Dean's POV

I groaned silently as I woke up, Cas' weight was gone from my chest and I looked around to see Cas sitting at the desk looking through a bunch of random papers. I slowly sat up and looked at him, "Hey Cas? How are you feeling?"

Cas turned around and smiled a little, "Hello Dean… sorry did I wake you?"

I shook my head a bit, he didn't look so pale anymore and not nearly as tired. I pushed myself out of bed and smiled a little at him, "Nah you're fine Cas"

He nodded and then looked at the papers in his hands, "Chuck came… we talked… he made things better. He made things easier for me, adjusted things so I feel much better. He gave me paperwork, to get around and start a human life, because I just don't think I can be a hunter Dean. "

I nodded and went to him, looking through the paperwork, and I laughed a little, "Castiel Novak? Born July 10th, 1973. That makes you 6 years older, technically anyways. Your birthday is coming up babe, we got two weeks til your birthday. What do you want to do?"

Cas looked up at me, with a slight tilt of his head, "But that is not the date of my birth Dean?"

I sighed, then rolled my eyes and kissed his head, "No but it was your vessels birthday and we need a date to celebrate you being human you know…"

Cas smiled and then nodded and kissed me softly, "We should go back to sleep Dean. It is only 3 am."

I nodded, pulled Cas to his feet and back to the bed then laid down. I pulled him close to my chest and kissed his head. "You know Cas, the other day when you woke up and I told you I wanted to marry you. With all this paperwork we could do that, if you wanted to I mean… Now you're human so that means you don't have to hang around me and Sam. You could do anything you like, I get it if you don't want to stick around…"

Cas chuckled a little before pulling me close and kissing me deeply his hands cupping my cheeks, "Dean sometimes you are so stupid. Dean I told you before I loved you. I have loved you since the moment I laid my hands on your soul and pulled you from perdition. I personally rebuilt every aspect of your body Dean, I used massive amounts of my grace to rebuild you. I even embedded a piece of grace in your soul to heal yours. It's the brand on your shoulder. Where I had to hold onto your soul while I rebuilt it, that is where my grace had embedded in your soul if I touch it now, even now I can just barely sense it. It's not harmful to your soul or anything it just filled a small hole in your soul and left a brand on your soul as well. You are so wonderful Dean Winchester, I have been so enthralled with you since we met. I love you so much Dean, and I would rather be a human with you, than be an angel without you."

I closed my eyes and rested my head on his shoulder and held back the tears, trying to accept the words of love from Cas but for so long I had been a selfish, self-depricating, asshole. I still wasn't sure if I deserved Cas in my life but I knew I needed him. Cas rubbed my back soothingly and kissed the side of my forhead before gently whispering, "And I will spend the rest of my life as a human to prove it to you Dean"

MATURE CONTENT AHEAD

I buried my face in his neck and bit my lip to fight the tears. I hugged him tightly and closed my eyes, before shaking my head and kissing him roughly, blocking out everything else except him. I ground my hips up into his crotch. Cas moaned gently and arched into me as well, he kissed me deeply and cupped my cheek before pulling away to pull my shirt off. I groaned as he rubbed his hand on my crotch, I felt his hands slowly unbuttoning my jeans. I shivered in pleasure and closed my eyes softly, "Oh Christ Cas your hands feel so wonderful…"

Cas smiled, then making quick work of removing our clothes his hands moving all over as if he didn't know where to put them. Finally I flipped us over, taking control of the situation and I ran my fingers over his chest and down to his cock, it was hard and already leaking precome. I slowly rubbed the slit of his cock gathering the beads of precome and rubbing it down his cock, causing Cas to groan loudly in pleasure and arch up into my hand. I kissed along Cas' neck making him whimper and arch into me as I slowly jerked him off, I ignored the throbbing in my cock because right now I was taking care of Cas. Suddenly I felt Cas' hand on my hard and leaking cock, his touches were hesitant and unsure but he rubbed slowly and a lewd moan spilled from my lips. I let go of Cas' cock and reached into the drawyer of the bedside table, grabbing out the lube I had brought into this room in case a situation like this arose, although I certainly didn't think it would be happen so soon. I looked at Cas, his eyes were open wide with lust and he was watching me closely, "Cas… I want to fuck you…"

