Sam's POV

I sat in front of my laptop in the Library of the bunker, holding my face in my hands as I tried to fight the tears. Like Cas said, Gabriel was gone and I had to let go for the sake of my relationship with Luka, I had almost calmed down before my phone rang, I knew the ringtone was Luka's and I almost didn't answer until I saw a text as well saying '911'. I quickly answered the phone, "Luka? What's wrong?"

Luka's voice came through but he sounded like he was hurt, "Heya Sammy… got myself in a tight spot… can you come help me out"

I quickly responded, "Course we can Lukas… tell me where you are and we will be there as soon as possible"

Luka laughed a little and I could hear the pain in his voice, "L…lawrence, Kansas. I was hunting a… a demon…"

I closed my eyes and bit my lip, "Of all places to end up, your lucky Lawrence isn't to far from us you idiot. I'll get Dean and Cas…"

Luka coughed, and it was a disgusting wet sound that was making my heart ache, "Kay… hurry up Sammy boy…"

I nodded, "Just stay on the line with me Luka okay, just stay on the line with me."

Luka coughed again and his voice was a little softer, "Can't. Gotta go Moosey"

My chest tightened when he called me Moosey, it was something Gabe had often times called me. I heard Luka hang up and I got out of the chair so fast it clattered to the ground, "Dean! Go start the impala Luka needs our help!"

I ran to my room to grab medical supplies cause from the way Luka sounds he is pretty badly hurt, I threw as much as I could into my duffel bag then ran out to the garage where Dean had already started up Baby and they were both sitting in the front seat. I haphazardly threw my bag into the trunk before getting into the backseat. Dean turned around to me, "Where we going?"

"Lawrence. He texted me an address, uh..wh.. what the hell…?" I stared at the address and my chest tightened.

Dean stared at me, "What where is he?"

I looked at him, "Our old house…"

Dean's eyes widened and he bit his lip before turning back and driving, I could see how tense he was so could Cas. Cas tried to comfort him with a hand on his arm but it was doing nothing to help him. I stared at the text, and remembered my conversation with Luka, he said he had been hunting down a demon, but why was the demon in our old house. Once we were halfway there Dean finally spoke, "What was he hunting…"

I bit my lip, "Uh.. a demon…"

Dean's body went even more rigid and I felt terrible, I knew the idea of a demon being in our old house brought back bad memories for Dean but I needed to help Luka. We pulled onto the street and the first thing I noticed was Luka's classic '67 bright red mustang parked a few house's down from our old home. As soon as Dean pulled up across the street I got out and grabbed my duffel bag, things we would need in case the demon was still around and my shot gun. I loaded it with rock salt and then looked at Dean who already had a gun in his hands, and Cas who was standing on the side obviously unsure of himself, so I handed Cas the bag with medical supplies. "Stay behind us Cas, I can't carry my stuff and the medical supplies so can you?"

Cas nodded slightly, obviously determined to help in some way. Dean as always went in the house first, it had clearly been abandoned but it looked as if someone was fixing it up. After clearing the downstairs I made my way upstairs, I cleared the other rooms before looking at the door of the room that had once been my nursery. I went in and there Luka laid in a pool of blood and an Angel blade in his side, I frowned and ran to his side, "Luka, hey luka wake up?"

Cas stared from the doorway before my talking brought him into action and he ran over with the bag and kneeled next to me, I was about to pull the blade out but Cas stopped me, "Sam, wait a minute something is not right. You said he was hunting a demon? Why does a demon have an angel blade… and why would he use it on a human?"

I shook my head and looked at Luka whose eyes had opened and he smiled, "Hey there Moose."

He coughed and sputtered blood then looked at Cas, and he frowned, "Cassie.. good to see ya"

Cas' eyes widened as if he realized something I didn't , "That is not possible"

Luka laughed a little, "Wrong silly seraph. Except you're not a seraph anymore. Just a human, funny. Sam pull the blade out"

I looked between Cas and Luka, still completely confused. "Pulling the plade out will do more damage Luka."

Luka shook his head, "Nah I promise. Just pull the blade out Sam"

I nodded and pulled the blade out quickly, and a burst of light went through the room before it darkened again, and the hole in Luka's side was gone, I realized he was an angel and I got up quickly and pulled away, "No…" I shook my head and turned my back fighting the tears.

I heard Cas helping Luka up, before he came over to me and put a hand on my arm, "Sam… Sam listen to me okay… I am not just another angel… I'm not even just an archangel… Sam I am your archangel…"

Realization hit me so hard I nearly collapsed, but he caught me and sat me down on the floor. I stared into his eyes and everything hurt so badly. I barely could choke out, "Gabriel…"

He nodded slightly, "Heya Moosey." I buried my face in his neck and cried so hard, I could feel his hands on my back and running through my hair, gently. "I'm sorry Sam… I hadn't wanted to tell you like this but that stupid Demon attacked me… I've been suppressing my powers so it had the upper hand, I hadn't even seen it take my blade until it was to late…"

I closed my eyes tighter and clung desperately to my angel. Dean had come in and taken Cas out of the room at some point and I was just shaking so hard. "Y..you died Gabe.. I held you in my arms after Lucifer left… you died…"

Gabe nods a little, "I was dead.. but Dad had to rebuild me. It takes much longer to rebuild me than it does for a regular angel… I had to get a new vessel though… who better than a hunter… I gave him control most the time… then he got killed… before I found you… I nearly died but Lukas gave what was left of his soul to help me heal myself… but he burned out… I hated myself for a while.. but I kept hunting, keeping up appearances and trying to find you… then you found me.. about to be eaten by a wendigo… I had been suppressing my powers so I couldn't just smite it… It couldn't sense that I was an angel cause I had been suppressing my grace so much…"

I closed my eyes and then looked at Gabe, "That's why you've been so mad about this whole Cas being a human thing… you are mad at Dean for making that choice…"

Gabe sighed, "He shouldn't have made that choice for Cas…"

I closed my eyes and hugged Gabe tightly to my chest, "If I was in the same situation.. and I had the same choice… I would make that same choice"

Gabe narrowed his eyes at me and shook his head, "Damn Winchester's."

I hugged Gabe tightly and buried my nose in his neck, "You son of a bitch. I fucking hate you…"

Gabe laughed a little and shook his head, "No you don't."

I closed my eyes fighting the tears that threatened to escape, "Yes I do.. you left me…"

Gabe kissed my head and hugged me tightly, "I know Sam.. I know… I am so sorry…"

((Figured we would get a perspective from Sammy... Bit of a surprise to guys))