(Okay the links at the top are what I chose for the guys's wedding rings. I tried to describe it but if you want to actually see it you can use the links. This is also a very long chapter cause I couldn't stop writing.)

Dean's POV

Dean's Ring:

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While Cas stared out into the water I stared at him, his eyes were the same color as the water and they shone beautifully. Part of me was still struggling to wrap my head around the fact that Cas was finally my husband but the ring on his ring finger kept reminding me. We had both decided we would pick the other person's ring. Cas' wedding band was a brushed silver band, with blue sapphires, that matched Cas' eyes in the middle engraved on the inside with 'Always my Angel' My ring was black ring, it had all these cracks on it but it was shiny like the impala. Cas got the inside engraved with 'I'll love you forever'. I liked it a lot, and I kept finding myself running my thumbs over the small indentations. I laid my hand on top of Cas' and smiled, he looked at me and blushed deeply before picking up his menu to look for something to eat, I kept my hand on top of his while I decided on something to drink first. The waiter came up to us and smiled wide, "Hi there, My name is Sean and I will be your guys' server tonight. What can I get you gentleman to drink?"

Cas looked at the menu curiously, "I would like a water please,"

I smiled and shook my head a bit, "I would like a whiskey, neat please"

Sean nodded and then left. I looked at Cas whose attention was back on his menu, he bit his lip as he studied the menu, before looking up at me and blushing, "What?"

I smiled and lifted his hand to my lips, "Just happy I get to call you my husband. So what looks good Cas?"

Cas sighed a little, "Well I am unsure truthfully, there are many things that look good but I cannot seem to decide."

I laugh a bit and nod, "Okay well tell me what sounds good and I can help you decide"

He smiled and then looked at the menu, "Well I think the ribeye steak with the lobster tail and twice baked potatoe is what I keep going back to but the Fish 'n' chips looks very good as well."

I laugh a little, "So you are thinking surf and turf of Fish and chips? Well I was thinking about getting the Steak with the lobster tail and potato, so why don't you get the Fish and chips and I will share my food with you if you will share yours with me?"

Cas' eyes brighten a bit and he nods, "That sounds like a good compromise Dean."

I smiled and then looked at Sean as he sat down our drinks and smiled, "Alright Gentleman. Have you decided on something to eat or would you like a few more minutes,"

I looked at Cas who nodded so I ordered for the both of us, "I would like the Surf 'n' Turf. I'd like my steak medium well, no sour cream on the twiced baked potato. My husband would like The Alaskan cod with Chips, extra tartar sauce on the side."

Sean writes our orders down then looks at me, "Would you like soup or salad sir?"

I bit my lip and sighed, "Salad, with Colby jack cheese on the side, and ranch dressing."

Sean nods then looks at Cas with the same question, Cas thinks before saying, "What kind of soup do you have?"

Sean replies, "Today we have Lobster Bisque, or French Onion"

Cas tilts his head as he thinks, "I think the Lobster Bisque"

Sean nods and writes it down, "Alright I will go get these orders in, do you gentleman need anything else?"

I shake my head and smile, "No but thank you very much"

He nods and then leaves again, Cas and I sit in comfortable silence as we wait for our food. My salad and Cas' soup come out. I sprinkle the cheese on top and then pour the ranch dressing over the top, once I am done I look up to see Cas staring at me, and I am obviously confused so he laughs and says, "Hang on I should get a picture of you eating salad and send it to Sam"

I groan and roll my eyes, "Hush you. C'mon lets eat."

By the time we are both finished our entrées come out. We share our food and talk as we eat. Once we are done we go back up to our room, and despite watching Cas eating and somehow making it look ridiculously hot I wanted to walk along the water so we decided to get changed. Our room was a large suite with a sitting room and then an actual bedroom, the bedroom had a large custom bed so it was even larger than a queen, it also had a large hot tub opposite the bed. I helped Cas into his lounge shorts and a t-shirt, then changed into my black basketball shorts and my Metallica t-shirt. Cas decided to leave his shoes off and I put on sandals, it was dark when we went outside and the ocean was relatively calm, the small beach behind our hotel had a sidewalk that went almost all the way to the water so I pushed Cas' wheelchair to the end of the sidewalk and after locking the wheels I picked him up and sat him down in the sand, then I sat next to him. Cas leaned against me running his hands through the sand repeatedly, "It is so soft but abrasive at the same time"

I smiled at him, getting to see Cas experience new things was my favorite because he would get so excited. I wrapped my arm around his waist pulling him closer and kissed his head, "What do you think so far Cas?"

