Cas' POV

As I started to wake up I noticed that again the room was dark, Dean was sitting beside me with his feet resting on the edge of my bed and he was flicking through channels. I smiled a little as he settled on a Dr. Sexy marathon. It took Dean a few minutes to realize that I was awake, and when he did his feet fell off the bed and he scooted the chair closer to me, gently taking my hand, "Hey Cas"

I nodded, and despite the scratch feeling in my throat I replied, "Hello Dean."

Dean's body sagged a little with relief when I spoke, and I felt less frustrated. I remember the struggle to find words last time but this time I feel somewhat better. "It's so good to see those gorgeous eyes open Cas"

I felt my cheeks heat up as I blushed, making Dean smile. I nodded a little, "I..it is good to be awake… a..although I am still slightly…c..c…confused"

I noticed my speech was slower than normal, as did Dean, but he seemed to just be happy I was talking. "Do you remember that you were in an accident?" I nodded and Dean continued, "You have been out for 2 weeks… You had some pretty bad road burn on your chest and mostly to your left side, your leg was broken pretty bad, and so was your wrist, actually some of the bones in your wrist were shattered… somehow your spinal cord was partially severed.. its why you can't feel your legs… Your ribs were broken and a lung collapsed on the way to the hospital… they did surgery to fix your lung and stuff, but your condition got to unstable so they put you in a medically induced coma until your condition stabilized and they could go in and fix your leg and your arm. Gabe tried to heal you but…. Chuck wouldn't let him completely heal you… he'd just allow him to stabilize your condition"

I nodded a little, "I am human now"

Dean's eyes flared angrily, "But you weren't! You were an angel, one of his angel's Cas. He created you! He should care more!"

I sighed a little, I should have known Dean would be angry, it was very typical of Dean. "He does c…care Dean. J..just because I… I was a..an angel d..doesn't m..mean I deserve s..special treatment. I.. I was injured i..in a human manner…" Talking was getting harder as I kept up but I forced myself to continue. "I… I am j..just a human D..dean."

Dean shook his head, "Why do you have to talk about us human's like we are so much worse than angels."

I bit my lip, I was in no mood for this argument but I knew Dean, and he was stressed out so he liked to lash out. My body was starting to ache again, and my head hurting worse as I continued to talk. "D…do w…we have t..to do t..this right now Dean?"

Dean sighed and ran his hands through his hair, a habit he had when he was to stressed out, it was something both the Winchester's did. He looked at me and nodded, "I'm sorry Cas… these last few weeks have been hell and I am just frustrated. I'm sorry babe. Ignore my frustration.. are you feeling okay or do you need more pain meds?"

I wanted to ignore the pain but it was distracting me more than anything so I nodded, "M..more pain med's please…"

Dean nodded and hit the button to call the nurse, telling her I needed pain meds. The nurse from this morning came in, she smiled softly, "Hello Mr. Novak… Can you rate your pain on a scale of 1-10, 1 being no pain and 10 being the worst pain you've ever felt."

I bit my lip before forcing out "B..between a 7 and an 8"

The nurse nodded gently, "Okay I will up your morphine and bring in some medicine for the nausea."

I nodded shortly before closing my eyes to focus away from the pain. Dean's thumb was rubbing softly over the back of my hand, and the sensation was helping me focus. The nurse came back in after a few minutes, giving me some pills to take before she upped my morphine. I started to relax as the pain meds coursed through my system easing the pain, but they also made my body feel heavy. Similar to the effect alcohol had on me, and it made me uncomfortable but I wanted to talk to Dean more. "You know I don't think less of h..humans Dean"

Dean sighs and rubs his hand over mine, "I know Cas. Don't worry about it. Why don't you just relax and watch TV okay. I wanna go talk to the doc?"

I nodded and turned my attention the small TV in the corner of the room, I suddenly realized I wasn't hungry and that's when the small tube in my nostril caught my attention. I hadn't even realized it was there until now. It had probably been in since I was in the coma, too keep me nourished while I was asleep and could not be fed. I lifted my hand to touch it curiously, it moved a little but was mostly secure, I shrugged then went back to watching television. It was an hour before Dean came back carrying a bag off food for himself, I smiled at him as he came in, "Hello Dean"

Dean nodded, "Hey babe. Sorry I was hungry so I left to get a snack. I would have texted you but your phone had been crushed. Which is why I remember we got you a replacement for when you woke up. So here is your phone."

Dean handed me the new phone, it was essentially the same but there was a picture of Dean as my screensaver and I smiled a little, "Thank you Dean."

Dean nodded and sat down next to me, "You can thank Sam for that actually. He went and got the phone, and took the picture of me. Asshole, anyways he transferred all your stuff over to that phone so you should have everything."

I nodded, but put the phone on the small table not really interested in it. Dean and I watched TV for a few hours, just relaxing in silence before I started to fall asleep again. I tried to fight it but Dean chuckled a little and got up, kissed my forehead pulling the small blanket up to my neck and whispering softly, "It's okay Cas. Get some rest okay,"

I relaxed this time and let the darkness overtake me. Falling into a deep sleep rather quickly, At first my dreams were pleasant and comforting, but suddenly the crash came to the forefront of my mind. I relieved everything is slow motion, just as I hit the pavement this time I woke up, sitting up roughly and I felt the tugging of stitches and tubes. I felt so confused and looked around, Dean was standing next to me trying to calm me down, but it's like I couldn't hear him over the blood rushing in my ears. I saw nurses come in and the forced me to lay back down and I couldn't stop myself from fighting, all I could feel was overwhelming and almost crushing fear and the need to escape. I vaguely heard someone telling me they were giving me a sedative but nothing was making sense.

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