all night but at some point I had to go out. And I did it 45 minutes later, as long as I needed to wash my hair, bathe and shave completely. Now I felt totally renewed and relaxed. I came out of the bathroom and found a surprise. My eyes barely raise what they saw, this couldn't be, this wasn't real.