Cas blushed then looks up at me, "It has been wonderful Dean. This beach is very beautiful, and I am so happy to be here with you and that I am married to you Dean."

I smiled and kissed him gently before looking back at the water, there were a few other people enjoying the warm and a couple of them swimming. I softly rubbed Cas' back as he kept looking at the people swimming, "Hey, it's okay"

Cas bit his lip and closed his eyes as a tear fell from the corner, "I wish I could swim…"

I looked at him then at the water, "Well you could float? On your back?"

He looked at me obviously confused, I smiled, "Tomorrow I will show you okay, but c'mon lets go soak in that hot tub?"

Cas nods, "That sounds good Dean."

I nodded and then carefully picked him up and sat him back in his wheelchair, a little girl walking down the sidewalk holding her fathers hand looked at us confused, then up at her father, "Daddy why is he in a chair with wheels."

The father looked embarrassed but I just smiled and kneeled down, "He can't walk. He was in an accident so he can't walk anymore. Now he has to use a wheelchair to get around"

The girl nodded and smiled, "Wow."

I smiled then pushed Cas up the sidewalk back, into the hotel. Once we were back in our room I gently undressed Cas and myself, after filling up the hot tub. I set him into the tub and smiled gently before sliding in next to him, then I turned on the bubbles. Cas gasped gently before relaxing against the seat of the tub, his eyes closing. I smiled a bit and watched him relaxing before moving over to straddle his lap, making his eyes snap open and him look up at me. He blushed deeply, "D..dean"

I softly cupped his cheek, pressing my lips roughly to his, sliding one hand around his neck and smiled, "I want to ride you Cas"

Cas' eyes widened and blushed deeply, "Y..you've never…"

I smiled and nodded, "I know, but I want to."

I could feel his cock twitching excitedly against my ass, but his confidence vanished and he looked down biting his lips, "I can't…. I can't do anything… to…"

I cupped his cheek again making him look at me, "I can do all the work Cas. You can work me open though"

He blushed deeply and nodded, "Okay"

I got off his lap and moved beside him, due to the water he was able to move himself over me and kissed me, one hand sliding down my body. I could feel how nervous he was but he gently rubbed a finger around my hole. I gasped a little at the pleasure, Cas had occasionally teased my hole but this time felt different which was probably because I knew what it was going to be leading to this time. Slowly he pushed a finger inside, it burned but that faded quickly as he slowly thrusted his finger and out. I moaned and rested my head on his shoulder, panting gently. The water helped me relax and acted as a good enough lube for Cas to stretch me open. Slowly but deliberately he stretched me open to 4 finger, his fingers pressed against something deep inside that made me cry out and see stars. When I opened my eyes Cas was smirking at me, I groaned a little, "Shut up"

He smiled softly before gently pulling his fingers out, and I couldn't stop the whine from escaping at the sudden loss. The way it felt was surprisingly filling, Cas bit his lip, "You are sufficiently stretched Dean."

I nodded and moved him back so he was sitting in the lounge type chair of the hot tube, carefully straddling his lap, Cas reached down and held his cock in place as I slowly found the right position, the blunt tip of his cock pressing against my hole. Finally I sank down on his cock, gasping out at the burn I felt, it hurt like hell but I knew that would fade so I kept sliding until he was fully inside me and I gripped his shoulder tightly, taking deep shakey breaths. Cas' eyes were closed and his arms wrapped around me one hand rubbing up and down my back soothingly. Finally the burn eased and I looked at Cas, "You ready for me to move love?"

