Gabe's POV

I walked into the kitchen and waited for Cas, once he was in the kitchen I sat down at the table and looked at him, "Talk to me Cassie, are you doing okay?"

Cas sighed a little and his shoulder's sagged, "I do not know how to answer that question brother. I have so many emotions and I do not wish to put any of it on Dean right now because he needs me to be there for him but…"

Cas dropped his head so it was laying on the table and even though he wasn't making any noise his body was shaking with sobs. I reached out and rubbed his back gently, "It's okay Castiel, you can come to me to get things out. I know things are hard right now with everything that is going on and I am really sorry that this happening brother. I wish things could go back to normal but for the Winchesters, this is kinda the norm."

Cas started to calm down and sighed heavily, "Things were easier when I was an angel, I could manage my emotions much more easily, I mean it been almost a year and a half since I became human and I am still so shitty at it."

I shook my head, "First of all normal humans are born, and it takes them about 18 years to figure out the world. Therefore you are still just technically a baby, Dad may have regulated stuff when you first became human but that doesn't make this any easier baby brother. You have time to figure everything out Cas, so far I would say you are doing pretty damn good okay. Now secondly, I know you miss being an angel, I get it, I know I wasn't completely human but I hid as a human for a couple years, suppressing my grace to the point I was feeling emotions and things so I get it. I know it's not fair for me to say that though because I am still an angel. No matter what happens Castiel I will be here for you, I wasn't the greatest when you were a fledgling but I care about you."

Cas looked up at me, "Brother when I was a fledgling I looked up to you, when you left that is when I was angry with you but as a fledgling I loved you."

I looked at Cas and smiled a little, "Does that mean you don't love me anymore?" I made a pouty face making Cas roll his eyes.

"No brother that is not what I meant and you know it."

I smirked and then sat back down, "I guess so. When was the last time you actually ate Cas?"

Cas frowned a little, "I don't really remember."

I sighed and used my grace to make food appear in front of him, it was his favorite type of burger, he ate half of it before he looked like he was going to be sick. It's probably been a few days since he has had anything substantial in his stomach. "Easy Cas, take it slow"

Cas groaned, pushing the plate away and holding his stomach. After a few minutes, he took a deep breath and was about to say something when Sam came in, "Hey Cas… Dean's having a panic attack, I tried to calm him down but he told me to come get you."

Cas nodded and got up and went into the library to calm Dean down, I sighed a little before looking at Sam who looked stressed out. I took Sam's hand and pulled him close to me, "Hey… why don't we go to our room and you let me get things off your mind?"

Sam smiled a little but shook his head, "I'm up for laying in bed but I'm not really in the mood babe. I'm sorry…"

I shook my head, "Don't be, I just wanted to cheer you up, I hate seeing my Moose look so down. Come on let's go to bed and let our brothers figure things out for themselves."

Sam nodded and we walked to his room, once we were in his room with the door shut we both stripped down to our boxers. I let Sam get in bed first and then I crawled behind him and kissed the back of his neck softly, drawing out soft hums of pleasure from Sam. "I love you, Gabriel,"

I smiled, "I love you too Sam. Now close your pretty eyes and get some rest." Instead of replying Sam just nodded, it only took a few minutes before his breathing evened out and there were soft snores coming from him. I used my grace to check over everyone in the bunker and while I felt Dean's fear it had subsided significantly so I knew Cas had calmed him down. I watched over Sam as he slept and while I normally hated the silence it was comforting because I could just think to myself. Part of me wished I could make Cas an angel again but I knew that wouldn't solve things. I sat quietly for a while before I felt a strong spark of energy and I was surprised by it but I knew it was my Father, I hadn't spoken to him since Cas' accident.

I looked up at him and sighed, "Hey Dad. To what do I owe the pleasure?"

Chuck sighed a bit, "I wanted to speak with you, do you mind coming with me for a few minutes so we may speak?"

I nodded gently and then used my grace moved from under Sam without waking him, and then looked at Chuck, "Where are we going?"

Without saying anything Chuck snapped his fingers and we were in an empty bar, "My favorite place. Anyways, we need to discuss Castiel and Dean."

I studied his face, hoping I could figure out where he was going with this but unfortunately he was showing nothing. Finally I replied, "Okay… about what?"

. Chuck sighed, "I wanted to get your opinion since you are so close and you are involved with Sam."

I narrowed my eyes, "You want my opinion? Since when?"

Chuck rolled his eyes, "now is not the time Gabriel, anyways, I was considering restoring Castiel's grace, because they want children of their own and his grace can allow a nephillim to come into being."

I widened my eyes, "What? You told us never to consort with humans and allow Nephilim to come into being. You told us they were abominations,"

Chuck nodded, "I told you that because Nephilim are almost the most powerful thing in this universe. Their power rivals my own, you know I have allowed a few Nephilim to come into being and allowed them to live. I know that Castiel and Dean are capable enough to raise the Nephilim to do good"

I watched him closely, part of me wanted to ask if he would allow me to have a child of my own, ever since the birth of Cain and Abel I had wanted to raise my own children, without me saying anything Chuck said, "I want you to talk with Sam before you will be allowed to have your own children Gabriel."

I bit my lip and nodded, and then I nodded. "Castiel would be happy, not just to be an angel again but being able to have their own children I know would make the both of them happier, and they could use it right now."

Chuck nodded and without saying anything else he snapped and I was back in Sam's room, I closed my eyes and laughed. Then I got into bed with Sam and watched him sleeping, excited for him to wake up so we could talk about this.

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