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Cas' POV

I sobbed into Dean's chest as he hugged me, I was still slightly angry and hurt but I knew Dean was telling me the truth, I had calmed down mostly until I felt a slight charge in the air and there was a gust of wind through the room, I knew it was Chuck and Dean did to, he pulled away and looked at the window were Chuck was standing and he looked deep in thought before he turned to Dean, "You are right Dean… Cas is not just any human…"

Before I could ask Dean what Chuck meant, Chuck walked over to me and laid his hand on my forehead, searing pain went through my whole body making me cry out, I must have blacked out because when I opened my eyes I was lying in bed, Dean was lying next to me stroking my hair, I could see he was shaking and I felt confused, "D…Dean…"

Dean looked at me with tears in his eyes, "Hey there. How are you feeling…"

I looked around for Chuck, but he was no longer in the room. "I… I am fine. What happened.."

Dean bit his lip, "He..he healed you… completely healed you…"

I felt my eyes widen and I realized that my wheelchair was gone, so I looked at Dean again. "H…he what?"

Dean smiled then reached down and grabbed my leg. I realize I could feel his hand and I moved my legs, relief flooding through me and I got out of the bed. Dean smiled at me and came over to me, "He said he healed you completely…"

I bit my lip crying and then hugged Dean tightly, my head actually resting on his shoulder. He smiled at me and kissed me, I took a deep breath and then remembered what Chuck had said, "What did he mean you were right Dean?"

He sighed, "After you left I called him out… he said I was just a human… so I asked him why he cared cause you were just a human to… and then he said that you weren't just a human. I said exactly… and he realized what he had said."

I sighed and looked at him, "So you tricked him…"

Dean smiled a little, I could tell he was proud of himself and I rolled my eyes, "So tattoos?"

I nodded, a bit. "C..can we walk?"

Dean laughs a bit and nods, "Of course we can babe."

He took my hand and we made our way down to the lobby and out the door holding hands. The rest of our honeymoon was amazing and I was so thankful I could walk again. Despite the brave face I had been putting on it was killing me to feel so useless. When we got home however something was wrong with Dean, he was more on edge than usual, Sam and Kevin noticed immediately but neither seemed to want to say something and as his husband I didn't want to start another argument.

I went back to work 6 months after getting married to Dean and he had gone back to hunting, there were times our relationship was strained but for the most part things were good, that is until I got home last week to find Dean in our bed with a woman. I still remembered his face when he had realized I was home early, I bit my lip hard fighting the urge to cry and just turned around to leave, completely ignoring Dean as he tried to yell after me, I took the keys to the car I had bought not long ago and drove as far and as fast as I could, doing what I could to disappear. When I was far too exhausted to drive anymore I finally stopped to get a hotel, that's where I have been the last 2 days, Dean has been calling non-stop but I just haven't had the desire for excuses. I should have known better, I loved Dean but he had his habits. I was ready to just quit, I couldn't do it anymore, I had had enough. So, I called Dean, he answered immediately, "Cas finally please baby I am so sorry."

I closed my eyes and bit back the tears, "I am too Dean. I am not coming home, I am sorry I suppose this was the last straw. I know you have been flirting with other girls while you are on hunts with Sam. I am sorry that I was no longer enough for you. I love you so much Dean and no matter what you are my everything. I am in San Diego, California at a hotel. I will send you the address, when you get here I won't be here but there will be a note for you. I am not doing well as a human"

I heard Dean getting up, "Cas babe don't do anything drastic please. Please for fuck's sake Cas please don't leave me. I need you."

I laughed bitterly, "Obviously Dean you don't. I am sorry Dean I love you so much but I won't do this anymore."

Dean yelled, "Damn it Cas please! Just let me talk!"

I closed my eyes, deciding to listen to what Dean was going to say, "Fine. Talk."

He sighed heavily, I heard the door of the Impala closing and the engine revving, "Baby I was being an idiot… I was drunk she just… I don't. Look honestly, I don't have some special excuse and I can't say you were neglecting me because you weren't. I have no idea why I wanted her but Cas you have to believe me she meant absolutely nothing. I love you so much and I can't lose you. Please baby please."

I closed my eyes tighter against the tears before taking a deep breath, "No Dean, I am sorry. I love you but I have had enough." I then hung up the phone before Dean could respond, after making sure the letter was on the bed and texted Dean the address of the hotel and the room number, before gathering my things, making sure the keys were on the bed so Dean could have the care back. I also threw the phone away so Dean wouldn't contact me anymore. I got all my cash out making sure to leave Dean and Sam enough money before getting a bus ticket to Vancouver to just disappear. Once I was in Vancouver I found a hotel and laid down in bed. I was half asleep when I heard a flutter of wings, I sat up to see Gabe standing at the end of my bed, "The Winchesters may not be able to track you but you still have just enough grace for me to baby brother. I've just been giving you your space. So… want to talk to me."

I bit my lip and told Gabriel what had happened, and stopped him from going to kill Dean. "It's not worth it. Besides Sam would probably hate you… I just… it's not worth it brother."

Gabriel sighed heavily, "I knew he was stupid but I didn't think he would be that stupid… Can I at least tell Sam you are okay, he has been worried as hell? Dean didn't really tell him what happened."

I nodded, "I was going to call him, I needed to pick up a phone though, plus I didn't want him saying anything to Dean…"

Gabriel nodded, "I will let him know, trust me once he knows what happened he will be pretty pissed at Dean to."

After hugging Gabriel, he disappeared again and I slumped down back into the bed, part of me itched to call Dean, I missed him and felt ridiculously empty knowing he cheated on me. Part of me wondered if that had been the first time he had done it, I closed my eyes curling up in a ball and cried myself to sleep.