He nodded, his pupils blown wide with lust "Y..yes"

I slowly started to pull of his cock, almost pulling off completely before sinking back down to the hilt. I moaned out and closed my eyes, I started riding him faster and it wasn't long before Cas cried out, "Dean! I c…can't t..take much more.. I am close"

I kissed him roughly and sped up, somehow finding the perfect angel for his cock to hit that little bundle of nerves again, it threw me even closer to the edge, Cas reached between us and started rubbing my cock harshly. The sensations were overwhelming to me and with on more downward thrust hitting my prostate I cried out loudly and was thrown over the edge, cumming harshly into the water. I could feel Cas' cock twitch inside me and filling me. Once I came down from my orgasm I was panting roughly and laid my head against Cas' shoulder, I could feel Cas shaking beneath me and I realized the water hard grown cold. I slowly pulled off Cas' cock, oddly enough it felt like suddenly a piece was missing from me. I ignored it and slowly got out of the tub, drying myself off with a towel before helping Cas out of the tub and laying him down on the bed. Once he was dry I covered him up and then drained the tub before returning back to bed. Cas was half-asleep by the time I crawled into bed, I laid down next to him pulling him close, he laid his head on my chest still panting and shaking a little. I softly ran my fingers through his hair and kissed his head, "How was that babe?"

He softly nuzzled my chest, "Was amazing Dean… w..what about for you?"

I nodded gently, "Much better than I ever imagined Cas"

Cas smiled a bit then looked off into space and started to doze off. His breathing evened out as he fell asleep, I smiled and looked up at the ceiling before closing my eyes and soon falling asleep myself. Around midnight I felt Cas clawing at my chest and he was crying in pain, I woke up quickly realizing he was having a nightmare. I was able to get on top of him and pin him down, I held him down tightly, his crying got worse and finally his eyes snapped open. He fought hard at first, he was confused and disoriented, finally his eyes connect with mine and he lets out a broken sob and he relaxes, once I am sure he won't hurt me or himself I climb off him and sit him up pulling him close to me. I had forgotten to give him his medicine at dinner like we always did, he sobbed into my chest for what felt like hours but in reality was only maybe 15 minutes before he had settled down some, he was still whimpering a little but he was no longer crying as hard and his head was nestled against my chest. Slowly I laid back against the headboard and softly ran my fingers through his hair, when we forget his medicine his nightmares would be really bad. After having a nightmare he tended to not fall back asleep again because he was scared of having another nightmare, I gently stroked his hair and then kissed his head. "It was about the crash…"

I nodded a little, Cas would tell me what his nightmares were about but usually refused to describe them. "I had a feeling cause the way you were fighting… You fight me different when the nightmares are about the crash"

I could feel his eyelashes flutter against my chest telling me he had closed his eyes. After taking a long deep breath he softly said, "I remember it all… I was on my motorcycle, the man how hit me… he was trying to change from the right lane to the left lane, I was just at the end of his bumper, he used his turn signal indicating he was switching lanes, he didn't see me so I simply slowed down but he did as well, I tried to turn my wheel but his car was to fast and it caught on my wheel. I remember my leg getting crushed under the bike… I tried to catch my fall with my hand but I remember feeling the snap of the bone… My body exploded in pain as I slid on the road. My helmet bounced off the road, my head bouncing against the helmet. I honestly thought I was going to die, but then I opened my eyes, that EMT tried to keep me awake but the pain was to much, when I awake again I was in the ambulance, the first thought that actually entered my head was you. I needed to tell you what happened, I needed to call you. I distantly remembered saying your name before the darkness overwhelmed me again. The pain was so unbearable Dean… I truthfully thought I was going to die…"

Cas was crying again and I hugged him tightly, he had never talked to me about the accident, the pain of the memory had often been to much for him to be willing to talk about it. I held him close and rocked him gently, I wished I could take this pain away from him but I couldn't do anything for him besides be there for him.

((Okie Dokie, a long ass chapter as I stated at the beginning because I kept having ideas and couldn't figure out where to end this chapter. I hope you guys are all enjoying this so far, I have a few ideas for future chapters but no clue on the ending. This stories idea has really blossomed but I am really happy with most of it. If you are enjoying this and want to read more, Please follow and favorite. If you have and Comments, questions or concerns please leave a review! Thank you all for reading so far! I am having a lot of fun writing this.))