Cas nodded quickly and he kept watching as I squirted some lube into my fingers, rubing them together to warm the lube. I kissed down his body and slowly rubbed a finger around his hole making him jump a little. I used my clean hand to hold his hips down and I looked up at him to make sure he was okay, he nodded "J..just surprised me sorry…"

I felt my cock give an interested twitch at the sound of Cas' voice, which somehow had gotten even lower. I slowly licked up and down Cas' cock as I pushed one finger in making Cas hiss slightly and his body reacted by trying to fore my finger out so I gently rubbed Cas' thigh and met his eyes which were closed at the moment, "Hey easy Cas. Look at me, there ya go. You need to relax okay, I promise I am gunna take good care of you but you gotta relax."

Cas nodded quickly and took a deep breath in before letting it out, his body relaxed and I smiled. I slowly licked up and down Cas' cock before taking his cock in my mouth, slowly working a second finger into him. This time he didn't tense up and I slowly worked my fingers in and out scissoring open his hole, suddenly my fingers rubbed the right spot and Cas cried out loudly. I smirked and slowly pulled off his cock with a wet pop, and watched Cas writhe in pleasure as I stretched him open, once I was sure he was properly stretched I pulled my fingers out making Cas whine slightly. I grabbed the lube and rubbed it onto my hard cock, and situated myself between Cas' legs, and my cock at his entrance. "Okay Cas, this is going to hurt again alright, but try to stay relaxed okay."

Cas nodded shakily, and I kissed him slowly as I pushed my cock inside his hole, make Cas reach his arms around my back and dig his nails into the skin of my back. I whispered soothing words into Cas' ear as I slowly pushed my cock all the way in. His body was taut, but soon he was relaxing and I gently started to move, pulling out slowly and going slowly back in. Cas moaned loudly and arched into me as I slowly fucked him, he suddenly gasped, "Fuck Dean right there"

I smirked and angled myself so I was hitting that spot on every single thrust, and I started speeding up, the desire to cum took over as I rammed into Cas over and over. Cas was whimpering and crying out in pleasure as I kept hitting his prostate over and over. Soon I felt the familiar heat pool in my belly as I was on the edge, Cas was whimpering and I could tell he was close but he didn't understand what was going on so I kept thrusting but leaned down to cup his cheek and softly whispered, "It's okay Cas. Just let go for me babe. Cum for me Cas"

Suddenly he cried out and Cas came in long white spurts, painting both of our stomachs with white, and his ass spasmed with his orgasm throwing me so far over the cliff I saw stars and I cam screaming Cas' name. I buried my face in Cas' neck, panting hard and shivering from the pleasure. Cas was clearly confused but I could tell he was still riding the high of his orgasm, panting hard still. I lightly kissed his neck as I pulled my softened cock out of his hole, before collapsing next to him and shaking hard. Cas softly turned closer to me and cuddled his nose into my neck sleepily, I smiled and then realized I needed to clean the both of us up so I reached for a t-shirt and cleaned us up haphazardly. Cas groaned a little with sleep and cuddled closer to me, "Love you dean"

I smiled and ran a hand through his hair and gently kissed his head, "I love you to Cas. Close your eyes and go to sleep okay"

Cas nodded a little burrowing his nose into my neck, and soon his breathing slowed down and evened out as he finally fell asleep. I watched him sleep for a few minutes before my eyes drifted closed and I too fell asleep.

((Okay sooo I have lost motivation for my other story at the moment but this one is still giving me ideas soo gunna keep writing. Thank you all for reading! Also sorry if this sex scene is average at best. I am not the best at writing those))