Cas' POV

Dean was hugging me tightly as I sobbed. It was the first time since my accident that I had told Dean what had happened in detail. I was to scared to fall back asleep right now, I didn't want to relive that accident again. Dean slowly got up, "How about we watch a movie and soak in the hot tub?"

I nod a little, the TV was behind the hot tub so we could relax in the hot tub and watch tv at the same time. Dean went over to the hot tub and filled it up with warm water before carrying me over to the tub and easing me in. I closed my eyes slowly and relaxed in the warm water, I looked around for Dean to see him coming out the bathroom with some sort of vial, "They have these essential oils to put in the water to help you relax," I watched him as he poured a few drops from each vial into the tub and then he turned on the bubbles, the scent was distributed quickly and I closed my eyes relaxing. It smelled like lavender and chamomile, Dean smiled at me then grabbed the remote for the TV and got in. "How's that Cas?"

I nod gently, "Smells very nice Dean."

He smiles proudly, "Not going to lie I texted Sam to ask him what would be good to help you calm down. He told me Lavender and Chamomile worked best."

I laughed a little and nodded, "It's okay Dean. It is nice."

Dean smiles before finding a movie for us to watch. I relaxed in his arms and closed my eyes,I didn't realise I had fallen asleep until Dean was trying to take me out of the tub, making my eyes open hazily, Dean softly smiled, "Shh it's okay Cas close your eyes. I've got you."

I looked around a little sleepily before relaxing against his chest, the smell of the lavender and chamomile on my skin and Dean's was lulling me to sleep. When I woke up again the sun was shining and Dean wasn't next to me, I looked around curiously for Dean and heard him in the other room talking to someone else. From my angle it looked like someone with breakfast so I assumed staff, after Dean tipped the girl he came in with a silver cart with breakfast food on it. He smiled bright at me when he realized I was awake, "Good morning Sleepy head."

I groaned a little and ran my hands through my hair, "Wait… I… I fell back asleep?"

Dean smiles and nods, "Yes, you slept good the rest of the night."

I was surprised I had fallen back asleep and didn't have nightmare. "Oh…"

Dean sets a tray of food over my lap and smiles, "Breakfast in bed."

I smiled a little and forced myself into a sitting position eyeing the food. Scrambeled eggs with salt an pepper on them, hashbrowns, sausage and bacon. I smiled at Dean, "Thank you Dean."

He nodded and kissed my head before grabbing his plate and sitting next to me, "Of course Cas, anything for you. You know that right?"

I nodded a little, "Yes of course Dean. So what do you have planned for us today?"

Dean chuckled a little and shook his head, "You know me to well. I figured we could go back down to the beach and I could teach you how to float. Its easier to float in salt water. Then I figured we could stroll around for a while and then find somewhere to eat. I also wanted to talk to you about getting a few protection sigils…"

I pause eating and look at him, "Protection sigils?"

Dean sighs, "Was sorta hoping you might not pay attention to that bit… You need an Anti-Possesion tattoo, and I figured you knew some angel ones. I know Chuck has an order of protection on you but I want to be sure…"

I nod a little, "That is a good suggestion Dean."

Dean smiles a little hesitantly, "I need to get my anti-possesion tattoo redone anyways… I just… was pretending I didn't."

I lean over and gently press my lips to his and nod, "It's okay Dean"

Dean nods then goes back to eating his breakfast. Once we were both done with breakfast Dean handed me my swim trunks. I put them on pretty easily, then with Dean's assistance I was in my wheelchair. I was still self-concious about the scarring on my body so I tried to grab a t-shirt but Dean stopped me, "You don't need that Cas…"

I looked away hesitantly, "Dean…"

He kneeled down in front of me, "Cas, all your scars are part of who you are." He touched the scar on my wrist first, it was only 3 inches. "They all show how strong you are. You were able to come over so much Cas." He then ran his fingers over the scarring on my upper shoulder and my stomach, "You mean the world to me Castiel. I love every one of these scars." He rested his hand on my left leg, it had the worst scars because my leg had been crushed between my motorcycle and the road so there was a lot of scarring and muscle damage.

I closed my eyes and bit my lip against the tears that burned at the corner of my eyes. I felt Dean cup my cheeks and press his lips to mine. I took a long deep breath and looked at him, "T…thank you Dean…"

Dean smiled and kissed my head, "Of course. Now come on"

I nodded and then we went down to the beach, there were more people out this time and I felt people staring, it made me want to hide but Dean's hand on my shoulder helped soothe my anxiety. Instead of stopping at the sidewalk Dean pushed the wheelchair into the sand, it became harder so I helped. Once we were by the water Dean set out our towels on the beach before helping me out of my wheelchair and onto one of the towels, he smiled at me once I was settled and kissed my head, "Where is the sunscreen?"

He laughed and grabbed the bag he had attached to my wheelchair and handed me the sunscreen. Once we had finished a few college age boys laughed and scoffed, "Faggots are bad enough but he is cripple too."

I tensed and bit my lip hard, I saw the fire in Dean's eyes and his fists were clenched tightly, I just grabbed his arms and shook my head a little. "It is alright Dean."

Dean was about to argue but the tears threatening the corners of my eyes stopped him and he hugged me softly whispering, "Its okay Cas. Cmon I gotta teach you how to float. The water may be kinda cold okay?"

I nodded a little, trying desperately to ignore the college boys words, it hurt and made me desperately want to hide but I also wanted to enjoy my honeymoon with Dean. He carefully lifted me ignoring the looks from the other beachgoers, and took me into the water, once he was waist deep he gently let me go. I hissed and struggled a little at the shock of the low temperature of the water, "Easy Cas you gotta relax."

I bit my lip and forced myself to take deep breaths, they were shallow at first but with the heat of the sun I warmed up quickly. Dean was still supporting me some but slowly he removed his arms and then he smiled at me, "See there ya go. You are perfect."

((Sorry its been a few days since I updated. Been kinda busy with my homework. Trying to get stuff done so I can pass these classes this semester and be that much closer to my degree. Anyways thank you all for reading so far. If you want to read more please follow and favorite. And if you are enjoying this story please leave a review to let me know what you are all thinking!))