Cas' POV

I walk to our room, I can't help but pause at the door as the memory of Dean in bed with someone else hits me, had I been an angel I would have recognized Naomi's true form and known better. Finally mustering up the courage I opened the door to see Dean curled up in a ball on his side of the bed, his hand outstretched to my side of the bed. It took me a second to realize the whimpering I was hearing was coming from Dean, I ignored the pain in my chest and went to my side, stripping down to nothing because I knew Dean loved to be able to touch my skin. Once I was down to just my boxers I got into bed with Dean and he instantly grabbed onto me desperately, his head over my heart listening to it beat, he was still whimpering so I gently ran my fingers through his hair whispering soft hushing noises hoping to calm him some. After a few minutes he relaxed some, but he was still clinging desperately to me, I felt awful for leaving him now that I knew the truth. If Gabriel hadn't already killed Naomi I would find a way to heaven and kill her myself. After a few hours, I felt Dean stirring gently, I could just barely feel his eyelashes against my skin as he opened his eyes. He pulled away and looked at me, "But… you said you… didn't want to see me again."

I sighed a little and nodded, "Gabriel told me the truth… I know that it is not your fault Dean, Naomi messed with your head. She knew better than to mess with a human mind, it could have killed you. A part of me is still angry and I can't decide if I still trust you even though it wasn't your fault… Because when I came home that day it was my worst nightmare and that is still in my head… But I love you Dean, you are my husband, and we need to get through things together. I shouldn't have run away"

Dean was just listening to me intently, before suddenly he leaned forward and pressed his lips to mine, I closed my eyes and relaxed into the kiss. The kiss alone made me forgive Dean, I could feel all the emotions radiating from him as he kissed me. After he pulled away he rested his forehead against mine and breathed deeply, "I want to start a family Cas… I want us to have kids…"

I smiled a little at the idea of Dean being a father and nodded, "I do as well Dean."

Dean closed his eyes and pulled away enough so he could rest his head on my shoulder, I gently played with his hair, despite him seeming okay Naomi messed with his mind, and for angel's it is easy to repair, however with human's their brains are much more delicate. "How are you feeling Dean?"

Dean looked up at me, his eyes were glossy and I knew he was fighting the tears that were ready to spill, "I. I don't know how to explain… I just… I feel so raw…"

I nodded a little and softly wrapped my arms tighter around him, "I am going to be here okay, Naomi messed with your mind and a human's brain is delicate, who knows what she messed with so you have to talk to me about things okay Dean. I know you prefer not to talk about things but I have to keep an eye on you and before I could just read your mind but now I am going to rely on what you tell me."

Dean nodded but stayed quiet, I closed my eyes and sighed a little softly, I felt my new phone buzz in my pocket, Dean was not paying much attention to anything so I carefully pulled it out to see a text from Sam.

Hey Cas, How is Dean doing? And are you doing okay, I know this is a lot.

I sigh a little and look down to see Dean is now fast asleep, I stroke his hair a bit before typing out a reply to Sam.

He is okay, with Naomi messing with his brain I am worried about what damage she could have done to his brain. She messed with Angel's as a profession, but a human's brain is much more delicate, she could have done serious damage to his brain, he says he feels raw. He is also gone back to sleep. I am okay, I don't care about before, right now I am simply worried about Dean.

After sending the message I put my phone on the side table and carefully stripped Dean of his clothes, putting them in his laundry basket so I could wash them later. I gently climbed back into bed with Dean and pulled the covers over the both of us, Dean pulled me close to him. I closed my eyes and despite being tired I couldn't force myself to fall asleep, as much as I wanted to. I couldn't stop studying Dean's face, I softly prayed to Chuck that the damage would be minimal and everything would be okay but with our luck things wouldn't turn out that way. It wasn't long before I felt a spark of energy fill the room, I knew without looking up Chuck was in the room. I closed my eyes and bit my lip, "You let her mess with Dean's mind father."

Chuck sighed a bit, "No Castiel, I had no idea what she was doing. I have not even been on Earth lately I was dealing with other things. Let me see what I can do for Dean."

I looked up at him, "We both know healing his mind will not matter, a human's mind is more delicate. She could have killed him!" I couldn't help but be angry with him for not stopping Naomi.

Chuck smiled, "Castiel I created humans, their minds have grown more delicate then I originally designed, however I can fix it much better then just healing."

I closed my eyes and let out a deep breath, "I'm sorry father, a lot has gone on recently and I am afraid at the damage Naomi could have done…"

Chuck nodded, "When you prayed to me and I came back to Earth I was made aware."

Chuck gently touched Dean's forehead and closed his eyes, I watched his face hoping to see something that would tell me if he could help Dean but he showed no emotion. Finally he opened his eyes and I asked, "So can you do anything?"

At first he hesitated, but finally Chuck nodded, "I cannot completely reverse the damage Naomi has done, but I can fix most of it. He may not return to complete normalcy but For the most part it should be fine."

I relaxed a little, it wasn't prefect but it was better than I had thought, I nodded slowly, "Thank you Father for your help."

While Dean slept Chuck fixed most of the damage Naomi had caused to his brain, I knew there was still damage but it was mostly all taken care of. After a short discussion with Chuck, Sam knocked on the door. I softly said, "Come in".

Sam walked in and smiled a little, "Hey, Gabe said he sensed Chuck in here. Was Chuck able to fix Dean?"

I nodded, "There is still some damage and we won't know til he wakes up the next time but he should be doing much better though."

Sam's shoulder's relaxed some, "Good, well you should get some sleep to Cas, I imagine it'll be a while before Dean is up with everything that has happened so you should try to sleep."

I gave him a soft nod but was more focused on Dean, soon Sam left and I settled more into the bed. Thankfully it didn't take me much longer to fall asleep and I slept most of the night, until I felt Dean fighting against my arms around him. I woke to see Dean was in a full blown panic attack and trying desperately to get free, I let him go and he practically jumped out of bed and was on his hands and knees on the floor. I quickly got up and went to his side, he was still struggling to breathe so I gently rubbed small circles on his back. "Shhh Dean, deep breaths. You're going to be okay you just have to breath babe."

Dean suddenly covered his mouth and tried to get up but he wasn't fast enough and he vomited, mostly on the floor but some did get on me. I simply grabbed a towel to wipe myself off quickly and laid it on the floor and Dean was breathing better but he was sobbing pretty hard still, I carefully wrapped my arms around him and since he didn't fight I pulled him close to me. I gently ran my hands through his hair trying to help soothe him, thankfully it didn't take to much longer before he was starting to calm down. Without saying anything I helped him stand and went to our bathroom, for the first half of me bathing him he didn't react, just stared at the wall. As I finished though he started touching my arms and chest gently, but he stayed quiet, once he was clean and calmed down I smiled up at him. Dean wrapped his arms around me and closed his eyes, leaning his head against mine, after a few seconds Dean started kissing me. Slowly, passionately, and tenderly he kissed me like he had never kissed me before and it practically made my heart stop. As Dean kissed me I felt his hands roaming along my body before all of a sudden, he pushed me away and grabbed his head yelling, "SHUT UP! JUST SHUT UP!"

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