Cas' POV

I relaxed as the music from my headphones went through my ears, I was halfway to work now and things were calm. It was a clear night out, and the road wasn't to busy. I looked over as I got closer to the car next to me and noticed they were starting to come into my lane, I slowed down but the person next to me did to, and before I realized it my bike was under the car and I was on the road. Searing pain went through my chest and arms, I heard myself scream as my left leg was crushed, I tried to stop my falling with my arm but it yielded under my weight and I screamed more. My helmet bounced off the pavement giving me whiplash and my head bounced against the front visor. My chest felt as if someone was sitting on it and I couldn't get in a breath, the pain all over my body was blinding and everything went black. For a moment I wondered if I was dead, but I started hearing voices, trying to get my attention, they were so loud and part of me wanted to ignore them but the part of me that knew if I ignored them I may not make it made me fight. I blearily opened my eyes and everything was blurry, but there was a face in front of mine and the person was talking but I couldn't make out what they were saying over the pounding in my ears. Finally a few words got through my head, "What's your name?"

I swallowed the moisture in my mouth, and by the irony taste I knew it was blood but I brokenly whispered, "C…cas….castiel"

The figure in front of my face nodded, and smiled a little, "Nice to meet you Castiel, my names Jonah. Try to stay awake for me okay, but don't talk to much. I need to check you over, blink once for yes, blink twice for no. Okay can you try it now to help me make sure you can hear me okay?"

I forced myself to blink once, the man nodded and started check over me, the pain was starting to get to much and I started to close my eyes. Jonah's voice tried to bring me back into consciousness but I was to tired. When I woke up again I was in the ambulance with Jonah next to me keeping an eye on the screen, he noticed movement and looked up at my face and smiled a little, "Well hey there Castiel." Suddenly my thoughts went to Dean and I tried to sit up, looking for my phone so I could call Dean but Jonah stopped me and quieted me, "Hey hey take it easy there cowboy. You were in a car accident remember? Your body is pretty beaten up so I need you to stay still Castiel."

I whimpered painfully, "D…deann"

Before Jonah could ask me anything else the darkness fell over me again. When I woke up again the light in the room was blinding and I closed my eyes tightly, my whole body hurt, especially my chest. I heard Dean's voice, "Yeah… Yeah he is still asleep. The doc said once the medicine keeping him in the coma is gone, some people it takes days for them to wake up… No. Yeah it's fine Sam. No you don't need to be here to watch him sleep. Okay yes I know you meant to be there for me but I'm fine… Shut up, yes I know I'm not actually fine but until Cas wakes up I am not leaving his side Sam. Yeah. Okay bye Sam. Yeah. Yeah I know Sam. Bye"

I fought to wake up but the pain and darkness was to much. This time when I woke up it was dark, I opened my eyes slowly. Everything was kinda blurry, and not quite in focus but I could make out Dean's head laying on his arms as they rested on my bed. I couldn't tell how long I had been out, but I slowly forced my hand to move and gently laid it on Dean's head. The weight on Dean's head caused him to stir and he lifted his head knocking my hand off to his neck, when Dean's eyes connected with mine his whole body sagged with relief and he let out a huge breath as if this entire time he had been holding his breath. "Oh my god Cas. Oh thank fuck Cas"

I wanted to say something but my throat was dry and my tongue felt wrong in my mouth, my eyes widened fearfully and Dean took my hand and rubbed his thumb over it soothingly, "Shhh it's okay Cas. You're gunna be okay now. I need to go get your doctor okay. I'll be right back I promise." Before I could argue Dean had let go of my hand, panic filled my chest and I was so confused. The last thing I really remembered was driving to work, the light got switched on and I let out a whimper and closed my eyes against the blinding light. I felt Dean's warm hands wrap around my hand and in a soft voice he said, "Shh, I've got you Cas. Your doctor need to check over you okay, can you open your eyes for me"

I slowly opened my eyes, the light was not quite so bright this time and a woman came over and smiled soflty, "Well good afternoon Mr. Novak, it's very good to see you awake. Your fiancé Dean here has been very worried about you. Now I need to shine a light in your eyes, its going to be bright but I need you to keep your eyes open and follow the light just with your eyes okay?"

I nodded a little, and she did as she said. When the light shone in my eyes my first instinct was to close them but I was able to stop myself, and did as she asked. Right now I realized I felt very numb and she told me they had just given me pain meds a half an hour ago so I shouldn't be in pain. When she was nearly done she poked my toes with a needle but I couldn't feel it, I started to panic and the doctor was about to give me more medicine when Dean took my hand and made me looked at him, "Hey, hey hey. It's okay babe. It's okay, it'll be fine Cas I promise."

The doctor had a small smile on her face, before she started to check my whole leg. I didn't feel anything until she was all the way up to my hip, I started panicking again but again, Dean was able to soothe me and calm me down. He looked at the doctor, "S…so does this mean he is paralyzed?"

The doctor sighed a little, "Maybe, his body is still recovering. And his spinal cord was partially severed so it may be possible for the nerves to grow back but it will require a lot of intensive physical therapy and it would take months."

I listened as she spoke, but things felt so very muddled up in my brain, the only thing that was making sense was the part about me not feeling my legs. Dean gave me some ice chips to suck on to help my dry throat, and part of me wanted to ask how long it had been but my tongue still felt wrong in my mouth. Dean gently stroked my hair, before he leaned down ad kissed my head, "It's been 2 weeks since your accident. Do you remember your accident?" I shook my head a little. 2 weeks, I had been here for 2 weeks. I tried to remember but nothing was coming to me and Dean shushed me as I was apparently whining. "Shhh hey, it's okay Cas. Don't force yourself okay. I'm just glad your awake now. Speaking of which I gotta text Sam." He pulled out his phone and texted Sam that I was awake. I yawned loudly and started to fall back asleep. Before I knew it the darkness washed over me again and I was out cold.