((Okay so, I was reading through this story and the idea for another Chapter hit me so! I am updating with a new chapter, I hope you guys all enjoy!))

Dean's POV

I closed my eyes and pressed my lips to Cas's bloody lips and clung tightly to his limp body. I sobbed hard burying my face in his neck. His normally warm body was cold, I could see the burnt remnants of Cas' wings, it made my chest feel so much tighter and I sobbed harder. I heard Sam trying to talk to me but I couldn't hear anything, past my heart pounding in my ears. & years I had spent loving Cas and doing nothing about it because he didn't understand his feelings, and I was to afraid of what everyone else would think… I could remember the last two days so clearly, the demon told me how he would kill Cas, he told me everything he would do. I fought so hard but whatever he did to me kept me locked in my mind but I could feel everything. I could feel Cas' lips when the demon had kissed him. I couldn't stop my sobbing, everything hurt so much. I was starting to get to the point that I had wanted to talk to Cas about our relationship. I looked up at the ceiling, and yelled, "Damn it you son of a bitch! You brought him back before! BRING HIM BACK YOU OMNISCIENT DICKBAG! BRING HIM BACK!"

No answer came and I looked down into Cas' once bright blue eyes, but now they held no life, and it hurt so much worse. I closed my eyes tightly and kissed Cas' lips again slowly. I could taste the blood that had pooled in his mouth. I slowly pulled the angel blade out of Cas' chest and let it clatter to the ground. Sam laid his hand on my shoulder, "Dean… Dean he is gone…"

I closed my eyes tightly and shrugged his hand off my shoulder, "No! NO DAMN IT GOD YOU SON OF A BITCH YOU HAVE BROUGHT HIM BACK BEFORE! THIS IS BULLSHIT!" Tears feel down my cheeks, as I whimpered into Cas' neck, "Just as I was ready to accept my feelings you take him away from me! WHAT IN THE HELL!"

I bit my lip hard, I could feel blood being drawn but I ignored it, it hurt so bad. I had lost Cas, because Cas was always my best friend, he had been there for me for a long time. Finally Sam grabbed my shoulder again tightly, "Dean he is gone…. I don't think he is coming back this time…w..we should burn the body…"

I closed my eyes tightly and the idea of burning Cas' body made me feel sick to my stomach. I knew that Cas deserved a Hunter's funeral, but I didn't want to give up yet. Sam started to say something else and I just snapped, "Get out! Just GO! LEAVE ME ALONE! IF YOU WOULD HAVE JUST STOPPED!"

I saw the hurt flash in Sam's eyes, and I felt bad, but right now all I cared about was the pale, limp body in my arms. Sam nodded and then left, closing the door to give me privacy. I stroked a hand shakily through Cas' hair, as I stared down into his eyes and the tears just wouldn't stop, "You should have let Sammy stop Cas…. I would have figured something out… Please Cas… Please just… just one more time come back… I need you… Please God, just bring him back one more time… I'll do anything. Anything for you please just… just bring him back one more time." I heard a flutter of wings and hope filled my chest, but I turned around and there stood Chuck Shurley, the prophet. The moment I saw him though I knew who he really was and I felt so angry again, "You bring him back!"

Chuck came over and looked at Cas' body and then he looked at me, "I am sorry Dean… but I told Cas, the last time I brought him back would be the very last time…"

I shook my head, "Please… Please I was going to tell him the truth, I was going to tell him I loved him. I can't live with the fact that he was killed by my hands, Please God, Please bring him back…"

Chuck sighed, "I prefer Chuck…"

I closed my eyes and bit out, "Fine… Chuck… please, please bring Cas back… I need Cas, I need him in my life…"

Chuck sighed, "I will bring him back… but only as a human… No grace, no healing, just a regular soul, I will give him his memories but he will be strictly human Dean. That choice is up to you."

I didn't need to think, I needed Cas in my life, so I looked at Chuck and nodded, "Do it…"

Chuck nodded and then he healed the hole in Cas' chest, and I few minutes later Cas coughed hard, and sputtered shakily, he looked around clearly shocked at what was going on before his eyes landed on me. "Dean…wha…what happened One minute I was in heaven.. the next I am here."

I shook my head and pressed my lips to Cas' hard and this time I tasted no blood, just Cas, and it took a minute but he kissed back. More tears fell from my eyes and I had to pull away so I could breathe, and I buried my face into Cas' neck and sobbed. I felt Cas' hands rubbing my back soothingly. I couldn't talk, Cas had been killed at my hands, and now he was human because of me. I hoped he wouldn't totally hate me. Finally after calming down some I shakily looked into Cas' eyes and said, "You're human… God… God said the only way he'd bring you back is if you were human… I can't live without you Cas, I just can't. After all the crap and the bullshit we have gone through together I couldn't live without you. I love you Cas, I have loved you for so long but I was to stupid to see it until recently. Just as I was ready to talk to you… I couldn't let you go Cas. I need you, and I, I want you to marry me Cas. You are human know, and I want to with you for the rest of our lives…"