Cas's POV

After Sam came to get me and I went to Dean and moved the chair out some and kneeled down in front of him taking his hands, his breathing was labored as he fought off a panic attack. I made him put his head between his knees and rubbed his back, "Shhh it's okay Dean… I'm right here love"

After a few minutes Dean took a deep breath and looked up at me, "I'm sorry babe…"

I shook my head and kissed his head, "You have nothing to be sorry for Dean. Come on let's go for a walk outside okay, get some fresh air."

Dean shook his head, "Can we just go back to bed, I feel like crap…"

I nodded and got up, "Of course Dean. While we are up do you want something to eat?"

Dean made a face but nodded, "I don't really feel like eating but I know I should."

I smiled a little and nodded, "Gabriel got me some food, I didn't eat much if you would like what is left."

Dean nodded, "That's fine Cas." I helped him stand and took him to the kitchen where the burger and fries were sitting still warm. Dean sat down and ate most of it before he threw it out. Without saying anything he motioned his head towards our room. I nodded, I followed him to our room and stayed quiet letting him be in his head for now. After a few minutes he stripped down to his boxers and laid down in bed turning the television on, I left my shirt on but also took my pants off and laid next to Dean. Dean gently wrapped his arms around me and that's when I noticed his skin was warmer than usual and I pulled away to look at his face and noticed he was sweating a little. I frowned at him, "Dean…"

Dean looked over at me, "Yeah Cas?"

"Do you feel okay? You seem to be running a fever" I said softly as I watched him.

Dean shook his head a little, "Like I said I feel like crap… Do you mind if I take a nap?"

I shake my head and move so he can actually lay down, "Do you want me to stay?"

Dean looked at me and nodded, "Please don't go."

I stroked his hair gently, "I will stay right here Dean."

Dean nodded and closed his eyes, it only took a few minutes for him to fall asleep, but as I watched him sleep his sweating got worse and his skin grew hotter, I had never seen Dean sick before but I had a feeling he was sick now. I carefully got up and grabbed a wet washcloth and ran it under cold water, I had seen people on TV do this before so I hoped it helped. I squeezed most of the water out of it and sat next to Dean, gently dabbing his forehead with the washcloth and he relaxed a little. I kept doing it softly trying to keep his fever down to the best of my ability, I was so distracted I almost missed the flutter of wings but I did notice the spark of energy. I looked up to see Chuck standing there, "Hello Castiel."

I took a deep breath steadying myself, I was still angry with him for everything but there had to be a reason he was here so I nodded gently. "Hello, Father… thank you for fixing the damage Naomi did to Dean. He is still struggling but I think it is better than it could have been."

Chuck nodded and looked at Dean, "He has caught the stomach flu since you are human Castiel you should be careful."

I shook my head a little, "Dean needs me right now. Did you need something Father?"

Chuck sighed a little but nodded, "Do you mind leaving Dean so we may have a discussion?"

I looked at Dean and then shook my head. "I'd prefer to stay with Dean, I told him I would stay with him no matter what. Please Father"

Chuck nodded and sat at Dean's desk, "I had a discussion with Gabriel a few minutes ago and there is something I have been considering since I came back to Earth. I am aware of your desire to have children with Dean, at the moment your choice is adoption. However, there could be another choice Castiel."

I frowned and shook my head, "The only other option would be if I was an Angel Father and you told us we could never create Nephilim."

Chuck nodded, "I told you all that to scare you and to keep you from creating any because too many angels would use that power to rule Heaven. However not you or Dean, if you were an angel I believe that any Nephilim you create you would raise for good."

I stared at him for a minute before looking at Dean, if I was understanding him correctly he was suggesting making me an angel again so I could have a child with Dean. "Are you implying what I think you are Father?"

When I looked back up at him his face held no emotion but there was a softness to it, and he nodded. "If you wish, I will make you an angel again and you can have children with Dean. However, there is something I want to ask, if that happens I ask for you to call me when you feel the Nephilim within your grace because you will need extra protection. The rest of your brothers and sisters may not take to this news very kindly."

I bit my lip and took a deep breath, "After years of being around the Winchester's I have learned there is usually a catch. Why make me an angel? It can't just be so that I can have a child, Father."

Chuck scrubbed his hand over his face and sighed, "Because while you have adapted well to being human I know you envy Gabriel, I know you miss being able to fly and do things like heal Dean when he is sick. I care Castiel that is why I want to restore your grace. You and Gabriel are my favorite because you enveloped humanity and while others do love humanity they do not feel the same you or Gabriel do. When Anna fell from Heaven I wasn't angry at her, I was happy because she was doing what I truly wanted, she was embracing Humanity. In my absence, you learned things differently than your older brothers because I was gone before you truly knew who I was. I didn't want things to be like this in Heaven. I am trying to fix it and that's why I want to restore your grace Because I want to make an example of you and your brother. It will take time for the angels to learn new ways which is why I need you to pray for me when you feel the child within your grace because after I leave here I am calling a mandatory meeting in heaven for all angels except you and Gabriel and I will be locking the gates. The only way I will know is if you pray to me."

I let myself relax some and looked at Dean, then nodded, "Okay Father. Please, restore my

Chuck nodded and stood up, walked over to me and laid his hand on my shoulder, "I'm sorry but since you are already alive and I am only rebuilding your grace from inside you this going to hurt Castiel."

I nod gently, "I assumed as much."

Chuck nodded and he began to rebuild my grace, I couldn't stop myself from screaming in agony as it felt like I was burned inside out, I heard Dean wake up and Gabriel bust in but it seemed far off, I felt the power of heaven and my wings being restored to their former glory. Suddenly everything was fine but before I could say anything to Dean, Gabriel or Sam I blacked out.

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