Dean's POV

I watched Cas as he was floating, he had a smile on his face that was so wide as he got to experience this for the first time. I glanced at the people who were staring at us, but a lot of them were ignoring us. It pissed me off but I needed to focus on Cas, I looked down at him and he smiled, "This feels nice Dean."

I nodded and leaned down and kissed him, "Told you. If you want to swim you just kinda swing your arms back one at a time, or at the same time. Make cups with your hands and yeah there ya go."

He did as I said and was actually alright at it, I smiled and watched him swim and walked along side him before he relaxed and sighed a little. "Everyone is staring at me."

I sighed and looked at him, "So, ignore them."

Cas shook his head a little, "Can we go walk around or whatever…"

I nodded and took his hand and brought him back to the edge of the water before picking him up and sitting him down in his wheelchair. Grabbing our towels I handed it to him so he could dry himself off then dried myself off, grabbing a t-shirt for the both of us. Cas relaxed a little once he had the t-shirt on, he was still self-concious of his body no matter how much I tried to reassure him. As I pushed him back to the sidewalk the people who had been staring went back to whatever they were doing, I looked at Cas whose eyes were looking around curiously. I had never been to Miami so I was doing the same thing. After a few hours of just exploring we made our way back to a ice cream parlor and got ice cream. Cas wanted just regular vanilla but I wanted their superman cone. Superman was not my favorite superhero but it looked good, we sat at a table and enjoyed the ice cream. Cas looked over and I could see him tense, so I followed his line of sight to see Chuck standing there, I hadn't seen him since he brought Cas back. Every fiber of me wanted to be angry at him for leaving Cas like this, as Chuck walked over Cas looked away, he had tears in his eyes and it made me even more angry. Chuck sat down across from me and looked at us, "I wanted to say congratulations."

I narrowed my eyes at him, "You son of a-"

Cas laid his hand on my hand, "Dean."

I bit my lip and closed my eyes, Cas took a deep breath, "Thank you father"

Chuck nodded at Cas then looked at me, "You are angry with me still…"

I laughed, "Angry is an understatement. Pissed off is better. You abandoned Cas when he was in that accident and now you are acting like you care"

Chuck laughed a little but it made me feel uneasy, "I have always cared Dean. I created Castiel to be special, I created Castiel specifically for you the righteous man. I knew what my son's would do, I knew Lucifer's plan, I created Castiel specifically to pull the righteous man from perdition, to rebel against heaven for you. His brothers often said 'Too much Heart' was his problem but none of them understood it was his purpose. You think that I did not care, Dean that accident should have killed him, I protected him, Cas didn't always wear his helmet but I knew what was going to happen so I implanted in his mind to make him wear his helmet that day. His spinal cord should have completely severed and he should not have had any feeling in his legs at all, in fact he should not have been able to feel from his chest down but I protected it, I rarely intervene like that. In fact almost never, but as you said Castiel is my son, I do care."

Cas' eyes were wide as he looked at Chuck, "I…"

I bit my lip, feeling slightly less angry but I was still angry. "Just enough to leave him crippled though huh? Gabriel could have healed all that but you wouldn't let him."

Cas looked at me with tears in his eyes, "S…so. Would it be better if I wasn't crippled? You would want me more?"

I frowned and looked at Cas, "No Cas that isn't what I meant."

He shook his head and backed his chair away from the table, "Seemed like you did." When I went to grab his hand he backed away further and shook his head, "I need to be alone… I am going back to the hotel…"

I bit my lip and watched him leave then turned to look at Chuck who was still sitting there watching after Cas sympathetically, "I don't get you…"

Chuck looked at me with raised eyebrows, "What is it you don't get Dean?"

I shook my head, "You could fix him… but you don't. I am not saying I don't love Cas this way because it doesn't matter to me that he is confined to a wheelchair. It bothers me because he deserves better. I know he is human and he doesn't have anything to do with the supernatural world but I did before his accident, but since his accident I stay at the bunker with him all the time to take care of him. Doesn't that matter at all?"

Chuck shook his head, "I won't fix him for more than just that Dean, technically you deserve no answers. You are just a tiny human on a tiny planet."

I desperately want to punch him in the face but I am keeping myself in check and I shake my head, "Than why do you care enough to show up. Cas is just a human to."

Chuck laughed and shook his head, "Cas is not just a human"

I smiled, "Exactly"

He frowned and rolled his eyes, "Enough Dean. Now if I were you I would stop talking to me and go find your husband."

I narrowed my eyes at him then got up and walked back to the hotel, it was a half an hour walk back to the hotel. When I got upstairs to our room I realized Cas had the key and my spare key had been in his bag. I bit my lip and knocked on the door, "Cas…"

I heard the TV get louder and I sighed a bit, knocking harder, "Cas please at least let me in…"

Finally the TV was turned down and I heard his wheelchair come over and he pulled the door open just enough so I could open it the rest of the way and he went back into the bedroom area and closed the door, I heard the lock snapping into place and sighed heavily and sat with my back against the door, "Cas…"

I could faintly hear him crying and it made my chest hurt, I didn't mean to hurt him. "It's fine Dean"

I shook my head, "I know better than that Cas."

I heard him sniffle and he replied, "It is not of import."

I sighed and looked at the door, "Of course it is babe. Please open the door and let me talk to you…" After a few minutes, I heard the snap of the door unlocking but he didn't open the door, so I got up and opened the door, he had his back to me and was looking out the window so I went over to him and kneeled down in front of him. "Cas… I love you. I don't care that you are in a wheelchair. It bothers me that he lets you suffer. I see how much it bothers you Cas, you have gotten so much more self-concuious about yourself since your accident and I hate it because you don't see yourself the way I do."

Cas bit his lip fighting the tears, "It did not sound that way… you would rather have me walking…"

I ran my hand through my hair and shook my head, "No Cas it doesn't matter"

He laughed bitterly, "You running your hand through your hair tells me everything Dean. You would prefer if I could walk."

I snapped, "Yes okay Yes."

I saw the hurt flash in his eyes and it made me sigh, sometimes I hated my big mouth. Cas shook his head, "Then why did you get married to me"

I tried to take his hand but he backed away from me again, "Because I love you Cas, and I want to be your husband. Yeah I wish that you could walk but its not a big deal."

This time he closed his eyes, "It is to me… Don't you think I wish I could walk so I wouldn't be so much of a burden on you… so you could go back to hunting and doing what you love. So I could have my damn job back"

I looked at him, "Cas you aren't a burden. I would rather be at the bunker with you than hunting. Every time we left you I was worried as hell something would happen to you, I hated leaving you Cas. Babe please look at me." It took him a seconds but finally his blue eyes opened and they connected with mine so I continued, "Cas I want you to be able to walk because I know how weak you feel and how insignificant you think you are. I want you to be able to walk because you have been so depressed lately and I hate seeing you so upset. I am sorry I am an idiot and shitty when it comes to thinking before speaking sometimes but me wanting you to walk has nothing to do with how amazing and wonderful I find you."

Tears pooled in his eyes and he covered his face, letting out a broken sob. I moved closer to him and wrapped him tightly in my arms, letting him cry into my shoulder. I softly rubbed his back, feeling like a complete idiot right now but I knew Cas just needed me to be there for him until he could calm down so I did my best, hugging him and pressing my lips to his forehead every couple of minutes.

((Okay then. Here ya go. Of course they get into a fight on their honeymoon I mean it is Dean and Cas guys. Hope you are all enjoying so far, if you want to read more please follow and favorite. If you have any questions, comments or concerns please leave a review!))